The whole entire way to the hospital I was a wreck. I was laying on Ashley in the car, with my legs on Jake's lap. "I can't loose him. He's all I have left. If he dies…so do I." I had made up my mind that I couldn't live without Andy. He was my soul mate and the one I love.

"Hey. It's gonna be ok. Andy is a fighter he will pull through." Ashley said. "I know he will Mel. He is the strongest guy I know." Jinxx said driving. I knew they were trying to help, but it did no good. Andy..my Andy was in an ambulance in front of me. "I should be in there with him. I should have fought harder." I said to myself.

We were pulling up to the hospital. "Can you move yet?" Ashley asked me. I tried my hardest but I could barely move my fingers. "No. Not yet." I said. "It's alright. I got you." Ashley said carrying me out of the car. The EMTs were pulling Andy's stretcher out of the ambulance. "My baby." I said beginning to cry.

We were told we had to stay in the waiting room. I tried my best to fight and get to Andy. But I still couldn't move, no matter what I did. A doctor came out and said, "Are you Andy Biersack's family?" "YES!" I yelled sitting up slightly, now gaining my ability to move back again. "Well he is in pretty bad shape. He has four broken ribs and he is in a deep coma. They don't know when he'll wake up..if he does." I looked up.

"If he does?" I thought to myself. "Can we go see him now?" CC asked. "Yes." The doctor said, leading us back to Andy's room. I walked in, and the sight of him crushed me. I fell to my knees. I couldn't breath. My Andy, was laying there in a hospital bed, close to death. If I couldn't see him breathing, and the monitor beeping, I would think he was dead!

My breathing became harder and harder. Next thing I knew Ashley was picking me up. "Hey sweetheart you have got to calm down." He said. But I couldn't. I was loosing the most important person in my life. Then the thought hit me…What if Andy did die? Then what?

I was at this point hysterical and barely breathing. "L-lay me w-with my An-dy." I panted to Ashley. He did. I curled into Andy and wrapped my fingers tight around his shirt. I had decided then, that I was never letting go. Dead or not.

I aw black spots forming, getting bigger and bigger. "I love you Andy." Was all I could say before I passed out. This isn't where I'm supposed to be…Clinging to the love of my life's almost dead body? No. I will be with Andy always. No matter what it takes. I will be with him..forever and for always. Being here or in heaven doesn't matter to me…along as I'm with Andy.

Notes

Ok guys I know it's short..but I really just wanted at least one chapter up today!
I PROMISE I will get some up tomorrow. :)
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