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that hatered in your eyes

chapter 4

Phoebes POV-

I was shocked at Jakes question, I was stunned at this. I finally made my decision,

"I-i- yes" I spit out then we walked back to the table, everyone gave us a raised eyebrow.

"Guys we've got something to tell you" jake said, Andy looked at me with a worried face

"We're dating now" jake said, I looked at Andy, he looked like he had tears in his eyes, he stood up and walked away.

"I'll go talk to him" said jinxx standing up and jogging towards Andy was heading. I was worried about him, as we finished our pizzas, andy and jinxx came back, andys eyes were red, properly from crying. As they came back, we cleaned up our mess and paid for everything before leaving, we bundled into Jakes car and I called shotgun in the front, so Andy, Ashley, Jinxx and CC had to cram in the back, cc was in the middle, jinxx had ashley on his lap, and andy by the window. It was a silent drive home, not a comfortable silence, an awkward silence. When we got back, as soon as the car stopped, Andy shot out the car, opening the door with his own key and basically running upstairs, I followed and grabbed Andys keys he left in the door and went to his room, I knocked

"Who's there?" His voice shakey

"Me, open the door" I heard him shuffle away from the door, a draw shut suddenly. I walked in, he was sitting on his bed, eyes sunken and red, his hair messy and had baggy batman pajamas on.

"What's up?" I asked, breaking the silence

"Nothing, why"

"I was just asking cause your acting weird"

"No I'm not, I'm just tired"

"Well, you seem kinda piss-"

"Shut up and leave me alone!!!" He shouted, I was startled and ran out the room sobbing loudly, I ran to my room and locked the door. I ran to the bathroom and sat on the floor, I broke down in tears. I had a feeling that no-one loved me anymore, just like when I lived with my parents, oh god not again! I ran to my make-up bag and rummaged through it till I found it- my blade. I sat down on the floor I had just been sitting and put the cold metal against my skin, I closed my eyes and looked up, tears streaming from them, I slice my arm with it a few times, then cleaned them and put my BMTH hoodie on. I pulled on my nightmare before christmas pajama bottoms on and crawled into bed, I heard a soft knock at the door, it creaked open.