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When Darkness Is All You See

Proud In All You Are

-----KAITLYN'S POV-----

The guys had just finished their set and went to the meet and greet. I was chilling with Meaghan on the bus, waiting for them to return. Meaghan, poor girl. A simple slip and now she has two broken ribs and a stitched face, matching my scar and Andy's make-up. She sat on the couch, looking lonely. I couldn't help myself from felling sorry for her.

I made my way to the couch and sat beside her. I placed a genuine, loving hand on her shoulder and she looked up at me. I gave her a hopeful smile and she smiled back then hugged me. It's strange how, after spending a lot of time with someone, you get to know them so well that there is no need for words. You memorize their facial features in different situations so you tend to know when they're sad, happy, or in need of a friend without any words being spoken.

I decided to go outside for a breath of fresh air. Meaghan wanted to stay inside, since her accident. I put on the fluffy coat with fur around the hood that Andy had got me and, grabbing my phone, I went outside. I leaned against the bus and slid down, sitting on the ground. I went on Twitter to see how the fans have been doing.

@BVBArmy Hey, it's Kaitlyn! How is everyone? Are you enjoying the show? If you didn't get to go, don't worry. There will be plenty of photos from Andy later. :)

I sat and waited for replies as I stared at the stars. As I looked up, I cought a falling star. I smiled and remembered to when I would wish on them as a child. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard my phone beep, letting me know I had gotten replies.

@BlackBirdBiersack The show is awesome! I wish you guys could have came... :(
@BlackBirdBiersack Looking forward to those pics. Sorry you couldn't come, I know you're taking care of Bunny. Is she doing any better?
@BlackBirdBiersack Did she get our gifts?!


I smiled and replied, @BVBArmy I wish Bunny and I could have came too. It would have been nice to see you. Yes, she is getting better. We haven't recieved any mail from you guys yet because we aren't in the states. We'll be sure to read everything you have sent us when we return.

I hit send and heard some snickering to my right. I looked in the direction of the voices and saw a group of three girls. What were they laughing at? Me? I don't see why. I'm not wearing anything offensive am I? I looked at myself in the reflection of the bus. I was wearing grey sweat pants and a BVB t-shirt along with the coat Andy bought me. No, nothing was offensive about this outfit. So, why were they laughing?

"Excuse me," said the tall one.

She had long brown hair and brown eyes. She was wear a too low-cut pink shirt that exposed part of her stomach. Her pants were white booty shorts and she wore hot pink high heels. She had on too much blue eye shadow and fake eyelashes. I tried not to judge her, but I couldn't hold back my thoughts. She needed to cover herself up!

"Yeah?" I asked calmly.
"Aren't you Andy Biersack's wife?"
"Guilty," I said proudly.
"I don't get it..."
"Don't get what?"

"Why would he want to marry you?" the second asked.
"Huh?"

"You're so ugly," said the third.
"Oh is that right? Well, why don't you tell me what beautiful is?"

"Me," said the first in a snobby tone.
"Who are you to define what's beautiful?"
"Huh?"
"Listen, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If you don't think I'm pretty, I honestly don't care. You know why? Because Andy does. Every day he tells me how proud he is to have me. Each day I smile when I wake up because I'm waking up in Andy's arms. So," I paused walking to the bus door, "I'm going to go wait for my husband, whom I have sex with on a regular basis, in his bunk."

I stepped inside and closed the door behind me. I then remembered something and poked my head back out to say, "Oh and the next time you want to call somebody ugly, put some more face on your make-up. Also, cover up your overly exposed breasts because Ashley is engaged."

I slammed the door behind me and walked to Andy's bunk. I climbed in and tweeted the army. I needed to make myself feel better and I wasn't about to cut my wrists. I tweeted, "I just got called ugly by a group of female haters. Sometimes I wonder why I even go out in public. It seems like everyone hates me."

My phone began exploding with replies. All of the army was there to help me. Now I understand why Andy loves them so much. It's not because they just listen to his music and buy his merch. Andy loves them because they're there when he needs them, when he wants to tell a joke, or when he feels like talking. My phone continued buzzing with replies.

@BlackBirdBiersack Don't listen to them! You're very pretty! And even if they didn't think so, I think so.
@BlackBirdBiersack It doesn't matter what they think. As long as Andy loves you, then everything is okay. :)
@BlackBirdBiersack "Never give in, never back down. When your life feels lost fight against all odds!"
@BlackBirdBiersack "Take joy in who you are. We know our wings are flawed." :)
@BlackBirdBiersack Don't let people try and bring you down. The people that are mean to others are miserable because they only focus on what they hate. I love you BlackBird and you are perfect to me. :*


I smiled at the love and support from the army. I then realized that the last tweet was from Andy! Oh my gosh, I hope he doesn't think I'm insecure right now. Well, I am a little but I don't want him to know. I quickly replied.

@AndyBVB Thanks babe. You always know how to brighten my day. Well...technically night since it's dark out but you get it. I love you too. :*
@BlackBirdBiersack Haha, yeah I understand. I'm glad I make you feel better. We just finished our meet and greet and we're on our way back.


"Hey!" Jake shouted as he entered the bus.
"Ashley!" Meaghan squealed as he walked in.
"Hey babe," he smiled, gently hugging her.

I ran to sit on the couch and watched as all of the guys entered the bus. Their hair was so messy, especially CC's. I wonder if I could straighten his hair? He'd probably fight it but maybe the guys could help. Regaining my thoughts, I realized Andy hadn't gotten on the bus yet. I felt my phone buzz and I got it out of my back pocket. It was a text from Andy.

Batman: Meet me outside. I have something for you ;)
Me: I have something for you too!


I looked up seeing nobody was paying me any mind. Perfect chance to leave. I got up and grabbed my black knee length jacket off the couch and put my gift in the inner pocket as I headed for the bus door. As I put it on I saw a shadow run by the bus door. I grabbed my phone and readied myself to call Andy. I stepped outside and heard the door close behind me. I spun around quickly to see Andy standing there with his famous smirk on full display.

"Andrew Dennis Biersack!" I giggled, slapping his chest.
"Kaitlyn Renee Biersack!" he mocked, making me smile at my new name.
"You scared me."
"Sorry, love. I didn't intend to."
"You said you had something for me?" I asked childish.
"Yeah," he chuckled, "turn around and close your eyes."

I did as I was told and heard something being opened. I heard a metalic clink then Andy chuckled. I soon felt something cold on my chest and behind my neck. Andy's warm, gentle hands ran down my arms, sending shivers down my spine. His breath was hot on my neck, mixing with the winter air.

"Open your eyes," he whispered.

I opened them and looked down at my chest. It was a Batman necklace made of diamonds. They sparkled in the street lights, making me smile. I turned to face him and giggled at his proud smile. I stood up on my tip toes and kissed his hot, plump lips. He ran a hand up and down my back, comforting me. I smiled into the kiss, then pulled away.

I reached into the pocket of my coat and pulled out a small box. It was wrapped with Batman wrapping paper, making Andy smile. I handed it to him and he untied the yellow ribbon I tied around it. Once he had tore off all the wrapping paper, he reached for the lid. He smiled when he opened the box, seeing what was inside.

Inside of the box was a necklace I had made just for Andy. It had a black and yellow chain, for his love of Batman, and a unique charm. The charm was yellow and shaped like the BVB logo, with BVB carved into it in black. On the side there was a button. He pushed it and inside was a picture of us from the fair.

Andy put it around his neck and smiled at me. He picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He spun us in circles then leaned me against the bus. He cupped my face with his right hand and kissed me passionately. I giggled and he sat me down.

"Ew!" I heard a girl groan. I looked and saw it was the girl from earlier.
"Excuse me?" Andy asked, pissed.
"Andy," I whispered, "that's the girl I tweeted about."
"Why are you with her?" she asked annoyed.

Andy turned his body to face her. I switched his weight to his right foot as he lit his cigarette. He took a drag then blew out the smoke. We all sat in silence as Andy studied the girl.

After taking another drag, Andy turned facing me. He blew the smoke in the opposite direction of me and studied my features. He then stomped out his cigarette and walked towards me. He cupped my face in his hands then pulled my cold lips to his hot ones.
Shivers ran up and down my spine, feeling his ice cold lip ring against my lips.

He then grabbed at my thighs, pulling me up and wrapping them around his waist. I moaned softly as Andy tilted his head, deepening the kiss. I entangled my fingers in his hair, holding him close to me, and tightened my legs around his waist.

I gently tugged on his lip ring and earned a moan in return. His tongue traced my bottom lip and I gladly gave him access to my mouth. His tongue explored my mouth as we both began breathing harder. I heard the girl stomp off and soon my feet were back on the ground. I didn't want to stop but I had to thank Andy for his gift.

"I love my gift, Andy," I said breathlessly, pulling out of the kiss.
"I love mine, Kaitlyn," he cooed.
"Good," I said shaking.
"You're cold?"
"A little."
"Well," he said taking my hand, "let's get inside."


"NO!" CC screamed as we entered the bus. "I won't let you straighten my hair, Meaghan!"
"Oh come on!" she wheazed.
"Meaghan?" Ashley asked concerned as he walked to her side.
"I'm...okay...just...out of...breath," she said inbetween breaths.
"Well sit down," Ashley said, putting her in a chair.
"Andy," she whispered.
"What is it?" he asked.
"Will you and Ashley hold CC down so Kaitlyn and I can fix his hair?"
"Sure," they chuckled.

I explained the plan to the rest of the guys, except CC, and they were up for a challenge. Taking Meaghan's arm, we went to the back lounge and locked the door shut behind us. We had Jake hide in the bathroom and lock the door. We also had Jinxx stand at the bus door, locking it as well. There was no way CC was getting out of this.

Meaghan and I sat on her bed as we waited for the guys to catch thier hyper drummer. He had three Monsters, so it was going to be difficult. However, Andy could easily catch up to him with his gazelle legs. We soon heard talking through the door.

"Come here CC!" Ashley laughed.
"Just! Hold! Still!" Andy grunted. "Get him dude!"
"I don't have your gazelle legs, bro!"
"Let me do it!" We soon heard a thud, followed by some laughter.
"We got him!" Andy shouted.

We unlocked the door and walked out. We saw Jake had already unlocked his door and was sitting on the couch next to Jinxx. I grabbed CC's brush and Meaghan grabbed the straightener out of the bathroom. We joined everyone in the living room area to see Andy holding CC's wrists and Ashley holding CC's ankles. He was trying to squirm free but that didn't work. Jake and Jinxx were about to pee themselves of laughter.

Meaghan plugged in the straightener and it immidately got hot. I brushed the nots out of CC's hair and heard him whine. Meaghan grabbed some of his hair and pulled the straightener through it. Finally, he gave in. CC held completely still, knowing he had lost. When we finished straightening his hair, we released him and began cleaning up our mess. He ran to the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror.

"Not too bad," he chuckled.
"We were going to tease it," explined Meaghan, "but I think we've torchered your enough for one dAY!" she squeaked, jumping in Ashley's arms.
"What is i-OH MY GOD!" I screamed, jumping in Andy's arms.

"What?" CC asked.
"Look!" we screeched, pointing to the creature on the ground.
"Ah!" CC screeched, jumping on the counter.
"Some man!" I joked.
"You're one to talk!" he snapped back.
"I'm a chick!"

"What the heck is it?" Jake asked.
"A mouse!" Meaghan squealed.
"What the fuck?" he asked, stepping on the couch. "Someone get it!"
"Oh my God!" Jinxx sighed.

He was the only one left to catch the rodent. After all, Andy and Ashley had us in their arms and ther was no way CC or Jake was going to do it. He grabbed an empty cardboard box and chased it. Jake ran and closed the door to the bunks so it wouldn't get in our stuff. He screamed and joined CC on the counter as the mouse ran to him, Jinxx chasing after it.

Finally, after ten minutes of chasing, Jinxx slammed the box over the mouse, catching it. He slid cardboard under the box, to keep the mouse inside it. He motioned to the door and Ashley put Meaghan down, as he headed to unlock and open the bus door. Jinxx threw the mouse out of the moving bus and Ashley closed the door.

"Sorry, man," began Ashley, "I would have helped but Meaghan kind of jumped in my arms so...."
"It's cool," he chuckled.
"How the hell does a mouse get on our tour bus?" CC asked.
"It sleeps with Ashley Purdy!" Jake screamed.

"Hey," Ashley giggled, walking to Meaghan, "she's not a mouse. She's my bunny."
"And he is my OUTLAW," she giggled, kissing him.

"You're my BlackBird," Andy whispered in my ear, not putting me down.
"You're my Batman," I whispered, then kissed him.

We heard Jinxx say "Awe" but Jake and CC made gagging noises. Meaghan and I flipped them off and continued kissing our men. We heard somebody clear their throat and we broke apart to see John staring at us with his arms folded across his chest. We all giggled and Andy set me down.

Andy plopped down on the couch and I sat on his lap. However, the was something poking at me. Did Andy have a hard on? I faced him with a curious look on my face and he just smirked and nodded. I giggled and gently kissed his neck. He ran a hand down my back and I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"So what do we do now?" Meaghan asked the wrong question.
"NO!" we all screamed, but it was too late.
"TRUTH OR DARE!" CC screamed.
"Dang it!" I sighed, sitting in the circle that began to form on the floor.

"What?" asked Meaghan.
"The rules are," Ashley explained, "whenever we're bored or have nothing to do and somebody asks 'What do we do now?' we have to play Truth or Dare if somebody screams it. Which CC always does..."
"Oh! Oops," Meaghan giggled, sitting in a circle with the rest of us.
"It's cool babe," Ashley chuckled, sitting next to her. "Since you're hurt, you get to go first."

---MEAGHAN'S POV---

"CC, truth or dare?"
"Truth!" he laughed. "No way I'm trusting you with a dare."
"Okay," i laughed as i pondered my thoughts. "When's the last time you jerked off to porn and not Lauren?"
"Ugh..." CC blushed deep red. "I honestly don't remember."
"Haha, okay it's your turn."

---CC'S POV---

"Andy, truth or dare?"
"Hmm," Andy thought, flicking his hair out of his face, "dare."
"I dare you to pull down your pants and stick your butt out the window!"
"Okay," Andy chuckled opening a window.

He pulled down his pants and stuck his bare butt out the window. We heard a car horn honk then a truck horn. We all laughed as Andy pulled his butt back inside and pulled his pants up. He sat next to Kaitlyn and faced Ashley.

---ANDY'S POV---

"Ashley, truth or dare?"
"Dare," he said, taking Meaghan's hand.
"I dare you to strip naked and run up and down the bus two times!"
"Deal!" Ashley said as he pulled down his pants and I placed a hand over Kaitlyn's eyes.

When he was done and re-dressed, I uncovered Kaitlyn's eyes. Ash was staring at her with an evil grin on his face.

---ASHLEY'S POV---

"Kaitlyn, truth or dare?"
"Dare," she announced unashamed.
"I dare you to kiss Meaghan on the lips for ten seconds!"
"That's easy," she giggled.

---KAITLYN'S POV---

I made my way to Meaghan and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. I could feel everyone's eyes on us and I held my composure. I made sure not to blush. When our ten seconds were up I made my way back to Andy, who was trying not to laugh at Ashley's expression. Ashley's jaw had dropped almost to the floor. I couldn't hold my composure any longer. I busted out laughing with everyone on the bus.

"So," I yawned, "I guess Meaghan and I win?"
"You got the boobs," CC chuckled.
"Haha, stealing my lines I see?"
"No, just borrowing them for the occasion."
"Uh huh. Well," I sighed facing Andy, "off to bed?"
"Off to bed," he agreed.

We walked to the bunks and shut the door behind us, wanting no interruptions. We crawled into Andy's bunk and stripped completely naked. Screw John's rule, we were a married a couple and we'll do as we please. Although, we didn't have sex tonight. Instead I cuddled into Andy's side, nuzzling my face in the crook of his neck. He carressed my thighs and kissed the top of my head. We just cuddled naked for a while before he yawned.

"Good night Andy. I love you," I said, kissing his neck.
"Good night Kaitlyn," he replied, tilting my head to face him. "I love you too."

He placed a soft, loving kiss on my lips and stroked my hair. When I pulled away from the kiss I placed my head on his shoulder, nuzzling back into his neck. I heard him humming the song Savior, which had become our song. I felt so safe and peaceful in my husband's arms. Andy Biersack, my husband. I smiled and soon fell into a deep, happy slumber.

Notes

Aww, Batman to the rescue again!
So, I'm thinking about bringing Kaitlyn's parents into the story. What do you guys think?
Don't worry, I'll be sure to add chapters about planning Meaghan's and Ashley's wedding.

I love you BVBArmy! We are young and we are strong! Never give in, never back down!

Comments

Omg I've been reading this for two weeks! I fugging love this story!!!!!! Can't wait for more!

@hvymtlldy1992

I have no idea but you can ask around. It's the BVB Army so I'm sure they'll help you out

I will. Do you by any chance know how to get rid of a cloned story? Someone has been posting hate and cloning stories.

@hvymtlldy1992

Thank you. I have others if you would like to read them

Hey I just want to say I've read this multiple times and I love it so much. Your story is amazing.