Nicole POV
I got annoyed when I got Alex's text saying she was walking home. If only she had waited a few more minutes, she could have drove with me. I was still a little disappointed when I got pushed away from Andy. But I was probably just boring him out of his mind. It actually felt like I was falling for him. But that's just plain crazy...right?
Ash POV
The signing lasted for about an hour, which was pretty great. Almost 15 girls asked me to sign their boobs. I wanted to go to the bar with some girls that invited me, but Jinxx insisted I go back to the bus and help pack up since we would be leaving tomorrow.
Andy was silent the whole way towards the bus, which is quite unusual. I'll just ask if somethings bothering him later. He was usually pretty pumped after a concert. We all climb onto the bus. CC and Jake head straight to the kitchen since they made a bet on the way to the bus on who could eat the most pieces of pizza. Jinxx went off to practice his violin solo, and Andy just plopped down on the couch. He had a thoughtful expression on his face.
"Hey, man. What's up?"
His stare looked kind of glassy, and his reaction to my question was rather slow. His brows furrow, as if he's trying to piece together what to say.
"Have you ever really had feelings for a girl, even though you don't even know her?" He finally asks.
"Hm. No, not really."
Andy rolls his eyes. "Of course not. You just fuck 'em and leave 'em."
"Hey. That's offensive." I state. "Besides, the girls themselves don't mind."
Andy ignores me and keeps talking. "But someday you're going to find someone that makes you happy and you'll want to make them happy. And you'll care about more than just the sex. You'll want to live the rest of your life with them. To wake up on a Sunday morning and make pancakes together. Wash the dog together. Attend family reunions together. Have kids."
I blink. "More than just the sex?" What was this boy talking about anyways? He wants to make pancakes with a girl on a Sunday? And have children? I'm not to fond of the whole 'having a child' thing. Having a kid means you have to be serious and committed, which I've been told that I'm neither. And I always get tired of girls after a while. I know what you're thinking. Tired of girls? But, yes. It's true. They can be annoying and clingy. It's hard to imagine just sticking with one the rest of your life.
"Maybe you should get some sleep, Andy."
Andy shakes his head. "Yeah, I guess you're right. But I'm gonna find her tomorrow." Andy gets up and walks off- probably to his bunk. Find her..? Find who? This girl of his? Is this girl even a real person? Or is she just Andy's ideal imaginary girl? Oh well. You never know with Andy. Guess I'd better head to bed as well.
Alex POV
My feet begin to hurt in my black combat boots after a while. At least I'm almost home. I wonder how Nicole is doing with Andy? The signing is probably over by now, though. A car suddenly pulls up next to me, and I peer inside.
"Alex, you're stupid."
"Nice to see you, too, Nicole." I mutter.
"Get in. You've already walked a long ways."
I hesitantly open the door and sit. The minute my door shuts, Nicole starts driving. "So." I start. "About Andy."
Nicole scoffs. "What about him?"
Well someone's pissy. "You guys were talking."
She shrugs. "Nothing happened." Then she snaps at me, "What about Ashley?"
My eyes flicker down to the phone in my hand, where the picture of me and him is at. "Nothing happened. Why?"
"He seemed interested in you."
My heart sank. I know she's just trying to make me feel better, but I'm not stupid. I know I'm not Ash's type. "Mmhm."
All I could think about was him. Part of me seemed to have some sort of an obsession with him. I wanted to see him and hang out with him again. I wanted him to wrap his arm around me once again. I wanted to smell the body spray he used. But another part of me hated him. Hated him for only liking blondes. Hated him for not bothering to go after me when I got pushed away in the crowd. Hated him because I could hate him.
The rest of the car ride was silent. When we got back home, all I wanted to do was sleep. The concert was really fun, but all my energy was drained.
"We're going shopping tomorrow." Nicole declares.
"Why?" I ask.
"If you haven't noticed, we don't have much of a wardrobe. And we both have a lot of money saved up."
"Oh. I cant wait." I say dryly.
Nicole ignored my sarcastic remark, heading to her bedroom. I headed to mine.