I Am Here.
Chapter 4: "What's your name baby?"
I couldn't believe it. Andy, the Andy Biersack wanted ME to sing with HIM!
"Oh...ok!" I said excitedly.
A huge smile crept across Andy's face. He took my hand and lead me through the crowd. God his hands are gorgeous and so soft. Once we approached the stage, Andy got up on the stage first. He then grabbed both of my hands and lifted/ helped me get on the stage. I couldn't do it by myself because I'm short. Fuck him and his gazelle legs. Andy picked up his mic from down stage and spoke into it.
"Now that that motherfucker is out of the way, lets sing something!",Andy spoke.
I was slightly shaking because of all the people, most of which where BVB fangirls who where not happy that I was onstage with their idols. I felt at home on the stage and with the band. It felt like I had done this many times before and that the guys where my family.
"What's your name baby?" Ashley asked seductively putting his arm around my shoulder while winking at me causing the Purdy Girls to scream.
Of course the man whore would hit in me.
'But you're not even pretty,' the little voice sneered, 'He's just doing that to make you feel better about yourself. You're ugly and you will always be ugly.'
I got a little disheartened, but I looked to Andy who looked slightly angry. Was it still from the fight or was it because Ashley was flirting with me?
"Oh, yeah, what is your name?" Andy asked through slightly gritted teeth.
"Emily. My name's Emily."
"I LOVE IT!!!" CC screamed into his mic making me slightly jump and causing Andy to chuckle.
"Alright Emily, what shall we sing?" Andy asked handing me a mic.
"Well, can we sing Days Are Numbered? I have a naturally lower voice and I'm awesome at that song!" I answered excitedly.
"Alright, sounds good! CC start us off!" Jake told CC.
The song started and we began to sing, Andy and I taking turns singing the lines. As I was singing, the fans were cheering. Was I really that good? Andy seemed to think so because he had the biggest smile in his face. Then Jinxx started to play the intro to Saviour. The rest of the guys followed along but first Andy gave me a sexy smirk and then began to sing. Oh god, they were singing the song that saved my life and I was standing right next to Andy as he sang without braking eye contact with me. It seemed like he knew what he did for me that day. No, he couldn't...could he? I almost started crying when Andy motioned for me to start singing...at my favourite part.
"So hear my voice, remind you not to bleed. I am here." We both sang as we locked eyes.
Half way through the song, my sides started to hurt and then I remembered my broken ribs. I guess I was so excited that when I was talking to him that I really didn't notice the pain...., until now. I continued to sing the rest of the song, but I started to get really dizzy. Andy noticed and gave me a look of concern. I belted the last note and then I let the blackness consume me. The last thing I remember was someone catching my fall and shouting my name.
"EMILY!!!!!" .......... Silence.
"Oh...ok!" I said excitedly.
A huge smile crept across Andy's face. He took my hand and lead me through the crowd. God his hands are gorgeous and so soft. Once we approached the stage, Andy got up on the stage first. He then grabbed both of my hands and lifted/ helped me get on the stage. I couldn't do it by myself because I'm short. Fuck him and his gazelle legs. Andy picked up his mic from down stage and spoke into it.
"Now that that motherfucker is out of the way, lets sing something!",Andy spoke.
I was slightly shaking because of all the people, most of which where BVB fangirls who where not happy that I was onstage with their idols. I felt at home on the stage and with the band. It felt like I had done this many times before and that the guys where my family.
"What's your name baby?" Ashley asked seductively putting his arm around my shoulder while winking at me causing the Purdy Girls to scream.
Of course the man whore would hit in me.
'But you're not even pretty,' the little voice sneered, 'He's just doing that to make you feel better about yourself. You're ugly and you will always be ugly.'
I got a little disheartened, but I looked to Andy who looked slightly angry. Was it still from the fight or was it because Ashley was flirting with me?
"Oh, yeah, what is your name?" Andy asked through slightly gritted teeth.
"Emily. My name's Emily."
"I LOVE IT!!!" CC screamed into his mic making me slightly jump and causing Andy to chuckle.
"Alright Emily, what shall we sing?" Andy asked handing me a mic.
"Well, can we sing Days Are Numbered? I have a naturally lower voice and I'm awesome at that song!" I answered excitedly.
"Alright, sounds good! CC start us off!" Jake told CC.
The song started and we began to sing, Andy and I taking turns singing the lines. As I was singing, the fans were cheering. Was I really that good? Andy seemed to think so because he had the biggest smile in his face. Then Jinxx started to play the intro to Saviour. The rest of the guys followed along but first Andy gave me a sexy smirk and then began to sing. Oh god, they were singing the song that saved my life and I was standing right next to Andy as he sang without braking eye contact with me. It seemed like he knew what he did for me that day. No, he couldn't...could he? I almost started crying when Andy motioned for me to start singing...at my favourite part.
"So hear my voice, remind you not to bleed. I am here." We both sang as we locked eyes.
Half way through the song, my sides started to hurt and then I remembered my broken ribs. I guess I was so excited that when I was talking to him that I really didn't notice the pain...., until now. I continued to sing the rest of the song, but I started to get really dizzy. Andy noticed and gave me a look of concern. I belted the last note and then I let the blackness consume me. The last thing I remember was someone catching my fall and shouting my name.
"EMILY!!!!!" .......... Silence.
So, I just read that smut paragraph in class.... I got so many weird looks, because of the sounds and faces I was making. Just like trying not to die.
1/21/15