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Dear Insanity

Chapter 5- Burned Out Like A Bright Light

Chapter 5- Burned Out Like A Bright Light
*A Week Later *[Recording Of Legion Of The Black]
Andy’s point of view
After getting my makeup perfected and watching Imogen play a game on her phone we’re finally ready to do the Lost It All part of LOTB. I get up out of the chair that I’ve been sitting in for 30 minutes and walk over to the set.
I feel someone roughly push me against a wall. Juliet. She kisses me deeply and this time I kiss her back.
“I knew that I’d get what I wanted. You just cheated on your wife.” Juliet laughs.
“Fuck.” I mutter. I keep repeating that over and over again in my head. I’m completely fucked.
I walk onto the set, hoping that none of the guys have seen me.
If no one saw it no one would have to know. If she ever found out about this I literally would have lost it all [A/N sorry but I couldn’t help myself].
Everyone takes orders from the directors and filming seems to be over within a few hours.
I go on my Twitter and see a tweet from Juliet. After being married for a year I thought that by now I would have unfollowed her.
@JulietSimmsALL: Had a great day recording LOTB with @AndyBVB
This was going to start a shit storm between Imogen’s I guess ‘fans’ and her fans.
Imogen’s Point Of View
Once Andy and I got home we went and did our own things. We weren’t really in the talking mood. I went and logged onto twitter and my Tumblr page. My Tumblr is flooded with asks so I decide to take a look at them and answer some of them. I don’t even know why I have a stupid Tumblr page but Sammi and Lauren convinced me to make one so I thought that it would be a good idea. Andy likes to go on it as well and make videos, the fans know that.
URL asked you: Are Andy and Juliet back together? What is she doing in the movie?
URL asked you: Ha, always knew that Andy and Juliet would get back together you worthless piece of shit.
URL asked you: Andy doesn’t even love you.
URL asked you: Leave Andy already, he was happier with Juliet.
URL asked you: Andy fucking hates you.
URL asked you: I bet that Andy and Juliet have fucked without you knowing.
That last one pissed me off for some reason. I leave my laptop open and walk into the lounge room where Andy’s sitting.
“Hey Andy…Can I ask you something?”
“Yeah of course, what’s wrong?”
“Have you been cheating on me with Juliet?” I ask him.
Silence
Andy’s Point Of View
That question sinks into the depths of my skin and instantly makes me feel guilty. She kissed me again today on set and this time I kissed her back.
I don’t say anything but I can see Imogen’s eyes welling up with tears.
“Please tell me something Andy.” She says with a shaky voice.
“I-I” I stutter.
“You did didn’t you?” She says quietly.
“Imogen I love you.” I say, getting up to hug her.
“Don’t touch me Andy.” She says with that same voice that she did all those years ago. That voice that tells me that she’s going to shut herself off from the world again and not let anyone in.
Imogen’s point of view
I walk out of the lounge room and walk out of the house and into my car. I drive to Jack’s house, knowing that it is only a few blocks away and he’s more than likely just sitting in front of his TV watching Home Alone over and over again. I put on Mayday Parade to try and calm myself down and stop myself from doing something stupid.
“I'm burned out like a bright light
I wasn't ready for this
You’re adorable as hell, but I'm glancing at your wrist
Oh please have faith I can be so cavalier
And when they start to ask questions I'll make sure to be clear

When you see my friends tell 'em hi for me
Tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything
You turned and all you left me with was this broken key
So tell me what you think

And give it up for the long nights and all those terrible fights
Were you honest with yourself, every version of yourself?
Did you get lost on the side of the road?
If you keep acting this way I swear I'll never come home

When you see my friends tell 'em hi for me
Tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything
We walk alone on this broken road for eternity
So give me company and help me sing this lonely melody
You turned and all you left me with was this broken key
So tell me what you think

Sign me up, no regrets, make a man out of me
And I won't say a word and I'll give all the things that you want and I need
Just to give me some peace
At the bottom of the ocean there's a place for you and me
Lead the way straight ahead
You gave me the time of my life and it cut like a knife to the bone

When you see my friends tell them hi for me
And tell them what you think about the way you handled everything
So neat and clean well the world is filled with such pretty things
So do your best for me.”
I sigh as I pull into the drive way. I knock on the door of Jack’s house.
“Hey come in.” Jack says with a smile. It has been a week since I last saw him and that was the last time that I was here was a week ago when Jack was upset and now it’s me that’s upset.
“What’s wrong? Your eyes look sad and you seem lifeless, tell me what’s going on.” Jack says once we’re sitting in the lounge room.
Andy’s Point Of View
I walk into our room and see her laptop open with a blue screen shinning. I’m not sure how this site works but it’s pretty easy to see that these people who call themselves fans of me have been sending her some pretty rude stuff. They know that I do have access to her account so I don’t really understand why they would send this stuff anyway. Especially when most of these messages are telling her to go and kill herself which is not going to happen because she’s gotten out of it before and I don’t need her slipping back into that path again.
Why did I have to kiss Juliet back? I fucked everything up so much and I didn’t even mean to do it. I’ll call Imogen tomorrow and talk to her.

Comments

I love your story! Thanks for updating! I can't wait for the others chapters! :)
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10/1/13
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9/24/13
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