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Faith will find a way.

I didn't like who I used to be!

I woke up on a stone cold floor with Chris cuddled up to my back. I said up feeling sore from sleeping on the floor.
"Hey I would say good morning but I don't know if its morning." Ella said softly
"Thanks you too." I said smiling and standing up.
I walked to the door of the cell and back to the wall I was at tying to get blood back to my legs since they where asleep. Lauren was still asleep.
"What are you thinking about?" Ella asked
"Nothing really. I'm just trying to keep my head in the right place I don't want to lose faith. I don't want to forget who I am. Dose that make any since?" I said sitting down next to Chris putting his head in my lap.
"Yeah I know what you mean. I'm not glad that I'm here but I'm glad that at lest I have Lauren here with me. It helps me not lose hope."
"So you think they are going to come and get us?"
"I think I should be asking you that. I mean you where just with them yesterday right. So are they even tying to save us."
"I think so yes. I have faith that they will at lest come for us. They may not fined us or may be to late but I think they will come for us."
"Good because I would really like to take a shower." Ella said laughing trying to lighten the mood.
"I say you do." I said laughing with her.
"Alright ladies hand over the boy its time for his classes." A shadow said the one that brought me here. He was standing out side of the door or the cell.
"He is sleeping." I said moving Chris's hand and standing up
"But you can take me in his place."
"No Lillianna what are you doing you don't know how hard classes are." Ella said jumping up and grabbing my wrist.
"All the more reason I should go. I don't want any pain to come to Chris if I can stop it."
"Oh how sweet. I don't care someone from this cell has to take classes so ether give me the boy or-"
I stepped up to the door trying to stay as clam as I could
"What are you waiting for lets go."
"Fine by me." The shadow said grabbing my wrist tightly and then black smoke wrapped around us both.
I landed in a bright room. There was some weird chair in the middle of it and to shadows standing by it. They did not look as dark as the shadows I have seen so far. They were a little more human but still scary all the same.
"Sit." The one on the right said. I was a girl I think. Its voice was really high like a bird singing.
"And if I don't?" I asked taking a step back closer to the door.
"Sit." The shadow said again but this time louder
I turned on mu hill and ran threw the opened door and started running down the hall. I didn't know where I was but I knew one thing I had to get out. I turned a corner almost running into the wall and kept running. I ran into to what was a brick wall but no it was the door shadows from the room. The dragged me back to the room. I got away ones but the grabbed me before I got to far. They put me in the chair and tied me down.
"You should have just sat down." The girl shadow said sticking a IV into my arm
"And you should not want to do this to people!" I said trying to move but it was useless I could not get out.
"I'm trying to help you remember who you used to be."
"I didn't like who I used to be!"
"Shh go to sleep dear this will all be a bad dream when you wake up." She said as some weird blue stuff started going into my arm. I soon fell asleep.
I woke up in a bright room with a white sheet on me.
"How I see your awake how are you feeling?" Asked a lady in a white dress.
She had blond hair down to her waist and golden eyes.
"Like shit." I said sitting up
"Oh please don't talk like that here its not lady like."
"Where is here again?"
"Oh your the infirmary for F.E.A.R's special guest." She said smiling.
'Play along.' A voice that I knew but could not get who it was said in my head
"Oh okay then so why am I here again?"
"Oh you were running in the halls at school and fell making you hit your head really hard. So your friend brought you here to get looked at." She said smiling believing that I believed what she said
'Good now when she lets you go you need to fined a way to get out of the city Andy will be waiting for you on the outside.' The voice said I know understood it to be Ashley's
"So when can I leave?"
When I asked that the lady's face dropped her face started turning black her cheeks becoming sunken in.
"You may never leave!" She grabbed me by my hair and started dragging me out of the room.
She dragged me down a dark hall way and down steps. I was in the dungeon again every cell we past people looked at me like they would never see me again. I remember getting that look on the day I meet F.E.A.R. Everyone thought I would die . I didn't though I found a safe place to call home for a little while. The shadow thing dragged me past the cell I was in. She didn't stop. I seen Chris still sleeping on the floor. Ella looked up when I past by her face going white with shock. She started to say something but I stopped her by yelling.
"Keep him safe please!" That's all I could get out before being dragged into a really dark room at lest I thought it was a room. I t was a hall way full of people hanging from there necks or arms or even upside down. The shadow dragged me to a pipe sticking out of the wall.
"How can you still think of them? You should be back to thinking your a good follower of F.E.A.R yet here you are still thinking of the wild ones!" The lady screamed at me tieing me to the pipe by my arms. I was standing on my toes with my arms over my head. I knew that like this I would be dead within a week from not getting enough air to my heart and brain.
"Any last words bitch?" The shadow said licking up the right side of my face.
"Wake me when its over." I said smirking and closing my eyes.
I felt oldly clam being here. I closed my eyes thinking of how happy my life would have been at the camp. Waking up next to Andy everyday, eating lunch with Sammi and Jinxx. Playing cards with CC and laughing when he lost because of the faces he would always make. Helping Ashley not be flirty with girls which never worked. Having afternoon talks with Jake. They did everything they could to help me get over Asher dieing and it was all in vain. I will never get Ashly to cover the scars on my belly with a tattoo. Which hurt since there not all the way healed.
"What are you smiling at?" The shadow asked smacking me
I glared at her hating that she took me from my thoughts. Andy's eyes, CC laugh, Ashley's smirk, Sammi and Jinxx's love, Jake's crazy hair all slowly fading away. I tried to hold on to it but it was too late the thoughts were already gone.
"Just get whatever you going to do over with. The quicker I can stop looking at your ugly face the better."
"You little bitch!" She yelled smacking me. She walked over to table and picked something up. I didn't see what she picked up but I knew what it was when I felt the tip of the blade run down my left cheek.
"No on is ever going to want you now. Then again who would ever want you your worthless and I doubt you'll live to see anyone again. So tell me what's so great about being with the wide ones, how can living with out food in the hot desert be a good thing? Oh I have idea instead of listen to your ugly face I'll just have look myself." She said touching my head making me scream in pain.
I seen my past from the time I ran away from F.E.A.R to when I first met Andy, singing to Chris's little brother, trying cookies for the first time, the first time ever going to church. Seeing Asker laying lifeless on that bed, Andy's soft word that made me feel better. Cutting myself to wake up to fined out Andy saved me ones again. Yelling at him in the grave yard. The way Andy's warm lips and cold lip ring felt being pressed against mine. The dreams ever nightmare I had I had to relive them all at ones right after one another back to back.
After what seemed like hours she finely let go of my hand.
"Well that was a lot and I can see why you like it there so much. Your best friend with the people that run the whole thing, plus there all not to hard on the eyes are they? That's the only bad thing about my power I cant see any dirty thoughts...." She said biting her lip and sitting down in a chair across from me.
"Are you here to torcher me to death with your talking because let me tell you its working. Your voice is the worst!" I said laying my head on my right arm.
"Fine you want torcher I'll give you torcher." She said smirking and standing up.
She walked over to me and put the blade to my cheek again making me look at her.
"How about we have a little fun with fire huh?"

Notes

Okay they you go I really hope you liked it I would have wrote more but I wanted to leave it so you were kind of on your toes a bit. I don't know if I did that though. Any ways I hope you liked it thank you for reading sorry if anything is miss spelled. Ok I guess that's it bye! :)

Comments

@TheFallen_1335
Lol don't be its fine :-) I just wanted to know why you posted just your name but if don't know that's fine, no harm done

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/15/14

@BloodyRoses
werid me too i don't know why?? im confused and scared O_O

TheMysterGirl TheMysterGirl
1/14/14

@TheFallen_1335

Hey if your want me to read one of your stories that's fine I would love t. Just please tell me which one you want me to read. Because I don't really get why you just have your name there

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/14/14
TheMysterGirl TheMysterGirl
1/11/14

@EmoEmu
I think I will make them have a baby. I will think of something and start hosting again soon... I hope

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/10/14