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I have been watching my sisters child grow up the past 16 years and today is the day I will use her to fined the wild ones. Lillianna dose not fit her so I will not use it. How dare my sister name her after a wild one! I will wait till its half day then send for her to come see me. She is just like her mother weak and will do whatever I say. I doubt she will do anything to displease me. I hope she is the one I can trust with my plans. I feel as though I can tell her to do anything and she will do it. I think this of a girl that I have never met, only watched from mine tower. I do hope she will lead me to the wild ones camp so I can kill every last one of them....

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She said she would do as I asked. I was right to pick her. She is going to kill her own brother for me. She seemed a bit scared at first but I can tell she will do it. I thought about asking her to kill her mother but her brother is more of a threat with all the stories he makes up. How dare he think the wild ones have a right to not listen to what I tell them! I will kill all of them saving there prophet for last! He shall be mine!

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That bitch of a child ran away from me! How dare she think she can hide from me! I will find her and kill her by ripping her heart out with my own two hands! She will be found and she will do as I say. Even worse she took that evil brother with her. I was hoping to at lest get rid of him! I will make my shadows look for her no matter what. I will fined her!

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I my have not found the bitch but I did fine a way to get in touch with her. I forgot her mother is a dream walker. How stupid of me! I will try talking to her tonight I hope it works in scaring her back to me. If she comes back I might forgive her but I doubt I can knowing what she did to me. Her mother don't want to do it but she will if she thinks she will get to see her bitch of a child. She will but she must have forgot I will be the one that picks what happens in the dream...

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It didn't work! She dare to spit on me and act as if nothing happened even after I did all the things I did to her. She has so much faith in that stupid prophet already! I don't see what he can do that is so great. He has visions yes but why dose that make so many people want to follow him. They have to live in a desert almost dying. But with me I can give them food and houses. I don't understand how people can be so stupid!

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I tried again with dream walking again. This time I tried tricking her making her feel a different kind of pain. Ones I learned from her other dreams that her stupid brother was dead I even used that. Still it did nothing! I even tried everything from hurting her prophet to making her brother yell at her to everything I thought would make her want to trust me again. It still didn't work. She would rather be locked in a cell all her life then a save her brother or have the prophet take her place. I knew that I could not bring her brother back its not like I wanted to anyways. But how did she know I was lying? Why did she pick to let that thing she calls her prophet to be let free if she knew she would be locked away forever....

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Yes I got to talk to her while she was awake! Its a shame I had to kill her off though! I could have really used her... I will fined a new way to get to the wild ones though. I know it! My dear sister is very up set with me since I killed the last bit of family she had. She don't count me as family. I wonder why? How that's right. I used her as my own plaything for some time didn't I? Then she had to get marred to one of my best guards. Its a shame I had to kill him off. She has been making me lose a lot of people that I can use....

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She is still alive! My best shadow read my sisters mind to fined out she didn't die! Maybe this is a good thing. I will try dream walking again tonight maybe I can get her to trust me and do as I say. Maybe I can just get her to tell me where the wild ones camp is. That alone would make me happy ones again. I can finely kill the son that should have been mine. The son that she be here with me happy. The son that should have my blood running threw his vanes! Oh Amy why could you not see that I loved you so? Why did you not wish to be with me? You would have been so happy.....

Notes

Ok so I want to thank Liversp0t for giving me the idea for this. I you really didn't say to make the black book into his dairy or whatever. But this is what popped into my head when I read your message so thank you so much for helping get over writers block!!! :) I really hope you guys like this. Sorry if anything is not spelled right and if this sucks but its hard to know how F.E.A.R thinks. So I hope you like it thank you for reading!!!