ill never forget.
shoppng trip
when I woke up and looked at the clock I groaned. 6:37am. it stared at me in that devil red. taunting me. I layed back down for about 10 minutes before realizing I couldn't go back to sleep. I sighed in defeat and looked at Ash a moment. I thought 'how could I have ever forgot about this amazing guy?' I got up and looked at my phone. its nothing too special, a Kyocera event from virgian mobile. I realized I have a shit ton of missed calls and texts from all the girls. oh and Gary *I kinda think of him as one of the girls* I sent them all a group text.
ME:
Hey guys, im fine was just under a bit of stress but had an amazing night ;) ill explain when I get back into town no questions until then. love you. oh and good morning. going out shopping with Ash for some things no clue when ill be back.
I figured I had plenty of time to get ready so I got this then went into the shower.
*****don read this next paragraph if you are easily triggered***
I couldn't help it, I was weak. I took my razor and cut my calf with it. it felt so good to do it. I either cut where no one will see, no matter what I wear or I make it look like a shaving accident. I never make them too big but I make sure they bleed and then I put some shampoo and body wash on them so they sting. at least I know they are clean though. I watch it bleed and I make it sting for about ten minutes then I actually shave.
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I continued my shower with washing my hair and face. I then brushed my teeth, washed my body, then just sat in the warm water and sung a few lines of Paramore's you are the only exception, because its how I felt for Ash, my boyfriend of so long who was sitting just on the other side of this door. finally I got out and decided to get dressed and do my makeup. hell, ill even curl my hair.
after I got dressed and made sure every part of me was thoroughly dried, including my hair, I started my makeup. I put on my favorite purple lipstick, and continued with blue eye shadow and eyeliner that fades into black. might as well look good. then I did my hair. but because of how much and how long it was it took me an hour and a half. after that I walked out to a freezing room and a still sleeping Ashley. I decided to get my nail polish and take it back into the bathroom so I could do it in warmth.
I decided on white. then when I was done and it dried it looked too plain and like it stuck out. so I put on purple almost crackle like nail polish except it was regular nail polish and I put a weird random pattern to the purple.
it was dried and I was trying to decide what to do next when I heard a knock on the bathroom door. "Rosy, are you in there? you okay?" "yea im fine ill be right out." I smiled that now I didn't have to think of something else to do since he was awake. I put out all the black make up knowing he would want to do his. i put everything else away in bags. i walked out to Ash holdin clothes that were obviously female. he stared at me for a second then just said no bluntly while pointing me up and down.
i looked down then he got up and handed me shoes, clothes and a belt. great now to change. im not changing anything on my head or nails, it took way too long. I looked at what he gave me, shorts. great. i put a band aide on my 'shaving cut' then changed to this. he had me in black shorts with a couple decoration zippers, an 'Army' straight shirt, long black socks with white bows at the top, red and black studded belt, red and black leather and lace wedge sneakers, black sunglasses, and Paco black XS for her perfume. my favorite.
I decided to redo my makeup anyways to blackish purple lipstick and white blue eye shadow that faded into nothingness. I walked out to see Ash in some black sweats, his black combat boots and a shirt that said 'I have no job. I have no money. I have no car. but, im in a band.' (this). I laughed a little at this.
"so where to?" I asked when we finally got into my car. it was already 11:30 when we got in. "closest mall I gess. by the way you've told your friends your alive already right?" he asked in a weird tone. "yea I text them when I got up. your good. now shush while we drive." we drove for about three hours in silence in exception for the music and occasional comments or singing along. we finally got to a mall a couple cities away from where everyone was worrying about us. we only had like 40 minutes to drive to get into town.
he said he had to get some suite cases so we went to the sears and he got six of the biggest ones. i know we are going on tour for nine months but does he really have that much clothes? ohwell. he also went and got some leather pants, a new jacket, a shirt, and two belts. a pokemon and a hello kitty. this got him weird looks but he didn't seem to care. we went out to the jeep and put the suite cases away and hidden while he changed into his new clothes in the backseat.
we went back in and went to hot topic. here he bought two more belts and a shit ton of bracelets and put them all on. while his cashier girl was have a total fan girl moment I bought my clothes, not letting him see what or how much it cost. I got some sexy lingerie, two pairs actually, for when we decided to finally do that again, 8 pairs of random pant, 11 shirts, three pairs of shoes, two belts, about 13 bracelets, some earrings and gauges because I wanted to try to gauge my ears, three purses, and a dress. it came up to almost $500, which I didn't think twice about. i threw away the recite before Ash noticed it.
again we went to the car and put our things away. we put most of it in Ashley's suite cases since they took up most of the room in the car. after that we went to rue 21, tilly's, an ice cream parlor, and a shop I've never heard of before called kingdom death. it looked nice though, like my kind of nice not what a parent would consider nice.
I ran in dragging Ash right behind. they had so many awesome things, I bought a bunch of costumes, backpacks, purses, makeup, some weird energy drinks I've never heard before but tasted really good, heels, boots, heeled boots, lingerie *yes I love lingerie*, shirts, pants, and a lot of jewelry, posters, cd's, socks, vests, jackets, and hair products. this was the most I spent all day, coming up to $1,379.37 still not enough to come anywhere close to scaring me but still I think i should stop spending today or I will either get yelled at or my card could get suspended for a few days. after all I was still part of my family's spending account.
Ash started eyeing the bags in my hand. I shrugged my shoulders, threw away the recite, and started walking to the food court. he started running after me, with just a few more bags than me so he was practically tripping over himself every four steps. he caught up and gave me a questioning look. all i said was "what you in the mood for?" he looked around and said "starbucks and the vegan store sound good? you are still vegetarian right?" "awesome, and yea i am."
we continued into starbucks then to the vegan store. we got enough foos to feed three people, each. we scarfed it down then i looked at my phone. replies from everyone and a missed call from morgan, as expected. also, its already 5. i looked at Ash who was still eating, "hey have you text the guys yet and told them that your okay? you know we gotta head back like when your done." he looked up and swallowed then said "yea i did and i know so ill hurry. i looked at my texts,
LISA:
ohh beautiful girl, i miss you hurry back ill be patiently waiting for your explanation, in my room. youll have to make it up to me for scaring me ;)
as expected, she always flirted but never actually did anything cuzz she knows i don't play that way.
ALEX:
alright you better talk and talk good when you got home. did you have sex? ill rip his penis off if you did you haven't even been out on three dates.
typical Alex. *sigh*
VICKY:
alright tell me if i need to beat anyone up ill get my brass knuckles. see yuh soon. bye<3
ANNA:
okay well i was worried about you last night but i woke up to your text so im not as worried but im still worried so please hurry back.
GARY:
alright well just stay safe everyone went looking for you yesterday and no one slept well so you better have a good explanation. ill accept 'it was good' as an answer. your welcome.
yea definitely a perv. owell.
MORGAN:
YOU BITCH HURRY YOUR ASS UP WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE NO CLUE WHEN YOULL GET BACK AFTER LEAVING LIKE THAT THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND OR SOMETHING ILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!! <3
yup she was okay. so now lets hear the voicemail from her.
*you have one new voice message from : Morgan.
YOU WHORE! I SWEAR YOU HAD ME UP ALL NIGHT WORRYING THEN MY CROWN FELL OF AND I HAD A FREAK ATTACK I WAS ON A RAMPAGE GET YOUR ASS HOME TO ALEX'S HOUSE BEFORE I FUCKING MURDER SOMEONE YOU LITTLE CUNT!!
*end of message would you like to, message deleted. you have no new messages.
ughh. time to go home i gess. well, this will be a fun explanation. "okay ready to go back to alex's house Ash?" "you know it. we gotta start packing your shit anyways so ill do it while you explain to them. i could hear that voicemail from here." great.
we got into the car after throwing everything into the back seats, then we listened to music and laughed and made random comments and conversations all the way back to Alex'a house, only stopping once for gas. i text them to give them a 15 minute warning, and they were all waiting outside with the rest of the guys from bvb waiting with them. joy.
ME:
Hey guys, im fine was just under a bit of stress but had an amazing night ;) ill explain when I get back into town no questions until then. love you. oh and good morning. going out shopping with Ash for some things no clue when ill be back.
I figured I had plenty of time to get ready so I got this then went into the shower.
*****don read this next paragraph if you are easily triggered***
I couldn't help it, I was weak. I took my razor and cut my calf with it. it felt so good to do it. I either cut where no one will see, no matter what I wear or I make it look like a shaving accident. I never make them too big but I make sure they bleed and then I put some shampoo and body wash on them so they sting. at least I know they are clean though. I watch it bleed and I make it sting for about ten minutes then I actually shave.
****you may now read again***
I continued my shower with washing my hair and face. I then brushed my teeth, washed my body, then just sat in the warm water and sung a few lines of Paramore's you are the only exception, because its how I felt for Ash, my boyfriend of so long who was sitting just on the other side of this door. finally I got out and decided to get dressed and do my makeup. hell, ill even curl my hair.
after I got dressed and made sure every part of me was thoroughly dried, including my hair, I started my makeup. I put on my favorite purple lipstick, and continued with blue eye shadow and eyeliner that fades into black. might as well look good. then I did my hair. but because of how much and how long it was it took me an hour and a half. after that I walked out to a freezing room and a still sleeping Ashley. I decided to get my nail polish and take it back into the bathroom so I could do it in warmth.
I decided on white. then when I was done and it dried it looked too plain and like it stuck out. so I put on purple almost crackle like nail polish except it was regular nail polish and I put a weird random pattern to the purple.
it was dried and I was trying to decide what to do next when I heard a knock on the bathroom door. "Rosy, are you in there? you okay?" "yea im fine ill be right out." I smiled that now I didn't have to think of something else to do since he was awake. I put out all the black make up knowing he would want to do his. i put everything else away in bags. i walked out to Ash holdin clothes that were obviously female. he stared at me for a second then just said no bluntly while pointing me up and down.
i looked down then he got up and handed me shoes, clothes and a belt. great now to change. im not changing anything on my head or nails, it took way too long. I looked at what he gave me, shorts. great. i put a band aide on my 'shaving cut' then changed to this. he had me in black shorts with a couple decoration zippers, an 'Army' straight shirt, long black socks with white bows at the top, red and black studded belt, red and black leather and lace wedge sneakers, black sunglasses, and Paco black XS for her perfume. my favorite.
I decided to redo my makeup anyways to blackish purple lipstick and white blue eye shadow that faded into nothingness. I walked out to see Ash in some black sweats, his black combat boots and a shirt that said 'I have no job. I have no money. I have no car. but, im in a band.' (this). I laughed a little at this.
"so where to?" I asked when we finally got into my car. it was already 11:30 when we got in. "closest mall I gess. by the way you've told your friends your alive already right?" he asked in a weird tone. "yea I text them when I got up. your good. now shush while we drive." we drove for about three hours in silence in exception for the music and occasional comments or singing along. we finally got to a mall a couple cities away from where everyone was worrying about us. we only had like 40 minutes to drive to get into town.
he said he had to get some suite cases so we went to the sears and he got six of the biggest ones. i know we are going on tour for nine months but does he really have that much clothes? ohwell. he also went and got some leather pants, a new jacket, a shirt, and two belts. a pokemon and a hello kitty. this got him weird looks but he didn't seem to care. we went out to the jeep and put the suite cases away and hidden while he changed into his new clothes in the backseat.
we went back in and went to hot topic. here he bought two more belts and a shit ton of bracelets and put them all on. while his cashier girl was have a total fan girl moment I bought my clothes, not letting him see what or how much it cost. I got some sexy lingerie, two pairs actually, for when we decided to finally do that again, 8 pairs of random pant, 11 shirts, three pairs of shoes, two belts, about 13 bracelets, some earrings and gauges because I wanted to try to gauge my ears, three purses, and a dress. it came up to almost $500, which I didn't think twice about. i threw away the recite before Ash noticed it.
again we went to the car and put our things away. we put most of it in Ashley's suite cases since they took up most of the room in the car. after that we went to rue 21, tilly's, an ice cream parlor, and a shop I've never heard of before called kingdom death. it looked nice though, like my kind of nice not what a parent would consider nice.
I ran in dragging Ash right behind. they had so many awesome things, I bought a bunch of costumes, backpacks, purses, makeup, some weird energy drinks I've never heard before but tasted really good, heels, boots, heeled boots, lingerie *yes I love lingerie*, shirts, pants, and a lot of jewelry, posters, cd's, socks, vests, jackets, and hair products. this was the most I spent all day, coming up to $1,379.37 still not enough to come anywhere close to scaring me but still I think i should stop spending today or I will either get yelled at or my card could get suspended for a few days. after all I was still part of my family's spending account.
Ash started eyeing the bags in my hand. I shrugged my shoulders, threw away the recite, and started walking to the food court. he started running after me, with just a few more bags than me so he was practically tripping over himself every four steps. he caught up and gave me a questioning look. all i said was "what you in the mood for?" he looked around and said "starbucks and the vegan store sound good? you are still vegetarian right?" "awesome, and yea i am."
we continued into starbucks then to the vegan store. we got enough foos to feed three people, each. we scarfed it down then i looked at my phone. replies from everyone and a missed call from morgan, as expected. also, its already 5. i looked at Ash who was still eating, "hey have you text the guys yet and told them that your okay? you know we gotta head back like when your done." he looked up and swallowed then said "yea i did and i know so ill hurry. i looked at my texts,
LISA:
ohh beautiful girl, i miss you hurry back ill be patiently waiting for your explanation, in my room. youll have to make it up to me for scaring me ;)
as expected, she always flirted but never actually did anything cuzz she knows i don't play that way.
ALEX:
alright you better talk and talk good when you got home. did you have sex? ill rip his penis off if you did you haven't even been out on three dates.
typical Alex. *sigh*
VICKY:
alright tell me if i need to beat anyone up ill get my brass knuckles. see yuh soon. bye<3
ANNA:
okay well i was worried about you last night but i woke up to your text so im not as worried but im still worried so please hurry back.
GARY:
alright well just stay safe everyone went looking for you yesterday and no one slept well so you better have a good explanation. ill accept 'it was good' as an answer. your welcome.
yea definitely a perv. owell.
MORGAN:
YOU BITCH HURRY YOUR ASS UP WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE NO CLUE WHEN YOULL GET BACK AFTER LEAVING LIKE THAT THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND OR SOMETHING ILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!! <3
yup she was okay. so now lets hear the voicemail from her.
*you have one new voice message from : Morgan.
YOU WHORE! I SWEAR YOU HAD ME UP ALL NIGHT WORRYING THEN MY CROWN FELL OF AND I HAD A FREAK ATTACK I WAS ON A RAMPAGE GET YOUR ASS HOME TO ALEX'S HOUSE BEFORE I FUCKING MURDER SOMEONE YOU LITTLE CUNT!!
*end of message would you like to, message deleted. you have no new messages.
ughh. time to go home i gess. well, this will be a fun explanation. "okay ready to go back to alex's house Ash?" "you know it. we gotta start packing your shit anyways so ill do it while you explain to them. i could hear that voicemail from here." great.
we got into the car after throwing everything into the back seats, then we listened to music and laughed and made random comments and conversations all the way back to Alex'a house, only stopping once for gas. i text them to give them a 15 minute warning, and they were all waiting outside with the rest of the guys from bvb waiting with them. joy.
Notes
hey guys, tell me what you think. and sorry i spent so much time on the detail of the outfits, it wont let me out up any links to my polyvore to show you guys. but i DO have a polyvore and i ONLY polyvore for this fan fic since it is my first my name on there is black-blood328 so check it out you can get a better understanding of some looks, so far its only Ash and Rosy but soon it will be of more of them and i will eventually get really bored and do one of all of them. so yea, comment, subscribe, rate, PLEASE, and tell your friends or whatever.shoutout to my commenter:
@batman99
thank you and keep commenting please, since your the only one that has been.
alright so goodnight people i promise i will update as soon as i wake up so expect a new one in about 11 to 12 hours you can murder me if there isn't a new chapter up by then enjoy and goodnight. byebye <3
i know aha im not in hemet right now though. but you just go to http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/home make an account create a set and then link it into the story.
10/23/13