ill never forget.
the big question
*~Rosy's pov~*
he hovered over me, I thought he was gunna kiss me and it must have showed because he started to smirk. then he lowered his head, but next to mine instead. then I remembered what he was doing. all of a sudden he dropped all of his weight on me. I grunted and all he said was "next time don't laugh at me." this made me laugh even more, except I couldn't. "cant breath, please get off."
he got off and just kept smiling. god that smile, I want things to be back to like how they used to I just wanted to kiss him so badly. I couldn't though, not yet. not until I atleast give him his memories back. its the least I could do. and I had to I wanted so desperately to have things like they used to be.
"hey im going to go change. you can change after me." he looked sadly down at his hands and said quietly "I don't have any other clothes to change into." I laughed and got my clothes out of my bag then threw it at him. "I have clothes that will fit you. pick out whatever you want I don't care what." this got him to give me a weird look but an excited "okay!"
I always had too big clothes for me anyways. we had about the same size hips and all the width things, it was just the height thing that messed us up. he was nine inches taller than me after all.so I always used to steal his clothes and he would just use my sweats and basketball shorts and I always had shirts his size so I could wear them as a dress to bed.
i went to go change and came out in this. I looked over to Ash, who had picked out these. he went in to change and I yelled at him that there was some makeup remover pads on the sink.
he took about 5 minutes to change and wash his face and everything. during this time I thought about how I should tell, or ask, him about his memories and if he wanted them back. maybe I should tell him about his powers too? no I think that would be too much at once. and he didn't even know about them before, so I had plenty of time to tell and teach him about his powers.
he finally came out and sat on the bed. I assumed that he left his clothes on the floor of the bathroom with mine. I said "if you want we could wash your clothes tonight so you can re-wear them tomorrow." "nahh I saw some black sweats in there that kinda looked like this that I think ima steal tomorrow. and you had a few shirts my size." I laughed and agreed.
we stayed quiet for a couple minutes after that, then we both tried talking at the same time. I let him go first. "okay. you look so familiar and I think I know you but I don't know where or when I just feel this pull and like I should know you from somewhere. please tell me I have met you before and im not just crazy. I must have had a really sad look on my face because he continued. "im sorry if I do know you I should remember but its my fault im sorry but please don't be sad."
I shook my head until I could think of something to say. "its not your fault trust me. do you remember anything from the time you were 15 through 18?." I met Ash and the guys right after he turned 15, then I erased everyones memories just four months before he turned 19. he looked like he was deep in though for a few moments before he answered "no. wait, how do you know that?" I couldn't stop myself from almost screaming without thinking, "do you want to remember or not?" then he looked confused "what?"
"if you want to remember I can help you and make you remember, but you might regret remembering. then again if you say no then you could be one of the only ones of your friends that doesn't remember that time if your friends choose to remember."
he looked confused again. "wait the guys don't remember that time either?"
"just answer yes or no!" I was getting impatient and very nervous.
"okay yes I want to remember. but how will you be able to help me remember? and how do you know all of this?" he was obviously very confused, not understanding anything.
"most of your questions will be answered after you remember, just please don't ask anymore questions until then, after you can ask all the questions you want." "okay." I then crossed my legs and faced towards him. I motioned for him to do the same and he obeyed almost immediately. then I started the process of getting him his memories back, starting with the little chant like thing.
"no more hiding, no more lying, release this mind and set it free. I command you to unlock the door to his mind. give Ashley his memories of the ages 15 through 18 back. you may relax now, you no longer have to hide yourself. now unlock the door!" his eyes widened throughout the little chant, listening very closely to everything I said, owell. at the end of the chant I raised my right hand and put it to the middle of his forehead.
I pushed, hard. I kept pushing until I knew his mind was unlocked. during the time I was pushing I was also in his mind, but in a way that wouldn't hurt him. I saw a door, it had a chain and lock on it. I had a key, I lifted it up and unlocked the door for him. once I had it all completely unlocked I opened it and pulled myself out of his mind.
I could tell he was pushing back so he didn't fall off the bed and wasn't expecting me to take my finger by the way he fell to me when I took it away. I couldn't help but lift my arms around him and pull him into a tight hug while he just sat there leaning into my shoulder, gaining back all of his memories of those four years.
we stayed like that for a long time when suddenly he whispered something but I didn't hear. just as I was about to ask what he said he pulled away and said it louder. "Rosy!" then he pulled my face into his and kissed me hard and long, as if saying 'never let me forget about you ever again.' then he pulled away and hugged me tightly. we stayed like this for a few minutes and I felt warm spots on my shoulder. he was crying and laughing at the same time. this caused me to do the same. then when we were done we just sat there for a few more minutes until he spoke.
"okay im getting extremely tired, but before I drag you to bed with me I have a question." I nod my head and he continued, "after you erased everyone's memories why didn't you re-introduce yourself to me or one of the guys? im sure you could have gotten us back together or something..."
"because after I erased your memories along with everyone else's it just hurt so much and I couldn't live knowing all the things I did while no one else remembered. so I erased my own mind as well. somehow though me and Alex remembered parts of things, and I knew I erased your memories because I remember erasing people's memories when I do even if I erase my own I remember that I did and when I meet somebody who's memory I erased I can tell."
then all the sudden he practically screamed "oh yea by the way what the hell was that back at the café anyways.?!?!?!?." I couldn't help but laugh and say calm down, he just hmph'd.
"when someone who's memory I erased stares at me like you did with the question of if you knew me and where from, and starts saying I look familiar and tries to remember how for a long time, I kinda get sucked into their mind. while I was in yours I saw the time of when we were dating and your sex life and your childhood before the pain became too unbearable and I violently ripped myself out sooner than I was supposed to. that is why I screamed when I came out. I was supposed to stay in there for id gess about 4 seconds longer to you, but it would feel like four hours to me. I woulda came out without pain but I didn't want to go through your whole mind so I made myself come out. then when I got out I saw Alex coming out and with her knowing what I could do she would have asked a million questions that I wouldn't have been able to answer at the time, especially with you in so much pain. so that is why I got you in the car and drove away."
he gave a nod and understood, but turned extremely red because I had told him I knew about his sex life. then he looked up at me surprised. I looked back at him confused, and he said "are you going to give everyone their memories back?"
"yea unless they say that they don't want them back."
"everyone was couples back then, and if they all get back together before tour we could all just share a bus."
I looked at him and asked, "are you sure you'll be able to deal with all that noise of all the couples getting back together all at once sharing one bus?" he looked down and turned red again, remembering all the other times a couple fought and made up, "I gess your right no I don't want that." I just said "plus I need more time than a week to get everyone their memories back its not like im just going to get everyone into a room and announce it, they would be furious at me. I have to get them alone and make them understand first."
he shook his head at that, kissed me softly and said "alright hun, well im extremely tired, can we talk about this tomorrow while we go shopping?"
"yea. wait, shopping?" he replied "yea shopping, we need to get a few things." "oh okay. then sure. goodnight love." "goodnight. after one more question." "okay what now?" he laid me back, put my back to him, grabbed my hands, and whispered into my ear, "will you be my girlfriend sweetheart?" I bit my lip and replied with a simple nod, which was rewarded with a kiss to my check then snoring just ten seconds later. man he wasn't kidding when he said he was tired.
he hovered over me, I thought he was gunna kiss me and it must have showed because he started to smirk. then he lowered his head, but next to mine instead. then I remembered what he was doing. all of a sudden he dropped all of his weight on me. I grunted and all he said was "next time don't laugh at me." this made me laugh even more, except I couldn't. "cant breath, please get off."
he got off and just kept smiling. god that smile, I want things to be back to like how they used to I just wanted to kiss him so badly. I couldn't though, not yet. not until I atleast give him his memories back. its the least I could do. and I had to I wanted so desperately to have things like they used to be.
"hey im going to go change. you can change after me." he looked sadly down at his hands and said quietly "I don't have any other clothes to change into." I laughed and got my clothes out of my bag then threw it at him. "I have clothes that will fit you. pick out whatever you want I don't care what." this got him to give me a weird look but an excited "okay!"
I always had too big clothes for me anyways. we had about the same size hips and all the width things, it was just the height thing that messed us up. he was nine inches taller than me after all.so I always used to steal his clothes and he would just use my sweats and basketball shorts and I always had shirts his size so I could wear them as a dress to bed.
i went to go change and came out in this. I looked over to Ash, who had picked out these. he went in to change and I yelled at him that there was some makeup remover pads on the sink.
he took about 5 minutes to change and wash his face and everything. during this time I thought about how I should tell, or ask, him about his memories and if he wanted them back. maybe I should tell him about his powers too? no I think that would be too much at once. and he didn't even know about them before, so I had plenty of time to tell and teach him about his powers.
he finally came out and sat on the bed. I assumed that he left his clothes on the floor of the bathroom with mine. I said "if you want we could wash your clothes tonight so you can re-wear them tomorrow." "nahh I saw some black sweats in there that kinda looked like this that I think ima steal tomorrow. and you had a few shirts my size." I laughed and agreed.
we stayed quiet for a couple minutes after that, then we both tried talking at the same time. I let him go first. "okay. you look so familiar and I think I know you but I don't know where or when I just feel this pull and like I should know you from somewhere. please tell me I have met you before and im not just crazy. I must have had a really sad look on my face because he continued. "im sorry if I do know you I should remember but its my fault im sorry but please don't be sad."
I shook my head until I could think of something to say. "its not your fault trust me. do you remember anything from the time you were 15 through 18?." I met Ash and the guys right after he turned 15, then I erased everyones memories just four months before he turned 19. he looked like he was deep in though for a few moments before he answered "no. wait, how do you know that?" I couldn't stop myself from almost screaming without thinking, "do you want to remember or not?" then he looked confused "what?"
"if you want to remember I can help you and make you remember, but you might regret remembering. then again if you say no then you could be one of the only ones of your friends that doesn't remember that time if your friends choose to remember."
he looked confused again. "wait the guys don't remember that time either?"
"just answer yes or no!" I was getting impatient and very nervous.
"okay yes I want to remember. but how will you be able to help me remember? and how do you know all of this?" he was obviously very confused, not understanding anything.
"most of your questions will be answered after you remember, just please don't ask anymore questions until then, after you can ask all the questions you want." "okay." I then crossed my legs and faced towards him. I motioned for him to do the same and he obeyed almost immediately. then I started the process of getting him his memories back, starting with the little chant like thing.
"no more hiding, no more lying, release this mind and set it free. I command you to unlock the door to his mind. give Ashley his memories of the ages 15 through 18 back. you may relax now, you no longer have to hide yourself. now unlock the door!" his eyes widened throughout the little chant, listening very closely to everything I said, owell. at the end of the chant I raised my right hand and put it to the middle of his forehead.
I pushed, hard. I kept pushing until I knew his mind was unlocked. during the time I was pushing I was also in his mind, but in a way that wouldn't hurt him. I saw a door, it had a chain and lock on it. I had a key, I lifted it up and unlocked the door for him. once I had it all completely unlocked I opened it and pulled myself out of his mind.
I could tell he was pushing back so he didn't fall off the bed and wasn't expecting me to take my finger by the way he fell to me when I took it away. I couldn't help but lift my arms around him and pull him into a tight hug while he just sat there leaning into my shoulder, gaining back all of his memories of those four years.
we stayed like that for a long time when suddenly he whispered something but I didn't hear. just as I was about to ask what he said he pulled away and said it louder. "Rosy!" then he pulled my face into his and kissed me hard and long, as if saying 'never let me forget about you ever again.' then he pulled away and hugged me tightly. we stayed like this for a few minutes and I felt warm spots on my shoulder. he was crying and laughing at the same time. this caused me to do the same. then when we were done we just sat there for a few more minutes until he spoke.
"okay im getting extremely tired, but before I drag you to bed with me I have a question." I nod my head and he continued, "after you erased everyone's memories why didn't you re-introduce yourself to me or one of the guys? im sure you could have gotten us back together or something..."
"because after I erased your memories along with everyone else's it just hurt so much and I couldn't live knowing all the things I did while no one else remembered. so I erased my own mind as well. somehow though me and Alex remembered parts of things, and I knew I erased your memories because I remember erasing people's memories when I do even if I erase my own I remember that I did and when I meet somebody who's memory I erased I can tell."
then all the sudden he practically screamed "oh yea by the way what the hell was that back at the café anyways.?!?!?!?." I couldn't help but laugh and say calm down, he just hmph'd.
"when someone who's memory I erased stares at me like you did with the question of if you knew me and where from, and starts saying I look familiar and tries to remember how for a long time, I kinda get sucked into their mind. while I was in yours I saw the time of when we were dating and your sex life and your childhood before the pain became too unbearable and I violently ripped myself out sooner than I was supposed to. that is why I screamed when I came out. I was supposed to stay in there for id gess about 4 seconds longer to you, but it would feel like four hours to me. I woulda came out without pain but I didn't want to go through your whole mind so I made myself come out. then when I got out I saw Alex coming out and with her knowing what I could do she would have asked a million questions that I wouldn't have been able to answer at the time, especially with you in so much pain. so that is why I got you in the car and drove away."
he gave a nod and understood, but turned extremely red because I had told him I knew about his sex life. then he looked up at me surprised. I looked back at him confused, and he said "are you going to give everyone their memories back?"
"yea unless they say that they don't want them back."
"everyone was couples back then, and if they all get back together before tour we could all just share a bus."
I looked at him and asked, "are you sure you'll be able to deal with all that noise of all the couples getting back together all at once sharing one bus?" he looked down and turned red again, remembering all the other times a couple fought and made up, "I gess your right no I don't want that." I just said "plus I need more time than a week to get everyone their memories back its not like im just going to get everyone into a room and announce it, they would be furious at me. I have to get them alone and make them understand first."
he shook his head at that, kissed me softly and said "alright hun, well im extremely tired, can we talk about this tomorrow while we go shopping?"
"yea. wait, shopping?" he replied "yea shopping, we need to get a few things." "oh okay. then sure. goodnight love." "goodnight. after one more question." "okay what now?" he laid me back, put my back to him, grabbed my hands, and whispered into my ear, "will you be my girlfriend sweetheart?" I bit my lip and replied with a simple nod, which was rewarded with a kiss to my check then snoring just ten seconds later. man he wasn't kidding when he said he was tired.
Notes
hey guys sorry if this chapter is too long. just tell me if it is or if it is just perfect or whatever, I got no advice on what you wanted so I just went ahead and did it, memories are back and the second couple is together! so comment subscribe tell your friends about this fanfic if you think it is good enough and yea. special shout out to my first commenter EVER:@batman99
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10/23/13