“Austin Texas mother fuckers!” Andy screams into the mic and the crowd goes insane. “So if it's okay with you we're going to do something a little different tonight. Is that okay?!” The crowd roars in approval. Andy laughs, “okay. Jake, take it away!” Jake starts to play notes on an electric keyboard and the crowd screams. I smile to Lilly who must was holding her mic obviously ready to jump out on stage when she was needed. “I ruled the world. With these hands I shook the heavens to the ground.”

I turned to see Darin and Ben slow dancing with each other. I giggle and hum to myself the lyrics that have grown to become my favorite. Jason was, as usual, calmly sitting on the couch trying not to touch the boys dancing. Probably afraid to catch whatever they had. Darin lets go of Ben and swings me into his arms. I burst out laughing as he clumsily dips me and almost drops both of us. Lilly's strong vocals echo from the speakers and she runs up on stage. The crowd roars.

“Can't you see it?!” Darin asks me getting on his knees.

We all laugh and then Darin sits by Jason and tries to get him into singing too. Jason just smiles and pushes him off the couch. The song finishes and Andy says good bye to the crowd with the introduction of In The End. Lilly comes back stage and its on Jason's lap.

“You were great baby.” He kisses her.

Their 'little' kiss turned into a heavy make out session and I lean against the wall waiting for the show to end. Ben comes up to me and leans against the wall with me. I smile to him and he smiles back. He opens his mouth and takes a breath as if wanting to say something but then turns back around. I cross my arms pretending he didn't want to say something and continue my wait in silence.

“Aye!” Darin yells to Ben. “Got the good stuff.” He whispers walking up to us with a case of beer in one hand and what looked like a joint in the other.

“I will take this but not the other.” I say pulling out a beer and popping it open.

“I could take both.” Ben says taking a long drag of the weed Darin scored then pulls out a thing of beer.

I have a feeling his all of a sudden need for weed is probably due to the issues with me. Darin walks away and offers them to Lilly and Jason as well who take both of his offers. I have a feeling that tonight was going to be the night that I dreamed of tour night being. Drunk and high as fuck dances at the club or strip poker in a hotel room filled with smoke. BVB finishes their set and comes back to an already high band back stage. I am not even done with the first beer I got and everyone else was on their second and another joint is being passes around.

“Dude! You guys have no idea how loud this place is! It's fucking awesome!” Darin said high than cloud nine hanging onto CC.

“I hope you know that everything you're doing is very illegal.” Jinxx says when Darin tries to offer more beer to Jason.

“Who said anything about the government?” Ben asks taking a drag from the joint.

Ashley shrugs and takes both of Darin's offers that were now just on the floor since Darin has other things to deal with like trying to get the light off of the wall. Andy sighs and falls onto the couch and snatches the half of beer from my hands.

“Hey!” I whine trying to get it back.

Andy holds it high and tries to down it. I fall onto his lap reaching for it. I finally get it back and just in time to see that it was gone. I hit him in the chest and he just laughs. I was currently face down on his lap. I looked up to him to see that he has the slight hint of hunger in his eyes. He smirks back down at me. I sat up just in time for both out mangers to come back and order us into our transportation devices. We are going to a hotel tonight so I just got into my bands van. Darin was in the passenger seat handing back beer. Lou was driving since he was the only one sober in our group. Lilly and Jason were in the back practically having sex and Ben and I were in the middle trying to keep Darin under control so Lou could get us to the hotel without Darin making us crash.

“I love you, Vic.” Ben falls onto my shoulder and confesses.

“I know Ben,” I say knowing that he was far too gone to be mentally there.

“No, you don't know, I really love you.” He looses his smile and gets really serious. “To be honest, I made sure that night at the party that I was sober so I could remember anything you did.”

“What do you mean?” I ask confused not nearly as wasted as he is.

“I mean you were all over every guy in there and I knew that they weren't going to give you anything so that's why I offered to take you home. I kind of used you.” He sat up from my shoulder and went back to being is drunk and high self not aware of what he had just told me.

The son of a bitch. I needed more beer or something to get my mind off of this. I grabbed the beer from Lilly's hand with no protest and downed the rest of it. I could hold my liquor well but after enough I wasn't going to remember anything. I asked Darin for more but he held up three empty cases while laughing his ass off.

“All gone!” He threw the boxes back and started drumming on the dashboard.

“Yeah there's a reason I'm the drummer.” Jason says.

Two beers were going to have to be enough. But they aren't. We get to the hotel and everyone charges in the lobby, grabs the keys to the rooms, and rushes up to one room. Ashley and CC offer their room for the party tonight.

“We should go to a club instead!” Ashley offers.

Every yells in approval. We all rush out of the room. After the great and powerful Ashley Purdy was set to find the perfect bar and failed we walked back to the hotel. Everyone is too drunk to walk straight and Darin had gone to the conclusion of making Jason carry him. Jason is too drunk to decline and carries Darin the rest of the way. I laugh at the two and hop on Andy's back seeing that I was going no where fast when I kept failing to see the cracks in the pavement forcing me to collide with Ben.

“Awww no! I was gonna do that!” Ashley yells at me.

I stick my tongue out and we finally get to the hotel. Jinxx was already staring to look like he was ready to puke. He and Jake went to their rooms. My band mates join CC and Ashley in their room. “Wanna go party with them more? Or have a party of our own?” Andy asks kissing me.

“Party of our own!” I say throwing my fist in the air.

Andy laughs and lets me walk the rest of our way to our room. We finally get there. I flop on the bed and Andy throws off his boots. I follow suit and chuck mine to the other end of the room almost hitting him in the head.

“Hey!” Andy yells and rushes over to the bed and starts tickling me.

“Stop it!” I squeal trying to get him off of me.

I tickle him back and he falls off of me and onto the floor. “”No fair!” He pouts.

“Aw, did I hurt your feelings?” I ask in a child voice and sitting on my knees on the bed.

“Maybe...” he says like a three year old.

“Bet I can make it better though.” I say getting off the bed and straddling his lap on the floor.

He keeps his arms crossed and his bottom lip pushes out still pouting. I place my hands on his chest and bite down softly on his bottom lip. His arms are still crossed but he puts his lip back in his mouth and continues to let me bite down on his jaw line and neck. I can hear a light moan escape his lips then moves his hands to my hips. I begin to kiss his lips and he glides his tongue along my lips. I allow him entrance and his tongue explores my mouth. I run my hands down his chest. I tug at the hem of his shirt then slide my hands under it. He lets out another moan when I bite down on his tongue. He moves his hands to my back and presses me harder against him. He slides his down to my ass and squeezes it tight. I gasp and he smiles against my lips. Let me tell you, that is the best feeling ever. He moves away from my lips and bites down on my neck, hard! I gasp again and me flicks his tongue over what I am sure is a large bite mark. He places his hands on my upper back and pulls me closer to him forcing my boobs to suffocate against his chest. I lean my head back and let him make his way down my neck to my chest. He pulls away and looks me in the eye.

“Wanna play a game?” He asks.

“What kind of game?” I ask back putting my hands on the outside of his shirt.

“Like a truth or dare but we take an item of clothing off when we catch each other in a lie. So only truth,” he smiles.

“Alright, who gets what when they win?” I ask still on top of his lap.

“Whoever loses all of their clothes first has to let the other do whatever they want to them.” He smirks.

“You're on,” I smirk getting off of him and sitting on the bed with my legs crossed.

Notes

I honestly have no where to take this story really and I am seriously considering letting it go.