"Where the fuck have you been?!" Jinxx explodes, stood at the hospital entrance, face red with anger, you could almost see steam coming out of his ears.
"What's happened? Something's happened! Is Andy okay?!" You begin to run towards him, ignoring Jakes hand trying to steady you.
"Andy relapsed. They think he's got internal swelling in the brain. His short term memory's gone again, he can't move his legs."
"No." You gasp. "Oh fuck. No"
"We aren't allowed in, they're doing emergency brain surgery." His face is drawn and solemn, his big eyes bugged out like a fish's circled by dark rings from stress and lack of sleep.
"Fuck!" You yell. Slamming your foot into the wall in anger. Pain shoots up your leg. Your stomach twists, giving you the same nausea as earlier. "I'm going to be sick." You lean against the wall, world spinning. Somehow you end up sat down with a head in a bowl before your breakfast comes back. You sob for a few minuets. Letting your hair hang over your face so they don't have to witness your meltdown in quite so much detail. Jake rubs your back soothingly. Jinxx hands you some water to rinse the foul taste out of your mouth with.
"I'm sorry" you mumble, taking shallow breaths to calm yourself down.
"It's understandable Bree. You're upset. I think the nurse should give you a health check or something though, you've had a rough few days." Jinxx softly explains, using his bandana to tie your hair back with. "When you're ready."

The nurse is quiet while she runs all the tests, it doesn't take very long.
"It'll be a few hours until the results are ready. I'll come get you okay?" She's taping a small ball of cotton wool to the inside of your elbow, where she's taken blood tests. You nod, slipping off the examination bench and brushing yourself down. You totter through the maze of hallways in a dizzy daze until you're caught by the arm by a large nurse.
"You can't go in there."
You scrunch up your face like a small child would, confused.
"The rest of your friends are in the waiting room on the east wing. Hop along then sunshine." She chirps, physically turning you around and nudging you forward. You clumsily start walking, the feeling of her gaze on your back making you uncomfortable. You push the button on the lift, standing aside for some equipment to come past then stepping in and pushing the button. As you push open the door to the waiting room, all four of their faces lift expectantly, assuming its a doctor with news.
"Only me." You mutter, perching yourself on the edge of a plastic chair by the door, furthest away from them. You don't want their empathy, you just want to be there for them and that's not going to happen unless you let them stop worrying about you first. You feel four sets of eyes on you and glance up.
"So? What'd she say?" Cc questions
"I'm fine, just waiting for a few test results, I feel fine."
"Bree.."
"No honestly, I just want to be there for you guys now, and Andy if he needs me okay?"
There's a few confused nods, Jake's now slightly frowning "Problem?" You ask him.
"Nope.." You can tell he's holding back something he wants to say. "No problems here."
You nod, fiddling with the bandana to tighten it around your hair.
"So where were you guys earlier?" Ashley inquires, nibbling his bottom lip a little bit.
"I stole Bree away for breakfast, there was nothing we could've done here, I thought she could do with a break." Jake drawls, shrugging. "If we'd've known we wouldn't have gone. I just hate to see her...." He drifts off, mumbling to his shoes. You raise an eyebrow in his direction. Cc smirks. You all go back to sitting in silence for what seems like a couple of decades before Ashley pipes up.
" You remember Andy's dedication to wake up the lonely girl at the hospital in the UK . He insisted that we helped because she had no one else. And he did it. She's sat here with us now and its one of the best decisions our band has ever made, right?" The others nod. You bite your lip, emotion hitting you like waves crashing into rocks.
"So, we can't just sit here being all depressed, we have to stand up and do what we believe is right. And right now all we can do is be positive."
"I am broken. The wretched and divine.." Jake sings huskily. You laugh softly.
"Exactly. This is what all our music's about right?" Ashley encourages
You spend the next few hours swapping stories and silly tales, you're all grinning when a nurse comes in.
"Bree, would you like to come with me please?"
You grab the closest hand to yours, which happens to be Ashley's and pull him up, sudden,h nervous. You both follow the nurse, her blonde ponytail swinging as she strides ahead, her shoes squeaking on the laminate flooring.

She goes through the results of the health check with you, explaining that the blood test showed that you're slightly anaemic, which isn't really a big problem.
'So everything's okay again' you think.
"We also discovered something you'll probably need a second to grasp."
'Or maybe it isn't' your mind retorts.
Ashley squeezes your hand. The blood rushes from your face.
"You're pregnant."
Oh shit.

Notes

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