Diary Of My Escape From Hell

Andy's POV

Overtime my affection for Ashley grew, when I saw him care for Cloe I would have so much adoration for his kindness. Occasionally I would become jealous of Cloe but who could blame me. I don't know how this happened. He is a Dom, and so am I. I have told him now. He knows, he will probably tell Juliet or Cloe. But I was expecting that, I feel better now that I have let it out.

Cloe came down the stairs with Ashley close behind, she didn't seem fazed by the fact that I wanted her Dom. That kinda shocked me. "If you think your feelings and emotions change towards you Fertile then you tell her and talk to her about it, you have been selfish by keeping this to yourself. She has been worried sick about you, consider yourself lucky that the baby is okay."

Was that it? Nothing about me staying away from Ashley, no territorial argument? This girl shocked me, " I'll go check on her." I mumbled.

She nodded, "she's in our room." Cloe didn't shout, she was calm. She didn't frown or scowl at me. I didn't understand how she could be so relaxed after finding out that her best friend's Dom is head over heels for her Dom, maybe I should be worried.

I got to their room and breathed in as I opened the door, Juliet was a state. Make up running. Hair dishevelled. Sobbing on the floor.

"Why didn't you just talk to me!?" She bawled.

"I thought you would hate me." My voice was small.

She shook her head, "you can't control your feelings Andy. I understand, I just hate that you didn't talk to me. All this time I thought it was me, I thought I was the reason you were being so distant. I thought I did something wrong."

I shook my head, "no, jules, you are perfect honest. I don't know why I feel this way, I don't want to feel this way-"

"You have no choice Andy, I understand." She sniffed.

"I still care about you, I just didn't want to hurt you." I wiped one of her tears away.

"I know."

"I will be there for you and Penelope. I promise. I just..." My voice hitched, "I don't even know why I have feelings for him. I know he will never feel the same way."

"That is life Andy. You might love him but he vowed to never leave Cloe. Their bond is stronger than anything I have ever heard of."

I nodded in defeat, "she wasn't angry when she found out. She didn't even shout at me!"

"Why would she!? She sees you as family, Cloe knows you can't control your feelings. She is a reasonable and rational girl, just relax."

I breathed in. Part of me knew that this was going to end badly.

I just didn't know how.

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