In the End

Since we’ve been to the college, Andy and I really haven’t done anything. Don’t get me wrong..I’m a sucker for chilling and doing nothing. But I want to be able to go out and do things with Andy. The only thing is, I would have to do it as his cousin. I don’t want to be his cousin. I want to be able to go out with him and be able to call him mine. It’s so ridiculous and I don’t want to do it anymore. Not to mention, Juliet calls all the time, but Andy always claims he’s busy. That convinces me he does want to be with me.

“So, what’re we doing today, Biersack?” I grumbled, rolling over to face him. His eyes were still closed and he was just laying flat on his back.

He let out a tired sigh and then started speaking, “Well…” he dragged out. I knew something not good was coming. “I sort of have an interview today. With Bryan and Juliet,” he quickly let out. He opened his eyes, and they automatically met mine.

“Oh,” I said. “I guess I’ll just hang here or something,” I smiled. I knew even if he didn’t have the interview I wouldn’t be able to go out with him. He doesn’t want to risk anything. That’s what sucks about this. We can’t do anything but sit in my house all day. We can’t risk getting caught.

But in reality when you think about it, keeping this secret longer and longer is worse than just letting it come out. Because once Andy and Juliet do break up, Andy and I can’t just step up and say, “Well we were dating this whole time and I’m not really his cousin. Oh, and Juliet it was all for publicity.” That is seriously such a dick move, but there’s no other way it could happen. Things would be so weird from then on with his fanbase and just everything.

“Reagan,” he said, now sitting up. “Don’t let me hold you down from going out with friends. Go out, don’t just sit around doing nothing.”

I shrugged my shoulders. “I really don’t have anywhere to go..” I said, truthfully. Taryn and CC had plans with each other today and Matt is out of town. How convienent!

“You know you can call one of the guys. They will hang out with you Reagan.” I shrugged once again. “Listen, I know we haven’t done anything but sit around all day, but you know we can’t risk getting caught. As far as Juliet knows we are cousins, and for the fans, I don’t even think they know who you are. And I’m hoping they won’t until the time comes that they should. I want you to hear me when I say this I Love You. And when I say that I mean it. And since I love you, I want you to get ready and make some plans!” he said, clapping his hands and then grabbing mine, pulling me out of bed with him.

His childish actions made me laugh. My laugh causing him to laugh. “I don’t have friends, though!” I whined. He quickly turned around from looking around in his duffle bag.

“No negative thoughts! Go through your contacts!” He chirped. He went back to looking for clothes to wear and I grabbed my phone off the nightstand, leaning up against the wall next to him. I scrolled through my contacts, not seeing anyone interesting.

What I’m about to say sounds pathetic, but I miss her. My mom. I haven’t seen my mom in a long time and I miss her. “I’m going to go out with my mom,” I said. He turned around and faced me, nodding his head, indicating he approved. I shook my head at him and clicked the call button.


The phone rang for a while and then my mom’s voice popped up on the other time. “Hello?”

“Hey, mom!” I chirped. I haven’t heard her voice in forever, and I forgot how soothing it was.

“Reagan, I miss you so much! What’s up, babe?”

“Are you busy? Taryn is going out with her boyfriend and I don-“ she cut me off.

“Tar got a boyfriend?” she squealed. Taryn was like a second daughter to my mom. And my mom was always in on what was going on is our lives. She’s a young mom. She’s a cool mom.

“Yeah, he’s really nice. Oh my God, I have so much to tell you? So you up for lunch or something?”

The line was silent for awhile, worrying me. “Of fucking course!” I laughed. “Chipotle in an hour and then we can go somewhere or something?” she suggested. I nodded, as if she could see me. “I know you’re nodding, Reagan. I’ll see you at one.”

“Okay. Bye mom, I love you.”

“Love you too.”

I hung up and looked back over at Andy. He was just looking at me. “What?”

“I didn’t know you and your mom were that close!” he asked, surprised.

“Why so surprised?” I asked, cocking an eyebrow.

“You just don’t seem like a parent-girl. You seem like someone who would not have that close relationship with their parents,” he answered. I could see where he’s coming from.
“Nah, I’m really close with my mom. She had me pretty young, and she was a single mom, so her and I are really close. And she’s really close with Tar’s mom so.” He nodded. “I can’t wait for you to meet her, you know when the time is right.” I smiled.

I got on my tiptoes and kissed him. “I’m showering,” I whispered when I pulled away.

I grabbed a towel and walked into my on-suite bathroom. “How about we save water?” he winked.

“Nice try, Biersack!” I said back after closing the door.
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“Alright, I’m leaving,” I said, slipping on my right shoe. Andy was leaving in about five minutes, but I was leaving now. I went over to him and hugged him tight. “Love you. You’ll do great with the interview.”

“Love you too. Have fun with you’re mom.”

We kissed and then I left the house, getting in my car and blasting The Word Alive the whole way to chipotle. I saw my mom’s car and parked next to it. She was just sitting in her car, looking down at her phone. Being the asshole I am, I honked my horn and her head popped up, she looked so scared and I started laughing my ass off. I killed my car’s engine and got out running to the other side to hug my mom.

I gave her a huge ass hug. “I missed you, momma,” I said.

“I missed you too, babe. You have a lot of stuff to fill me in with!” she happily said. I nodded and we started walking into chipotle.


After ordering and sitting down I started to tell my mom everything. Starting with how much I hate Andy, but how Taryn started dating his best friend. Then how I had to go on a date with him and then the kiss and then the mall. And then how I gave him the week to prove himself and how he got me sick and then Valentine’s day. And then how after that we didn’t talk for two months and the whole Juliet situation and how Taryn wasn’t eating. And then how I dropped out of college and Andy and I haven’t done anything but sit around. “Wow, I missed a lot, didn’t I?” she said, bringing her drink up to her mouth. “So, you and Andy are dating, but he has a public girlfriend?” she questioned, confused.

“Yeah, and so she doesn’t find out about us, I’m apparently his cousin,” I said.

She almost spit out her drink. “You’re his cousin?!” I nodded. “That must be so weird for you. You love your cousin.”

“That sounds so southern,” I laughed. “But no mom, I don’t love him. I’m in love with him,” I whispered, slightly blushed.

“Aw! My babygirl is growing up!”

“Shut up!” I said covering my cheeks with my hands. “But, anyway, I’m thinking of re-dying my hair,” I said playing with the ends of the faded red hair.

“You would look good blonde,” she said casually. Meanwhile, I’m looking at her like she’s crazy.

“No. Taryn is a blonde. I was thinking like a dark brown into a natural red, but not like ginger red.” (actually describing my hair fam.)

“You would pull that off,” she said. “I mean, you would look beautiful with any hair but I could really see you with that.”

We continued eating and talking and then she stopped. “Wait, does Andy know about….Brendan?”

Notes

before I start saying anything else, I first want to say I am so sorry for not updating in around five months. writer's block is a bitch and i probably wrote three different things for this chapter and then deleted them. but, here it is, the longly awaited chapter of reagan and andy's weird love story.

a new character was added and that is reagan' mom. i'm kind of basing it off of the relationship i have with my mom. but anywho, i hope you guys enjoy this and i want you all to stay tuned because i have a lot coming up for it that none of you will expect!

before i self promote myself down here i want to just say i dont know when the next time i am going to update is. mainly because i just started a new semester of classes and i want to keep up good grades and i dont really have time because i am trying to develop somewhat of a social life but i am failing miserably. so expect the next update for this story around sunday/monday!

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additional shit:
read what is written after this then click it
so i linked this video from black mass tour (this video is from my date). as i said before in my authors note, andy took my phone on stage and took a selfie (which is on my twitter). so, if you watch it, towards 2:53 andy goes to the middle of the stage and then he goes to the left (where I was) and click the link to find out the rest!