Can you see me?

I sigh as Andy pulls off my top just like last night. This is getting old. I mean I'm trying to make it work but in truth it's fading... Whatever we had it's fading and this time I doubt We will be able to build that bridge back up again.
His fingers pinch and pull at my chest as I play the part of the subservient woman who is loving what he is doing to me. But there's nothing.

I feel nothing.

The flame has been blown out and there's no more matches.

Our lips connect and my stomach clenches. Why...

"Andy..." I whisper, a bit afraid. He takes that as a message to flip us over on the queen bed and start working on my skirt.
"No..."

"I love you indie." Andy smiles deviously grabbing me forcefully, trying to ignite the spark into our once lively sex life.
"Andy stop." I say finally, putting a hand on his chest and gathering enough confidence to look into those blue eyes that once haunted my dreams.
"Wh-wha- Indie babe, is everything alright?" He asks, his smirk faltering and his eyes losing their shine. I look away, it's all I can do.
"I- Andy I just- I think..."

"You think what?"

"It's not the same anymore... I don't feel the same as I did. Andy I- I'm sorry." I pull the covers over myself, trying to think about what I should say. Andy comes and wraps and arm around me which I shrug off.
"Indiana, I don't understand." He whispers, his fingers flowing through my hair as I sit quietly.
"Andy I think it's time we break up."
His eyes glass over, looking down at his hands that sit on his briefs-covered lap.
"Why?" The singer mumbles, a stray tear flowing down his pale cheek.
"It's- Andy I don't feel the same anymore... And I'm getting conflicted- uh- feelings again."
"What do you mean indie?" His hands grasp for mine. I sigh, trying to think of a good way of putting this.
"So you know how I've been with women before?"
Andy nods slowly, a slightly confused look on his face.
"Andy I- I'm pretty sure I'm gay. Like fully gay. I mean, I really like you a lot and I know I did love you for a while but I- the female body and mindset is- is more appealing and I just- I like other girls ok." I release it all in one big breath, not breaking eye contact from the singer. His eyes widen and his mouth forms into an 'O' shape.
"Ya, I understand- I mean I get it- no I don't get it exactly because I'm straight but-"
"I know what you mean." I giggle, wiping away one of his tears. "You know, if I'm ever single and swaying towards pansexual, you can still hit me up."
Andy winks, pulling me into a bear hug, his breath hot on my neck.
"I love you Indie."
"But as a friend."
"Nah- a best friend."

The covers get wrapped around us as we cuddle together. It didn't work out as planned but what ever does? Hopefully Andy and I will remain friends until the end.

Notes

Last chapter sorry guys not too exciting...

I just wanna say that I had my first kiss a week ago and I turned 15 so... ya... I'm writing what will hopefully be a more exciting story so keep you eyes peeled.
Thank you so so so so so much for the love all of you guys have shown this story!
-C