I Gave It All

Claudia's POV~~

I pulled away from the person I was hugging, which happened to be CC.

"C-can we go?" I asked with a sob.

"Of course." CC said. He pulled me into him and we walked to his car. I opened the backseat door and got in, sitting on the cold leather seat.

"Are you okay, Claudia?" Ashley asked.

"No." I said.

"We'll go see Jake tomorrow." CC said.

"No! I have to s-"

"Claudia, you need some sleep, maybe a nice warm shower to calm you down. Don't argue with me, because that's what's happening, whether you like it or not." CC said as he started driving away. I just stayed silent and looked out the window while tears slid down my cheeks.

"We're here." Ashley said to me as CC got out of the car. When I didn't move, CC sighed and opened the door. He lifted me up and out of the car, letting Ashley close the door. I sobbed into CC's neck as he brought me inside, where Andy and Jinxx were, discussing something. Sammi was also there. Ashley took a seat on the couch while CC just stood with me in his arms. He set me down, but my knees buckled and I clung to him for dear life.

"I miss him!" I sobbed into CC's chest as he pulled me into him. All talking stopped, and I'm pretty sure everyone was looking at me.

"I do too. It's okay." CC whispered in my ear. I let go of CC and I walked to the couch, slowly sitting on it. Ashley looked at me with sympathetic eyes, probably remembering the story I told him about Marco and I. About the car crash, the car crash that had me devastated for years. This was no different, except I didn't end up in the hospital this time.

"Oh Claudia." Andy said as he looked at me after being told what happened.

"I... I need to see him." I said.

"No. I told you you need to get some sleep." CC said.

"That's not what I want, CC!! I want to see my fucking fiancee, alright! Sleep isn't important to me right now!" I snapped.

"Fine. Get in the car." Andy said.

"I'll take you." He said.

"Thank you." I whispered once we were out the door.

"No problem. Let's go." He said. We both got in his car and left.

About an hour later, we arrived at the hospital. I didn't even wait for Andy to stop the car before I jumped out and ran inside, with Andy in hot pursuit a few minutes later. Once he reached me, we both ran up to the receptions desk. It was the same guy as last time when Ashley was in the hospital.


"Hello, how May I help you?" He asked as he looked up.

"We're here for Jake Pitts." I said quickly.

"Weren't you two here for Mr.. uh Purdy?" He asked.

"Yes! But we're kind of in a hurry, so.." Andy said.

"Who are you here to see?"

"Jake Pitts." Andy said.

"Ah yes, just checked in about an hour and a half ago. He's in room 316B. That would be on the second floor."

"Thank you!" I said as I started jogging to the elevator, with Andy right behind me. I pressed the up button, but decided it was taking too long, so I took the stairs with a frustrated growl. We finally reached his room and we both jogged in. I stopped and walked over to Jake's side. He wasn't awake.

"What's wrong with him!?" I asked a nurse as she entered the room.

"Well, after the crash, he went into cardiac arrest, but came out of it when he arrived. When we finally got him hooked up, he slipped into a coma." She stated.

"Coma.." I muttered as my hand slipped into his. I slumped into the chair behind me as realization kicked in. Jake could easily die right now, or he could never wake up. If Jake died, we could never get married, have children. Nothing. I would be broken without him, not to mention how his fans would feel.

"Andy..." I said.

"Yeah?"

"He... He could die any moment. Do you realize that?" I asked.

"I do."

"We could never get married or have kids..." I said. Andy nodded. I started sobbing, something I didn't want to do. I put my face onto the bed and took deep, ragged breaths until I couldn't breathe. Andy rubbed my back as I lifted my head up, taking a deep breath.

"Ja-ake. Please wake up!" I sobbed, but he didn't. A few minutes later, Andy tapped me on the shoulder, telling me we had to go.

"I'm staying." I muttered as I leaned back in my chair. I then stood up and laid next to Jake on the bed. I cuddled up into his side as Andy fell asleep in an armchair a nurse brought in for him. The beeps of Jake's heart monitor lulled me to sleep. I needed Jake. I can't live without him.

Notes

Once again.... I'm sorry it's so short!! I'd rather it be short than not giving you an update... but still.

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