Wednesday’s POV

Tears rolled down my cheeks as Matt kissed my scars. How could he love someone who was as ugly as me? I was fat and ugly compared to Andrea. She was the more beautiful sister. She was everything a guy could ever want in a girl, I wasn’t. I was everything she wasn’t. She was skinny whereas I was fat. She had friends while I had no one. I had magic but she didn’t. That’s the one thing I have over her and I will always have over her. Sometimes I hate it. Growing up, I had to hide it. If I didn’t, the shadows would have kidnapped me and tortured me to get me to help them win the war. Jinxx Briefly mentioned that I was the lost Legion during the battle planning. It all made sense then. After he said that, things began to click.

I don’t think Andrea is really my sister. If she is, she had the same thing done to her that I had done to me. F.E.A.R. must have put me in a long lasting coma until they thought they could use me to win the war. That means my family really isn’t my family. I have no one. My family must’ve died back in the beginning of the end. That mere thought made me want to cry. Matt held me in his arms as he slept. I wish I could say I slept but I didn’t. I couldn’t sleep with all these thoughts roaming through my mind. Pieces of what must have been my past flashed in my mind. I remember living in a city that had a bunch of lights and traffic. I must have only been five or six but I remember. The woman who I remember was my mom. She was beautiful. A tear ran down my cheek. That woman was dead; she’s been dead for hundreds of years. I’m a freak of nature.I should be dead but I’m not.

I should have died 200 years ago but I didn’t because I was special then like I’m special now. Maybe that’s why Andrea hates me a lot of the time. I was special and she was normal. She blended into the crowd while I stood alone. Matt talked to me only when it was just the two of us or Emmett and Andrea. I’ve also been thinking a lot about how Andy and Matt look similar. It struck me while I was showing Andy the camaro. I also learned more about the legion’s power. Ashley is the person who controls individuality. He is what makes people different because of his abilities. A small idea in his mind planted into someone else’s mind can changed their future. If someone started out as a Directioner for example they could change into a BVB fan. He also explained that he and the guys were in a band before all of this stuff went down and the band name was Black Veil Brides. I have to admit, it was a badass name. He promised me that after the war ended and we restarted life, the band could continue on. CC wasn’t just the destroyer but also a creator. He had to destroy for room for growth. It was apart of life.

Andy was the preacher of the church and the leader of the wild ones. He inspired many and gave them the power and confidence to continue on fighting this war. Jinxx amazed people with his talents. He was very good at using his magic to entertain small crowds. Jake saved many people. Or at least was able to calm them as they died. Andy taught me some stuff about myself. He told me that I have another gift than just magic but it hasn’t been discovered yet. I wonder what it could be.


Jinxx walked into the tent and whispered, “I know your not asleep Wednesday. How about we go for a walk. I want to talk to you.” I slowly got up from Matt’s arms and kissed his forehead before following Jinxx out of the tent. A dizzy spell hit me and I reached out to the fabric for support. Jinxx was immediately at my side asking what was wrong. I said I must’ve stood up to fast. He gave me a look that read he wasn’t buying it. It surprised me when he slowly picked me up and carried me across camp. When we got to where we were going, he put me down and then put a plate in front of me with some food on it. it had a piece of bread, fruit and some vegetables with some meat. Slowly picking at the bread, Jinxx asked me about where I came from. I told him all that I knew. He got really silent when I told him I remember what my mom looked like. When I told him what she looked like, he got really quite and then said, “There is a possibility that you are my little sister. It think you are but I’m not sure. I had a five year old sister right before F.E.A.R took over. It would make sense if you were because we both have magic.” I said a spell and then held his hand.

The memory of my mother than flashed through my mind and he then saw it too. Gasping he said, “you are my little sister. I remember now.” he smiled and pulled me into a hug. I ate through the bread and said, “I can’t finish anymore.” giving me a look he said, “Wednesday, and all you’ve eaten is the bread. That’s all you’ve eaten in days. I know what your doing and its not healthy. I’m the medic and if I don’t clear you for health, you wont help out in the war. We can’t have you pass out from no food while fighting.” I sighed and said, “Its hard.” he hugged me and said, “I know sis but you need to eat and I know you compare your self to Andrea. You think that because you’re not as skinny as her that you’re fat. You’re not at all fat. Not anymore at least. When Matt first carried you into the camp, all I could think about was how small you were and how beautiful you were. The world would be a darker place without you. And to stay in this world, you need to eat whether you like it or not.”

I began to cry softly. I took a small bite of the fruit. Jinxx smiled brightly as I took a bite. “See. It’s that easy. Don’t think about it. Now how about I tell you what it was like to be in a band.” Nodding and slowly eating, he told be about the band. How he played rhythm guitar and his real name is Jeremy but he likes Jinxx more. I learned more about him as I slowly ate. It was dawn already when I had finished my plate and Jinxx finished talking. Walking me back to my tent, he hugged me and said, “Get some sleep sis. I’ll make sure no one bothers you for a while.” Getting back in bed, I was finally tired. I wrapped myself in Matt’s arms and fell into a deep sleep.





-Time skip- two days-

The past few days have gone quickly. Jinxx sits with me during our two meals and talks to me about the band while I eat to distract me. He’s told me about the songs and the crazy tours they’ve gone on. Besides eating more and getting healthier, the plans for battle have been written. We plan to attack in two days, which means we don’t have much time for any more delays. Andrea and Matt have been making armor while CC has been making weapons. Andy has been a training soldier for the attack. Ashley has been helping Jake prepare to see the horror that we will all see once inside the capital. Jinxx in the meanwhile has been taking care of me and teaching where to help any injured people and how to quickly get them to safety. Matt has been on watch with Joe in the towers. I’ve been learning more about my magic from Jinxx and ways to be able to control more things. I have quickly been able to tame fire and water with the help of Jinxx and my magic books.

I’ve also been able to conjure up another camaro with a spell. It was pretty cool. Lets just say, I hope no one is missing a few rocks and a piece of silver. I have no clue how it worked but it did. When I showed Andy, he told me to do my best to make as many cars as I could. I had a total of 5 made when I wasn’t able to make more. We at least had cars to drive the survivors away back to camp. With more and more talk of war, I’m getting more and more restless. I want to rip a shadow apart and make them all suffer for all the suffering they’ve put people I care about through. Because of them, my family died long ago. My new family is probably going to die and the world we live in sucks. So if ripping a shadow apart makes me feel happy, I’m going to do it. CC has also been teaching me how to fight. I’m a quick learner so I’ve done good in everything he’s taught me. I’m having trouble with not letting my emotions carry me away. He’s afraid that once I start to kill, I won’t stop. I’m afraid also but not as much as him. I know that once the last battle starts, I have to be prepared to lose it all, even my life. But I know that it will be worth it. I only hope we can free people before its too late.

Notes

I know its short but hey its something. anyways, to those who actually read this story, wanna leave a review so I know your still interested? thank you! <3 love you all! good night!

-Ash