You're Not Alone (Andy Biersack Love Story) [REVISED]

I woke up in the morning with an intense headache and someone's arm around wrapped around my waist.

I turned over in her bed, slightly startled by the physical contact, but relaxed realizing it was Annie. Everything that happened last night came rushing back to me. I had sex with Annabelle. It was amazing, no doubt about that, but I couldn't help but regret what I did. I only knew this girl's name, and I had sex with her. I had never willingly had sex with anyone before Annabelle, and I wanted my first time to mean something.

I cringed as another awful thought crept to the front of my brain.

Oh fuck, if the guys see her on the bus, what will they think?

Annabelle started stirring in her sleep and slowly opened her eyes. She looked shocked and then realization hit her.

"Morning," she yawned.

Annabelle's hair was wild and tangled, but I couldn't help but think that she looked adorable.

"Morning. Did you sleep well?" I asked. Trying to act as normal as possible. I had no idea how a morning-after situation worked. Should we talk? Would she leave?

"Mhmm. Um, do you by any chance know what time it is?" she asked.

I searched her bunk until I found my cell phone underneath a pillow.

"It's 9:30. Why? Is there somewhere you need to be?"

"Crap. Yeah, I have work in an hour. Do you have a shower I could use?"

I mentally took a long sigh of relief. This won't be an awkward and drawn-out experience.

"Yeah, at the back of the bus. It's the door on the right. Just make sure none of the guys are in there," I told her.

"Guys?" she asked, confused.

"Yeah, from the band. You didn't think I had this awesome bus to myself, did you?" I laughed.

"Well... I was a bit too distracted to think much about it."

I blushed a bit and Annabelle left to use the shower. I rolled out of bed and searched my suitcase for something to wear. I decided on a pair of red skinny jeans and an old Pierce the Veil tank top.

I shuffled to the front of the bus to make some coffee. I was way too tired to think. When I chugged down a mug of black coffee, I started thinking about the whole situation. Sure, it would be weird explaining to the guys why I had a female guest on the bus last night, since apparently Jinxx was the only one who knew I was bisexual. On the other hand, there was something about Annie that I really liked, and I needed to move on from Andy. I couldn't waste my life pining after him.

"Mel?" Jinxx interrupted her thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"Who's in the bathroom? All the guys are asleep and Ashley's girl of the night left after... ya know?" Jinxx asked.

"Um, Annabelle's in the shower," I replied, hoping Jinxx wouldn't push the subject.

"Annabelle? Who's Annabelle?"

"She's.. thegirlIsleptwithlastnight," I mumbled.

"She's what?"

"Annabelle's the girl I slept with last night," I repeated, exasperated.

Jinxx just gawked at me in shock.

"You had sex with someone last night?" he asked slowly.

"Yeah. I got a bit drunk and she was there, and well, one thing led to another. Don't make a big deal out of it okay?" I shifted uncomfortably.

"Fine, just hope none of the guys find out about this. They'd probably give you shit for behaving like Ashley," Jinxx teased.

"Aghh!" someone shrieked.

I ran to the back of the bus to see what was going on. I saw Andy covering his eyes and coming out of the bathroom.

Oh no, I thought.

CC and Jake stumbled out of their beds to the back of the bus.

"Dude, what was that?" CC asked while rubbing his eyes.

"I don't know. I walked into the bathroom to take a shower and find some chick in there," Andy explained.

Just then the door of the bathroom opened to reveal a very nervous looking Annabelle.

"Mel, could you walk me out?" Annabelle asked shakily.

Oh shit, this is not good.

"Yeah, come on," I said, grabbing onto Annie's hand and dragging her off of the bus.

"Sorry about that. Andy didn't know you were in there," I apologized.

"It's okay, it wasn't on purpose. Well, I got to go. I'll see you soon right?" she asked.

"Actually, no. I'm touring with the guys and the dour won't be done for another month," I said.

"Oh, well, could I at least get your number?"

"Sure."

Annabelle gave me her number and I gave Annabelle mine. I gave Annabelle a hug and a peck on the lips before she went to go find her car in the parking lot to leave for work.

I felt a pang of sadness as Annabelle left. Sure, I had hardly known her, but Annabelle was sweet, pretty, and as far as I could tell, she liked me too. She was safe and attainable, unlike Andy. I really wanted to see Annabelle again, because I didn't want to be alone, and lord knows I would never be able to be Andy's.

I re-entered the bus to find a very expectant looking Jake, CC, and Andy.

"What?" I asked them, hoping they would just forget the whole thing.

"Who was that chick?" Jake asked.

"Annabelle," I stated simply.

"And Annabelle is....?" Andy asked with an irritated edge to his voice.

"She's a girl I met at the club last night who I ended up sleeping with," I told Andy, making it clear in my voice it was not his place to judge.

"Woah," CC said with wide eyes, "When you say slept with, do you mean, like, sexually?"

"Yes. I'm bisexual. I was drunk and found her attractive, so we had sex," I bluntly said.

"Ashley is going to be so pissed that he missed this," Jake laughed.

"Ashley's going to be pissed he missed what?" Ashley asked while trying to tame his hair. He had just come from his bunk and looked like crap.

"Melanie had sex with a chick from the club last night," CC said, eager to see Ashley's reaction.

"What?! Why do I miss all the good stuff!" Ashley whined.

"Come on Ash. It's no big deal," Melanie told him.

"Did you get her number?" Jake wondered.

"Um, yeah. I might call her when we come back to the area so we could meet up," I said with a blush.

"I'm going for a smoke," Andy said as he stormed off of the bus.

"What is up with him?" I asked the guys.

"Isn't it obvious?" Jake said.

Everyone shook their heads.

"He likes you!" he exclaimed.

"What makes you say that?" I wearily asked.

"Come on! He looked so pissed off when you and Ash flirted or kissed. He looked way too over protective of you when you told us about 'the incident,' and now he storms off the bus after you get all giddy about being with someone else. Besides, I heard him talking to himself yesterday. He was mumbling about a girl saying 'why does she have to make me feel this way' and 'I can't let Juliet figure this out'" Jake spewed out.

Andy liked me. He actually liked me. But there saw still one gigantic unavoidable issue. Juliet. He was dating Juliet and he loved her. I would just have to bide my time until Andy finally admitted to me that he liked me. I wouldn't have to wait that long would I?

Why does everything have to be so complicated?

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