You're Not Alone (Andy Biersack Love Story) [REVISED]

I woke up to the guys talking really loudly from the kitchen area of the bus. I sat up in bed, only to gasp in pain.

Then the memories of last night found their way to the front of my mind and it was like it was happening all over again. Tears threatened to spring from my eyes, but there was no way I was going to let them fall. I didn't want the guys to know I had been crying. I needed to put on a brave face.

I opened the curtain and slowly got out of bed. I headed to the front of the bus where the guys were sitting and eating breakfast. As soon as I was standing in front of them, they all looked up at me, smiles plastered on their faces.

"Morning guys," I said, my voice cracking from sleep.

"Morning Mel. Hey, are you okay?" Jake asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine. So, where are we headed to today?"

"Detroit, personally I prefer Cleveland," Andy answered, smirking a bit.

"Aren't you excited?!" CC asked getting up from his seat and hugging me.

I inhaled a sharp breath. I was still incredibly sore from last night, and CC's hugs weren't helping.

"You're not alright. What happened?" CC asked, letting go of me.

"Nothing! I'm fine!" I objected.

"No, you're not, what's up?" Ashley pried.

I scowled at Ashley and noticed that he looked really irritated too. I wanted to tell them, but I didn't at the same time. I wasn't ready to tell them, I was barely able to think about it. If I said anything about it, it would mean that what happened to mean was real. I didn't want it to be real.

"I-I don't want t-to talk about it," I choked out. I slowly walked back to my bunk and closed the curtain so I could cry in peace.

But of course, Andy had to open it. He sat down in the bunk beside me and closed the curtain.

"Princess, what's wrong. I hate seeing you upset," Andy said while tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. His touch sent shivers down my spine, in a good way.

"You'd hate me if I told you," I mumbled.

"There is nothing you could do that could make me hate you," Andy said, turning my face to his.

"Do you really want to know?" I asked.

"Yes, please tell me."

"Andy, it's a long story, you really don't want-"

"I want to hear what happened," he said, looking me dead in the eyes.

"I got my suitcase from my trunk when you guys went to your meet-and-greet and I went to the tour bus, which you left unlocked by the way, and put my suitcase on my bunk. I didn't want to be alone on the bus until you got back, so I decided to go for a short walk. I somehow ended up in an alley, so I turned around to head back to the bus. But, there was a guy and he cornered me against a wall and kissed me. I screamed for help, b-but he told me if I did it again, I-it would only make it w-worse. So, I nodded to show him I un-understood. He took off m-my clothes and he undid h-his pants and put on a condom. He made me g-give him a b-blow job and he took me f-from behind. He did some other things that I d-didn't like, and then he just l-left. I c-came back here and took a sh-shower to try and feel c-clean a-and it didn't work, Andy. He t-took my v-virginity. I still feel d-dirty and contaminated," I whispered through tears.

I looked at Andy to see his reaction. He looked speechless.

"Princess, I'm so, so sorry that I wasn't there for you," Andy apologized. He brushed away the tears on my cheeks.

"It's okay Andy," I told him.

"No, it's not, but I'm here for you if you need anything. Don't be afraid to ask me."

"Thanks Andy."

"Princess?" Andy asked.

"Yeah Batman?"

"I think we should tell the guys," Andy suggested.

"I know, just not yet," I said.

"Alright," Andy whispered, giving me a hug.

I gasped in pain again.

"Princess, show me," And said as calmly as he could. I could tell that he was insanely pissed off.

I slid out of my pajama bottoms and top. I looked down and noticed that they were worse than last night. There was barely any spot on my body that wasn't bruised or scratched. Andy traced some of the bruises with his fingers. His touch sent electric currents through my body, but I realized that there was almost nothing romantic about this.

"We need to tell the guys right now," Andy breathed.

I nodded. I couldn't hide the bruises from the guys. I slipped back into her pajamas and grabbed Andy's hand. Andy took me back to the front of the bus where the guys still were.

"Are you ready to tell us what happened?" Ashley asked.

I nodded and look to Andy.

"Guys, last night while we were at our meet-and-greet, Melanie got raped," Andy told them.

"What?!" the guys exclaimed.

"Are you okay Melanie?" Jinxx asked.

I started tearing up and shook my head.

"Show them Princess," Andy encouraged.

I slid out of her pajamas. Yet again, the guys gasped. They all got up and gave me a gentle group hug.

"We'll always love you, no matter what. Right guys?" Andy said.

"Right," they responded.

"I love you guys so much," I told them.

I really did. Even though I only had really known them for less than a day, they had already became a better family to me than my real family had ever been. I felt extremely lucky to have them help me through anything that may happen to me. This was my new home. They were my new family.

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