ANDY POV
Its spring again, the time of year that I hate most. Not because of the weather, events that are coming up that New Year, but because it’s this time of year, I miss her most. This time three years ago, I left the most beautiful girl ever, we met at one of our concerts and we tried to start a relationship out of a love at first sight meeting. But of course, I messed it up. Of course. But enough of that, at this time of year I try to keep busy, take my mind off it.

“Hey, you all packed up?” Jinxx came in and asked. Jinxx was one of the lucky ones, he found a girl that he loved passionately, Sammi Doll. Actually never seen a couple that were so right for each other. They would spend all week together before we would leave for tour. Jinxx came in to the room and just sat on my bed and started talking. He was like my tour dad! He looked after me when I was upset, hung over, and happy, out of control and everything. So when I was a mess three years ago, he looked after me and the same for Ashley when his relationship, the first proper relationship that Ashley had ever had, kind of started t fail.
“Yeah I’ll be there in a minute. So this is just a one off gig right the last one we have to do for this tour?” I asked tired yet again.
“We travel to this last show and tour is over until winter. Then you nice long break to sort your head out, I know that you’ve been worried about this time of year again but it will be okay, promise,”
“Hey thanks man, means a lot,”
“Welcome now hurry up, I’m just gunna check on Ash then we are leaving, okay?”
I nodded and picked up my stuff and went off to the bus. I chucked all my stuff on my bunk and went to sit next to CC who was still as childish as ever. But he was on his laptop, probably on youtube or twitter or emailing; turns out that CC was capable of all three at the same time.

After a long road trip, we ended up at the next venue. My only thought was, last show, last show... But when I got out of the bus, I realised, this show won’t just be a show... I am going to have a lot to do here. I am going to have to stay for a while... Have to make things right.

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The show would start in a couple of minutes, the band were getting ready, the warm up band had nearly finished and we had finished our pre-show rituals. All we had to do is wait... I was sick of waiting! I wanted to get out there and see if it was the same place I was three years ago. I remember it all, the crowd, the dressing room, layout of the stage, the whole town and even where I was stood when I saw her, Jade. I wondered if she would be here tonight, if she would talk to me at all, I just want too see her...