Saviour
Part One: Jade
JADE POV
I am one of those kids who, never want to listen to what others say is right. I think everyone has their own opinion, each person is very different. But each day, a person can change. From someone they love and the person you love too, to the person that you never wished they would become. Although, sometimes it’s not by choice, sometimes you have to change so that another person can learn to be happy, or live without you. Whether the reason is to do the right thing and protect you both, or just to protect them, and making them stronger. One way or another, someone is upset for a little while...
At this point in my life, I was figuring out what I wanted to really do, what I was good at... I was always in love with dancing and also singing, but I never saw a real career out of it. The year Andy left, me and my best friends – Robyn and Jasey – had decided to join and dance class and eventually we started to pick up how to do ballet. We had first met in a ballet class to be honest. I think we were only five... Whoa those four-teen years flew by so fast, wow I sound old... But anyhow, at aged four-teen early fifth-teen, I gave up. Didn’t think I was good enough, but oh well it was only a hobby now, something to pass the time, throw myself into when I was down, stressed or needed to clear my head. Something else I had thrown myself into was song writing. It got the words out that I didn’t know how to say properly so yeah, it was very easy to fall into.
I am now a lot wiser than I was when I was a six-teen year old. Back then, I found out what it was like to have someone important leave. It has been three years since I spoke to Andy face to face. He was non-stop busy, on and off with his tour and in and out of the studio recording with the rest of his band, Black Veil Brides. The band had gotten so far! They had been to the festivals like Download, Sonisphere, even Warp tour, but that didn’t mean that they weren’t the same guys I hung out with three years ago.
Sometimes, when my sister – Lou – Rob, Jase and I look through old pictures, we stumble across the ones we had with the band. CC being his charming childish self (had to say he was the only one who still kept contact, only one that cared I guess), ones with Jinxx and Jake, Ashley being a little poser, and ones of...Andy. We had some really good memories that spring but it was time to let go. Past was the past. So one day when we were about eight-teen, me, Rob and Jase moved into a big house we spent forever trying to afford and decided from then on we would start fresh, forget all about the band and about the memories we had with them. It was easy to say as a group, but sometimes I think, personally, I could never forget them. Especially not Andy... The one guy that I had ever been in love with.
I am one of those kids who, never want to listen to what others say is right. I think everyone has their own opinion, each person is very different. But each day, a person can change. From someone they love and the person you love too, to the person that you never wished they would become. Although, sometimes it’s not by choice, sometimes you have to change so that another person can learn to be happy, or live without you. Whether the reason is to do the right thing and protect you both, or just to protect them, and making them stronger. One way or another, someone is upset for a little while...
At this point in my life, I was figuring out what I wanted to really do, what I was good at... I was always in love with dancing and also singing, but I never saw a real career out of it. The year Andy left, me and my best friends – Robyn and Jasey – had decided to join and dance class and eventually we started to pick up how to do ballet. We had first met in a ballet class to be honest. I think we were only five... Whoa those four-teen years flew by so fast, wow I sound old... But anyhow, at aged four-teen early fifth-teen, I gave up. Didn’t think I was good enough, but oh well it was only a hobby now, something to pass the time, throw myself into when I was down, stressed or needed to clear my head. Something else I had thrown myself into was song writing. It got the words out that I didn’t know how to say properly so yeah, it was very easy to fall into.
I am now a lot wiser than I was when I was a six-teen year old. Back then, I found out what it was like to have someone important leave. It has been three years since I spoke to Andy face to face. He was non-stop busy, on and off with his tour and in and out of the studio recording with the rest of his band, Black Veil Brides. The band had gotten so far! They had been to the festivals like Download, Sonisphere, even Warp tour, but that didn’t mean that they weren’t the same guys I hung out with three years ago.
Sometimes, when my sister – Lou – Rob, Jase and I look through old pictures, we stumble across the ones we had with the band. CC being his charming childish self (had to say he was the only one who still kept contact, only one that cared I guess), ones with Jinxx and Jake, Ashley being a little poser, and ones of...Andy. We had some really good memories that spring but it was time to let go. Past was the past. So one day when we were about eight-teen, me, Rob and Jase moved into a big house we spent forever trying to afford and decided from then on we would start fresh, forget all about the band and about the memories we had with them. It was easy to say as a group, but sometimes I think, personally, I could never forget them. Especially not Andy... The one guy that I had ever been in love with.
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7/31/13