Everything Will Be Fine (Andy Biersack) **COMPLETED!**
Chapter 5: Dinner
I wake up in the morning. I skip breakfast, I am never really hungry. I'm sure My parents think I'm anorexic. Its really not my fault. blame my stomach. I decide to start editing the story, Check for spelling mistakes and such. That is until I get a text.
Do you have plans Annabell? I figured we could work if you were free. I want to get this thing done
~Andy
Do you really want me gone that badly Andy? If so I can just do it all myself. I'm very sorry if I am any inconvenience to you. I don't try to be
~Annabell.
NO. That is just the thing. I don't want you gone. But If I hurt you what would I do with myself. Its better if you stay away. Your no inconvenience.
~Andy
I want to meet up, No working. Just talking. Lets go out for lunch? I really want to see what goes on inside your head.
~Annabell
Your not the first. Didn't I tell you Curiosity Kills every Cat? I suppose we could meet up, But once we do. Ill Promise you will hate me. Twelve Thirty?
~Andy
You wish, That will do.
~Annabell.
~~~
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I walk up to the restaurant we are to meet. Its nice. I see Andy outside waiting quietly smoking a cigaret. The air mixes with his breath and smoke. He drops and stomps on the burning red and sees me. I can tell he is hurting inside.
"Right this way Annabell" He says and we walk inside, Its nice, not too nice so I feel guilty, But nice enough.
Its decorated with twinkling white Christmas white because it is the season. we sit in silence until water gets here.
"We can't sit here forever Andy, Lets talk." I say "Let me know why I need to 'stay away' from you because its killing me".
"Because I can't hurt you" He says simply "Because I am broken. I am a burden and I need to stay away from people. I'm going to hurt you".
"How do you know that? How do your know your broken?" I say sipping slightly at the water I have been drinking.
"Do you want to see?" He says slamming his fist on the table taking looks from people around us "This is why I am broken" He says pulling up his sleeve.
I see marks. Red and Marked. Marks I have never notices before. Why would he do that to himself? Why would he ruin his soft ivory skin? Because of bullies? His hate went so much deeper then I can see. I barley scratched the surface.
"Why" I ask.
"Because a mirror never lies Annabell. They know your Past. Your Upcoming. They can tell everything about a person. See Annabell, The depth of a man's soul can not be measured in a matter of meters and fathoms, but rather it is in my opinion only qualified by approximating to heaven and hell. I was in such a state that I ushered myself past the point of no return and was made Dangerous"
"How dose Self Harm make you dangerous Andy? And why would that make me want to stay away? If anything its going to make me stay so you never do it again!" I say and he shakes his head.
"I do it, Annabell. Because I like the way it looks, The way it feels, And I like the way it drips.I get back at myself for everything Ive done" I shiver, What.
"W-what have you done?" I ask taking a sip of water trying to keep my hand steady.
Andy P.O.V
Oh how she will hate me. There is nothing I can do to get back my precious Juliet. It was all my fault. And Her mirror knows. It knows. She know. Oh how she will hate me. I am surprised she has not gotten up and left already.
"I will do my best,But I must warn you Annabell. there are no words that can be written that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that my beautiful Juliet died" I say and shudder, I have been chilled to the bone.
~~~~FLASHBACK!!!!!~~~~
Oh my Juliet how beautiful could one be? Her soft blond hair blows in the winter chill near the water. Could she be the one? Or is my heart lieing to me about everything I have ever known. And as far as I know She is the most beautiful one I have seen in a while.
"Juliet back away from the edge, You might fall" I say and she comes back and plants her beautiful pink lips upon mine and kisses them repeatedly.
"I love you Juliet" I say and she kisses me passionately.
"And I like you more Andy" she says.
"Look a white rabbet!" She says dropping her phone and running after it, I pick it up and she chases after it.
After a while she catches it and hold it for a while. I feel her phone vibrate and check it while shes turned. How I regret looking at that message.
Juliet babe, We still up for tonight? Have you broken up with your Fagget Scene Queen yet? hmu. Ill bring protection honey.
~Zack
I have never felt more rage full in my life. Shes cheating on me?! I'm a Fagget? He didn't even spell Faggot right! I feel tears running down my cheeks. not sad tears. Angry tears. I want to kill him.
"Baby why are you crying?" She asks and I clench my fists.
"So when The fuck were you going to tell me babe?" I say throwing her the phone and backing up on her "So now im a Scene Queen? Now I am a Faggot?!" I say.
"Baby, Its not how it looks! Zack is just being a pig. My heart if yours I promise" She says and I back more up on her. Until were closer to the edge.
"Baby, Back away. B-babe I'm going to fall" She says with complete horror in her eyes her voice is mouse.
"And what is going to happen if I don't? Then your going to fall into deep cold water, Ice. Just like your heart" I say with more tears.
"A-Andy you d-d-don't want to do that. Baby I love you, I will always love you! N-Not Zack, N-nobody. Just Y-You" I say.
"Your eyes say differently Juliet! I hate you!" I say and push her forcefully of the rigged rock and onto the cold fast moving water.
I look town and watch her fall. I feel I can even hear her back break. I killed her. I killed her! She is dead because of me
~FlashBack Over~
Annabell P.O.V
He killed her? He pushed her off of the same cliff I saved him from just two nights ago. Obviously, He didn't tell anyone he pushed her so hes guilty. And he could hurt me too.
"Andy, You were just mad. Full of anger. You didn't mean to push her, it was just a in the moment thing. I don't blame you" I say unsure of myself.
"You are such a stupid nieve girl Annabell" He says "You don't get it. I liked pushing her. I liked seeing her dead. I liked that her body was found frozen under the lake by some ten year old's. I felt a rush in pushing her! I loved the power it gave me. And the same thing could happen to you Annabell. Stay clear" He says getting up and storming out of the restaurant.
Do you have plans Annabell? I figured we could work if you were free. I want to get this thing done
~Andy
Do you really want me gone that badly Andy? If so I can just do it all myself. I'm very sorry if I am any inconvenience to you. I don't try to be
~Annabell.
NO. That is just the thing. I don't want you gone. But If I hurt you what would I do with myself. Its better if you stay away. Your no inconvenience.
~Andy
I want to meet up, No working. Just talking. Lets go out for lunch? I really want to see what goes on inside your head.
~Annabell
Your not the first. Didn't I tell you Curiosity Kills every Cat? I suppose we could meet up, But once we do. Ill Promise you will hate me. Twelve Thirty?
~Andy
You wish, That will do.
~Annabell.
~~~
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I walk up to the restaurant we are to meet. Its nice. I see Andy outside waiting quietly smoking a cigaret. The air mixes with his breath and smoke. He drops and stomps on the burning red and sees me. I can tell he is hurting inside.
"Right this way Annabell" He says and we walk inside, Its nice, not too nice so I feel guilty, But nice enough.
Its decorated with twinkling white Christmas white because it is the season. we sit in silence until water gets here.
"We can't sit here forever Andy, Lets talk." I say "Let me know why I need to 'stay away' from you because its killing me".
"Because I can't hurt you" He says simply "Because I am broken. I am a burden and I need to stay away from people. I'm going to hurt you".
"How do you know that? How do your know your broken?" I say sipping slightly at the water I have been drinking.
"Do you want to see?" He says slamming his fist on the table taking looks from people around us "This is why I am broken" He says pulling up his sleeve.
I see marks. Red and Marked. Marks I have never notices before. Why would he do that to himself? Why would he ruin his soft ivory skin? Because of bullies? His hate went so much deeper then I can see. I barley scratched the surface.
"Why" I ask.
"Because a mirror never lies Annabell. They know your Past. Your Upcoming. They can tell everything about a person. See Annabell, The depth of a man's soul can not be measured in a matter of meters and fathoms, but rather it is in my opinion only qualified by approximating to heaven and hell. I was in such a state that I ushered myself past the point of no return and was made Dangerous"
"How dose Self Harm make you dangerous Andy? And why would that make me want to stay away? If anything its going to make me stay so you never do it again!" I say and he shakes his head.
"I do it, Annabell. Because I like the way it looks, The way it feels, And I like the way it drips.I get back at myself for everything Ive done" I shiver, What.
"W-what have you done?" I ask taking a sip of water trying to keep my hand steady.
Andy P.O.V
Oh how she will hate me. There is nothing I can do to get back my precious Juliet. It was all my fault. And Her mirror knows. It knows. She know. Oh how she will hate me. I am surprised she has not gotten up and left already.
"I will do my best,But I must warn you Annabell. there are no words that can be written that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that my beautiful Juliet died" I say and shudder, I have been chilled to the bone.
~~~~FLASHBACK!!!!!~~~~
Oh my Juliet how beautiful could one be? Her soft blond hair blows in the winter chill near the water. Could she be the one? Or is my heart lieing to me about everything I have ever known. And as far as I know She is the most beautiful one I have seen in a while.
"Juliet back away from the edge, You might fall" I say and she comes back and plants her beautiful pink lips upon mine and kisses them repeatedly.
"I love you Juliet" I say and she kisses me passionately.
"And I like you more Andy" she says.
"Look a white rabbet!" She says dropping her phone and running after it, I pick it up and she chases after it.
After a while she catches it and hold it for a while. I feel her phone vibrate and check it while shes turned. How I regret looking at that message.
Juliet babe, We still up for tonight? Have you broken up with your Fagget Scene Queen yet? hmu. Ill bring protection honey.
~Zack
I have never felt more rage full in my life. Shes cheating on me?! I'm a Fagget? He didn't even spell Faggot right! I feel tears running down my cheeks. not sad tears. Angry tears. I want to kill him.
"Baby why are you crying?" She asks and I clench my fists.
"So when The fuck were you going to tell me babe?" I say throwing her the phone and backing up on her "So now im a Scene Queen? Now I am a Faggot?!" I say.
"Baby, Its not how it looks! Zack is just being a pig. My heart if yours I promise" She says and I back more up on her. Until were closer to the edge.
"Baby, Back away. B-babe I'm going to fall" She says with complete horror in her eyes her voice is mouse.
"And what is going to happen if I don't? Then your going to fall into deep cold water, Ice. Just like your heart" I say with more tears.
"A-Andy you d-d-don't want to do that. Baby I love you, I will always love you! N-Not Zack, N-nobody. Just Y-You" I say.
"Your eyes say differently Juliet! I hate you!" I say and push her forcefully of the rigged rock and onto the cold fast moving water.
I look town and watch her fall. I feel I can even hear her back break. I killed her. I killed her! She is dead because of me
~FlashBack Over~
Annabell P.O.V
He killed her? He pushed her off of the same cliff I saved him from just two nights ago. Obviously, He didn't tell anyone he pushed her so hes guilty. And he could hurt me too.
"Andy, You were just mad. Full of anger. You didn't mean to push her, it was just a in the moment thing. I don't blame you" I say unsure of myself.
"You are such a stupid nieve girl Annabell" He says "You don't get it. I liked pushing her. I liked seeing her dead. I liked that her body was found frozen under the lake by some ten year old's. I felt a rush in pushing her! I loved the power it gave me. And the same thing could happen to you Annabell. Stay clear" He says getting up and storming out of the restaurant.
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