Annabell P.O.V
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I didn't know exactly how to dress for this, I figure since in an hour or so id be dead. I would wear what I wanted to die in. And I can tell you something. I am not dieing in high heals.
I wonder how my family will feel when they find out I jumped. Sad? Probably. But I am also giving them a chance to be young again. To be happy. They will be sad at first. But they must get over the fact that I am gone. And I am never comeing back. But I think they at least deserve a letter.

Dear Mom & Dad November 6th, 2010

I want you to know there is absolutely nothing you could have done to stop this. It was my choice. Mine only. I have been sad for a long time. And when I found Andy. He was the only thing making me happy. Now knowing he won't be around for much longer. Makes the thought of losing him unbearable.

I guess you should know why he won't be around anymore. The cops are after him. And he is going to go to would be going to jail for a very long time. We decided the only way out to to be done with it.

Mom. Please stay strong for me. You did everything you could do. Buying me tons of clothing to try to make me make friends. But nothing could ever fix that problem. Nobody likes me. But that's not why im leaving you. But for whatever reason I am. Just know I love you. You are and forever will be the best mother anyone could ever have. You did your job as my mother right, I love you. XOXOXOX

Daddy. Please keep your chin up. This is or the best. Thank you for being the best Dad a girl could have. You make me laugh and giggle. I remember when you taught me how to ride a bike. When I fell down you picked your crying baby off the ground and tickled me until I finally stopped. And then went and got ice cream before dinner. And I swore that I wouldn't tell mom. This is one of the many reasons I love you. You are the best Daddy a girl could have. Your my Daddy. Forever and always XOXO.

I guess this is goodbye for now. I love you. But theirs really nothing left for me. I promise to see you guys soon. I love you so much. Remember. Ill be watching over you guys. ;) XOXOXOXOXOXXXXXXXOOOOOO.

Forever and always your loving daughter,
Annabell
I fold my note nicely on my bed, I put on lipstick and seal it with a kiss. My mother and I always did that. Whenever we used to communicate by note. We used to seal it with each others favorite lipstick.

I hear a knock at the door. Its Andy; this is it. I run down my stair case and he is standing there. Not happy and not sad, but content. He feels bad I can tell. He dose not want to drag me down with him.

"You look beautiful" He says taking his hand to my face tucking my hair behind my ear "Nice Converse" He smiles a sad smiles.

He is dressed in skinny jeans and A nice black dress shirt. He has a cross around his neak. We both thought that when we died we wanted to look nice. But him being Andy. He has his same old and raged pair of Vans that he always wears.

"Thank you" I say looking at the floor.

He lifts my chin his eyes as dark and mysterious as the moon at night in the dead of a cold and silent winter looking in to my brown ones "Its going to be okay Annabell, I love you" He says "We can brave this storm".

I nod taking one last look at the house “I love you Annabell” He says pulling the darkest blood red rose from his back, He kisses me silently on the cheek and places the rose in my hair "Are you ready?"I nod.

I walk out into the harsh winter. Its so cold. But I feel this is coaching me for the worse that's yet to come. The freezing bitter biting of the rushing river of which were approaching.
Andy and I are walking down the road and I am whispering to myself “Please god, may you deliver me in one piece. For I will soon lie at your feet” while holding onto one of my crosses. I walk with Andy slowly hand in hand. His face saddens slowly as we enter the forests just like the first time we spoke.

I breath in the woodland and take in every sent it’s all so real. I can hear every branch crack, every deer, and every chipmunk. I can see and hear Andy’s breathing as it passes from his soft lips.

Soon we reach a very familiar place. An edge. Dark places were no sun and no hope for living. Were water is running cold and fast, his cliff. Why did he take me here? I continue to the edge and for a moment we look at each other. Then I glance away.
I look down at the cold fast rushing water. I bet it hurts. I bet it feels so cold. I shiver and Andy makes me look at him.

"I want you to know you can still back you of this" He says "You can live a full life of happiness and love".

"I don't want to live that life without you Andy. I love you Andy. I can't be without you. Not now. Not ever".

"Then let me say this Annabell. I love you. I love you more than I can scream. And when we jump. I want to jump with you. In my arms. Together. Because I have always wished for someone to come and save me. To make me feel alive again. Annabell. Thank you for making my last months of life worth living. Thank you for saving me in the first place".

He takes me and kisses me. With passion and love. Our lips are combined like they were torched together. Like we have been combined since birth. And when he lets go. I know that magical kiss we just share. That kiss full of meaning and love will be the last one we will ever share.

We turn to each other "Promise me you won't let go of me" I say quickly "I promise".

"I love you Andy" I say.

"I love you to Annabell" He says grabbing my hand.

We both step toward the edge and my heart races. Suddenly I'm not scared anymore. I want to go. I am content with the feeling of dying.

"One" He says, I gulp.

"Two" I say.

And in two seconds we both say "Three"

We jump. I feel my self falling. slicing like a blade throw the air. This is how Juliet felt. I look to Andy who is for a split second in time falling to. He is peace fill. His face blank. I would kill for him to open his eyes and his gaze to meet mine for the last time.

I hit the water. It is freezing. The fall alone didn't kill me. But this will. I am still in his arms, So I know its okay. Freezing is all I can think about. This feels like knives, I am still in his arms. But all I can think about is. Knives. The cold feels like knives slowly stabbing into me. Sharp, Cold knives. My lungs burn gasping for air. Nothing fills them but cold water. But I am still in Andy's arms.

My life flashes. From start to finish. And I finally feel a completely warm feeling wash over me. I feel him let go. I know hes gone. And before I know It I am to. I black out.
This is the end for me. I'm dead. I feel myself lift out of my body and rise out of the water. And when my spirt reaches the top. I see him. A shimmering ora of light beaming from my beautiful Andy.

He smiles seeming happier then he has ever been. Were gone. I know were gone. I see life after death, And that's Andy.

He pulls me close and I feel warm and fuzzy, the worse is over now. I rest my head on his ghostly sholder "See Annabell, I told you" He says smileing at me "Everything will be fine".

Notes

That's It :) Like it? Hate it? I think I ended it good. Who knows. I met BOTDF I might add. But besides that. Thank you for supporting me. In my story. I hoped you enjoyed reading as much as I enjoyed writing, :) I love you. XOXOXO

~Hailey
Forever And Always :))))))