Everything Will Be Fine (Andy Biersack) **COMPLETED!**
Chapter 13: SEXYNESS
Annabell P.O.V
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I wake up next to Andy. He didn't leave? If he falls asleep in my bed he is usually good and gone by morning. It was a Friday maybe? I'm just glad were still together.
This gives me a taste of a painful reality of him leaving me. I feel like for a split moment in time there was no air in the atmosphere. How could a person do this to me? All it was was me watching him from a far. I never thought blood could run this deep. I never have loved and cared for anyone as much as I have Andy.
"Oh my god it’s so bright" I hear in Andy's sexy morning voice as he turns over on his side facing and kissing me "How is it that I'm still here and your dad has not ran me over with his car yet".
"They went out to the cape for their anniversary weekend" I say and he smiles "Are you going to stay here?"
"Thinking about it" He smiles and winks while jumping out of bed covering me with blankets.
We run down to the empty kitchen and I make some tea. I make him coffee because he says he hates tea with a passion and all the attempts he has made to keep it down have failed terribly.
I look down he is in a Batman Tee shirt. He usually wears a sweater to cover what looks like the horrible millions of scars. And though were together and he seems happy enough being with me he still continues. He has told me a million times over it’s because he likes them and how they looks. But I feel he’s only scratching the surface. There’s always more to Andy then what he’s telling me.
“Andy, why do you still cut yourself?” I say and his dazzling electric blue eyes look at mine “I mean, Aren’t you happy?”.
“I told you Annabell. I like them. The way they sit there and never leave. Even if the cuts heal. Even if they go away. They are still there showing cracks in the reflection. There like a mirror. Has nothing to do with you” He says remaining calm but his body wants to jump out of his pale skin.’
“But I don’t like them Andy. I feel there only going to make you feel worse and worse until you just flat out kill yourself! And what Is this obsession with mirror about!” I say a little loudly, I forget. I can’t be loud or mean in front of Andy.
“I’m sorry if you feel that way Annabell, but it’s not any of your fucking business!” He yells blowing his top so easily.
“I am your girlfriend!” I say over him “I care about you and this is unhealthy! Please! Tell me about the mirror!”
“I like cutting because it makes me forget about what I did! And I see her! Whenever I look at my reflection! Smell her! I can feel her surrounding me! Like Juliet is right there looking back at me!” He yells bailing up his fists and trying to keep them away from me “Happy!”
I wonder for a brief moment. Is Andy crazy? But this is his way of greaveing over her. This is how he deals with the pain and guilt of killing his love. Dose he even love me? Am I his crutch. I hope not. I know not. He loves me, And I love him. He dose not want her. He want's me. I can't believe I am saying this. I am pissed off at a dead girl.
I can't help but wonder what she looks like " Tell me what your first love looks like" I say and he smiles, Pain erupts, That's my smile. Not hers.
"Well, She's beautiful. She had long brown hair, and deep brown memorizing eyes. Shes quirky. She still seems so innocent" He says getting closer to me and twirling my hair "Shes kinda short. And I am about to kiss her right now" He says kissing me and I know who he is talking about. Me.
He kisses me up and down until he bites my neck. Oh my god. I always wanted someone to bite my neck. People actually do that. He sucks on it. He bites it. He kisses it up and down. I feel his warmth and body surrounding me just as he said he feels Juliet.
He goes back to my kissing me sweet and tenderly biting my lip between kisses "I want to show you that you, Annabell. Are the most beautiful girl in the world. The only one I have ever dreamed of. The First night you saved my life. I couldn't even keep you out of my dreams" He wouldn't stay out of mine He looks into my eyes. "Anna, I want to show you how much I love you. I want to show you that's your my one and only, And most importantly how I like things".
I nod. He smirks, He knows I wouldn't say no to him. His blue eyes sparkle. He feels me. He takes my hand to the living room softly. The next thing I would expect. He throws me up
against the wall hard and kisses me. Full on making out. He bites my lip, but this time harder. He bites my lip, But this time he bites more aggressive. Hes so overwhelming. I'm so turned on that I just want to melt.
His eyes look into mine darker now, Not sparkling he wants me but hes not done here "I'm going to close the blinds, And then undress you Annabell. I want to see every part of you" He says and closes the blinds.
He comes over and unbuttons my button up shirt. And reveals my tank top. He takes my hand and kisses it then starts to kiss my collar bones. "I always loves these" He says and continues. Next he takes of my shirt and reveals my Batman bra and smiles. He kneels down and unbuttons my skinny's , they drop to the floor. And reveal my matching underwear. He kisses between both of my hip bones. (So right above my NO NO SQUARE). Then he gets back up to my lips and whispers in my ear "Did you wear this just for me Anna?" He asks and I nod slowly "Yes" I say quietly. "I like them very much" he says with his hands exploring from my panty line to just underneath my breasts "Your so sexy Anna, Explore me"
I shake. Undress him? I do as he says. I lift his shirt and I place my hand on his chest. "Kiss me" I say and he dose. So romantically. when we stop I unbutton his Skinny's and reveal his Batman underwear. "Bad boy" I say tisking "Stole my idea". "Wore them just for you" He chuckles horsey. I trail kisses near his hip bones and up his chest biting and suckling on his chest. "I have something planed for you" He says taking my hand and leading me upstairs.
Soon were climbing the stairs and he shuts my bedroom door behind me. He asks if I have a condom I nod and take one out. Its black and in a small package. He starts to remove his underwear. But I stop him "Let me do it" I say. Then I do. I slide on his condom. There is a full body naked boy.
He takes of my bra and caresses my breasts. Then he slowly moves down and takes off my underwear. "Its such a shame, I liked these" he says holding them up. I'm fully exposed. But I'm okay because I'm with him. He throws me on the bed with a husky laugh.
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I wake up next to Andy. He didn't leave? If he falls asleep in my bed he is usually good and gone by morning. It was a Friday maybe? I'm just glad were still together.
This gives me a taste of a painful reality of him leaving me. I feel like for a split moment in time there was no air in the atmosphere. How could a person do this to me? All it was was me watching him from a far. I never thought blood could run this deep. I never have loved and cared for anyone as much as I have Andy.
"Oh my god it’s so bright" I hear in Andy's sexy morning voice as he turns over on his side facing and kissing me "How is it that I'm still here and your dad has not ran me over with his car yet".
"They went out to the cape for their anniversary weekend" I say and he smiles "Are you going to stay here?"
"Thinking about it" He smiles and winks while jumping out of bed covering me with blankets.
We run down to the empty kitchen and I make some tea. I make him coffee because he says he hates tea with a passion and all the attempts he has made to keep it down have failed terribly.
I look down he is in a Batman Tee shirt. He usually wears a sweater to cover what looks like the horrible millions of scars. And though were together and he seems happy enough being with me he still continues. He has told me a million times over it’s because he likes them and how they looks. But I feel he’s only scratching the surface. There’s always more to Andy then what he’s telling me.
“Andy, why do you still cut yourself?” I say and his dazzling electric blue eyes look at mine “I mean, Aren’t you happy?”.
“I told you Annabell. I like them. The way they sit there and never leave. Even if the cuts heal. Even if they go away. They are still there showing cracks in the reflection. There like a mirror. Has nothing to do with you” He says remaining calm but his body wants to jump out of his pale skin.’
“But I don’t like them Andy. I feel there only going to make you feel worse and worse until you just flat out kill yourself! And what Is this obsession with mirror about!” I say a little loudly, I forget. I can’t be loud or mean in front of Andy.
“I’m sorry if you feel that way Annabell, but it’s not any of your fucking business!” He yells blowing his top so easily.
“I am your girlfriend!” I say over him “I care about you and this is unhealthy! Please! Tell me about the mirror!”
“I like cutting because it makes me forget about what I did! And I see her! Whenever I look at my reflection! Smell her! I can feel her surrounding me! Like Juliet is right there looking back at me!” He yells bailing up his fists and trying to keep them away from me “Happy!”
I wonder for a brief moment. Is Andy crazy? But this is his way of greaveing over her. This is how he deals with the pain and guilt of killing his love. Dose he even love me? Am I his crutch. I hope not. I know not. He loves me, And I love him. He dose not want her. He want's me. I can't believe I am saying this. I am pissed off at a dead girl.
I can't help but wonder what she looks like " Tell me what your first love looks like" I say and he smiles, Pain erupts, That's my smile. Not hers.
"Well, She's beautiful. She had long brown hair, and deep brown memorizing eyes. Shes quirky. She still seems so innocent" He says getting closer to me and twirling my hair "Shes kinda short. And I am about to kiss her right now" He says kissing me and I know who he is talking about. Me.
He kisses me up and down until he bites my neck. Oh my god. I always wanted someone to bite my neck. People actually do that. He sucks on it. He bites it. He kisses it up and down. I feel his warmth and body surrounding me just as he said he feels Juliet.
He goes back to my kissing me sweet and tenderly biting my lip between kisses "I want to show you that you, Annabell. Are the most beautiful girl in the world. The only one I have ever dreamed of. The First night you saved my life. I couldn't even keep you out of my dreams" He wouldn't stay out of mine He looks into my eyes. "Anna, I want to show you how much I love you. I want to show you that's your my one and only, And most importantly how I like things".
I nod. He smirks, He knows I wouldn't say no to him. His blue eyes sparkle. He feels me. He takes my hand to the living room softly. The next thing I would expect. He throws me up
against the wall hard and kisses me. Full on making out. He bites my lip, but this time harder. He bites my lip, But this time he bites more aggressive. Hes so overwhelming. I'm so turned on that I just want to melt.
His eyes look into mine darker now, Not sparkling he wants me but hes not done here "I'm going to close the blinds, And then undress you Annabell. I want to see every part of you" He says and closes the blinds.
He comes over and unbuttons my button up shirt. And reveals my tank top. He takes my hand and kisses it then starts to kiss my collar bones. "I always loves these" He says and continues. Next he takes of my shirt and reveals my Batman bra and smiles. He kneels down and unbuttons my skinny's , they drop to the floor. And reveal my matching underwear. He kisses between both of my hip bones. (So right above my NO NO SQUARE). Then he gets back up to my lips and whispers in my ear "Did you wear this just for me Anna?" He asks and I nod slowly "Yes" I say quietly. "I like them very much" he says with his hands exploring from my panty line to just underneath my breasts "Your so sexy Anna, Explore me"
I shake. Undress him? I do as he says. I lift his shirt and I place my hand on his chest. "Kiss me" I say and he dose. So romantically. when we stop I unbutton his Skinny's and reveal his Batman underwear. "Bad boy" I say tisking "Stole my idea". "Wore them just for you" He chuckles horsey. I trail kisses near his hip bones and up his chest biting and suckling on his chest. "I have something planed for you" He says taking my hand and leading me upstairs.
Soon were climbing the stairs and he shuts my bedroom door behind me. He asks if I have a condom I nod and take one out. Its black and in a small package. He starts to remove his underwear. But I stop him "Let me do it" I say. Then I do. I slide on his condom. There is a full body naked boy.
He takes of my bra and caresses my breasts. Then he slowly moves down and takes off my underwear. "Its such a shame, I liked these" he says holding them up. I'm fully exposed. But I'm okay because I'm with him. He throws me on the bed with a husky laugh.
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