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chapter 12- talks
Georgiees P.O.V
I went back to my bunk but knew I would not be able to get back to sleep now, I checked the time on my phone which was on charge in one of the sockets in my bunk, shit, it was midnight, oh my god, I really would be tired tomorrow. I thought about my time with the guys, it had been fun, it definately distracted me from my problems, I just cant understand why that happened with Jinxx and Sammi, I thought they were okay from what Jinxx had been telling me but she decided to take a break, it didnt make sense. I sighed and put that thought out of my head, I needed my sleep, I cleared my head and calmed down and drifted off to sleep slowly, this time it was just dreamless, the best thing for me right now.
Sammiies P.O.V
I woke up in the middle of the night to Georgiee screaming, a high blood-curdling scream, I was about to get up when I heard someone go to her and shush her and calm her down, it sounded like Jinxx, I heard them get up and walk away so I thought about my time with the guys the first day we met them was fun, the shopping trip was amazing, I got loads of new stuff and they even got me a guitar like really, I'm not even related to any of them, when Andy proposed to Juliet it was so sweet I wore a dress and I'm glad I did but I am never wearing it again dressesand me really dont get on, then when Sammi finished with Jinxx, I didnt understand that, Jinxx was so happy around her and she just ended it, when Jinxx went al wierd though that was scary, I didnt know what was happening and it scared me. When Georgiee sang so softly to him to bring him back it sounded so sweet, she was like his mother at that point and was like that the next day, I think she opened up to him about her self harm since she seemed happier now, like opening up about it to him was what she needed, she didnt open up to her parents because they would only make it worse. I needed to talk to her about all of this, she was my best friend and my band mate and she meant so much to me as a friend it was unreal. I sighed and went back to sleep knowing that Georgiee would be okay now.
CC's P.O.V
I woke up in the middle of the night to a girl screaming and it sounded like Georgiee, she must of had a nightmare, I heard her quieten and some small sobs coming from her bunk and then footsteps, it sounded like someone was with her, I heard some voices speak up from the seating area, Jinxx and Georgiee, I knew I shouldnt do this but I strained my ears to listen "I had a nightmare, I was in a room and the girl was there that bullies me,she started calling me things and told me to kill myself, she slapped me, called me more names and then grabbed me by my hair, dropped me and kicked me until I tasted blood in my mouth and blacked out, thats when I woke up" I heard her say, WHAT she was bullied, this was so unfair, who could do that to such a cute and innocent girl, she was a nice person, she was pretty, she was skinny and she was so fun to be around, I need to talk to her about this, find out what happened and if she had done the thing that I really hope she hasn't, it sounds strange but this girl is like my sister now even though I have only known her for a few days. I sighed rolled over and went to sleep determined to talk to her tomorrow.
Georgiees P.O.V
I woke then next day and dreaded it, dreading that I had woken anyone else up in the night, and I was dreading my talk with Jinxx later. I sighed and got up, I walked to the seating area and saw Jinxx already up, he looked at me with worry in his eyes and I just nodded and said "we will talk about it later" he nodded in agreement and I went to get myself a drink and sat down with Jinxx and put on the TV and started flicking through, I found Kerrang! and put that on just as a BVB video came on, I smiled, looked at Jinxx and started dancing in my seat, when the song ended Jake walked in and plonked himself on the couch shortly followed by Ella then Sammiie, Juliet, Ash, CC and finally Andy who sat on the couches, I saw CC and Sammiie looking at me with worry, shit, did I wake them up aswell lat night? CC looked over and stood up and came over to speak to me "Georgiee, last night you woke me up when you were screaming, I heard you and Jinxx talking when I was trying to get to sleep but can we talk please?" he whispered and I nodded and motioned for him to follow e and we went to sit in the back room to talk "well CC what do you want to talk about?" I questioned he looked at me "You are bullied?" he questioned I nodded "Yes I am bullied, it is the sluts at school who see me as beneath them because of my music, my fashion or whatever" he nodded "Georgiee I knew being bullied can lead you to do things but please tell me, have you yano self harmed?" He questioned and I nodded, I saw his eyes fill with tears "Georgiee trust me that is not something you need to turn to, you are beutiful, thin, a great person, fun to be around and that is not good for you, I see you like my little sister already and I love you as my little sister, I know that bullying is hard to deal with, I've been through it, but self harm doesnt help, I've been through that too and belive me I know that its hard but it will get better, I will always be here for you" He said while trying to hold back tears I nodded and hugged him tight "I know. Thanks for being here for me CC it means so much to me!" I exclaimed while still hugging him. I knew that I always had someone I could talk to, that reminded me I still have to have a talk with Jinxx.
I went back to my bunk but knew I would not be able to get back to sleep now, I checked the time on my phone which was on charge in one of the sockets in my bunk, shit, it was midnight, oh my god, I really would be tired tomorrow. I thought about my time with the guys, it had been fun, it definately distracted me from my problems, I just cant understand why that happened with Jinxx and Sammi, I thought they were okay from what Jinxx had been telling me but she decided to take a break, it didnt make sense. I sighed and put that thought out of my head, I needed my sleep, I cleared my head and calmed down and drifted off to sleep slowly, this time it was just dreamless, the best thing for me right now.
Sammiies P.O.V
I woke up in the middle of the night to Georgiee screaming, a high blood-curdling scream, I was about to get up when I heard someone go to her and shush her and calm her down, it sounded like Jinxx, I heard them get up and walk away so I thought about my time with the guys the first day we met them was fun, the shopping trip was amazing, I got loads of new stuff and they even got me a guitar like really, I'm not even related to any of them, when Andy proposed to Juliet it was so sweet I wore a dress and I'm glad I did but I am never wearing it again dressesand me really dont get on, then when Sammi finished with Jinxx, I didnt understand that, Jinxx was so happy around her and she just ended it, when Jinxx went al wierd though that was scary, I didnt know what was happening and it scared me. When Georgiee sang so softly to him to bring him back it sounded so sweet, she was like his mother at that point and was like that the next day, I think she opened up to him about her self harm since she seemed happier now, like opening up about it to him was what she needed, she didnt open up to her parents because they would only make it worse. I needed to talk to her about all of this, she was my best friend and my band mate and she meant so much to me as a friend it was unreal. I sighed and went back to sleep knowing that Georgiee would be okay now.
CC's P.O.V
I woke up in the middle of the night to a girl screaming and it sounded like Georgiee, she must of had a nightmare, I heard her quieten and some small sobs coming from her bunk and then footsteps, it sounded like someone was with her, I heard some voices speak up from the seating area, Jinxx and Georgiee, I knew I shouldnt do this but I strained my ears to listen "I had a nightmare, I was in a room and the girl was there that bullies me,she started calling me things and told me to kill myself, she slapped me, called me more names and then grabbed me by my hair, dropped me and kicked me until I tasted blood in my mouth and blacked out, thats when I woke up" I heard her say, WHAT she was bullied, this was so unfair, who could do that to such a cute and innocent girl, she was a nice person, she was pretty, she was skinny and she was so fun to be around, I need to talk to her about this, find out what happened and if she had done the thing that I really hope she hasn't, it sounds strange but this girl is like my sister now even though I have only known her for a few days. I sighed rolled over and went to sleep determined to talk to her tomorrow.
Georgiees P.O.V
I woke then next day and dreaded it, dreading that I had woken anyone else up in the night, and I was dreading my talk with Jinxx later. I sighed and got up, I walked to the seating area and saw Jinxx already up, he looked at me with worry in his eyes and I just nodded and said "we will talk about it later" he nodded in agreement and I went to get myself a drink and sat down with Jinxx and put on the TV and started flicking through, I found Kerrang! and put that on just as a BVB video came on, I smiled, looked at Jinxx and started dancing in my seat, when the song ended Jake walked in and plonked himself on the couch shortly followed by Ella then Sammiie, Juliet, Ash, CC and finally Andy who sat on the couches, I saw CC and Sammiie looking at me with worry, shit, did I wake them up aswell lat night? CC looked over and stood up and came over to speak to me "Georgiee, last night you woke me up when you were screaming, I heard you and Jinxx talking when I was trying to get to sleep but can we talk please?" he whispered and I nodded and motioned for him to follow e and we went to sit in the back room to talk "well CC what do you want to talk about?" I questioned he looked at me "You are bullied?" he questioned I nodded "Yes I am bullied, it is the sluts at school who see me as beneath them because of my music, my fashion or whatever" he nodded "Georgiee I knew being bullied can lead you to do things but please tell me, have you yano self harmed?" He questioned and I nodded, I saw his eyes fill with tears "Georgiee trust me that is not something you need to turn to, you are beutiful, thin, a great person, fun to be around and that is not good for you, I see you like my little sister already and I love you as my little sister, I know that bullying is hard to deal with, I've been through it, but self harm doesnt help, I've been through that too and belive me I know that its hard but it will get better, I will always be here for you" He said while trying to hold back tears I nodded and hugged him tight "I know. Thanks for being here for me CC it means so much to me!" I exclaimed while still hugging him. I knew that I always had someone I could talk to, that reminded me I still have to have a talk with Jinxx.
9/27/14