Jinxx’s pov

I couldn’t help but think after what that mean girl said to Andrea. First of all, it looked like Andrea didn’t usually fight back and she only did because it was her last day of school here so she decided to speak up to that girl. Secondly, watching Ashley get all-protective of her was cute. It was different but a good different. He was usually only protective of people and us he was close to but to see him already so close to her was nice. What’s bothering me though is that Ash did struggle a very long time ago with self-harm. It was almost six or seven years ago, before the band started. Andy knew Ash a bit before the band started so he knew that Ash struggled with it, heck Andy and all of us did at some point. Not gonna lie, I did self-harm but I thankfully turned to music, that’s when I poured my heart into my violin and got so good.

We all knew Andy did self- harm because he told us and he did write Pens and knives so at some point he did self-harm before turning to music also. We all did. Ash was the one though who said he had to go to therapy because he was struggling so badly. Poor guy. I would hate for him to relapse. He’s been clean to my knowledge for almost seven or eight years. If there was a list of all of starting with who struggled the most, it would be: Ashley (believe it or not), then Andy, Jake, then me and then CC. It’s shocking to know that CC was once depressed. He still has his days but he says he’s a lot better. I have my moments but the guys or Sammi remind me how far I’ve come and then I feel better. I only hope Ashley realizes how far he’s come. Thinking about it, maybe being a manwhore was one of the ways he coped with his depression. Who knows at this point?



Back to reality, Ashley was talking to the secretary trying to explain that he just got custody of his daughter and that he would like to remove her from the school. The lady just didn’t understand though. However, when she checked the emergency contacts, Ashley was listed. I guess Mckendrie put him down if something ever happened to her. Smart considering something did. He then got all of her grades and her schoolwork from her third-sixth class. She was allowed to go to third period. Ashley and I then both got a visitors pass and then waited in the office while all of her stuff was collected. At the end of third period, Andy Dawn was walking up to the office with all of her artwork smirking. When she got there she said, “by the way, I bet you would like to know that Ms. Nguyen pretty much bullied me oh and FLIRTED with her STUDENTS. ‘Kay bye bitches I’m out forever!” we then followed her out of the office and towards the mall. She by then had thrown away all of her math work and kept only her Drama and Art work and put it in her bag.

She explained, “ I told the teacher off in front of the class right before the bell rang. I also may have snuck dad’s phone for a while to record her flirting with the boys. Which I sent the video to the principal after my rant. I then raised my middle finger as I walked out of class and yelled, “ BYE BITCH! HOPE YOU DON’T GET HERPES FROM FUCKING YOUR STUDENTS! And walked out like a boss.” Ashley smiled and said, “ I don’t condone the language you used but good job kiddo! Can I have my phone back?” she pouted and handed it back. Once we reached the mall, she figured out where Jake and the guys were. She said, “Record this and hold this.” and handed her bag to me to put on.

I held her stuff as she ran to Andy who had his back to us. In fact, all of them had their back to us. I got closer to record Andrea yelling, “ OH MY GOOD GRACIOUS! YOUR ANDY BIERSACK! HOLY CRAP GUYS! ITS JAKE PITTS AND CC! OH MY GOD!” as jumped on Andy’s back. Thankfully, CC was holding Eve. I was cracking up while trying to record. Ashley was bent over laughing and trying to hold Kellin at the same time. Andy had this horrified look on his face and then Andrea whispered to him, “ its me bitch. You just got OWNED!” CC was the first to laugh and then said; “ I think Jinxx was right when he said we needed a truck of Aloe Vera except I think we need a factory now!” Jake was trying to cry it was hilarious. Andrea stayed on Andy’s back as we walked around the mall and I still had her bag. We walked around the first floor before going up to the second floor. The escalator just so happened to come up right next to a hot topic. Andrea smiled and begged please. Andy walked over and Ash said, “ How much do you want to bet we spend more than thirty minutes here.” Andrea poked his cheek now that she was taller than him (Andy is a freakin giant. ‘Nuff said.


Ashley was right however. We spent a good hour in there. Andrea never once got off Andy’s back which was kind of funny because they almost knocked over a sales rack but because well we’re Black Veil Brides, we didn’t get in trouble. Ash followed close behind to see what she was looking at because she would pick something up, look at the price and then put it down. He would hand it to Jake and have it put in the front so he could pay and she would never notice. CC was thinking ahead and bought him self a back pack he probably didn’t need but got anyways. It was family guy so he found that he needed it. Jake told him, “ you’re spending money on something your never gonna use.” CC then declared, “I have you know I plan using it for Warped tour.” Jake looked at him and said, “If you remember that you have it by then.” CC shook his head and decided to stay quiet because he really didn’t want to bicker with Jake. Strange. Those two can usually bicker for hours on end. Something is up. Andy carried Andrea to the back while Ash paid and decided to put her down. He picked up a shirt and said, “do you think I should get this?” she looked at the shirt and said, “first of all, I think you need a XXL,” and smiled, “ and I have you know that band sucks.” He opened his mouth and said, “ oh
No you didn’t. I have you know that band is awesome and the singer is sexy as fuck.”


“Oh yes I did Andrew Dennis Biersack. And he isn’t sexy. He looks like a dog.” She said with a smile. “ Yeah but his voice is like a god.” he said with a high-pitched voice. I looked to see CC recording them. I nodded and smiled. She laughed and said, “ more like a tone deaf dog.” He popped his hip out and put his hand on his hip and said, “you did not just go there.” she crossed her arms and said, “I did just go there.” he stood taller and said, “at least I’m not a short baboon.” She raised an eyebrow and said, “at least I’m not a tall freak. I have you know I am not short I’m fun sized.” He smiled and said, “I’m not a freak. I’m king sized.” She said, “fine. You win but why would you want a shirt with your own face on it? What are you going to do? Look down at it once every hour in stead of looking in a mirror in case you forgot what you look like?”


He said, “OMG how did you know! Oh gosh Andy is so cute! I love Andy! Andy is the best!” she rolled her eyes and said, “talking in third person now are we? Well Andy dawn is hungry. And thinks she would be a better front man for Black Veil Brides.” Jake walked over and yelled, “BURNNNN! Ha beat you CC! Oh and I think we might need 5 factories now.” I turned to the camera and said, “ Andy dawn has been saying sarcastic stuff and CC or Jake yell ‘BURNNNN! Afterwards. So they make Aloe Vera jokes all the time.” and then turned the camera on them again. Ash finished checking out and put all of the stuff he bought in CC’s backpack.I guess it will be used. Ha in your face Jake! He interrupted them and said, “ to end this little argument, how about you both perform in front of us when we get home. Who ever is better gets to front the band for a while. Andy that means if you win, you stay. If Andy Dawn wins, she gets to sing a few songs at our next show.” She cheered and said, “what if I sound like a dying cat?” Ash said, ‘well then Andy would still win. Haha this wont end soon. Lets just go.”She looked at Andy and said, “well toy story, I’m sorry if I offended you at all. I love you and was just teasing you.” he gave her a side hug and said, “I know. I hope you know the same. I love you to kiddo. Now how about we go get something to eat. I’m hungry!”


We all left and went to the food court. Andy and Andy Dawn went to sub way. Ash got Chinese food, Jake got pizza, and CC and me got Mexican food. When we all finished, we walked around a bit more before walking back to the apartment to get Jinxx from the bus stop since she would be getting home soon. As we walked, I noticed school was out now. Andrea noticed and tensed up a bit. A few people noticed her and whispered to their friends. CC noticed also and then said to her, “ wanna piggyback ride my little apprentice?” she nodded and then hid her face behind his shoulder as we walked past the school. We all walked closet together and kind of like gathered around CC and Andy dawn. Some kid walked straight up to CC and said, “I need to talk to the bitch that is breaking your back. She got my girl friend suspended.” CC said, “ I’m sorry. I don’t like the way you spoke to me so you cant speak to MY niece. Good bye.” The boy didn’t like his response and pushed CC. CC stumbled and almost dropped Andy dawn. Of course Andy being the Andy everyone knows and loves he said, “excuse me. You did not just push my brother did you?” the guy smirked and said, “I did you emo fag. Go slit your wrists satanic devil worshiper.” Andy stood taller so now he was pushing 6 feet and three inches and towered over the kid. He said, “words hurt. Think about what you said. And just because we’re being ourselves you think we worship the devil? Wow that’s so original. If you’re gonna be a dickhead, at least have something more original. I’ve heard better from a two year old then you.”




The guy laughed and said, “ Just do the world a favor and kill your self. The world doesn’t need you.” what shocked me was what Jake said, “ you don’t know us. Why the fuck are you fucking telling us to fucking kill ourselves? You DON’T fucking KNOW me. Leave us the fuck alone and fuck off. If you don’t, I’m going to call the fucking COPS and have you fucking ARRESTED cock sucker. So either shut the fuck up and fuck off or your going to be spending the night in a fucking jail cell. Fucking got it? Okay good.”“You did not just threaten me?” Jake laughed and said, “first of all, quit acting like a 14 year old GIRL. And Y’know fucking what. I am going to call the fucking COPS. You are bothering MY family. We didn’t do SHIT to YOU. So back the fuck off or I’m filing charges and you’ll spend the rest of your childhood in a fucking jail cell.”


Instead of responding, the guy punched Jake. Thankfully, I had Kellin and Ashley had Eve.Andy dawn got off CC’s back and went up to the ass whole. She punched him in the nose, kneed him in the stomach and then kicked him in the balls as hard as she could. She then said, “Mess with my fucking uncle and there will be fucking hell to pay. I will make you wish the devil met you. I am fucking worse then him. I didn’t fight back because, well I would knock you the fuck out in three seconds. Anyone else want to get knocked out? Come forward now.” a chick came up and said, “ I’ll fight you. You got easy on him. I’m not pathetic like him.” Andrea Dawn pretended to look at her nails while the other chick advanced. Just as the girl was inches away from punching her, she hit her in the nose, punched her in the stomach and then pushed her down and said, “ I guess your just as pathetic. Let this go down for the whole world to know: FUCK WITH MY FAMILY, THEIR WILL BE HELL TO FUCKING PAY. FUCK WITH ME, I WILL MAKE YOU REALIZE I’M NOT A MOTHERFUCKING TOY. I’M NOT A DOLL YOU CAN BEAT AND FUCKING ABUSE. I AM A HUMAN FUCKING BEING AND I AM JUST AS ALIVE AS YOU FUCKING ARE. I HAVE FEELINGS AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE LIVING JUST AS MUCH AS YOU ARE. SO DON’T TELL ME TO KILL MY SELF. I’M NOT GOING TO DEGRADE YOU BUT I AM GOING TO TELL YOU TO STOP. NO ONE DESERVES TO BE TREATED THE WAY YOU ALL TREAT PEOPLE. SO BUILD A BRIDGE AND FUCKING GET OVER THAT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT LIKES AND DISLIKES AND ARE DIFFERENT. YOU CANT BEAT PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT. IT’S A FUCKING HATE CRIME. GOT IT? GOOD BYE MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKERS. HAVE FUN FUCKING EACH OTHER’s BOYFRIENDS. OH AND DON’T GET FUCKING HERPES! KAY BYE MOTHER FUCKERS I’M OUT!”



She then ran away from us all. We all took off after her, not sure of what she would do next, well as fast as men in skinny jeans carrying small children could run. What worried me was that Ash had problems with Depression and anxiety. What if Andy dawn had that? Ash did say she had Anxiety attacks as well as Panic attacks. We found her sitting in front of her old apartment. Ash handed Eve to Andy and sat down next to her. She laid her head on his shoulder and said, “I’m sorry for being bad. You have no idea how long I’ve waited to punch that girl and knee that guy in the crotch. I know it was wrong but it felt damn good to do after the stuff they put me through. If you want to ground me, I understand it. If you want to take away twitter, I understand. If you don’t want me I get It.” he wrapped his arms around her and held her close as he said, “I’m not mad. First of all. I’m more worried about the fact that you said that they’ve bothered you for a while. Secondly, I’m glad you understand that hurting them wasn’t good. It means even when your angry, you know when to stop. You didn’t give them anything other than a few bruises and a possible broken nose. Just remind me never to make you angry. Oh and well I think you have all of us covered for when Jinxx gets a boy friend. Mamma bear was an understatement. That was like the whole entire animal kingdom. You go girl!”

She laughed and said, “haha yeah. I control my anger most of the time. I let them say all that crap and ignored it as best as I could but I guess I cracked. Besides, I’ll probably never see them again so who cares. And if they file a police report, guess what. I have a teacher on my side and you guys as witnesses and a face book full of their crap on it. So who would get in trouble then? THEM! So watch them try. I got this covered.” It definitely worried me when she said that she had a face book full of their crap. It was alarming. Why didn’t she ever say she was bullied? Andy must’ve thought the same thing because he asked that. She replied. “Well, I was leaving that school so I thought it didn’t matter. What they say doesn’t define or change who I am. At the end of the day, I’m still Andrea Dawn Purdy and I like what I like. I can’t help that I’m not one of their fake clones. They’re the ones who are miserable. I can tell that a few of them want to not follow the leaders of the cliques but they do because they fear the treatment I got.” Andy said, “ I’m proud of you. You just gave me one of the best answers. You my dear are better than them. I think we should totally get you a legion of the Black leather jacket like ours. What shall we call you?” she thought and said, “how about the Deviant’s prophet or the Prophet’s Deviant?”


“The Deviants Prophet.” Everyone called out. Andy said, “I like the Prophet’s Deviant.” Everyone rolled their eyes and CC said, “Yeah because your title is first. I like it with Ashley’s title first. It fits because she doesn’t fit social norms like everyone else in the world AND because she is pretty much a little Andy. Ha hence the nickname LA.” We all agreed. Andy said, “ Okay so that will work. So what instruments can you play?” she replied, “the guitar and the piano. I wanna learn more though.” CC said with a mischievous smile, “ YES!!! You will be my apprentice first! You will learn from the drum master. Yes child. Yes.” she laughed and said, “as long as I can learn green day songs, I’m cool.” Ashley said, “what you want to learn them before us? I am truly offended.” We laughed at his dramatics and she said, “ I want to learn them because I learned the beats to their song. I don’t know how to do it on an actual drum set. I haven’t gotten time to learn your songs just yet. Sheesh. Self centered much?” we all laughed. We heard the bus and Andy Dawn got up and ran to the stop. She saw Jinxx and picked her up and said, “how was your day little bug?” she smiled and said, “it was fun.” Ash looked at me and said, “crap. I knew we forgot something today. Oh and Jinxxy, don’t repeat that.” she giggled and said, “I wont. Hehe. Fuck Fuck Fuckity Fuck.” All of our jaws dropped and he said, “young lady, do not ever repeat that. Understand?” she giggled and said, ‘yes daddy. Hehe aren’t I funny like uncle CC?” he raised his hands up and said, “I didn’t ever say that in front of her. Promise.”


We all laughed and she said, “I wont. I promise. Don’t yell at uncle CC. He didn’t teach me that. The big girl at Preschool taught me it!” I looked to Andy dawn and she sighed and said, “Fine I’ll show you where her preschool is. I guess we have to unroll her andyways.” Andy smiled at the use of his name and then offered Jinxx a piggyback ride after he handed Eve to Ash. Ash carried CC’s backpack while I still had Andy Dawn’s bag still and Kellin. CC then took Andy Dawn on his back and we all walked. CC and Andy declared a race and ran. Jinxx was giggling and holding on as tight as she could while Andy ran. Andy dawn was telling CC to run faster because gazelle legs were beating them. Yeah she was a fan. Figured that out real quick. She knew all the little things our fans knew. It was adorable to see her call us the things the BVB army called us. She’s probably still in shock. It’s not normal for someone to find out that their Dad is the guy in their favorite band and that they are going to go live with them.


We got to the preschool and Ashley and Andy Dawn went in while we waited out side. They returned 20 minutes later and said, “well that’s taken care of. Lets go back to the hotel.” We then called a cab and rode back to the hotel in peace. If I noticed one thing it was that Andy dawn was really clingy to Ash or she was really clingy to Andy. I don’t think they minded but I think they thought something was up. In the cab, she sat next to Jake and cuddled up to him and told him, “I’m sorry if it feels like I didn’t give you as much attention as them.” he smiled and said, “ it’s alright kiddo. You and me shall go on an adventure together soon!” she cuddled into his side and then fell asleep. When I looked to him, he made a face of, “ I don’t know. But I’m not going to stop her. If her cuddling up to us makes her comfortable then so be it.”


We got back to the hotel and she was still asleep. Jake managed to pick her up and carry her without disturbing her. Getting back to the room, he put her on the bed and then helped me change Kellin’s diaper. He whispered to me, “she’s awfully light. I don’t know if Andy or CC noticed but she’s skinny. Like stick thin like CC skinny.” I nodded and said, “Her bag is over there. Check out the size of her clothes.” He wandered over and then came back to me and said, “ Size 3. She should at least be like a 4. She’s too skinny.” He went to where she was sleeping and looked at her wrist and then came back to me and said, “ its not really noticeable that you can see her bones but it is more evident then it should be. I bet you would be able to see her ribs quite well if you looked at them. Either she didn’t eat much and gave it to her siblings or what the bullies said to her got to her.”

“Maybe we’re just over thinking it. I mean she ate all the food today. She never once left our sight so she couldn’t exactly go and throw it up. Maybe she’s just skinny like CC is. I mean he has literally NO fat and is skin and bone but its not quite as noticeable.” He nodded and said, “Well we will get to the bottom of this later on. It’s been a long day. I am going to go take a nap.” I nodded and finished changing Kellin. Ash put Eve in her play pin and I put Kellin in the bassinet before texting CC and Andy, “guys, I wanna ask you something in the hall way.” Lets go take a walk. Ash said, “well then. I guess I’m not important.” I gave him a look and said, “ its something I thought about and well I need to ask them before I give over my conclusion.” He pouted at the none information given to him and sat on the bed Andy Dawn was in.





We went out into the hall and I told them what me and Jake discussed. Andy said, “I wouldn’t push it. Just make sure she eats and doesn’t disappear to the bathroom until we know for fact what’s going on. Maybe she is just skinny like CC. I mean she must way 90 lbs but CC here weighs like 130. I’m like 135. Ash must be like 130 also. Maybe she’s just skinny like him.” I nodded and said, “okay. We’re probably over thinking nothing. Anyways. Its gonna be dinner time in an hour or two, what do you wanna do?” CC said, “how about we let Andy and Jake bond since she hasn’t gotten the chance yet and they go out and have an adventure for dinner and we get something for just us.” we all agreed and then went to wake Jake up. He agreed and then looked up places to eat at for Andy Dawn and him to eat at. Andy looked at me and said, “Record this.” I nodded and pulled out my Iphone. He said, “well this morning, Andy Dawn and Ash decided to wake us up early. They’re napping right now. I’m a thinking retaliation sounds pretty good right now.” he then went to the bed and then sat on top of Andy dawn and CC sat on Ash. Andy dawn was still asleep so he poked her in the face. Nothing happened so he tried to tickle her. Nothing. He ran out of things to do so he just sat on her. She was on her stomach and then rolled on to her back. Andy almost fell which was hilarious. She then quickly sat up and screamed in his face. He jumped up and fell off the bed, which set her into a fit of giggling.


He got off the floor and then sat on her again. Ash was still asleep also so CC began to rub his back lightly. Ash was moaning in his sleep so Andy covered Andy Dawn’s ears quickly and then carried her out of the room on his shoulder. I recorded CC and then he slapped Ash’s ass and it woke him up. CC was doubled over laughing and said when he calmed down, “ that was so worth it.” Jake was still laughing. Once he calmed down he went off to find Andy dawn to pitch his adventure idea. I can definitely say that I’m glad Andy Dawn came into our lives. She made it better.

Notes

thank you all so very much for reviewing! you have no idea what it means to me. just reading the reviews makes me smile when I feel low. thank you. I love the cuteness in this. like if I had the relationship Andrea had with her dad, it would be awesome. I don't so I get to enjoy in the world that is fan fiction. so a lot more is coming our way. did you like Jinxx's Pov? I decided to throw it in and it worked very well! who do you think should go next? anyhow, leave a review and I shall thank you and give you an internet puppy and an internet hug. :) stay strong and never give in. have a good day guys. I love you all! :)
-Ash