I ran up to the room Andy and I were sleeping in, shut and locked the door. I slowly slid down the door trying to hold back my desperate need and the voices in my head.

"They don't really care, you're only a charity case."

"No I'm not, they care..." I mumbled to myself.

"Oh you don't know anything, why do you think I'm in charge half the god damn time?" He voice replied.

"Because you're stronger than I am..." I mumbled.

"Exactly, you're getting better at this." It laughed.

"Can you please go away for now...please..."

"Hell no, you can't just get rid of me you dumb ass."

And that's when I wasn't in controll anymore. I got up, walking over to my duffel and grabbed my blade. By the time I had ten new cuts on both my left wrist, and my left leg, I also had etched "DIE" into my leg.

I got up, unlocked the door, and tip toed to the bathroom. After locking the door I got a shower to wash the blood off. The hot water stung, and the soap stung even more.
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After my shower, I got dressed and walked downstairs.

"Jade..." Bella started.

I raised my hand to stop her.

"I know, I know." I mumbled.

All of a sudden, I was wrapped in a pair of warm arms, then another, then three more.

"Please try to stop..." Jinxx whispered.

"I'll try..." I whispered.

Everyone let go and started to do their own thing... exept for Andy.

"Come on, let's go see the damage." He said as he pulled me upstairs.

Notes

I hope you like it, sorry for the wait...again.

Jade's outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_18/set?id=96141223

By the way, I JUST TURNED 14!!!