Andrew Biersack’s Point of View

After our little discussion we decided to just cuddle on the sofa. The weather was shitty anyway, it was raining and there certainly was a storm coming up. The TV was turned off for once and we just watched the rain platter against the window. It was a soothing sound too. Ashley was cuddled against my chest and one of my arms was around his shoulders, fingers gently tracing his tanned skin. I didn’t want to admit that I was falling in love for him. I just didn’t do love. Ever. And I wouldn’t let that happen now.
Looking down at him, I involuntarily started to smile. He looked peaceful, when he was gazing out of the window observing the rain, like nothing in the world could ever bother him. Ok, so maybe I liked him a tiny bit. I kept looking at him for a few moments until I realized something. We’d never been on a real date. Wasn’t that what you were supposed to do before being in a relationship? Damn. I should make that up to him.
So I started thinking of a rough plan for our very first date, because that coffee after rehearsal totally did not count.


Ashley Purdy’s Point of View

I nearly fell asleep while cuddling with Andy. The soothing sound of the rain hitting against the window calmed my normally busy mind. My boyfriend tracing invisible patterns on my arm didn’t help to keep me awake either, but I was determined to stay awake. I just wanted to spend some time with Andy. I got the feeling to be watched so I looked up and found him smiling fondly at me. I smiled back and leant up to kiss his cheek, just wanting to be close to him.
“Hey Ash?” he said with his deep voice, making shivers run down my spine.
“Yeah?” I answered and looked at him expectantly.
“What do you think about a date? We didn’t really have one and I thought it’d be cool to take you out and stuff” he rambled and my smile grew bigger than before.
“Seriously? Sounds awesome to me, you’re the best Ands!” I exclaimed and kissed his sweet lips. A date with Andy. Wow. He wanted to take me out and show me off to people. I couldn’t believe it.
He chuckled and kissed back, running his tongue along my lower lip gently and thus taking this further then I initially intended. But who was I to complain?
I let my hands wander over his clothed body and was nearly ready to take the unnecessary fabric off, but I knew I’d freak out soon after. My damn insecurities were driving me crazy but I couldn’t just switch them off.
It probably showed on my face that I was overthinking again because Andy took my hands in his and entwined our fingers, giving them a light and loving squeeze.
“Hey” he whispered and gave me a small smile. “We’re not in a rush, baby. Take your time.”
I smiled and nodded, giving him one more kiss on the lips before settling my head back on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. Maybe, just maybe, it beat for me.

The following Saturday was the day. Our first date. I was nervous like hell and even that was an understatement. I didn’t know what Andy had planned for us but he told me to dress casual and also wear warm clothes since we would be outside the whole day. I really wondered where he would take me. The day was sunny and there was no sight of rain. I guessed that was a good sign.
It was around nine in the morning when my doorbell rang. I didn’t even know why we had to get up so early. I groaned and looked myself over in the mirror before grabbing my leather jacket. It would just have to do. I opened the door and in front of me stood a grinning Andy, immediately hugging me and kissing my cheek.
“Hey babe!” He said cheerfully, his smile never fading and it was just so contagious that I had to return it.
“Morning” I murmured as I stared into his blue eyes, sending little shockwaves to my heart. I hoped that this feeling would never stop.
“Ready for our first date?” he asked excitedly and went outside already. I chuckled and locked my door before following him into the sun.
“Yeah, nervous though.” I answered truthfully. It was a bit embarrassing but I’d rather he knew it. I wasn’t good at hiding such things.
“You don’t need to be, you’ll love it, I promise!” Andy exclaimed and opened the passenger door of his parents’ car for me. I climbed in and tried to relax some. I needed to trust Andy more and this was his way of showing me that I could.
“Will you tell me now where we’re going?” I asked after he climbed in and started the engine. He just laughed and shook his head.
“Nope, that’s for me to know and for you to find out.” he replied and just kept on driving.

After an hour of driving and singing along to KISS on the radio Andy took a turn and I saw the sign. A zoo. Andy took me to a zoo.
“Oh my God, Andy, really? A zoo???” I exclaimed, nearly jumping out of my seat from joy.
“Yeah, I thought it wouldn’t be a total cliché and we could just run around and laugh and watch animals all day. Hope that’s ok for you” he tagged on with slight hesitation and I laughed at him.
“Are you fucking kidding me? This is brilliant! You, Mr. Biersack, are the most amazing boyfriend ever!” I said and grinned at him. Andy let out a sigh of relief and parked the car. I got out and stretched my muscles before joining Andy, who immediately took my hand. Normally I would have pulled away but somehow it didn’t bother me today. Maybe because he was my boyfriend and took me on our first official, real, awesome date. It just felt even more right than usual.
Andy got us tickets, and we went straight to a stand where you could buy maps. We took a look and decided to head to the monkeys first, since they were closest. We watched them play around for a while before heading off to see the other animals too. Everything was so excited since I hadn’t been at a zoo since I was a kid.

It was already afternoon when we stood in the elephant house and watched the little, new-born baby elephant bathe. It was still so tiny and reminded me of that one time I went to the zoo with my parents. The world had been ok for me; my dad and me had still gotten along very well and he had seemed to be so proud of me. My mom had taken pictures of us in front of the elephants. I had had a family. I had been happy. But with Andy here I could be happy again and forget about my worries for a few hours. I was glad that he took me here.
I squeezed his hand and smiled at him. Andy turned away from the big, grey animals and looked at me, returning the smile immediately. In a burst of confidence I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face in his shoulder, hugging him tightly.
“Thanks for bringing me here, Ands. You don’t know how much that means to me.” I whispered and felt him kiss my head.
“Anything for you, babe. I’m glad you like it.” He answered before pulling out of the hug and looking at me. “We can come back here in spring, when it is warmer, if you want to.”
I nodded and smiled at him. He really made me happy.

We had seen nearly everything and it was getting later and later. The zoo would close soon and we were hungry and tired too. Andy suggested we’d get something to eat when back in town and I agreed. Spending the evening with him was what I had in mind anyway.
Andy drove back and we just talked about everything and anything. It felt good to be like that with him and I wished we could do that more often. Maybe I would take him out next time. I just needed to be creative about it. Today wasn’t over though, so I focused back on my boyfriend.
“So, I thought we could go to my favorite Italian restaurant?” Andy suggested. I had to hold back a giggle.
“Sure, Italian sounds pretty awesome to me” I replied and smiled at him.
“Yay! They have the best pasta dishes ever! You’ll love it!” I laughed a bit at his excitement before looking out of the window. We were back in our beloved (note the sarcasm) small town and Andy took a few turns into roads I never even heard of until he finally stopped in front of a building that I would have missed when walking by. It wasn’t impressive but which awesome, cozy restaurant was?
We got out the car and Andy led the way inside. Immediately a waiter ran up to us, greeting us in a heavy Italian accent and led us to a table for two. We ordered our drinks and while waiting, looked at the menu. All the dishes sounded awesome and I honestly didn’t know where to start.
“Andy, what do I eat?” I whined. Andy chuckled and shrugged.
“I don’t know, babe. You have the whole menu to choose from!” he replied and chuckled some more at my exasperated expression.
“That’s too great of a choice for me!” I exclaimed. Since I really wanted to eat everything but obviously couldn’t I just closed my eyes and let my finger fall on something. I looked and smiled. Tortellini, how amazing!
“I’ll take that” I said with my finger still on my menu. Andy laughed and nodded.
“That’s delicious. I tried it once” he told me. Soon the waiter came back to our table and we ordered our food.
We made little conversation while enjoying our food. I looked at Andy every now and then and couldn’t help but think that I had been totally wrong about him. He didn’t annoy me anymore and was the loveliest boyfriend ever, always paying attention to me and also putting up with my bitchiness all the time. I really couldn’t complain and also, I couldn’t even remember why I didn’t want anything to do with him in the first place. He was so different than I thought him to be.
“What are you thinking about?” Andy asked and looked at me curiously. I hadn’t even noticed that I had stopped eating and just stared at him. I was such a creep sometimes.
“About how annoying I found you when we first met and that I don’t even know why I hated you so much, since your clearly the best boyfriend to ever exist” I confessed and smiled shyly at him. Andy returned the smile and instead of replying just took another bite of his food. Weird.


Andrew Biersack’s Point of View

It would crush him to find out that I was still the same annoying asshole as before. So I just didn’t reply and went on eating my food. He was so wrong and it kind of did hurt me that he thought so nicely of me and that I would just destroy all that when I got from him what I wanted. Even though the date had been really nice so far, I couldn’t help but stick to my original idea. Just because I was a stubborn fuck.


Ashley Purdy’s Point of View

Once we’d finished eating we asked for the bill and went home. Andy parked the car at his parent’s but went to come with me to my apartment, to enjoy some more privacy with me. I totally did not complain. Since it was getting late, we decided to go to bed and cuddle. A perfect end of a perfect day.
We laid on bed in just our boxers, nicely cuddled up. I had my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat, while his arms circled my waist.
“Ands?” I whispered and got a deep hum in response that went straight to my dick. Damn.
“Thanks for today” I said and moved my head so I could look at him. He had a smile on his face and his eyes closed.
“Anytime, babe. It was a nice day, wasn’t it?” His deep voice said.
“It was perfect” I whispered before slowly falling asleep in Andy’s arms.

The next morning I woke up to soft lips pressed against my shoulder, small kisses being placed on my skin. I smiled, cuddling back into my boyfriend.
“Good morning” his very rough morning voice greeted me. It was even deeper than usual, turning me on immediately.
“Morning” I said back and bit my lip. I wiggled my ass against Andy, since my back was pressed against his front. A low growl left his lips and I smirked while turning around.
“That’s what you do to me” I murmured into his ear, pressing my hips against his. He groaned and captured my lips with his, deepening the kiss and immediately showed off his dominance but I loved it. I felt that I wanted this too so rocked my hips against his again, successfully pushing our erections together. Andy let out a deep moan and holy shit if I wasn’t hard already I’d sure be now. That was the most sexual sound I’d ever heard. I rested one hand on his chest, stroking over his nipples as the other made its way to the waist band of Andy’s boxers. I let it wander along the rim of it for a bit, slowly driving him crazy. I just knew he was going insane. His breathing got heavier and I felt his boner press against my thigh. I let my hand stroke over the fabric of his boxers, applying just enough pressure to let him know that it was there, slowly moving up and down.
“God Ash…” he groaned into my ear, gently biting my neck. I let out a moan and blushed. Who knew he’d find my spot so easily?
He pushed his hips into my hand, increasing the pressure on his dick. I grinned and removed my hand just to tease him. He let out a growl and looked at me with this are-you-fucking-kidding-me-expression on his face.I crashed my lips to his and started grinding against him again, moaning at the feeling. I realized that I needed this just as much as he did and suddenly that scared me. I was determined to get him off though. Andy deserved this for being so good to me and that perfect date. I stilled my hips and instead pushed my hand into his boxers, grabbing a hold of his member. I jerked him off at a fast speed, meanwhile trailing kisses down his neck, every now and then biting and sucking a little, leaving small, barely there hickeys. In that moment I was convinced that Andy’s moan was my favorite sound in the whole world. There was nothing better than hearing the growls and moans spill from his mouth knowing that I was the reason for this. My anxiety was forgotten and I concentrated on guiding Andy over the edge, increasing the speed of my hand once more until he came all over my hand and into his boxers. His breathing was still irregular and his hair was sticking to his forehead. His torso was covered in sweat and he had his eyes closed, hiding this magnificent blue from me.
I smiled slightly and ran a hand through his damp hair and kissed his cheek before getting up and walking into the bathroom to take a cold shower.

Notes

Since I couldn't find a "normal" version of this song on youtube you get a special one featuring GERARD FUCKING WAY! ;)

"First Date" by Blink-182 feat. Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance) live in Detroit