All They Do Is Push You To The Edge
we warned you
Ashleys POV
"soo some people had fun tonight," i said to char and darc on our way back to the bus after the show
"YES YES YES YES YES!" char and dar shouted in unison
just as they said that a crowd absorbed us and the girls got seperated from us. fanboy and fangirls surrounded us when one of my old equantances showed us...she was a ex...from befoe darcy. the last ex before darcy.
"Ashley baby! i missed you sexy!" she squeeled and forced her red lips onto mine. from this angle it must look like i kissed her back becaus the next thing i saw broke my heart. Darcy was running away from me in tears and charlie wasnt far behind her trying to make stop.
the boys and i raced back to the bus and hid there until the crowdss had fucked off so that i can find darcy. out of anger i ran towards the closest wall and punched a hole in to it leaving my hand in agonny.
"we warned you ash. why the fuck did you let that happen?!" jinxx screamed at me afteer a while of silence
"what the fuck ashley?! I gave you one shot! if she does anything stupid, its on you!" andy screamed in my face
"whats that meant to mean? shes been clan for a year?!" i shouted back
"she hasnt told you then. why you think she ran away? she had no reason to stay... im gunna go clean up the mess you made! now leave my daughter alone!" and with that andy was gone. his words haunted me... she wasnt clean for as long asi thought. i fucked up big time...
"if it help, i know it wasnt you that kissed her, she got bitchy after you two broke up..." CC said with jake by his side
"what?" i asked taking a ear phone out as i laid in my bunk close to tears
"emma was a douche after you broke up and she wanted to make you know how it felt, guess it worked," jake said emotionless
"well yeah she fucked up the best thing that ever happened to me. and now its my fault if shes hurt il never forgive myself...im never gunna get her back am i?" i questioned.
my phone wa non stop going off. it was twitter asking what was going on. i cant deal with this. i just need to know if i can get her back...
"soo some people had fun tonight," i said to char and darc on our way back to the bus after the show
"YES YES YES YES YES!" char and dar shouted in unison
just as they said that a crowd absorbed us and the girls got seperated from us. fanboy and fangirls surrounded us when one of my old equantances showed us...she was a ex...from befoe darcy. the last ex before darcy.
"Ashley baby! i missed you sexy!" she squeeled and forced her red lips onto mine. from this angle it must look like i kissed her back becaus the next thing i saw broke my heart. Darcy was running away from me in tears and charlie wasnt far behind her trying to make stop.
the boys and i raced back to the bus and hid there until the crowdss had fucked off so that i can find darcy. out of anger i ran towards the closest wall and punched a hole in to it leaving my hand in agonny.
"we warned you ash. why the fuck did you let that happen?!" jinxx screamed at me afteer a while of silence
"what the fuck ashley?! I gave you one shot! if she does anything stupid, its on you!" andy screamed in my face
"whats that meant to mean? shes been clan for a year?!" i shouted back
"she hasnt told you then. why you think she ran away? she had no reason to stay... im gunna go clean up the mess you made! now leave my daughter alone!" and with that andy was gone. his words haunted me... she wasnt clean for as long asi thought. i fucked up big time...
"if it help, i know it wasnt you that kissed her, she got bitchy after you two broke up..." CC said with jake by his side
"what?" i asked taking a ear phone out as i laid in my bunk close to tears
"emma was a douche after you broke up and she wanted to make you know how it felt, guess it worked," jake said emotionless
"well yeah she fucked up the best thing that ever happened to me. and now its my fault if shes hurt il never forgive myself...im never gunna get her back am i?" i questioned.
my phone wa non stop going off. it was twitter asking what was going on. i cant deal with this. i just need to know if i can get her back...
7/18/13