I walked back to the bus a little uncomforatbly. Not about perfroming, but about my weight. I didnt think I was anorexic. I admit, I used to make myself throw up, but that was before I met the boys. I weighed about 90 pounds and stood 5'5. I always thought I was petite. What else dont you know about me? I didnt have a prom date, so I went with my brother. I'm a virgin... self high five! My brother graduated a year ahead of me, even though we're only a few months apart (I dont really know how that played out... we're twins I guess, but I came out 5 months later..... weird huh?) We should've gone to school together, but I was held back a year for being suspended so many times in 7th grade. Just like Andy, I was a kid who they always wanted to suspend, so they made things up. But in 7th grade I got in a fight with a girl who told me I was a freak and to just kill myself. Another in hte same year, when these 2 high school guys tryed to gang up on a girl. I sent them both to the hospital with bone breks in thier ribs. Always aim for the ribs! The girl was emo like me, her name was Monica. We became best friends, but she moved to Flordia. But other than that, the same year, I got suspended tiwce for flipping off my teachers, then 3 times for cutting class. So there you have it! Punk ass 13 year old who just really needed a hug. Then I started listening to Black Veil Brides and became.... different. Not better, different. I was okay with my weirdnesss, and fine with the way I looked, but I was also addicted to cutting myself. Now it's black clothes and war paint. So here's me, Josh Hope. Except now... I have boobs