Nobody's Hero

The screaming was coming from my brother. I knew something bad was going on down there. I didn't even want to go down there, but I knew I had to. I moved the table away from my door as fast as I could and made my way down the stairs.

It took me a while to figure out where to turn and stuff when I left my room, due to me not being here for a good two months or so. When I found the staircase, the screaming was getting louder, and it was ridiculously loud. I stampeded down the stairs to see my brother and my boyfriend screaming at each other.

"You, you fucking ruin everything! You just had to get my sister! You just had to make her turn against me! You just had to fucking bring her back here! Do you ever do one thing right?!" Andy screamed in Ashley's face.

"You're the one who shut her out after she came out of the hospital! She's a big girl, Andy, she can pick what she does and doesn't want to do! But, you being the dick you are, shoved group therapy down her throat and made her go, when she didn't want to go. None of this is my fault." Ashley said, casually towards the end. I just stood there. Neither of them noticed me.

"You know what?" ANdy asked, getting closer to Ashley. I wanted to step in and stop them, but my whole body went weak, and I couldn't move. But, when Jake came and took me into the kitchen, I still heard Andy. "Be with her, I don't give a fuck anymore Ashley. But don't go ape shit on me when I don't talk to Addie."

"You are so ignorant, Andy! This has nothing to do with Addie. This is between me and you, no one else. You want me to leave? I will. You want Addie to leave? I'm pretty sure she will. But it's not like she would be safe doing it. She's dead, Andy. Get with it."

With that, Ashley turned around and left, as I'm assuming. "This is all my fault," I whispered. "I did this. I did this. I ruined my relationship with Andy. I probably ruined my relationship with Ashley. And I damn well ruined their friendship." I was pacing through the kitchen.

"Addisan," Jake tried to soothe. I wasn't listening to him. "Addisan!" he said louder. I turned to look at him and he put his hands on my shoulders. "This is between Andy and Ashley. Don't blame yourself."

"This is my fault, Jake! Every time I touch something, I look at something, I fuck it up! That's all I can say. Soon enough, Oliver will be back and I'm just going to let him kill me. That's where I'm better off."

"Don't fucking say that, Addisan." The voice of my brother croaked from behind me. "Addisan I love you so much and this isn't your fault. Don't say that, I don't know what I'd do without you."

I ran to my brother and tightly wrapped my arms around him. "I'm so sorry," he mumbled into my hair. "I'm so sorry for being that asshole brother. From here on out I will be that brother you knew three months ago. I will be the one to protect you. You got it?" Andy mumbled.

I nodded into his chest. "I love you," I said. His arms tightened around me.

"I love you too."

I let go of Andy and looked into his eyes. I missed him so much and we have a lot of fixing to do in our relationship, and I'm willing to fix those problems we have. It's going to take a long time. But I miss my brother. My real brother. Not the guy I've seen this past month.

I was debating whether or not I should go and see Ashley. I know I should, but I don't know. "Go," Andy said. He could tell that I was debating.

I smiled at him and left the kitchen, making my way up the stairs. I wasn't used to going into Ashley's room. But, I softly knocked on the door. Soon enough, Ashley stood there. Before I could say anything he wrapped his arms around me. "It's not your fault," he whispered. "Don't blame yourself, Ads."

I wrapped my arms around him tighter and looked at him. I got on my tiptoes and connecting my lips with his. "I love you," I said.

"I love you more, Addisan."

Notes

o look i updated when does that happen? lmfao never looool.

but this story is nearing an end. maybe five or seven more chapTERS AND THEN COMES THE SEQUELLLLLLL WOOOOO!! I have a lot planned for that shit and i hope you all are going to enjoy it ^.^
and i started high school today which was nerve racking, but it actually went really amazing!!

but yaaaaa I hope you enjoyed this shitty update haahah1