Nobody's Hero

I've been going fucking crazy. I need to know where Addie is. I've been claiming that I didn't care, but I really, truly did care. None of the guys know where she is. No one knows where she is. It's driving me fucking insane. I need her back here. After everything that has happened, I regret everything that I said to her. I want to take it back.

She deleted her profile off the computer downstairs. I've been trying to see if I can find her history in any of our histories, but I can't. Not knowing where she is, bothers me. She could be dead for all I fucking know.

I just kept checking and checking everything I could in the computer, but I've found nothing. I haven't left the house once since Addie left around a week ago. It's my fault she's gone. It's all my fucking fault. I soon gave up on the whole computer thing and heard a stampede coming down the stairs. Turning around in the chair, to see CC, Jinxx, or Jake, I was shocked to see who I saw.

Ashley was standing there. I haven't seen him since I told him to get out. He told me he loved my little sister. That threw me over the edge. I can't have him in love with my sister. That's just a damn recipe for disaster. I know she doesn't feel the same way about him. "You came back," I gulped standing up from the chair, hearing all my bones cracked.

"Only because I found out no one can find Addie." I looked at him. He was my best friend, and I fucked everything up with him too. I missed him so much, as faggish as that sounds. He is my best friend and I've basically been lost without him. "And to see how you were holding up, man. You were a mess last time I saw you."

"Just looking for Addie. Going crazy. I don't know anymore, Ash. I fucked up everything with Addie. Everything with you. Everything with the band. I fucking fucked up everything!" I threw my body back into the chair and put my head in my hands. The violent sobs were shooting out of my throat like bullets and I couldn't control them. "I need to know where she is Ash. I'm lost without her."

I spun the chair back around and picked up my phone. Only to see it was dead. I groaned and looked through the drawer that would barely open.

I was only looking for my charger, but I found something else that could keep my sane for the time being. I threw my phone across the room and let out an exaggerated gasp, pulling the plastic rectangle out of the drawer. I heard Ashley hum in confusion and I turned around holding up the card with the weirdest smile on my face. "It-t's her credit card."

I turned back around and woke the computer up from it's sleep mode and logged on and went to the internet. I knew everything about Addie's account because she told me it. Thank God, she did. The credit card company's website was soon pulled up on the screen and I didn't hesitate to type in the log in information.

Scrolling through all the information, I soon found out the card was cancelled, but I was still able to look at the purchasing history. The only recent purchase was around a week ago, and it gave me exactly what I needed and wanted to know.

Addie bought a plane ticket. She is back in Ohio. It was honestly the last place I thought she would have went. There's no one over there for her. I don't even want to know what's going on over there with her. It's worrying me just thinking about it. "I know where she is," I croaked out, my gaze soon leaving the computer screen and spinning the chair a bit to look at Ashley. He raised his eyebrows in question. "She's in Cincinnati. She went back to Ohio. With nothing but the clothes on her back."

"What do you want to do about it?" Ash asked, running a hand through his hair and letting out a gasp. I didn't know if I wanted to go down there or not. But, I wanted to find Addie, and now that I know where she is, I feel a little bit more relaxed, but I need to settle things with her.

The words finally left my mouth. "I guess we're going to Ohio."

Notes

this is short and terrible and ugh.

but, I needed to update and this needs to turn into a love story sooner than later.

but now that this chapter is out, I know what I'm doing with the story.

I plan on ending it at around 50 chapters, and then heading over to the sequel. so, yeah.

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