Love Cannot Be Forgotten
Don't You Think Love Is Worth Fighting For?
I woke up in my bed, my head hurting. Had it all been a dream? Maybe I wasn’t really mated to Ashley. I sighed and started to sit up.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you, you hit your head really hard and you have a concussion,” I heard a monotone voice say. I slowly turned my head to see Ashley sitting on the bed next to me, his arms crossed as he popped his gum. I sighed and laid back down playing with my fingers as I tried to gather the courage to say something- anything. This is the man I’ve loved for ever. Why can’t I say something?
“Ash I-” I started.
“Save it Andrew. I don’t want to talk about anything right now. We both know I don’t want to be with you, so shut up. I’m already talking to the elders since they obviously made a mistake,” he snapped. I felt tears pool in my eyes as I nodded slowly. It took all I had not to break down sobbing right then and there, but I had more self control then that. He can deny it all he wants, but he and I are mates, and he’s just going to have to get used to that, right? When he saw the tears in his eyes, his expression shocked me. He looked, sad? Though only for a few moments, before he quickly rolled his eyes and looked the other way. I sighed and closed my eyes, pretending to sleep.
“Oh Andy, I wish I could just hate you,” I thought I heard whispered. I was probably dreaming it, because right after I heard that I blacked out into my dream land.
~~~
When I awoke again, Ashley was holding a tray of food in his lap. He sighed when he saw my eyes open and told me to sit up slowly and rest my back against the headboard, which I did. He then sat the tray in my lap and told me to eat. I could tell my mom made it, it was my favorite of her dinners. I made sure to be a good little fertile and follow all my dom’s orders. He sighed heavily.
“Andrew?” I looked up at him, “I think you know what mates are supposed to do when they’re first mated,” he said. I nodded a bit and my heart fluttered at the thought. He took the finished tray of food off my lap and sat it on the side table before crawling on top of me and kissing me lightly. I felt my heartbeat quicken as his lips danced with mine. It was like magic, the feeling I had. My arms slowly felt their way around his neck as he slowly slipped his tongue into my mouth.
Our tongues danced together in what felt like the most graceful of ways. He slowly kissed down to my neck as I tilted my head to the side, ready for him to claim me. I gasped as his razor sharp fangs pierced the skin of my neck. I couldn’t hold in my moans, it felt as if I was whole and complete.
I felt as his venom, which would be deadly to anyone but me since I am his mate, entered my body, claiming me as his own. I heard my mom walk in and he quickly pulled away, wiping the blood of his chin and looking toward her. I knew my mom, and it would take awhile before she would ever trust me with him. She’s the type to hold grudges, especially when it involves me, her only son. She ignored him and looked straight at me smiling.
“Did you enjoy your food sweetheart?” I nodded and smiled at her.
“Thank you momma, that was very nice of you to make it for me,” I said politely. I watched as the corners of Ashley’s lips pulled up into a slight smile before falling back down. She nodded, taking the tray with dirty dishes, and leaving. Ashley looked back at me before awkwardly crawling off of me.
“Well, I guess you’re all mine now,” He said sighing. I nodded a bit staring at my feet. I didn’t think it would hurt this much. Sure I knew it would hurt but, this is just too much.
I guess I’ll have to work on it, getting him to love me.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you, you hit your head really hard and you have a concussion,” I heard a monotone voice say. I slowly turned my head to see Ashley sitting on the bed next to me, his arms crossed as he popped his gum. I sighed and laid back down playing with my fingers as I tried to gather the courage to say something- anything. This is the man I’ve loved for ever. Why can’t I say something?
“Ash I-” I started.
“Save it Andrew. I don’t want to talk about anything right now. We both know I don’t want to be with you, so shut up. I’m already talking to the elders since they obviously made a mistake,” he snapped. I felt tears pool in my eyes as I nodded slowly. It took all I had not to break down sobbing right then and there, but I had more self control then that. He can deny it all he wants, but he and I are mates, and he’s just going to have to get used to that, right? When he saw the tears in his eyes, his expression shocked me. He looked, sad? Though only for a few moments, before he quickly rolled his eyes and looked the other way. I sighed and closed my eyes, pretending to sleep.
“Oh Andy, I wish I could just hate you,” I thought I heard whispered. I was probably dreaming it, because right after I heard that I blacked out into my dream land.
~~~
When I awoke again, Ashley was holding a tray of food in his lap. He sighed when he saw my eyes open and told me to sit up slowly and rest my back against the headboard, which I did. He then sat the tray in my lap and told me to eat. I could tell my mom made it, it was my favorite of her dinners. I made sure to be a good little fertile and follow all my dom’s orders. He sighed heavily.
“Andrew?” I looked up at him, “I think you know what mates are supposed to do when they’re first mated,” he said. I nodded a bit and my heart fluttered at the thought. He took the finished tray of food off my lap and sat it on the side table before crawling on top of me and kissing me lightly. I felt my heartbeat quicken as his lips danced with mine. It was like magic, the feeling I had. My arms slowly felt their way around his neck as he slowly slipped his tongue into my mouth.
Our tongues danced together in what felt like the most graceful of ways. He slowly kissed down to my neck as I tilted my head to the side, ready for him to claim me. I gasped as his razor sharp fangs pierced the skin of my neck. I couldn’t hold in my moans, it felt as if I was whole and complete.
I felt as his venom, which would be deadly to anyone but me since I am his mate, entered my body, claiming me as his own. I heard my mom walk in and he quickly pulled away, wiping the blood of his chin and looking toward her. I knew my mom, and it would take awhile before she would ever trust me with him. She’s the type to hold grudges, especially when it involves me, her only son. She ignored him and looked straight at me smiling.
“Did you enjoy your food sweetheart?” I nodded and smiled at her.
“Thank you momma, that was very nice of you to make it for me,” I said politely. I watched as the corners of Ashley’s lips pulled up into a slight smile before falling back down. She nodded, taking the tray with dirty dishes, and leaving. Ashley looked back at me before awkwardly crawling off of me.
“Well, I guess you’re all mine now,” He said sighing. I nodded a bit staring at my feet. I didn’t think it would hurt this much. Sure I knew it would hurt but, this is just too much.
I guess I’ll have to work on it, getting him to love me.
i love this!
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