2 years goes by slowly when you have to be supervised all the time.

Everyone says I'm recovering fine. Physically , I mean. I can sort of walk now , and I can move my arms as I please now. But everything is still so challenging. My body is creaky feeling and my head is almost always aching. Taking pain medication on a regular basses makes things harder too. Because the medication makes everything numb.

Other than that , I can't really complain. Everything in my life is perfect. My relationship with Austin has took a new high. He's been so supportive over everything , and Skypes me every night , most the time alone , but sometimes with the guys. those nights are always fun. I forgave Austin because during my 'Hey Guys I'm Actually Alive , My Body Just Won't Move' time , I realized Austin was the reason I was fighting. That I loved him and never ever want to loose him.

I've been staying with Andy and Ashley while Austin's on tour. They seem alright for the most part. But when they think I'm asleep , or can't hear , they're fighting. Over what , I'm not sure. But it seems pretty serious. Ashley doesn't take it lightly , it effects him for days. It heartbreaking actually. He sits in his room for days , drunk with his bass. He won't even talk to me. But when he comes out he acts like everything is fine.

10P.M , the time Austin usually calls. I opened and unlocked my computer , and if on cue , Austin's call came up. I answered it and Austin was sitting to close again.

"Babe. Back up some." He laughed and did so , claiming he'll never know how to angle this.

We talked about the normal stuff , like his tour , how it's been going , things they do backstage or in the bus. then we get into the lovey dovey couple stuff. About how we miss each other and such. Who loves who more and such. Same old, same old.

"Well , babe , you look tired , I'll talk to you tomorrow, yea?" Austin said moving his hand to hang up the call.

"Wait! Austin , we have one more thing to talk about." I said

"And that is?" Austin asked sitting back in his chair.

"Andy and Ashley." I said flatly.

"And what about them?" Austin asked now more interested in our call.

"I don't think Andy is in love with my brother anymore. They act lovey in front of me. they kiss, they cuddle, and they be cute and stuff. But when they think I can't hear - most the time - they fight. I don't know what about , but man it's serious. It leaves Ashley hurt for days. He locks himself in there room with nothing but alcohol and his bass , he stays in there for days. Won't talk to anyone. It worries me , if he gets that shitty after an argument , how is it going to effect him if Andy doesn't actually love him and leaves him. I don't think anyone will be able to deal with that." I finally let out a breath after my rant.

"Well..." Austin started. "Some people mistake some feelings for love, like lust, let's say." Yea , lust was a good example, I mistook lust for love with Andy. "If Andy mistook lust for love with Ash , then there break ups gonna happen. If Andy doesn't love Ash, no one can force him to stay. That will only make him push away from Ah more , and hurt Ash more. I know you love your brother 'Ressa , but you can't interfere. Some people just aren't meant to be." I let Austin's words sink in , he was right , in a sort.

"I'm pretty sure Andy wouldn't marry Ashley out of lust." I said rolling my eyes.

"Hey , calm'er. You don't know that. Some people are rather nieve." I nodded my head , realizing he was right. So , like a woman I took my defeat.

"Yea. I'm tired. I'm going to bed." I said starring off into nowhere.

"Okay. Love you Carressa."

"Yea. Love you too." With that Austin hung up the call.

I took out my headphones and penalized every word of Austin's little speech. If Andy was with my brother out of lust I'm going to rip him limb from limb.

Stepping off the couch, I ran up the stairs , and speed walked down the hall to the guest room , where Andy stayed when Ashley was like this. Without knocking I bursted into his room , he was back to me crying.

"Andy, we need to talk. Now." Andy sniffled up his tears and turned to me. He eyed the scars on my legs - fuck I forgot I was wearing shorts - and then looked back up at me.

"Do you love my brother? And don't bullshit me! So help me God if you do I'll-"

"Yes! Carressa! Yes I fucking do , okay?!" Andy yelled to interrupt my threat.

I crossed my arms and smirked at him , I cocked one hip out to the side.

"Prove it." I said with the same smirk.

"Fine." Andy got up off the bed and pushed past me , I followed him down the hall to there room , well Ashley's room now.

"Ashley , I love you baby. We need to talk this threw. Let me in please." Ashley didn't say a word.

"Thats not proving it Biersack. thats hoping everything you want will come to you. . . Thats lust." Austin was right.

Andy didn't answer me. A silent tear rolled down his cheek and he backed up away from the door. I scoffed and turned to leave , this man doesn't love my brother. Maybe it'd be best if he did leave him. Now sooner than later , Ashley will be less hurt if Andy leaves now.

Behind me I heard a giant bang , then a loud thud , then a groan. I turned around to see what it was.

Andy was gone.

And so was there bedroom door.

Notes

Hey guys , I'm sorry this was so long. I just wasn't liking where the story was headed , so I wasn't really excited to write it I guess.

BUT! I have very special news for you all! Remember that contest I held? And the winner was the very lovely Izzy Biersack won? Yes , well , we have started planning and the story will be KILLER! Hee hee , thats a hint.

So , the story is now were I want it to be so , I will update a lot more.

That you for your support! I love you!
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