This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy
Twenty
(DESTINY)
*Thursday*
I wasn't going to school today because of Jessica's death.Today, I would be going to pick up what she made for me. CC and I headed over to her house. We both got out and knocked on the door, waiting a minute before her mother opened it, revealing herself.
"Hello Destiny. Are you here for what Jessica left you?" She asked.
"Yeah." I said quietly. She led the both of us down the hall and into Jessica's room. I walked in and looked at her desk, noticing a piece of paper sitting there. I went over to it and looked at it. It was blank.
"Do you by any chance know what she made me?" I asked her mother.
"I think I might. Let's see.." She said while she was looking around. I glanced under the bed and saw something there.
"Wait..." i said as I bent down and took out whatever it was. It was a little sculpture with the BVB star on it. It looked really cool. There was a note stuck to it, so I read it.
'Destiny, this is for you. I made it for you and the guys. This band had saved my life, but not this time. I love all of you. And tell my mom I love her.'
I looked over to CC and then her mom.
"She says she loves you." I said. Her mom nodded and left the room. We both followed.
"Mrs. Higgins, thank you for letting us do this today. I appreciate it." I said.
"Oh dear, you're so very welcome. I hope you enjoy her artwork. It truly is amazing." She said.
"I will. We have to go. Goodbye." I said. I gave her a hug and then CC gave her one and we left. We arrived home and I showed the guys the sculpture. They all loved it. I put it up in my room on my dresser and then I went back downstairs.
"You guys, I'm hungry." I said.
"You want some pizza?" Ashley asked.
"Sure that would be nice." I said. Ashley nodded and ordered us all pizza. It arrived within forty five minutes and we all sat down and ate. After we ate, we all sat down for a movie... or four. By the time we had watched all four movies, it was six thirty, and Ashley was serving up drinks. CC passed on the drinks and sat next to me on the loveseat, where I was cuddled into him, crying again.
"Fuck!" I said as I wiped a tear away. CC just held me closer. I ended up falling asleep right there in CC's arms.
*Friday*
Again, I kissed CC goodbye. I got out of the car and walked down the halls, feeling empty inside. No one talked to me. No one touched me. And no one even acknowledged that I was there. I kept walking around until the bell rang. As I headed to first, I kept going over today's schedule in my head. First, second, third, fourth, the rally. We weren't going to fifth, sixth, or seventh today since it was an early day. I entered the classroom and plopped into my seat. I put my head down on the desk and stayed like that the whole period. I walked to second and did the same thing. I put my head down all day until the rally. We were finally inside and sitting down. There was some shitty music playing, but I tuned it all out.
"Alright!! Welcome to the rally guys!" The principal said. Everyone cheered, even me. I loved these things.
"So, the first competition will be students against teachers. I need four students. Two boys, two girls." She said. She picked out her four and they all got ready for it. The competition was just a relay race, nothing too special. The winner was Mr. Harris, the woodshop teacher. We all cheered for him. The second competition was to eat a while plate of whipped cream just using your face, no hands allowed. The plates were small, and again it was teachers and students. The winner was a freshman by the name of Clarence that won. All the freshmen went crazy for him. The third competition was pretty weird. The teachers each had a student helper. The student would then act like they were a wheel barrow and let their partner pick them up by the ankles. The student would then use their hands to move and I guess it was just another relay race, but more difficult, because they kept falling over, which was fun. The fourth and last competition was a screaming competition.
"Okay, this side," the principal pointed to the side I was on," will scream 'go' and this side will scream 'rams'. Okay go." She pointed to us and we screamed. Loudly. The freshmen and sophomores screamed louder than us juniors and seniors, so they won.
"Alright. We have a special guest for you tonight. Here he is!" The principal said. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw who walked out. It was CC. I gasped.
"I would like Miss Ferguson to please come down here." The principal said. I slowly stood up and walked over to CC, who immediately took my hand. He was handed the microphone.
"I just have a few things to say to my lovely girlfriend." He said. He turned to me and smiled.
"First, Destiny, you are so beautiful and I love you. Second, you have been through so much shit this year. I'm proud of you for everything you've done and achieved. I know that the passing of your mother tore you apart, but you've stayed so strong, and I was there for you every step of the way after that. Jessica's death was hard on you as well, and I plan on being there for you again." CC said. I was crying by now, and he wasn't finished.
"So baby, I just have one question."
"What's that?" I asked.
"Will you marry me?" CC asked as he knelt down and pulled out a ring. Everyone awed and a few of the teachers were crying. I looked down at CC with tear filled eyes, and I smiled.
"Yes I'll marry you!" I said, and CC slipped the ring on my finger, and I jumped on him, kissing him with so much passion. Everyone awed again as we stood there, kissing.
"Alright, break it up." Someone said, gently pulling us apart. It was Andy, Ashley, Jinxx, and Jake. I looked up at them all.
"I love you guys." I said. I hugged each of them and then returned to CC's arms. We all walked away and went home. It just goes to show that life is a wonderful thing. I admired the ring on my finger, so happy, yet so sad that my parents couldn't be here to see their daughter get married. They won't see their grandchildren, which fucking sucks. But I put away all those sad memories on my wedding day, because that day was for me and CC. I hoped to never think about those memories again, but one can dream, can't she? I think about all of it everyday, how I couldn't save my mother that night, how if I knew that Jessica was going to commit suicide, I would've helped her. But I can't change anything. If I could, I would. As I sit here and watch my two kids play, I think about everything that happened senior year. Me going on Warped Tour, singing on that stage, not giving a fuck about my worries, but focusing on something I love. No, I never started a band, but I still sing for CC and my children. My daughter is four, my son is two, and they are the best things that ever happened to me. Sure, I've had a shitty life, but CC had always been there for me through it all, and I love him for that. So, this is the end of my story, it goes no where exciting from here, and that's okay.
*Thursday*
I wasn't going to school today because of Jessica's death.Today, I would be going to pick up what she made for me. CC and I headed over to her house. We both got out and knocked on the door, waiting a minute before her mother opened it, revealing herself.
"Hello Destiny. Are you here for what Jessica left you?" She asked.
"Yeah." I said quietly. She led the both of us down the hall and into Jessica's room. I walked in and looked at her desk, noticing a piece of paper sitting there. I went over to it and looked at it. It was blank.
"Do you by any chance know what she made me?" I asked her mother.
"I think I might. Let's see.." She said while she was looking around. I glanced under the bed and saw something there.
"Wait..." i said as I bent down and took out whatever it was. It was a little sculpture with the BVB star on it. It looked really cool. There was a note stuck to it, so I read it.
'Destiny, this is for you. I made it for you and the guys. This band had saved my life, but not this time. I love all of you. And tell my mom I love her.'
I looked over to CC and then her mom.
"She says she loves you." I said. Her mom nodded and left the room. We both followed.
"Mrs. Higgins, thank you for letting us do this today. I appreciate it." I said.
"Oh dear, you're so very welcome. I hope you enjoy her artwork. It truly is amazing." She said.
"I will. We have to go. Goodbye." I said. I gave her a hug and then CC gave her one and we left. We arrived home and I showed the guys the sculpture. They all loved it. I put it up in my room on my dresser and then I went back downstairs.
"You guys, I'm hungry." I said.
"You want some pizza?" Ashley asked.
"Sure that would be nice." I said. Ashley nodded and ordered us all pizza. It arrived within forty five minutes and we all sat down and ate. After we ate, we all sat down for a movie... or four. By the time we had watched all four movies, it was six thirty, and Ashley was serving up drinks. CC passed on the drinks and sat next to me on the loveseat, where I was cuddled into him, crying again.
"Fuck!" I said as I wiped a tear away. CC just held me closer. I ended up falling asleep right there in CC's arms.
*Friday*
Again, I kissed CC goodbye. I got out of the car and walked down the halls, feeling empty inside. No one talked to me. No one touched me. And no one even acknowledged that I was there. I kept walking around until the bell rang. As I headed to first, I kept going over today's schedule in my head. First, second, third, fourth, the rally. We weren't going to fifth, sixth, or seventh today since it was an early day. I entered the classroom and plopped into my seat. I put my head down on the desk and stayed like that the whole period. I walked to second and did the same thing. I put my head down all day until the rally. We were finally inside and sitting down. There was some shitty music playing, but I tuned it all out.
"Alright!! Welcome to the rally guys!" The principal said. Everyone cheered, even me. I loved these things.
"So, the first competition will be students against teachers. I need four students. Two boys, two girls." She said. She picked out her four and they all got ready for it. The competition was just a relay race, nothing too special. The winner was Mr. Harris, the woodshop teacher. We all cheered for him. The second competition was to eat a while plate of whipped cream just using your face, no hands allowed. The plates were small, and again it was teachers and students. The winner was a freshman by the name of Clarence that won. All the freshmen went crazy for him. The third competition was pretty weird. The teachers each had a student helper. The student would then act like they were a wheel barrow and let their partner pick them up by the ankles. The student would then use their hands to move and I guess it was just another relay race, but more difficult, because they kept falling over, which was fun. The fourth and last competition was a screaming competition.
"Okay, this side," the principal pointed to the side I was on," will scream 'go' and this side will scream 'rams'. Okay go." She pointed to us and we screamed. Loudly. The freshmen and sophomores screamed louder than us juniors and seniors, so they won.
"Alright. We have a special guest for you tonight. Here he is!" The principal said. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw who walked out. It was CC. I gasped.
"I would like Miss Ferguson to please come down here." The principal said. I slowly stood up and walked over to CC, who immediately took my hand. He was handed the microphone.
"I just have a few things to say to my lovely girlfriend." He said. He turned to me and smiled.
"First, Destiny, you are so beautiful and I love you. Second, you have been through so much shit this year. I'm proud of you for everything you've done and achieved. I know that the passing of your mother tore you apart, but you've stayed so strong, and I was there for you every step of the way after that. Jessica's death was hard on you as well, and I plan on being there for you again." CC said. I was crying by now, and he wasn't finished.
"So baby, I just have one question."
"What's that?" I asked.
"Will you marry me?" CC asked as he knelt down and pulled out a ring. Everyone awed and a few of the teachers were crying. I looked down at CC with tear filled eyes, and I smiled.
"Yes I'll marry you!" I said, and CC slipped the ring on my finger, and I jumped on him, kissing him with so much passion. Everyone awed again as we stood there, kissing.
"Alright, break it up." Someone said, gently pulling us apart. It was Andy, Ashley, Jinxx, and Jake. I looked up at them all.
"I love you guys." I said. I hugged each of them and then returned to CC's arms. We all walked away and went home. It just goes to show that life is a wonderful thing. I admired the ring on my finger, so happy, yet so sad that my parents couldn't be here to see their daughter get married. They won't see their grandchildren, which fucking sucks. But I put away all those sad memories on my wedding day, because that day was for me and CC. I hoped to never think about those memories again, but one can dream, can't she? I think about all of it everyday, how I couldn't save my mother that night, how if I knew that Jessica was going to commit suicide, I would've helped her. But I can't change anything. If I could, I would. As I sit here and watch my two kids play, I think about everything that happened senior year. Me going on Warped Tour, singing on that stage, not giving a fuck about my worries, but focusing on something I love. No, I never started a band, but I still sing for CC and my children. My daughter is four, my son is two, and they are the best things that ever happened to me. Sure, I've had a shitty life, but CC had always been there for me through it all, and I love him for that. So, this is the end of my story, it goes no where exciting from here, and that's okay.
Notes
Last chapter, lovelies. There won't be a sequel, because I only got twenty chapters in for this, and I feel it would end up being boring. I hope you enjoyed this. Tell me what you think, and I'll let you guys know when I post the first chapter of the new story I've been writing. :3 I love you all and thanks for reading.<3
@mrs.purdy
Ill think about it haha
1/22/15