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You left me... broken

Chapter 35

Hallie's POV

"Well fuck!" Andy shouts, waking me up. "An hour! Both of us? Alright Jon. We'll be there." He sighs, looking over to me while putting down his phone. "So we have an interview in an hour. And by we I mean the whole band and our girlfriends."
"Great." I groan, sitting up. Andy puts a finger on my chest, "sorry about that."
I look down to see that he had made hickeys in the shape of a heart below my collar bone last night. "That's amazing." I whisper, "I wish I could not covering it up."
"You don't have to, just put makeup over it or something." He mumbles, "I saw it on tumblr and thought I would try it."
"Well you are just the best boyfriend anyone could ever have." I peck his cheek before climbing out of bed. I turn to Andy, forgetting that I'm naked, "what should I wear?"
"that." He chuckles, following me out of bed. "Umm but probably just something that covers your bump and is what you would normally wear. Like I'm just wearing my vest, black skinny jeans, and black tank top."
"I guess I could just wear this or something." I find a grey hello kitty muscle tank top that I have to wear a tank top under. Or used to, when I lived with my mom... I find a lacy push up bra and put that on, then put the top on. Andy watches as I pull on a pair of shorts that have holes with the lace tights I am wearing underneath showing through. I grab a black stud covered belt and a pair of different length earrings to finish off the look. I turn to see that Andy is already dressed and has begun straightening his hair. I join him. "I plugged in your straightener for you." He mumbles, holding it up for me to take. I quickly straighten my hair, then put on my normal makeup. Andy doesn't wear any. I find a pair of combat boots my mom never let me wear and grab my phone, ready to go. Andy pulls on his boots and runs up behind me. "Aright. We have 10 minutes until we have to leave. You haven't done any press with me before so basically they will probably interview us for a while, either separately or individually, probably film some of it. Then they will do a photo shoot. Apparently it's at Jinxx's house."
He places his lips on mine. "We should actually go now."
"okay." I follow him down the stairs and into the car. I go onto my Instagram, "I need to buy that new tonight alive album."
"You like them?" He raises an eyebrow.
"Have you ever listened to them?"
"Ya."
"Name one of there songs." Bryan stars interview #5, Andy didn't know any Asking Alexandria songs. Lets see if he's lying.
"Umm... What was that one we were listening to a while ago?" He mumbles, blushing.
I mockingly gasp, "So you didn't! And it was called starlight. I have to show you them later."
"Okay." He sighs as we pull into Jinxx and Sammi's driveway. We're the last ones here of course. We rush inside to be greated by the furious face of Jon. "Andy! You're a fucking 45 minutes late! Ever since you've been seeing Hallie you've been blowing off your responsibilities!"
"Hey. It's not my fault we didn't know about this." He pushes past him. I mouth, 'I'm sorry' to Jon and follow Andy into the living room where they are about to begin the interviews.
"I'm Craig." A man with a high pitched voice and a Ramones T-shirt on says while shaking Andy's hand. Once we join the rest of the band on the couch he explains, "so basically we're from the AP magazine and because there is so much hype about your band right now we are doing an entire special issue on just black veil brides. But the thing is, we have to do more of a gossipy type of issue to meet the demands of the public than normal. So I'm sorry in advance if it is awkward."
"It can't be anymore awkward than kerrang." Lola mutters to ashley, he chuckles, "nope."
"We're going to interview you as couples first, then interview the group, then a photo shoot if that is alright?" He asks again. We all nod in agreement, shrugging. Andy whispers, "we are going to be a while I bet."
"First is Lauren and cc."
"Just because there is no gossip about us." Lauren giggles as they follow them outside to where the interview is set up. Lola and ashley are sitting a lot closer together than normal. I think Sammi notices as well and raises an eyebrow. "You want to tell us something Lola? You're practically sitting on top of each other."
"No..." She mumbles. Ashley's cheeks redden, along with hers. Andy smirks, "you guys had sex last night."
Lola gasps, her cheeks reddening, "No we did not!"
"Oh please!" Andy rolls his eyes. "You're acting how we were when we first slept together." I cringe at that, so does ashley.
"You're wearing the sex perfume!" Sammi exclaims. "Congrats guys!"
Her belly is smaller than mine...
"Well hallie and Andy had sex last night.'go obsess over them." Lola grumbles, pointing at us. Jake rolls his eyes, "so. They do every night. I know, I was on top of hallie."
"Again with your wording jake!" Ashley laughs, still blushing.
"We do not!" I snap. A blush creeps into my cheeks as everyone but Ella raises their eyebrows. "But Andy gave me hickeys in the shape of a heart last night." I say smugly and pull down the collar of my shirt to reveal the heart. Andy glances at it, puffing his chest out the slightest bit as if to say he was proud of it.
"That's cool." Sammi says quietly.
Ella mumbles awkwardly from beside jake, "Hallie, you guys gave me quite a show that one night."
"Sorry about that."
She waves her hand in dismissal at Andy's apology, "it's fine."
"Ya, so we get to find out the genders next week." Andy drapes his arm over my shoulders and smiles. "And if we're having triplets."
All expressions turn serious. Jinxx asks first, "you are both practically kids yourselves. How are you going to raise two or even three. We have doubts about you being able to raise one."
"We can't exactly choose how many kids we are having." I say. "One, two or three, we can figure it out. And as long as we love them it will be alright."
We receive eye rolls as the couple walks back into the room. I sigh as the guy takes jake and Ella back.
"Show them your hickey." Sammi smirks once they are gone. I pull down the collar to show them the heart quickly. Lauren smiles smugly, as does cc. "Nice one Andy."
He plants a kiss on my cheek. "So what'd they ask you about?"
"Not much. Just drumming and how long we've been together and shit." Cc rolls his eyes. "They just want the story on you 4 honestly. We all know that."
"Ya, it's sad." Jinxx mumbles. "The media focuses on the gossip and not the music. And usually just the lead singer."
"That annoys me with some bands." I mumble, feeling Andy tense up beside me. "Where the lead singer is the only one that gets any attention. Like sleeping with sirens or something. You guys aren't like that so much. I mean, ya Andy does get more attention by a bit but not so much. He's the frontman but not the center of attention all of the time." I explain. Andy nods, "I get what you mean. Some bands it's only the lead singer."
"that's true. But ashley gets the next most attention..." Lauren trails off, blushing.
"From 15 year old fangirls who are hoping to get with me because I was single." Ashley retorts. I clear my throat. "I was a 15 year old fangirl. The hoping to get with the band wasn't applicable but still.... How rude." I jokingly pout until Andy whispers in my ear seductively, "oh I think that you wanted to have sex with me. Every fangirl secretly hopes for it don't they."
I shake my head. He chuckles against my ear. "But you are having my kid now so I guess it's a win-win situation for both of us.. You know, you got with me, and are now dating me. And I'm with the woman I love, hopefully forever."
"Stoooop!" Cc whines, only to have Lauren whisper sweet nothing's in his ear.
"And baby, ignore them if they say anything alright? We have two days until you go back to school and it's going to be the best fucking two days of our lives so far." He whispers, his lips brushing on mine for less than an instant. "I love you Hallie."
"Hallie and Andy, you're next."
"Well here goes nothing." Andy mumbles as we follow the man outside, hand in hand. There is an outdoor couch arranged with a chair across and a camera man recording everything.
"Hey... So could you guys introduce yourselves to the camera before we start?"
I shrug. "Sure..."
"Hey, I'm Andy Biersack from black veil brides." Andy waves with his free hand. I try not to be too awkward while saying, "I'm Hallie Samuels.. Andy's girlfriend..."
"So first question. How long have you been together?" The man with the high pitches voice asks.
"Almost 4 months." Andy smiles down at me as Craig asks, "and you're pregnant correct?"
"No!..." I joke. "I'm just wearing a fake baby bump for nine months and then adopting two or three babies at the end."
"So you are?"
"Ya. Sorry I'm sarcastic when I get nervous." I mumble, embarrassed. Andy giggles.
"And you're 15?"
I nod.
"did you two plan on having a kid?"
Andy shakes his head drastically. "Fuck no."
"It was on accident, but we're still excited and ready to be parents." I answer. "He just has to work on swearing."
"Well, hallie, what's it like to be dating Andy compared to normal teenage boys."
"Umm... I've never been in a relationship with anyone but Andy." I feel my cheeks heat up as I say this, "umm... Well one other person for two days and they were an asshole but that was after Andy and I had gotten together."
"So you cheated on him?"
"No. Basically our relationship lasted in a purely physical manner for the first week. Lola and Andy were official again, however we were not. I kind of stopped it after a week, and it wasn't resurfaced until I found out I was pregnant.. About two weeks or three weeks later. Then Andy broke up with Lola and we've been together since then."
"so, Andy you dated Hallie's older sister... Is it still awkward between you?"
Andy runs a hand through his hair, "kind of. I mean, she's gotten over that I'm with hallie and I don't really care that she is with ashley but that doesn't mean that it's not awkward because I've had sex with both of them and you know, it's awkward if you were to date two sisters and stick with one."
"At least you're not dating Eli." I mumble, jokingly. The interviewer raises an eyebrow. "Who?"
"She's my oldest sister. She's engaged to Lola's Ex fiancée, Erik. Our families relationships are messed up. Everyone's cheated on everyone and ya.." I blush, Andy squeezes my hand reassuringly.
"So your current relationship is illegal... Correct?"
"Mhmm... Until the thirteenth of September." Andy's cheeks heat up as well. "Personally, I think love is love and that there shouldn't be laws against it. But they are in place in case there are pedophiles who are so desperate that they want to have sex with 8 year olds but once you reach a certain age it's kind of ridiculous. Like if hallie didn't want to be with me, she would have been long gone by now."
Dahvie vanity comes to mind as Andy says this, he looks at me and winks.
The interviewer nods, shuffling through papers to find the next question. "Andy, black veil brides is getting pretty popular now.. How do you deal with the fans that want to you know, be with you."
"I have something to say first." I say quietly, "during warped and from what I've seen, now that Andy and I are dating his fans think that he will cheat on me with anyone of any age as well because he cheated on Lola with me. I trust him though."
Andy continues, "basically It's not like it hasn't happened before, just it's on a larger scale. I mean, all I can do is ignore their attempts at flirting and hope they get it."
"Have you had any interesting occurrences with fans in that manner recently?"
Andy looks at me, worried. "There were a few during warped tour. One day almost every fan that asked me to sign their shirt told me to sign in this region." He motions his hands above my boobs, I giggle awkwardly while he continues, "another time, as I was walking back to the bus, a girl about 17 or 18 had been following me and pinned me against the bus, kissing me. It was really weird because I didn't want to hurt her by accident to get her off of me but she would not stop.. I ended up having to kind of push her off. I told her softly, 'sweetie, I have a girlfriend who I love very much. Please don't go around and attempt to kiss band members.' Then walked on to the bus."
"When did that happen?" I ask. He shrugs, "I think you were taking a nap. I guess I never told you..."
"Hallie, how have the fans of black veil brides been reacting towards you?"
"They don't like me." I shrug. "I get lots of hate but honestly it's funny because at the end of the day-- this is going to sound really cocky and conceited but- I get Andy and they don't."
Andy chuckles and says to the camera, "It's the truth, at the end of it all she's the one I'm having sex with."
I smirk, "anyways, so they haven't been very welcoming considering I'm like most of them, not a typical band girlfriend. Also I'm pregnant which means that Andy probably won't pull a ronnie radke stunt and cheat on me with them."
He shakes his head in agreement and pecks my cheek noisily. I giggle as Craig asks, "how do you deal with the hate mail?"
"I've been trying to make a middle finger emoji but I can't quite figure it out, but usually I mess with them. One person called me a bitch on tumblr and I told them that it would be cool to be a dog for a day..."
Andy slowly holds up his middle finger, "this is what I do."
"You know, one day you're going to be the one explain to our kids what the middle finger is." I nudge him, giggling. Andy shrugs, "I'll just tell them, it's not like it's good use to hide a symbol I use on stage a lot from our kids when one day they'll find out for real. Just like with sex, my parents told me what it was when I was three... The next day I drew a diagram of it on the chalk board in preschool."
(A/N: true story for me.. ;)
"That's exactly why not to though Andy." I roll my eyes and hold my stomach, "we are going to be terrible parents considering that we are both kids still. Him a little less mature in some areas."
"I hope you're not taking about physical maturity because I beat you in that category." Andy jokes. I mumble, "your 7 years older than me and a guy."
"Ya..."
Craig looks at the time, then to his questions. "What does your tour schedule look like currently?"
"Empty." Andy smiles down at me and pecks my lips, "we all have personal things going on in our lives, whether it's a pregnancy or marriage or in Ashley's case, adjusting to having a girlfriend and being faithful. Except cc. He's just going to enjoy spending time with his girlfriend."
"I see. What about a new album?"
"You're the first press we are telling but we are releasing an extended edition of our last record, wretched and divine, with three new songs which are almost finished and legion of the black, the film that goes along with the album. We are about to begin on remastering our first record, we stitch these wounds which is to be release some time later." Andy explains.
"so we are going to do bests and worsts. So the first one is, what couple is the most sophisticated?" Craig asks, looking down at his notes.
"Probably either Jinxx and Sammi or jake and Ella." Andy shrugs. I nod in agreement.
"What about the most innocent?"
I laugh, "this is going to surprise most of the people watching this.. But ashley and Lola."
"Ya!" Andy exclaims, "they didn't even have sex until last night and they are living together."
"What about the most sexual?"
Andy and I both begin to blush, giggling. Andy raises out hands up and announces, "Us."
"Really?" The interviewer raises an eyebrow, looking down at me. I nod, "ya. We are definitely the most sexual. The whole beginning of our relationship was based upon sex. And we live with each other so it's not like we are just not having sex because our relationship is illegal. I mean, we have two or three beautiful babies on the way and you can't exactly have a kid without having sex."
Andy cuts in, "plus it's kind of hard to restrain yourself when you have such a sexy girlfriend." He smirks down at me and buries his face in the crook of my neck, laughing.
"Plus Andy is sexy as hell." I add, stroking the back of the head. He looks back up and smirks, "we are very sexual."
"What couple is the funniest?"
"Cc and Lauren." I nod.
"Who is the messiest?"
"Ash and Lola." Andy groans, "you should have seen their bunks. He had playboy magazines all over and food. She had tons of cables and photography manuals mixed in with pens and paper. It was disasterous."
"I would have to say it would be Andy and Lola and ashley. So two different couples involving them. Andy's bunk was messy solely so I would let him cuddle in my bunk. Or sometimes in Lola's, not as often." I tell him, winking at Andy.
Craig bites on the end of his pen while asking, "who has cutest relationship?"
Andy kisses my cheek, I turn to look at him while we say in unison, "us."
He pecks my lips quickly with a smirk, I peck his back.
Craig clears his throat, standing up. "Well it was great to have you. Thank you both for your time." Andy breaks our eye contact to look at him, "ya, of course. It was a great opportunity. Very unique idea."
We stand. I do a grateful nod and follow Andy back inside. Lola and ashley go out next, then Sammi and Jinxx. After that we do the photo shoot which ends up not going very well for me.
"Hallie could you be less smiling?" The photographer asks, again.
"I'm really sorry. I don't know how to pose." I apologize again. Andy chuckles in my ear and whispers, "lets make orgasm faces in the next one?"
I nod slightly, trying to stay serious while they take group shots of the band and their girlfriends. Andy and I stand with my bump against his abdomen as well for most of it. Sammi and Jinxx are the best at posing with a bump. Lola and Ella are killing it but then there's me. Andy keeps attempting to make me laugh, messing up the shots. He stays serious throughout the whole thing somehow. Then it's the bands turn, then just the girlfriends. Sammi and I stand with our bumps against each other, Lola, Lauren and Ella flank us on either side. Andy decides to take his shirt off halfway through the pictures so I'm biting my lip in a few. Then they do couples shots. Andy and I go first.
"Hallie, can you stand in front of... You know what, Andy just tell her what to do." The photographer has given up on me. Great.
"Hallie, can you hop into my arms?" He asks, lifting me as if we were making out. I wrap my arms around his neck while Andy kisses my nose, then I his. He puts me down and hugs me from behind, kissing my neck or jaw bone. I keep a straight face through all of this, then crack up at the end. Andy and I make orgasm faces a few times, then a few more silly faces. I think they are getting annoyed... We end the shoot by Andy kissing my bump, I had decided to take my shirt off so that the photographer could do a better job, I'm just hoping there aren't any full body shots.
"No." Andy grabs my shirt I was about to put on and stuffs it down his pants, walking away. I'm pretty sure he had some extra coffee this morning. I groan and sit down on the couch, pulling out my phone. When Andy comes back over to whine about me not getting up and chasing him and Jinxx who had taken Sammi's shirt, I take a picture of my shirt in his pants and Tweet it quickly:
@halliesamuels: Andy took my shirt and stuffed it down his pants...

He looks over my shoulder at what I am tweeting, "hey!"
"You took my shirt." I roll my eyes, placing the phone next To me while Andy sits down. "Only because you're sexy without it. I love your bra by the way." His eyes wander to my chest as I hear a camera snap and someone laugh. "Dude this is great!" Sammi exclaims, looking at the camera.
"Delete it." I grumble, Andy places his lips on mine, "sorry babe."
"It's not your fault but can I have my shirt back?" He reluctantly agrees, getting it out of his pants slowly.
"You know I have to shower later anyways. You'll see me naked then so could you hurry up."
A half an hour later the photoshoot finally ends and we are the first ones out the door. Andy speeds home as fast as possible, parking, then carrying me up to the apartment before I can object. He lays me down on our bed, whispering, "I love you so so so much..."
I pull him down on the bed next to me, "baby, the pregnancy is..."
He nods in understanding. "I get it, sorry. You want to cuddle?"
I nod, getting up and throwing on a tshirt and some yoga shorts. Andy gets on a pair of fuzzy white skulls on black pair of pj pants. I curl into his chest and he pulls out his phone, taking a picture of us.

Lola's POV

"Ashley that was so awkward." I exclaim as we walk in, only to be met by Bliss. Her smug look suggests that she heard us last night. We weren't that loud.
"Heyy Lola, ashley..." She winks at us, "I think you guys had fun last night."
Ashley groans, "you heard us?"
"Not only that, I saw it. Jeesh ash, you should really lock your door if you're going to have sex."
"You walked in on us! It happens every Fucking time!" I groan. Ashley chuckles, "not anymore it doesn't."
We walk back into his room to get ready for bed, ashley locks the door anyways. "I have to remember that from now on."
Ashley waits for me to get a tshirt on before climbing under the covers. I curl up against him and fall asleep to the sound of his steady heartbeat.

Hallie's POV

We stayed in bed all day yesterday, had sex around midday, then again before we fell asleep. Andy told me about his high school experience and that he is always going to be there for me over the next three years. It's currently 6:15 and I'm shaking Andy awake. I already took a shower so my wet hair is helping by dripping onto his face. I'm clutching the white towel up with one hand.
"Andy I have an hour until school starts." I coo in his ear, he cracks an eye open and pulls me back onto the bed, "don't go."
There goes the towel...
"I have to, and you need to take me so come on boo, we need to get dressed." I reason, standing up and finding my bra and underwear (from the drawer) I'm wearing today. Andy watches me from the bed, sheets piled up around him. "You take just as long as me so I recommend getting up." I giggle and ruffle his hair after jumping to get my black skinny jeans all the way on.
"Those are too hot on you." He whispers, finally climbing out of bed. As he walks to the dresser he squeezes my ass, causing another giggle to erupt from my lips. He gets a cut up band shirt, his normal vest and skinny jeans on quickly while I throw on a black veil brides men's tshirt with andy and the cross on it. He chuckles, nodding in approval, "I like your shirt."
"Me too. That Andy, mmm I just want to fuck him." I joke, straightening my hair, then doing quick eyeliner and mascara. Andy pulls out his phone, "you need a picture of the first day of school."
"Alright." I sigh, grabbing my hello kitty backpack and slinging it over my shoulder. Andy smiles as he takes the picture and sends it to me. I tweet it with:
@halliesamuels: @andybvb wanted a first day of sophomore year pic of me... Here ya go.

He retweets it, adding:
@andybvb: enthusiastic! ;)

We eat a quick breakfast, them have to leave. He parks in the lot and pulls me into a passionate kiss before I get out.
"I love you. Text me if anything happens alright?"
I nod, pecking his lips one last time before getting out. I text skylar after crossing the parking lot, ignoring the stares and whispers from my classmates.
Hallie: hey skylar, are you at school yet?
Skylar: ya, are you?
Hallie: yep. Where are you then? Everyone's staring at me...
Skylar: the oak tree, trey and brad are here too, they bought a ton of stuff from ht after warped and now love post hardcore music! I think it's funny how much they have changed. Oh josh is here too.
Hallie: I see you guys.

The three boys at the oak tree look almost nothing like the three I saw at warped tour. All of them are wearing black skinny jeans and brad has a beanie on. Trey's longish hair is now longer and a dark brown rather than blonde like before. And Josh has snake bites! Each are wearing different band tees from warped. How much one experience can change you is amazing.
"Hallie! Oh my god! Can I feel your bump?" Skylar exclaims. I let her feel the twin filled bump that is now noticeable before engulfing her in a hug. "Hey. How are you?"
"Great! What about you and Andy?" She nudges me playfully, smirking.
"Great. But some rock magazine had us do a feature with the whole band and their girlfriends, lets just say I'm not a model."
"Hallie!" Brad exclaims after taking out his earbud. I see Angela walk by and send him a glare which he ignores. She yells, "I can't believe I ever dated that FAGGOT!"
"I CAN'T BELIVE I EVER DATED THAT BITCH!" Brad yells back through laughter. I crack a smile and hug him with one arm. I hug trey, then josh.
"So you changed a lot." I raise eyebrows at them. They nod. Josh says, "we got into music. It's the best fucking thing that's ever happened to me."
"What's your favorite band then?" I ask. He grins, "your shirt. I would go gay for Andy. Sorry."
"Hey, I don't care. Girls made him sign their boobs at warped almost everyday, it's awesome. But don't go gay for Andy because he's mine, alright?" I joke. He laughs.
"Pierce the veil or ADTR." Brad motions to his shirt which is PTV. Trey shrugs, "how do you choose?"
"Mine is a tie between stitched up heart and Tonight alive." Skylar tells me, she raises her skeleton sweatshirt covered arms, "I have to show you them!"
As she gets her headphones unwound, the bell rings and we have to go inside. "Shit. I'll show you during lunch." She mutters, "what do you have now?"
"Ap bio." I groan, she smiles, "me too. Where's your locker?"
"1026. Yours?"
"8932." She sighs, looking over down the west corridor. A bunch of freshman are scurrying to their first class, stopping to stare at us. One scoffs, then keeps going. When we reach our class all eyes land on me, including mr. Grand. We take that last lab station available and start copying the homework for the week in our planners. Angela is sitting next to us on my side. She taps my shoulder and mocks in an announcers voice, "low and behold, emo whore number one. Miss hallie whatever your name is. She was so desperate for sex she fucked her sisters boyfriend. Karma!"
Her friend, Amanda, goes next, "emo whore number two, skylar. She tricked Angela's poor ex brad into joining their satanic cult. I don't even understand how trey fell for her tricks."
We ignore them as they keep going. "Who ever thought such a quiet girl could win over a 'rock star.' More like emo poser. They probably will sacrifice that poor baby to satan before it's even taken it's first breath. And I think that the baby will be better off in hell than raised by an emo."
I roll my eyes, "Angela. I worship Satan just as much as your bra size. The smallest amount possible." Skylar high fives me as the preppy girl scoffs. "And I have sex more than you ever will so fuck off."
"you probably suck." She mutters, running out of comebacks.
"My boyfriend is 22, very experienced, and could have tons of other women if he wanted to. He still says I'm the best he's been with. I beg to differ."
The teacher rings a bell on his desk. "Settle down please. This is still an institution."
This is going to be a long year.
When we get time to do the first assignment during the last fifteen minutes Skylar whispers, "what's it like?"
"What's what like?"
"Sex." She asks as if it was a forbidden topic. To her it is, to me not anymore. I've been living in the world of the rock star's girlfriend so the concept of sex isn't as large as it is in a high school setting. I feel a smug look creep onto my face as I whisper, "amazing. There are almost no words to describe it."
She smirks, "so how is Andy?"
"Probably the best but who am I to judge, I've only been with him." I sigh, thinking of yesterday. It was amazing.
"Is he like he would seem?" She raises an eyebrow. I shrug, "he's a huge cuddler. At least with me... I guess so. I mean he's Andy... I don't exactly know how to describe it."
"Wait, do you guys live together?" She asks curiously. I nod. She smiles at me, "you know, I heard someone is having a party this weekend. Want to crash it?"
"maybe..." I giggle and wink at her. The teacher sends a glare in our direction as she starts cracking up as well. The bell rings soon enough and I head to French while she goes to Spanish. Someone has already adorned my locker with notes that say 'kill the baby.', 'devil worshipper.' And 'fag.' Like in the knives and pens video. I hear snickers and raise my voice a bit. "How original... Too bad the idea's already been used. Look up knives and pens."
A few seconds later someone scream and drops their phone as I hear knives and pens bursting through their phone speakers, "that guy is creepy!" A girl across the hall whines to her boyfriend. I smirk and turn around, "that's my boyfriend what like 4 or 5 years ago."
She makes a face as I go to my locker, ignoring the notes and getting my stuff for class. Soon enough it is time for lunch. I meet Skylar and the three guys in the hall by my locker and they burst into laughter.
"That is soo original!" Brad points to my locker, rolling his eyes. "Do you guys want to eat here or the cafeteria?"
"I left my lunch in my sisters car." Josh sighs.
"I forgot one." I mumble. A text flashes on my screen from Andy:
Andy: how's your first day going?
Hallie: well I told a girl that was insulting me that I've had sex more than her... But you should see my locker.. It's funny.
Andy: send me a picture! :)

I snap a picture of my locker quickly, sending it. Andy texts back:
Andy: ha! They are creative.
Hallie: I know.. Anyways, I'll see you in like three hours right? I have lunch right now.
Andy: ya, I'll see you then. Jinxx is yelling at me to stop texting you so bye. I love you!

"hallie we're going to the steps, you coming?" Brad asks when I slip my phone in my back pocket. I nod, following them outside to the large courtyard that has a long set of stairs to one side. We join the other 'outcast' groups on the steps in our own little Clump. Closest to us are the actual hipsters, then down at the bottom the stoners, there is a group of computer geeks at the other side. A freshman wearing a striped sheer shirt and black leggings with doc martins taps skylars shoulder, "hey, I don't really know anyone here and I was wondering if I could hang out with you guys?"
"Sure." I scoot over so she has room, dropping her batman backpack. "I'm April." She looks to me expectantly.
"Hallie."
Skylar smiles at her, "skylar. You're in my ap world class right?"
She nods. Brad, Trey, and Josh introduce themselves. She looks to my belly after a while once we got into talking about music and my warped your experiences. "You're pregnant?"
"Ya."
She squints her eyes at me, "Who's the father?"
"Andy Biersack."
"Who's that? Does he go here?" She is confused even though I had been talking about bvb on warped.
"No he's 22." I point to my shirt. "That's him a few months ago."
Her face is a mixture of wariness and disbelief. I pull out my phone and open my phone to Andy's Instagram and hand it to her. "I'm being completely serious."
She scrolls through his pictures, clicking on one with me and him kissing in bed. "He has an awful lot of pictures of you two."
"Ya, he likes to take them, he says it makes the memory last longer." I giggle.
She nods, "so he's in a band... Black veil brides?"
"Ya." She hands me back my phone and looks at her lap, playing with a button on her tunic. Skylar starts, "sooo... Angela is having a party this Friday or Saturday... I think she would love it if we showed up?"
Brad smirks, "I know where her house is. Her parties aren't that great but we can make them better."
Trey leans over to peck Skylar's lips, "I'll go."
Josh shrugs, "that's fine with me. I'll tell Georgia to get some beer for us?"
"Not me." I giggle, pointing to my belly.
"How did you not drink, being on warped tour and everything?" Skylar asks, "And apparently bvb drinks a lot from what I've heard so...?"
"Well on the first night of tour when everyone was taking shots and I didn't want to, they tried to get me to but I refused. Jinxx poured what I was told was water into a shot glass but it wasn't water. That was the only experience I've had with alcohol. Everyone went to a party on one of the other buses and got drunk except jake and Jinxx but I wasn't allowed to go. Otherwise the band really didn't get drunk that much, I mean the last night everyone but Sammi, Andy and I got drunk but that was different." I bite my lip as they nod slowly. "What do you guys have next? I have history."
"Umm..." Brad gets out his schedule, "math! Ugh."
Josh high fives him, "me too dude!"
Trey sighs, "Spanish."
"Gym. Why did I fail health last year?" She groans. I giggle, "and I passed health. It definitely helped prevent my pregnancy." We all roll out eyes, "especially since I had already lost my virginity."
"Me too." Brad sighs, making a face, "to Angela."
"I have health this year... It's actually my next class." April mumbles. I give her an apologetic look, "are you a virgin?"
"Ya..."
"They do a virginity test in it now. I bet their going to change the curriculum because, you know..." I place my hands on my belly, "maybe not abstinence based this year because clearly it didn't work."
The bell rings for the next class and we all groan, going our separate ways and putting out earbuds in. Before I can leave trey grabs my shoulder. Him and josh are looking at the ground in guilt as he mumbles, "I'm really sorry about what happened last year. We didn't mean it or honestly want to do it with you. This senior told us that if we wanted to go to his party we had to do that and we know it made us seem like assholes. Will you forgive us?"
I raise an eyebrow but nod, "sure."
They hug me and then we are on our way to class. All signs point to lauderdale comes on while I'm walking. I stick the second earbud in and turn up the volume, ignoring the notes on my locker as the music flows through my ears.
"I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?

2, 3, 4!

Remember when I tried?
I never strayed too far from you
Forever by your side
No matter what I was going through
But now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Guess I'm what's always wrong

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?

I hate this town
Cause no one can understand
I just can't be tied down
Nothing comes between me and my plans
So now I never know the things to say to you
That help me prove that I'm still on your side
I never show just what you do to me
Guess I'm what's always wrong

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
And don't believe a word they're telling to you
Don't believe a word they're telling to you
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town

Won't let a world gone mad ever bring me down
Gave everything I had to turn it back around
Cause our time's worth something bigger than both you and me
I can't live my life always backing down
I gotta do this right, then they can't make a sound
Cause I'm not here for nothing, least I can say
I stand for something

You and me, we stand for something

I hate this town, it's so washed up
And all my friends don't give a fuck
They'll tell me that it's just bad luck
When will I find where I fit in?
And don't believe a word they're telling to you
(Don't believe)
Don't believe a word they're telling to you.
(Don't believe)
They let me down
When will I find where I fit in?
I hate this town"
I walk into my history class and find the seat that has my name on it, taking one earbud out. Of course I am next to Amanda!
"Hello, I'm miss grantham I will be your history teacher for this year. These current seats will be your official seat for the whole semester, next semester we will switch but for now, get to know your seat partner." She sits back down and goes through some papers. The desks are arranged in pairs so I have to talk to Amanda.
"Well this fucking sucks." I mutter. She rolls her eyes. "When will you drop out?"
"I'm not." I snap, "but thanks for asking."
"When is that abomination getting out of your gut?" She sneers.
"You mean when I'm due?" I asks, "march 7th. And my babies are not abominations."
"Oh so you're cursing the earth with more than one?" She asks sarcastically, "perfect!" Her eyes wander to my bracelet covered wrists, "next time, do the world a favor and cut a little deeper."
"You realize you could be arrested for saying that?" I roll my eyes and put my headphones back in. The teacher doesn't give a fuck, clearly. I change the song until fallen angels comes on to block out her words. It's a loudish song. I feel her rip an earbud out of my ear and hiss, "turn that shit the fuck down."
I turn it up a notch and stick it back in my ear. She grabs my phone from my hands as I was about to text Andy and looks at the album cover. Her face turns horrified, the song had changed to sweet blasphemy. "Who is that." She spits, disgusted. I pull up a picture of Andy and I, "him. Well, that album cover is a painting but whatever."
She scoffs, "he's not only emo. He's demonic."
"He's not only in a rock band but he doesn't care." I mumble, slipping my headphone back in. She starts doing something on her phone so I go on twitter:
@halliesamuels: you have no idea what it is like to go to school and tell you your baby is better off with satan.

I look at my feed:
@jakepittsbvb: @halliesamuels good luck today.
@ashleypurdy: ;) looking good. "Ashley look what came today!"
@sky42: hell is underway
@andybvb: these kids are so fucking original. Get some creativity. (Picture of my locker.)
@andybvb: if its your first day of school, remember: earbuds in, hood up. No one can touch you.

The next thing I see is fabulous:
@1disamazing. (Amanda forest) and four others started following you.

Another minute later I see she replied to my last tweet:
@1dismazing: @halliesamuels it fucking is. Whore.

a few seconds after this Andy texts me:
Andy: people told you that?
Hallie: ya. It's not like I'm going to listen to them. A girl just told me to cut a little deeper next time. I don't give a fuck about them.
Andy: I'm really sorry that's happening... I wish I could be there and stand up for you but I'm not in high school so..
Hallie: Idc what they are telling me. At the end of the day they're going home to their parents and I'm going home with you :*
Andy: that is true. They don't get to be independent yet either, haha... They have to wait until their parents aren't around to have sex with their boyfriends ;)
Hallie: that's absolutely true. They also have to meet their parents standards and abide by their rules.. Whereas I could dress like a slut and it wouldn't matter.
Andy: please don't dress like a slut. I don't want those other guys thinking you're easy.
Hallie: I won't I'm just using it as an example... Wait you don't like when my ass is visible when I'm wearing loose shorts? :P
Andy: I do. Trust me. You're the sexiest person I know <3
Hallie: I thought ashley was? ;) *ANDLEY*
Andy: haha! He's got Lola to tell him that.
Hallie: the bell just rang. Last class! Yay!

I rush to English as quick as possible, claiming a seat next to josh and brad. The teacher tells us to do free write of your summer that just ended vs. what your life will look like at the end of the school year. I begin my paragraph and finish it as he calls time.
"Alright. I will be calling random names from the attendance to present. Up first is hallie Samuels."
All eyes land on me as I stand up. The teacher ignores me until I start speaking.
"my summer before sophomore year was definitely the best summer of my life, it begun with my boyfriend and I conceiving two or three little babies that are soon to come." The teacher looks up from his work, thinking that I am joking. "My boyfriend, Andy, and the rest of the band he is in went on warped tour throughout the summer. He had asked my sister and I to come along and be the merchandise sellers for the band, along with the other girlfriends. I have to say that there were some amazing memories along the way but living in a tour bus with me, and my other pregnant friend as well as five extremely messy guys and two other girls could get a bit disastrous. Especially when the drummer got pink eye and then the rythym guitarist used his eyeliner." The class makes faces at this. "The past two weeks since we got back have been amazing and I'm not going to go into any further detail." Brad winks at me jokingly and I give a slight nod. He laughs until I continue. "My life by the end of the year will hopefully be amazing. I will be living with my boyfriend still, except we will have two or three amazing babies to keep us company in our little apartment. We will be skyping from our home while Andy is on any tours as much as possible. I might be on tour as a Merch girl again but possibly not considering the fact that our kids might be a hassle. But in the end all that matters is that I will be with the love of my life and our two or three wonderful children."
"Well that was interesting. Hallie, may I ask how old your boyfriend is that got you pregnant? Considering you said living with him and going on tour." The teacher looks down at me as I take a seat. I look at Andy on my shirt while mumbling, "22."
"oh. Ok next is Henry Zukin." He reads off the list. I sigh and look over at brad who's smug look suggests he is about to say something related to sex. "You didn't write anything about sex." He jokes, nudging me. I rolled my eyes, "nope."
Finally, the final bell rang to signal the end of the first day of school. I rushed to my locker and grabbed my books, then made my way to the front of the school to find Andy's car parked at the front of the lot, him leaning against it with a cigarette hanging from between his pink lips. People were glaring at him and yelling 'fag' which he ignored. His eyes locked on me as I make my way through death glares and name callers to him. Andy drops the cigarette and crushes it with his boot before I got to the car. I'm going to miss how sexy he looks when smoking the cancer filled cigarettes. As I reach the black car, Andy smirks and pulls me into a slow kiss, his hands make their way to my waist as we kiss for a minute or so. One of the stoners walks by and sends me a thumbs up, I roll my eyes.
"You know that kid?" Andy whispers. I shake my head, "no but I've seen him smoke pot around school many times."
"Oh. How was your first day?" He jokes, pressing his lips to my forehead. I just laugh. Andy wraps his arms around me into a tight hug, whispering into my hair, "I got the cd for our songs on the ultimate edition and they are top secret but I'm showing it to you."
"Awesome." I whisper, "you better not have made them about sex." Andy chuckles at my joke, pulling away to peck my lips one last time before we get in the car. Amanda and Angela walk by the car, then turn to look at Andy, their eyes bulge and the two walk over two his unrolled window. Angela leans over so her cleavage is in Andy's face when he turns to face them.
"Hi, you must be Andy. I'm Angela." I roll my eyes as Andy looks over to me, then back at her. "I'm sorry... Angela but how may I help you?"
"I think you could figure that out for yourself." She winks. Andy looks at her boobs with utter repulsion and then into her eyes. He says, "I already have a girlfriend with a much more beautiful chest. I'm sorry but I think you should go."
She ignores his comment and reaches into the car to feel his soft hair. Andy's hand finds mine without him breaking his glare at her. She leans in the car and whispers something in his ear, then kisses it before walking away. Andy's face turns to shock, "she just told me that she is having a party Saturday and to come. Also she has condoms because she knows that I don't actually want you." He sighs, turning to me, "it's people like that who make this world almost intolerable."
I am about to nod but Andy already leaned over and crashed his lips onto mine into a passionate kiss. I am a bit startled but soon begin kissing back, shutting my eyes while my hand finds the hair at the back of his head. A knock on the window and glares from a few of the jocks means it's time to stop.

Notes

I just wrote the second to last chapter even though I'm not done with the third to last. I am almost done with the very last one, i just have to end the story for the other main character.
I would like some reviews guys! Please? I want to know what to improve for future stories..
thanks for reading.
-C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)