You left me... broken
Chapter 34
http://www.polyvore.com/35.1/set?id=100495331 so I'm putting Hallie's outfit for later in the chapter here.
Hallie's POV
"Andy I don't get it, why do guys like boobs?" I ask as he stares at my chest. We decided to spend the entire day naked for no reason. I have a week until school starts up again and Andy starts working on the album. He sits down next to me on the couch and puts a hand on his chest, "because we don't have them."
"Wow." I giggle and roll my eyes.
"That's just like asking why girls think abs are hot." Andy says while looking at his skinny stomach. "I don't think they are."
"Well then what do you think is hot About a guy?" Andy raises an eyebrow. I trace his v-line with my fingers, "that." And I press my lips to his, "these."
"So lips and a v-line.. Huh." He chuckles, "good thing I have both of those."
"Just all of you basically." I wink at Andy. He giggles as well and runs a hand along the side of his newly shaven head. It is still long down the middle, just the sides are shaven. He hasn't told the rest of the band yet, or his fans. I run a hand through my light blonde hair, it's now streaked with brown and the tips of the bangs are brown as well. Andy takes out his phone and opens twitter, he jokingly starts a new tweet, showing it to me:
@andybvb: naked day with @halliesamuels! <3 she is so hot.
I giggle as he goes to delete it, then typing:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels I'm liking my haircut.
"Andy when are you going to show your fans?"
"When I'm not naked, that's for sure." He chuckles, opening the camera app. "Oh why don't I just do it now, you know, full body shot?" He jokes, taking a selfie from chest up. "I think you should be in it too!"
"No!" I squeal as he pulls me into the photo and takes a selfie of us, my boobs are in the shot. "Please delete that Andy.." I pout my lip as he jokingly continues to take selfies. "I'm going to, trust me."
I decide to open my computer and go on tumblr. Andy keeps playing on his phone as I do, not noticing what I'm doing. I gasp as I see what is posted from that nude band blog.
"A-Andy..." I whisper, shocked at what is on the screen. He looks up from his phone his face turning from horrified to amused as he bursts out laughing.
"I am calling him right now!" He dials a number, putting it on speakerphone.
"Hello? Andy?"
"Hey Jinxx, you're not going to believe what just came up on Hallie's tumblr dashboard!" He laughs pulling the photo up on the screen.
"What man? I don't have time for this, my parents are coming over in a hour and I need to clean." Jinxx grumbles into the phone.
Andy laughs even harder, my giggles mixed in. "It's a picture of you dude!"
"Why is it so funny then?"
"You're holding your dick and taking a mirror selfie!" Andy howls, collapsing onto my lap in laughter as Jinxx starts cussing into the phone.
"You're never getting it taken down!" I laugh, "it's all over your tag."
"Just wanted to let you know, good luck with that." Andy hangs up as Jinxx yells to Sammi, "did you leak a photo of me?"
I giggle and look at the caption:
Jinxx from black veil brides
Nude band blog
"I'm going to send them an ask!" I giggle and type:
Andy just told Jinxx that this came up on my tumblr and he freaked out, we didn't tell him the blog though... So ya the picture is real.
-hallie
Andy cannot stop laughing. His head is laying in my lap as I type. I stroke his hair lightly, twirling pieces while looking through my dashboard.
"Oh someone had a spam of you with very low riding pants, oh and a microphone stuck in your leather pants as well." I giggle, Andy looks up and giggles at the pictures of himself.
"If only they could see us now... Or me.. Or you." He laughs at a picture of Alan ashby with a cat in front of his package. "I know they would be jealous of you."
"Probably." I smile down at him, "probably more jealous of me when we're having sex."
"Ya, and that."
An ask pops up on their blog:
'What do you think Andy biersack is like during sex?'
"Andy look at this one!" I giggle and read out the ask and answer. "What do you think Andy Biersack is like during sex? They Answered: well I think he would be more laid back, letting his partner ride him most of the time and probably very rough when kissing. He doesn't seem like the guy to want to cuddle a lot after sex, maybe a bit but not much. Andy seems like he wouldn't be the one to tease, more like getting straight into having sex, probably smoke a cigarette while whoever it is rides him. Then a few after. -Staci"
He bursts into more laughter, "That is the complete opposite of me!"
"The guy that wouldn't want to cuddle much! Ha!" I laugh, ruffling his hair, "I haven't been on top even once, you know that?"
"And I definitely hate teasing!" He jokes, poking my belly button causing me to giggle. "I love you hallie."
"I love you Andy. And just so you know I'm responding to that."
He nods as I type:
Hey, hallie again...
To the ask about what Andy is like during sex, here you go:
Andy is very gentle and loves teasing, possibly more than sex itself. I've actually never been on top with Andy.. Umm, he is very talkative and loves when we joke around and talk during sex. He definitely is more of a boobs guy, as he loves feeling me up and/or teasing. Uh... He usually likes playing a game of seduction, trying to get me to give in or break, whichever. I know that andy sometimes likes to take breaks and we go on twitter or tumblr on his phone, so some of his tweets are while we were having sex. I know Andy likes making out and kissing, sometimes rough, sometimes gentle. He likes moving around where ever we are a lot, or making out while carrying me. He definitely loves to cuddle, I think he should fill in anything else..
I look to Andy who was watching me type. "Anything else?"
"Um, I guess I like to compliment you a lot, and make sure you're alright. Uh, I do like when we have sex to music and taking short naps in between fucking.. Umm.. Make sure the phrase 'Andy loves boobs' is in there multiple times, and that right now I have a boner from thinking about us having sex. And I've sang to you before, during sex." He chuckles as I look to see that he does indeed have a boner. "Ok done, is there anything else?"
"I guess just that I'm not the guy that sleeps around so don't expect to ever have sex with me. And that I am forever yours and so fucking glad that I didn't wear a condom that one time." I jokingly type that as he says it, writing, 'quoted directly from Andy.' On it. I am about to send it when Andy exclaims, "oh and-" he sits up and moves the laptop in front of himself more. He begins to type:
this is Andy typing now... So I love when Hallie traces my tattoos after we had sex. And I am trying to quit smoking before the babies are born so the cigarette thing was wrong. Umm we usually talk a lot in between rounds of sex. I love kissing her so much, and feeling her up. I don't really like to think about having sex with anyone but hallie so I'm writing this all about with her what I do. So I guess I'm not very laid back but we definitely prolong the foreplay. Not bjs or handjobs, just kissing and teasing though, and talking to the babies.
He sends it and sits back on the couch. "Come here you." He pulls me closer and lays my head in his lap, I giggle and decide to surprise him. He is on my tumblr again so while he's distracted I decide to go for it. I eye the thing I've been nervous about doing the to for a while. I swallow back my fear and open my mouth, taking Andy's penis inside. He gasps and looks down. "Hallie you don't have to-" I stop going further down and take it out. "I'm not. Now I just sucked on your dick." I giggle, "now we are friends."
"You're too adorable." He kisses my forehead and keeps going through my tumblr. The ask Andy and I sent pops up, answered:
Wow we were wrong... Alright then. Umm and you said babies, are you having more than one? Also thank you for your input to the blog and not being as we thought band members would be if they saw this.- Staci
Uh how about kinda tmi but thanks for the input.. That doesn't leave much up to the imagination. But I guess that's why you posted it. I think some of the followers will enjoy reading this. -Dariah.
Andy and I giggle, looking at each other, then giggling some more. "I think we should just tell everyone we're having twins.." Andy sighs and goes on his twitter. Someone had asked him if we were having twins. I reluctantly nod in agreement. "Ya, I guess."
Andy writes a post on his tumblr on his phone, then shows me:
Well it's announcement time again. So I was planning on telling everyone in a few weeks but we don't want to cause speculation. So as most of you know my girlfriend hallie is 12 weeks pregnant, which means in two weeks we will be able to know the gender and OFFICIAL amount of babies. Notice how I capitalized official, well we know we are at least having twins. Yes, I know that's a lot of responsibility and that it will be a challenge. Not only that but there is a possibility we have a third child on the way as well that was hiding behind the other two. Please don't start speculations or anything.
-Andy
"That's good." I mumble as he posts it. I decide to respond to some hate mail on my own tumblr:
Anon: hallie you need to go and die in a hole you whore, Andy doesn't love you and you're just using him for attention and sex.
Hallie: hey anon, I don't care whatcha think just as long as it's about me, the best of us can find happiness in misery
Anon: bitch.
Hallie: I'm not a dog but I think that would be fun to be for a day.. you know, play fetch, be petted, get treats and just get all dirty.
Anon: you and your 'babies' need to get the hell out of Andy's life and stop being ridiculous and slutty. You're a fucking idiot who knows nothing.
Hallie: l don't think Andy wants me out of his life. But I can put that in the imaginary suggestion box for you? ;P
Anon: you aren't even pretty you deserve those scars on your wrist the whole army hates you
Hallie: 1) I may not be pretty but I don't care
2) no one deserves to feel so guilty or so pained that the only way to take it away is to harm yourself. It's an addiction and a major problem for a lot of people. Don't you dare say that to anyone.
Anon: don't listen to them, you're awesome hallie. And if Andy loves you, we should all love you.
Hallie: thanks anon! That means a lot, I don't really listen to them anyways.
"Why are you responding to hate?" Andy asks from beside me on his phone. "You shouldn't even reply."
"I think they should know I don't care." I shrug. "Just like you can call them out on stage, I am allowed to have some fun responding to the dumb messages. It's not like I care."
"I guess." Andy sighs, putting down his phone. "I'll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom."
He rushes in there when I see another anonymous message come up:
Anon: I don't think you get it, Andy is going to forget about you the second he leaves for tour. Why would he want to be in a relationship with a pregnant high schooler who doesn't send him naked pictures or probably won't do things he asks for sexually. I doubt you even love him. He sure as hell doesn't love you. He pities you, I bet you're not even pregnant with his child, or that you even had sex.
Hallie: oh silly anon, considering And was the first person I ever kissed, or the only guy I've had sex with for that matter, I am pretty sure this is his child. We can send you a sex tape if you want? plus, I respect myself. The only thing I don't do is simply let him take pictures of me. In fact today we are having naked day. No clothes allowed in the Biersack and Samuels residence today. \m/ that's right motherfucker. I'm typing this while naked.
"Andy do you want to do anything?" I ask while pulling up the window to the bvb fanfiction site. I used to read these but I don't want Andy to know that. He comes out of the bathroom just as I log in. "Just be with-" he comes up behind the couch before I can close the window. "Hallie what the hell is that on your computer for?"
"I'm curious?"
"Mhmm." He mumbles and points to the username spot. "What's that?"
"I don't know?"
"Hallie I have an account on here to make fun of these.... I know that's your account." He snaps, sitting down on the couch next to me. He takes the computer and looks under my stories, there are none. Then Andy looks at my subscriptions, seeing all the stories I had subscribed to pre-meeting him. He looks at my alerts to find that only one story is updated and the rest aren't. So what if I read fanfiction when I'm bored Andy! At least they're about you, it's not like they're gay ones either.
"Hallie, why do you have this account?" Andy asks slowly. I sigh, "because I used to read fanfiction."
"But then why does it say you have read all of these stories that have been updated?" He points to the list of subscriptions.
I don't say anything.
"Hallie, am I not fulfilling you enough sexually or do you feel like you need to read these to hope that our love will be like these?" He takes my hands in his, "If you read fanfiction I don't care but I need to know if there's a reason behind it."
"I get bored, and I read the stories." I mumble, feeling guilty. "That's all."
"hallie, these are some pretty dirty stories. Are you sure that's the only reason why?" He looks deep into my eyes, searching for a hint of lying. "Ya that's the only reason."
"Well..." Andy stands up suddenly, running a hand through his hair. He looks away from me, "I don't think you're telling me the truth hallie."
"Andy I am-"
He turns to me with anger apparent in his features. "Stop. Just stop."
"Why are you-"
"Hallie I don't want a girlfriend that reads fanfiction about me and my band." He grumbles. "you don't understand."
"I don't it's just I like the stories Andy."
"Stop lying to me. You can't expect me to believe that. I put so much on the line for our relationship to find that the- you are reading sexual stories to satisfy yourself instead of being with your boyfriend."
"Andy I'm not-"
"Save it hallie." He huffs and slams the door to our room shut behind him. Why is he getting so worked up over fanfiction. I need to find out but I think I should give Andy some space. I decide to ask Lola since she might be able to ask ashley:
Hallie: Lola Andy's mad at me but the reason makes no sense.
Lola: your relationship makes no sense but what is it?
Hallie: he is mad because I used to read fanfiction
Lola: used to?
Hallie: alright fine. I like the stories so I still read some.
Lola: I don't get why you would do that. Aren't those all sexual? You have the real Andy to satisfy you... Eww now the thought popped into my head!
Hallie: that's what he said but why would he get so worked up about it?
Lola: men are weird, just go talk to him.
Hallie: he's locked in our room.
Lola: pick the lock, jake taught you how!
"Andy, I'm coming in." I say nervously through the door, having already unlocked it. I open the door to find Andy looking out the onto the street. A mother and a child are walking by, she looks up and covers her child's eyes. A girl in a bvb shirt is trailing behind them, assumably the daughter, she looks up and stands there in shock, looking at Andy's naked body 4 stories above her.
"You realize that girl can see you?" I mumble from out of the view of the street. He sighs as the girl pulls out her phone and shuts the blinds. "Hallie if you're not-"
"Andy honestly, I don't even read the stories anymore alright. I won't if it bothers you." I offer, looking at my feet. "I'm sorry Andy."
"It's just uncomfortable for me hallie," he sits on the end of the bed and runs a hand through his new haircut. "I feel like I'm doing something wrong if you're reading fictional stories about me. I feel as if I'm not doing a good job at being a boyfriend. It makes me feel like the real me isn't good enough for you."
"Andy that is the complete opposite of what's true." I sit on the end of our bed next to Andy. I place a hand on top of his and continue, "I love you. I should be the one worried that I'm not good enough for you, a the lead singer of a rock and roll band. The one that has tons of fans fawning over you."
"Alright. I'm sorry hallie, it's just.. Well lets forget about it now." His lips meet mine, making me forget the half fight we just had. He pulls away first. Andy's hands cup my cheeks as he whispers, "I love you."
"I love you Andy."
His lips melt onto mine again into a slow and passionate kiss. He pulls me onto his lap so that my legs are draped over his sideways. I pull away and simply leave a kiss on his neck, "why don't we stay off the Internet for a while?"
"I'm good with that." Andy winks, closing his eyes to lean in for a kiss. Mine flutter shut as well. We lean back onto the bed, no clothes to remove so he's already feeling me up. I feel his excitement growing against my leg as we make out. He pulls away, "ok hallie, I really don't want to do this but I can't hold back anymore." He looks to me hopefully. I smirk and roll over so he is on top.
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I am awoken in the morning by Andy talking into the phone out of our room.
"Ya... I understand but- no. I get it Patrick, I'm not even close to having a full album of lyrics done yet... No I get that... I have too much going on in my life right now to go on tour anytime soon pat! You know that.. I know we need to get the album completed soon but I can't get the wretched and divine story out of my head! I have written three more songs that work with the album but that's all I got right now... I get that but I can't... My life is crazy... No Hallie's due then!... Give me a while Patrick, I'm sorry but I am having two kids in march, I can't go on tour and abandon my pregnant girlfriend... No I think Jinxx and I would like to spend time with our wives and kids before we go on tour again... At least a year! I mean maybe summer they can come with us but that is a lot to ask, I mean three, possibly four babies on a tour bus... Yes." I get up and throw on a tshirt of Andy's, walking out to where he is.
"Man I'm already under a lot of stress, don't add to it.. We need to talk about this at your office sometime, not over the phone... Okay Monday at 10:30, ya that's good. Alright. See you then."
Andy hangs up and lets our a long sigh, running a hand through his hair. "Well I'm fucked."
"What's wrong Andy?" I ask while beginning to get some cereal out for breakfast. "That sounded intense."
"Oh, umm... Just time constraints on the album and writers block. I think we'll end up doing an EP or something instead... Maybe some covers."
"No blood on the dance floor covers." I joke and pull out the milk from the refrigerator. He chuckles and finishes making his own breakfast. "I need to give ash back his toaster."
"No, steal it." I say sarcastically. He laughs and takes a bite of cereal.
"Should we start cleaning out the room today?"
I nod. Andy and I finish our food and clean up before going into our room to get dressed. He puts on simply a pair of basketball shorts, no shirt. I change into a sports bra and a pair of Nike shorts, throwing my hair up into a messy ponytail, not bothering with looking in the mirror or makeup. Andy looks at me and starts laughing uncontrollably.
"What?"
"Just go look in the mirror!" He manages to say through laughter. I look in the mirror in the bathroom to see that my ponytail is falling out and looks ridiculous. I try it again, getting a headband and some clips to keep the hair out of my face, then returning to Andy's side.
"So I think our plan of attack should be to separate all the stuff, then throw out what we don't need to keep, and find a place to put the rest." Andy says as we walk into the room, he flips on a light switch and opens the curtains. I see how messy it actually is for the first time. "Oh wow, ok we need trash bags."
"Ya..." Andy mumbles, blushing slightly.
"How are we going to decide what stays and what goes?"
"Fans stuff goes into the storage unit we have.. Umm I don't know about the rest." He picks up a piece of paper that was a letter from a fan, "honestly I think most of this stuff is from fans that I thought was too special to put in the storage unit."
"So lets sort through it and see then." I sigh, picking up a few letters an putting them in a pile. Andy does the same with some more. He runs to grab some boxes from the kitchen, returning soon to start putting fan made batman related gifts in. He turns on his music but I change it to all time low, it's more lighthearted.
Another box gets filled with letters that end up getting crumpled. A last one gets Andy's collection of magazines he was in, old black veil brides Merch, his filled lyric books in which he wrote some of the songs off the past three albums in. After a few hours the room is empty and in need of baby related supplies.
"Baby, I think we're going to need to move into a house soon." He mutters, surveying the somewhat large room. We walk out to the small kitchen with the first two boxes to load into Andy's car. He stops at the door, "hallie you might want to put a shirt on."
"Oh, thanks.." I place the box on the ground, rushing back to our room to get a tank top on, then back to where Andy is now carrying both boxes with a smug look on his face. "Lets go."
once we are in the car I tell Andy, "once I'm 16 I'm going to get a job."
"Really? Why?"
"Because I feel bad that you're supporting me and I'm not helping out with anything." I sigh, "it's not like I'm even able to pay for half your rent or much less any of the bills. Most girlfriends could at least somewhat help out.."
"Well I'm not going to let you." Andy states firmly as we pull up to a storage facility.
"Huh?"
He turns off the car and looks me in the eye, grabbing my hands. "You don't need to work hallie, you're 15 and pregnant. Two reasons why you shouldn't be working and I, as the father of the children, should be taking care of you. I got you pregnant, I'm the one who is going to take care of you and the babies."
"But-"
"No." Andy gets out of the car and walks to the storage unit with me on his tail. "And that is final."
"Fine." I grumble. We reach the last row of large units at last stopping. Andy takes out a key from his pocket and opens the lock, lifting up the orange metal door. I slide the boxes in the unit.
"You get a lot of stuff from fans.." I mumble, taking in the large amounts of drawings, dolls, letters, and other random things they have recieved over the years. He wraps an arm around my waist while looking at the storage units contents. "Yep. We have some loyal fans."
"Ya... You do." I lean my head on his shoulder, just enjoying standing here with Andy. He places his lips on my forehead, whispering, "this is such an odd place to be having a moment."
"and you just ruined it." I joke and reach up to peck his lips, just as a family's footsteps sound behind us. One pair stops and mutters to herself, "why is there a ton of black veil brides stuff in that unit?" She pauses. "That can't be Andy six?..."
"Actually it's Biersack now." Andy turns us around so we are facing the college age girl.
"I used to love your band when I was younger..." She looks at me, squinting at my belly in confusion, "probably around her age. I was a complete bvb fangirl." The girl blushes, Andy smiles. "That's cool. So how old are you now then?"
"I'm 20." She looks to where her parents and little brother had gone. "And I guess that means they left... Oh well."
"So what's your name?" I ask, my shyness kicking in as Andy lets go of me.
"Alyssa."
"nice to meet you Alyssa." Andy extends a hand for her to shake, she accepts with pink coming over her face again. "I'm Hallie by the way." I mumble, looking down at my stomach in embarrassment.
"How many weeks are you?" She asks politely, "you are pregnant, correct?"
"Ya, I'm twelve weeks-" Andy cuts me off as his hand goes on my stomach, "and we're having twins or possibly triplets."
"You're...?" She raises an eyebrow and looks over he shoulder where a woman is calling her name. "I have to go, it was nice meeting you Andy."
"this is going to be extremely awkward to explain to people.." I sigh. "Anyways should we go home then?"
"Uh huh." Andy smiles down at me and leans in to peck my lips, lacing our hands together as we make our way back to his car. The silent drive home gets filled with Andy's kiss CDs playing on repeat. I stare out the window with my head propped up on my elbow. My hands rub the not-so-small baby bump through my shirt. At the apartment we sit down on the couch, not knowing what we should do next. Andy flips on the tv to abc family where 16 candles is playing. He leans back into the couch and places his arm around me.
---
"Haaallieee..." Andy whines in my ear, startling me awake. I open my eyes to find myself tangled up in the sheets with Andy's tattoo sleeve covered arm around me. His slight smile causes one to form on my own lips. Waking up next to Andy every morning is going to be amazing.
Wait.. I don't remember getting in bed and going to sleep.... "Andy... How did I get here?"
"You fell asleep on the couch so I carried you back in here." He sits up, leaning over to peck my lips. I giggle and roll over on top of Andy, he raises his eyebrows and places his lips on mine. He pulls away as his phone bursts out with the scream from the start of perfect weapon. Sighing, he mumbles, "that's Jake. I should get it."
"Alright." He reaches for his phone, putting it on speaker.
"Hey man... Why'd you call so early?" He groans. Jake chuckles, "Andy it's one. And I wanted to see if you wanted to come over later? All the guys are as well as a few others.."
"I'll go." I mumble, "if you want?"
"Ya we'll come." Andy shrugs.
"Also, I know that you are having writers block so I have an idea for the next album I'll tell everyone at once so there's no confusion. And Andy I heard what you saw on Hallie's tumblr and I looked it up! That sucks for Jinxx.. He's never getting that off of the Internet." Jake laughs, "thank god it's not me."
"ya man... So I'm gonna go tell hallie.. I'll see you later." He places the phone on the bedside table and starts lightly tracing his fingertips over my back. "Do you know that I have never seen a batman movie." I realize after a few amazing minutes. "It's kind of expected that I had since we've been together for over three months.. And you love batman so.."
He nods. "We'll have to watch one sometime."
"Mhmm.." I scoot closer to my love and feel his arm drape protectively over my waist. I feel my eyes droop back shut, my breathing soon becomes even.
"Hallie, someone texted you." Andy whispers in my ear.
Andy's POV
"Hallie someone texted you." I whisper in her ear. Her body curls even closer to mine than before. I chuckle and leave a light kiss on her forehead. She mumbles in her sleep, "come back here!"
A few minutes later it's:
"Isis Urban Biersack put that down."
"Carrissa! Don't!" She rolls over so that her face is buried in my chest and sleep whispers, "what are we going to do with our kids Andy?"
This happens sometimes, I think it's cute. We will have conversations while she is asleep, but in the morning she never remembers them.
"I don't know hallie, they haven't been born yet." I feel her sigh. "They make so many messes."
"Ya they do baby." I chuckle while she groans, "I have to get that from her."
"Alright hallie, I'm gonna sleep now." I press my lips to her forehead, she cuddles to me again. Her conversation ends and we fall into a sound sleep. Our arms around each other. It's us against the world.
---
I wake up to her humming in the kitchen. My feet are already on the floor, making my way to the girl of my dreams. She is swaying her hips to the music playing through her headphones.... Some pop punk band I think, or pierce the veil. I can't exactly tell.
"Hallie? Whatcha doin?" I tap her shoulder as she takes out one headphone. "Making breakfast."
She is cooking an omelet for herself, I watch her turn raw into cooked and delicious and make another for myself. I graciously accept and dig in to the delicious food my amazing girlfriend has made. We have three days until her school starts and we need to make the most of it. Yesterday I had to leave her home alone so I could coordinate the album with Patrick. We decided that we are going to release three more songs that I have written based off of wretched and divine, along with legion of the black and the wretched and divine cd. Then later we will remake we stitch these wounds. I haven't told Hallie yet, and the guys agreed.
"Andy could we go shopping today? I need maternity clothes sooner than later." Hallie mumbles, looking down at her plate. I nod, "of course hallie."
She leaves to go change with me close behind her. I change into my normal outfit of ripped black skinny jeans, a tight black tank top, and one of my black vests. She gets into a pair of low rise shorts that are just short enough to show the beginning of her adorable butt in the back. I watch as she pulls on a tight tank top that is low cut and shows her cleavage, she slips a grey vest with studded shoulders over it and places a pendant necklace around her neck that lands right in between her perfect breasts. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, focusing once again on straightening my hair. Well I was until Hallie comes in and hip bumps me, holding her stomach. We have been taking the pictures before bed lately, that way we will always be doing something together before we curl up to sleep. I glance at her and find myself getting turned on. She notices my nervousness and winks. This girl turns me on so easily... I feel a blush creep into my cheeks as she finishes her small amount of makeup she wears as I do mine.
"You know, your fans still haven't seen your hair yet.." Hallie whispers while turning to walk out of the bathroom, except I catch her before she can leave.
"They haven't seen yours either."
I pull out my phone to take a selfie of us with my hands on her stomach and my serious face next to her smug one. After a few tries it works. I post it to Instagram:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels and I got out hair colored+ cut recently. <3 you baby.
I know what the fans responses will be. Negative.
I take another selfie of myself in the mirror, taking off the shirt and vest quickly. Hallie rolls her eyes and walks out of the bathroom to do something. I take the selfie with a serious face and an unlit cigarette in my empty hand.
@andybvb: haircuts don't change a man. It's the life experiences that do... Plus it was getting annoying and gross again... :l
Hallie is apparently taking her own selfies in the bedroom, her bump in all of them as well. I check her Instagram to see a few new selfies of her.
@halliesamuels: @andybvb is taking selfies so I thought.. Why not?
I comment:
@andybvb: you're beautiful babe @halliesamuels
Another:
@halliesamuels: alright, maternity clothes shopping here we come. Promise me you won't laugh if I am wearing clown pants? ;)
@andybvb: I won't darling. I'll take them off ;) @halliesamuels.
She looks at me and giggles. "Uh.. Not at school you can't."
"There's a parking lot for a reason." I smirk, grabbing her hand as we leave. She puts her phone in her clutch along with her wallet and credit card she never ended up using during warped.
"You know that's not going to happen." She shakes her head slightly, bumping into me on purpose.
"You never know?"
"Alright... Whatever you say."
"We could. It's always a possibility."
At the mall we go into the maternity store. The lady that works there comes up to hallie and says, "miss I think you and your friend have the wrong store. This is for pregnant ladies."
"Umm... Miss, My girlfriend is pregnant." I motion to her baby bump that is pretty hard to ignore. She raises her eyebrows, "well we don't exactly carry clothes your size. You may want to check somewhere else."
"Well what stores do you think would have teenage maternity clothes?" Hallie asks, curiously.
"Umm... No where." The lady scoffs, "teenagers can't have kids so there are no companies that support it."
"I'm 15 and pregnant and there is nothing wrong with that."
I put a hand on her shoulder, trying to coax her out of the rage that's building up.
"And I'm not going to walk around with my pants unzipped for another few months." She turns and walks out. I follow her into hot topic where she walks to the back and stops. "Andy I don't want you seeing what I'm getting so go look at something else."
Hallie's POV.
So I go into the back of the store after Andy has gone to Starbucks to get us some coffee. The back of the store is where they have the lingerie or hosiery stuff. I begin browsing through the bra and underwear sets from here. As I select a few and a pair of fishnets a girl taps me on the shoulder. She looks around my age.
"Hey, you're hallie right?"
I nod, "ya..."
"Is Andy here with you?" She glances at what I am holding and rolls her eyes. "You know he likes batman right. You should go with that one." She points to a batman lingerie set. I sigh, "I know, but I'm pretty sure these will fit, those won't. And Andy is in a different store. I have to buy these before he comes back so excuse me." I quickly head to the register, only to have someone gasp and run over to me.
"You put those back right now missy." Lola scolds, taking the lingerie from my hands and rushing back to the back section. I turn around only to have Ashley's smirking face catch my eye. "It seems like you don't need that to get Biersack to want you."
"I don't." I smirk as well, turning on my heels to find Lola browsing what she had just taken from me. "Have you two had sex yet?"
"No." Lola mumbles, looking up to ashley with a small smile. "I just sometimes like wearing lingerie to bed."
"That's weird." I roll my eyes and grab what she took from me. "Now I have three days before school starts and I want to enjoy them. So I'll just be getting these."
"Hallie, can I suggest something?" Ashley rushes back over to us. He points to a shirt with Andy's face on it. "I have a box of Merch in my car from warped because we have the largest house, but I think you should cut that up and just write on it with a sharpie or something phrases like, I want you, or he's hot with an arrow or whatever you can think of. And wear that with..." He picks up a set I had picked out earlier. "Then wear these the other two nights if you want to have sex that much.."
"Ashley! I'm trying not to get my little sister to have sex!" Lola grumbles, walking over with a hello kitty set and a red and purple one. I roll my eyes. "You realize you can't do that."
"Why?"
"Well, considering the fact I'm already pregnant and that Andy and I live together, which means we share a bed. We also have had sex many times if you remember the bus. But I think that you can't really control if we have sex."
Ashley wraps an arm around Lola's shoulder and pecks her cheek. "Lets just go Lola. If hallie and Andy want to have sex, they can. We can't control that."
She grumbles, "fine" and heads to the register. I wait until they're gone to get the outfits, buying the shirts with Andy on it and a new men's Memphis may fire shirt as well. (I never used the credit card from warped).
Andy texts me:
Andy: I'm outside.
Hallie: alright, I'm buying this, I'll be right there.
Andy: you know your ass is adorable in those shorts.
Hallie: hm?
Andy: Andy your breasts look so delicate and fragile in that top. I really want to
Andy: oh my god I'm thinking of ravishing you and now a girl is looking at me and the boner I'm getting. Fuck.
Hallie: -.- I'm coming out...
Andy eyes the bag mischievously as I walk up to the front of the store where he is leaning against the faux brick wall. I come up right in front of him as I wrap my hands around his neck and collide our lips into a passionate kiss. I feel the glares of mothers piercing through my back, yet I ignore it. I pull away and whisper, "lets get home."
He nods eagerly, reaching out to take hold of my hand. His smile grows as he looks me in the eye while we walk out of the mall. We stop to kiss quickly, only to have a large group of people bump into us. Andy groans and leans in again, pressing his soft lips to mine again. A girl about 17 comes up and taps him on the shoulder. He stops walking and looks away from me, to the girl wearing that bvb bracelet and a OM&M shirt. "Andy- I'm- I'm a huge fan of yours and- uh- and ummm ya..." She blushes. I try to hold back a smile. Andy lets go of my hand, "that's always nice to hear. So what's your name?"
"Alicia." She mumbles, looking down at her vans. "Your music saved my friend's life. I want to say thank you so much for that."
"Of course!" He exclaims. Andy pulls the girl into a friendly hug and then she walks away with a huge smile on her face. Andy hand holds mine again as we walk back to the car. I stuff the bag in the trunk so that he cannot take a peek before climbing into the front seat.
"Baaaabe Let me see what's in the bag!..." Andy whines as we get into his apartment. I shake my head for the fifth time, "maybe later."
"Alright, you're killing me though because I need to know what you bought." He hip bumps me, "I bet it's something sexy."
"Hmm... You'll have to see." I smirk. Andy raises an eyebrow and wraps an arm around my waist from behind as I am walking to our bedroom. "Show me hallie." His whisper sends chills through my body. I shrug, "nope."
"Come on!" He whines, "lemme see baby!"
I sigh, "maybe later. I'm hungry."
"I'll make you something if you show me?" Andy flashes a hopeful smile, trying to grab the bag from my hands- again- without me noticing. I pull the bag away before he can get a hold of it and shake my head. "You can't even cook."
He pouts, his bottom lip jutting out a bit only making my desire to kiss him greater. The bag in my hands is now in Andy's while I am staring at his lips in my trance. His hand reaches in the bag and feels around without me realizing- still. The pout is cracking, he looks over, my trance still not breaking, and mutters, "Fuck me."
"I would have if you hadn't ruined the surprise." I smirk, taking the bag back from him to hide it somewhere. Andy sighs, "but hallie? Those would look hot on you..."
"They would have if you didn't peek." I reach up to ruffle his hair, then go back in to our room, locking the door behind me. "Your ass still looks adorable!" He yells through the door.
I am not not having sex with Andy tonight, right now I decided to start cutting up the T-shirt and writing stuff on it. I cut the sleeves and neck off so I can wear it again. Using washable marker I scrawl in random places:
I want you<3
Andy sixx = hot
I love you
My hero
Sexy as fuck
He knocks on the door, "whatcha doin?"
"Go away." I sing song. I get out the first lingerie set (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=100491342)
and put it on. I tuck the rest in the drawers, along with the shirt. Andy knocks on the door again and whines, "please let me in hallie?"
"Nope. Not yet." I roll my eyes and walk to the bathroom, I tease my hair slightly more than it was, and a little bit messier. I take off most of my eye makeup, leaving just a large flick of eyeliner, then adding a pale gloss to my lips. I unlock the door. "Don't come in until I say you can."
"Alright." Andy sighs.
I walk over to the bed, laying down and pulling out the AP warped tour magazine to the page with Andy on it. I pretend to be a normal teenage girl drooling over this like it was a one direction magazine and yell, "ya you can come in."
Andy slides in the door. I don't look up, only imagining the look on his face when he gasps. I expect him to move over to me slowly but he doesn't. Instead, Andy is suddenly next to me, trailing his hands down my back. My heart stops as he lightly squeezes my butt. He whispers, "Hallie you do too much for me."
"no I don't." I mumble, feeling Andy climb onto the bed, laying down next to me. "Ya you do."
He looks at the magazine and chuckles. "You know I would have had sex with you even if you hadn't worn this- fucking sexy outfit."
"But I wanted to." I look into his eyes, the blue is clouded with lust as they trail down my body.
"This is so innocent looking." He mumbles, "it's so unlike you."
"No. It's just the only thing that could fit my bump." I giggle, rolling over onto my back. Andy is hovering over me in an instant. "Well it's definitely making me want to take it off." His lips land on mine, a soft kiss. A kiss that reminds me of cuddling and the fuzzy batman blanket we spent nights wrapped up in together on the tour bus. He grabs my hands loosely, bringing them closer to us. Andy whispers as he pulls away, "I love you."
"I love you too." My eyes are still closed as he reconnects our lips, the pounding of my heart inside my chest sounds in my ears as his kisses become rougher. Our tongues meld into each other after Andy took off his shirt. I place my hands on his pale chest, feeling his muscles work to make his chest rise and fall as he breaths. My fingers make his way to his belt buckle but I pull them away when Andy slips a hand under the lingerie, fondling the breast. I sigh contently into the kiss as he caresses where the babies will soon be getting their food from- 'eww ok get that out of my mind. Focus on Andy. Focus on your fucking boyfriend who's feeling you up.'
Andy's excitement grows against my leg while he continues his magic he is making with his hands. I moan against his lips as he lightly runs his fingers around my nipple, hardening it at his touch. Andy pulls away from our kiss, his lips traveling to my neck as I moan again. My now shaking hands undo the metal buckle that is helping to hold his friend in. I pop the button on his skinny jeans and undo the zipper. Andy wriggles out of them, stops giving me a hickey to pull the jeans over his ankles. I stare into his loving eyes with the same desire. "Damn you're fucking gorgeous." Andy growls, his lips traveling to my neck again. I grind my hips against his as I trap his lips into a kiss again, his excitement is growing even more which I didn't think was possible. My lingerie gets slipped over my head and his hands return to my breasts. He pulls away, bringing a warm feeling to my nipple. I wack the back of his head jokingly, managing to say, "that's for the baby now."
"Maybe I want some of your milk." Andy smirks, looking up at me, "these breasts do look delicious already."
"So you want me to feed three or possibly even four people from two small boobs." I joke. Andy shrugs, "why not. And babe, you do not have small boobs anymore."
"You might suck me dry."
"Baby I could never do that."
Andy's lips return to my nipple before I can object, he starts sucking on it as if he was a baby drinking my milk. I feel him nibble on it as a drop of milk comes out. Andy pulls away, "holy shit those babies are lucky."
"Why?" I raise an eyebrow. He smiles, "every single part of you tastes good."
Andy kisses my lips again, sliding a hand in the panties of the lingerie set and rubbing his thumb in a figure 8 motion on my clit. I know I'm wet and Andy now knows that too. He giggles into our kiss and pulls them off. I slide off his boxers before he can realize and grab ahold of his penis. Andy gasps as I slide my cupped hand up and down his length, his hand grabs mine and unwraps my fingers as he breaks the kiss. "I'd rather have the real you."
"Alright then." I whisper, colliding our lips again into a passionate kiss as Andy positions himself in my spreading legs, not hesitating a moment before entering me while our tongues continue to battle. I spread my legs wider so he can get better access as he begins to thrust, sending pleasurable pain through my body. Andy wraps my legs around his back an continues to thrust. I feel my heart pounding as I moan against his lips. Andy suddenly flips us over. I stop, I don't know what to do.
"Hallie, what's wrong?"
"I don't know what I'm supposed to do Andy?" I mumble, embarrassed. He nods, and rolls us back over before continuing. I feel him throbbing inside of me as he hits my g-spot. I moan along with him, giggling. As we reach our climaxes Andy thrusts until he is out of semen and my cum mixes with his.
"Cum for me... Hallie." He uses his seductive voice that he used while reading 50 shades of grey on Bryan stars as he lands beside me on the bed. His perfect body is glistening with sweat. "And if your name is Hallie, that is on you now."
"My name is Hallie!" I jokingly squeal, "but I already cummed for you." I pout, jokingly, "that doesn't work now."
"You fulfilled my wish." Andy pecks my lips, reaching to the bedside table to grab his phone. "Take a picture. It'll last longer." I giggle. Andy's eyes widen. "Really?"
"Fuck no. I was quoting you."
"Babe!..." He whines, opening twitter:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels is the most amazing girlfriend in the whole fucking world. She surprises me so much and knows how to cook. <3
@andybvb: when you find that one person that you know you want to have in your life forever, don't let them slip through your fingers.
@andybvb: age doesn't matter. you could find that one person at 50 or at 15. They could be the same age, or 7 years younger. Love doesn't wait for society to approve.
"That's amazing." I whisper and press my lips to his, curling up beside the best person I will ever have in my life. He pulls the covers over us when a girl tweets in reply to Andy:
@cassidy1996: are you and @halliesamuels engaged?!
"You should clear that up." I whisper, pointing to the reply. Andy nods and types:
@andybvb: @cassidy1996 no. Not yet at least. I hope someday, but not now.
"I love you." Andy drapes his tattoo sleeve covered arm over my waist. My eyes flutter shut as I whisper, "I love you too boo."
"Hallie, you're adorable."
Lola's POV
Ashley grabs my hand as we walk out of the store. I roll my eyes at Andy who is probably looking at naked pictures of Hallie or something because he is trying to hide a boner. Ashley whispers, "You know, I think our two month anniversary is soon."
"Hmm?"
"I was just thinking about what we should do." He climbs in to the drivers seat, "maybe a night-time picnic in the backyard, or a movie marathon in our room?"
"I know you want the v." I joke, nudging him. "Lola, I'll always want the v." He jokes as we pull out of the lot. Our house isn't that far from here. I mumble, "I can't believe Hallie... She's such a slut..."
"That's not nice."
"No, I mean... My 15 year old sister is buying lingerie.. She's had sex a lot, and is pregnant. It's just the facts. Plus did you see her shorts and shirt? I think that she can qualify as a slut."
Ashley nods, "if you look at it that way, then I guess."
"She is going to have a terrible high school experience now."
"Ya. I remember there was a girl at my high school that had gotten raped and became pregnant. Everyone tortured her. I was one of her only friends." Ashley sighs, pulling up to his house. "We need to find Bliss a place to live."
"She's awesome though. I don't mind." I giggle as she walks out another guy rolling her eyes as he tries to kiss her again. As the man drives off we get out of the car. Bliss smiles and waves, "how was the mall?"
"Good. We saw my sister and Andy." I shout back.
"Hey Lola, Jinxx just texted me that he needs me to help him figure out some violin and guitar stuff so I have to go." Ashley pecks my lips before getting out of the car and walking off down the street. I sigh, the band seems to forget that he's not single anymore and can't be there for them immediately as much.
"So you never finished telling me about what happened with you and Andy." She looks at me expectantly as we walk in. I head to the couch where a blanket is resting and sit down next to her. She raises her eyebrows as I begin. "So my younger sister, Hallie, who is 15, tricked Andy and I to get back together.. Except I left his place, after we had sex, two days later. Umm this is where it gets interesting, so Andy tried to kill himself over me and after he was somewhat better, then later my sister went over to talk to him about it since she had self harmed. Uh I don't exactly know the whole thing but Andy basically kissed her while they were talking, twice,-"
"Oh, Kissing's not that bad." Bliss shrugs.
"She's 15 bliss. He's 22."
She nods, "oh, ew."
"Ya, so apparently after she told Sammi Andy was supposed to apologize but basically they ended up having sex."
She gasps, "so Andy is a pedophile!"
"Ya."
"I never would have expected that from him." She mumbles, thinking I'm finished.
"Oh that's not it. They kept seeing each other. And a week later they had sex again, but... I'll just show you his Instagram." I pull up Andy's Instagram to a picture of him and Hallie's growing baby bump. She gasps. "He got her pregnant. But I didn't know and the day after they first had sex I got back together with him. I found out a month and a half later."
"So... Your sister is pregnant with your ex's child and you're not killing her?" Bliss asks slowly. I shake my head. "Can't do anything and I don't care anymore. I have Ashley now."
"Oh... So is Hallie like a slut or something?"
I shake my head. "Well, she is turning into the typical girlfriend of a band member. They have sex a lot more than she should."
"What do you mean by turning into?"
"She is dressing more sophisticated than before by a tiny bit, but she is wearing a bit skimpier clothes and I don't know... It's hard to explain." I sigh, she pulls out her phone and shows me as she texts Andy:
Bliss: you're an asshole
Bliss: Pedo
Bliss: why the fucking hell would you want to have sex with a fifteen year old girl and get her pregnant.
"You're not going to get a response, they probably are having sex." I mumble, "she was buying lingerie."
"He texted back."
Andy: Lola told you?
Bliss: ya fucker
Andy: ok. I don't really give a fuck, but alright. You probably hate me now. Oh and tell Lola to leave Hallie alone about us.
I groan along with bliss. We end up watching some dumb MTV show until Ashley comes back at around 10:30.
"Hey. I'm sorry that took so long." Ashley places his keys on the counter and walks over to where I am to peck my lips. I sigh when he pulls away. "Sammi needs us to model for her next week." Ashley says as we walk back to our bedroom. He shuts the door behind me and grabs a pair of pajama pants. "I guess it's for a feature on the band and our girlfriends for some magazine."
"Alright. So I guess that means the magazine probably wants to interview us, Hallie and Andy, as well as Jake and Ella." I mumble, pulling out a sports bra. I feel like sleeping in underwear and a sports bra tonight. Guess who's probably going to like that. I feel his eyes roam my body as I step out of my jeans and pull off my top. His eyes land on my chest as I remove my bra.
"I know you're staring at me ash."
"When am I not?" He retorts, sighing as I slip the sports bra on. I walk into the bathroom to take off my makeup, followed by Ashley. He stands behind me while I wipe the traces of makeup from earlier off my pale face. His tan body is pressed against mine as He traces his hands along my curves and lifts the sports bra over my head before I can say anything. His lips are by my ear in an instant. "You're too beautiful to cover up. And I'm not just talking about your chest Lola, you don't need makeup."
His nimble fingers loop around the waistband of my panties.
"So are we nudists now?" I joke, turning my head to look into his lustful eyes, only to get captured into a passionate kiss. A kiss filled with hunger for each other. His hands are exploring my chest in a moment. As I pull at the tie of his pants, letting them drop to the floor, he growls in our kiss. He removes his boxers before I can, not breaking the kiss as his hardening dick rubs against my leg as I grind my hips onto his. He pulls off my underwear so that we are standing together, making out in the bathroom, completely naked. I tangle my hands in his long hair as he picks me up and walks us out of the bathroom. My legs are wrapped around his waist while Ashley lays us back on the bed. His lips move to my neck, I don't need a hickey tomorrow… "Ashy I can't have a hickey again during a photoshoot." I somehow am able to tell him. His lips return to mine, I pull away to whisper, "Ashley I love you so fucking much-"
He cuts me off with a sigh, "but you don't want to have sex right now. I know, if we've gone too far I'll stop."
"no no no no no!" I exclaim, placing my hands on Ashley's cheeks, "I was going to tell you that I do."
"What?" The smile on his lips grows as I whisper, "Ashley Purdy. I want to have sex with you." I giggle as he exclaims, "I love you so much Lola. I love you. I love you.-" he positions himself, still telling me he loves me the whole time.
--- (I don't want to write two sex scenes tonight.)---
I roll off of Ashley, panting. He places a sloppy kiss on my lips, then regains his breath. His tan skin is covered in a thin coating of sexy sweat after the love we just made. He looks at me with wide eyes, "best sex of my life."
"Really? That's a lot coming from you." I raise an eyebrow, "are you sure?"
"Ya. Because I actually love you. Plus Andy was right, you are amazing at sex." He grabs onto my hands. I giggle, "well you, Mr. Purdy are 1 million times better than Andy." I press my lips to his for a moment. "I had no idea what I was missing."
"I love you Lola."
"I love you too Ashley. Goodnight." I whisper, cuddling into his chest as we fall asleep.
Hallie's POV
"Andy I don't get it, why do guys like boobs?" I ask as he stares at my chest. We decided to spend the entire day naked for no reason. I have a week until school starts up again and Andy starts working on the album. He sits down next to me on the couch and puts a hand on his chest, "because we don't have them."
"Wow." I giggle and roll my eyes.
"That's just like asking why girls think abs are hot." Andy says while looking at his skinny stomach. "I don't think they are."
"Well then what do you think is hot About a guy?" Andy raises an eyebrow. I trace his v-line with my fingers, "that." And I press my lips to his, "these."
"So lips and a v-line.. Huh." He chuckles, "good thing I have both of those."
"Just all of you basically." I wink at Andy. He giggles as well and runs a hand along the side of his newly shaven head. It is still long down the middle, just the sides are shaven. He hasn't told the rest of the band yet, or his fans. I run a hand through my light blonde hair, it's now streaked with brown and the tips of the bangs are brown as well. Andy takes out his phone and opens twitter, he jokingly starts a new tweet, showing it to me:
@andybvb: naked day with @halliesamuels! <3 she is so hot.
I giggle as he goes to delete it, then typing:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels I'm liking my haircut.
"Andy when are you going to show your fans?"
"When I'm not naked, that's for sure." He chuckles, opening the camera app. "Oh why don't I just do it now, you know, full body shot?" He jokes, taking a selfie from chest up. "I think you should be in it too!"
"No!" I squeal as he pulls me into the photo and takes a selfie of us, my boobs are in the shot. "Please delete that Andy.." I pout my lip as he jokingly continues to take selfies. "I'm going to, trust me."
I decide to open my computer and go on tumblr. Andy keeps playing on his phone as I do, not noticing what I'm doing. I gasp as I see what is posted from that nude band blog.
"A-Andy..." I whisper, shocked at what is on the screen. He looks up from his phone his face turning from horrified to amused as he bursts out laughing.
"I am calling him right now!" He dials a number, putting it on speakerphone.
"Hello? Andy?"
"Hey Jinxx, you're not going to believe what just came up on Hallie's tumblr dashboard!" He laughs pulling the photo up on the screen.
"What man? I don't have time for this, my parents are coming over in a hour and I need to clean." Jinxx grumbles into the phone.
Andy laughs even harder, my giggles mixed in. "It's a picture of you dude!"
"Why is it so funny then?"
"You're holding your dick and taking a mirror selfie!" Andy howls, collapsing onto my lap in laughter as Jinxx starts cussing into the phone.
"You're never getting it taken down!" I laugh, "it's all over your tag."
"Just wanted to let you know, good luck with that." Andy hangs up as Jinxx yells to Sammi, "did you leak a photo of me?"
I giggle and look at the caption:
Jinxx from black veil brides
Nude band blog
"I'm going to send them an ask!" I giggle and type:
Andy just told Jinxx that this came up on my tumblr and he freaked out, we didn't tell him the blog though... So ya the picture is real.
-hallie
Andy cannot stop laughing. His head is laying in my lap as I type. I stroke his hair lightly, twirling pieces while looking through my dashboard.
"Oh someone had a spam of you with very low riding pants, oh and a microphone stuck in your leather pants as well." I giggle, Andy looks up and giggles at the pictures of himself.
"If only they could see us now... Or me.. Or you." He laughs at a picture of Alan ashby with a cat in front of his package. "I know they would be jealous of you."
"Probably." I smile down at him, "probably more jealous of me when we're having sex."
"Ya, and that."
An ask pops up on their blog:
'What do you think Andy biersack is like during sex?'
"Andy look at this one!" I giggle and read out the ask and answer. "What do you think Andy Biersack is like during sex? They Answered: well I think he would be more laid back, letting his partner ride him most of the time and probably very rough when kissing. He doesn't seem like the guy to want to cuddle a lot after sex, maybe a bit but not much. Andy seems like he wouldn't be the one to tease, more like getting straight into having sex, probably smoke a cigarette while whoever it is rides him. Then a few after. -Staci"
He bursts into more laughter, "That is the complete opposite of me!"
"The guy that wouldn't want to cuddle much! Ha!" I laugh, ruffling his hair, "I haven't been on top even once, you know that?"
"And I definitely hate teasing!" He jokes, poking my belly button causing me to giggle. "I love you hallie."
"I love you Andy. And just so you know I'm responding to that."
He nods as I type:
Hey, hallie again...
To the ask about what Andy is like during sex, here you go:
Andy is very gentle and loves teasing, possibly more than sex itself. I've actually never been on top with Andy.. Umm, he is very talkative and loves when we joke around and talk during sex. He definitely is more of a boobs guy, as he loves feeling me up and/or teasing. Uh... He usually likes playing a game of seduction, trying to get me to give in or break, whichever. I know that andy sometimes likes to take breaks and we go on twitter or tumblr on his phone, so some of his tweets are while we were having sex. I know Andy likes making out and kissing, sometimes rough, sometimes gentle. He likes moving around where ever we are a lot, or making out while carrying me. He definitely loves to cuddle, I think he should fill in anything else..
I look to Andy who was watching me type. "Anything else?"
"Um, I guess I like to compliment you a lot, and make sure you're alright. Uh, I do like when we have sex to music and taking short naps in between fucking.. Umm.. Make sure the phrase 'Andy loves boobs' is in there multiple times, and that right now I have a boner from thinking about us having sex. And I've sang to you before, during sex." He chuckles as I look to see that he does indeed have a boner. "Ok done, is there anything else?"
"I guess just that I'm not the guy that sleeps around so don't expect to ever have sex with me. And that I am forever yours and so fucking glad that I didn't wear a condom that one time." I jokingly type that as he says it, writing, 'quoted directly from Andy.' On it. I am about to send it when Andy exclaims, "oh and-" he sits up and moves the laptop in front of himself more. He begins to type:
this is Andy typing now... So I love when Hallie traces my tattoos after we had sex. And I am trying to quit smoking before the babies are born so the cigarette thing was wrong. Umm we usually talk a lot in between rounds of sex. I love kissing her so much, and feeling her up. I don't really like to think about having sex with anyone but hallie so I'm writing this all about with her what I do. So I guess I'm not very laid back but we definitely prolong the foreplay. Not bjs or handjobs, just kissing and teasing though, and talking to the babies.
He sends it and sits back on the couch. "Come here you." He pulls me closer and lays my head in his lap, I giggle and decide to surprise him. He is on my tumblr again so while he's distracted I decide to go for it. I eye the thing I've been nervous about doing the to for a while. I swallow back my fear and open my mouth, taking Andy's penis inside. He gasps and looks down. "Hallie you don't have to-" I stop going further down and take it out. "I'm not. Now I just sucked on your dick." I giggle, "now we are friends."
"You're too adorable." He kisses my forehead and keeps going through my tumblr. The ask Andy and I sent pops up, answered:
Wow we were wrong... Alright then. Umm and you said babies, are you having more than one? Also thank you for your input to the blog and not being as we thought band members would be if they saw this.- Staci
Uh how about kinda tmi but thanks for the input.. That doesn't leave much up to the imagination. But I guess that's why you posted it. I think some of the followers will enjoy reading this. -Dariah.
Andy and I giggle, looking at each other, then giggling some more. "I think we should just tell everyone we're having twins.." Andy sighs and goes on his twitter. Someone had asked him if we were having twins. I reluctantly nod in agreement. "Ya, I guess."
Andy writes a post on his tumblr on his phone, then shows me:
Well it's announcement time again. So I was planning on telling everyone in a few weeks but we don't want to cause speculation. So as most of you know my girlfriend hallie is 12 weeks pregnant, which means in two weeks we will be able to know the gender and OFFICIAL amount of babies. Notice how I capitalized official, well we know we are at least having twins. Yes, I know that's a lot of responsibility and that it will be a challenge. Not only that but there is a possibility we have a third child on the way as well that was hiding behind the other two. Please don't start speculations or anything.
-Andy
"That's good." I mumble as he posts it. I decide to respond to some hate mail on my own tumblr:
Anon: hallie you need to go and die in a hole you whore, Andy doesn't love you and you're just using him for attention and sex.
Hallie: hey anon, I don't care whatcha think just as long as it's about me, the best of us can find happiness in misery
Anon: bitch.
Hallie: I'm not a dog but I think that would be fun to be for a day.. you know, play fetch, be petted, get treats and just get all dirty.
Anon: you and your 'babies' need to get the hell out of Andy's life and stop being ridiculous and slutty. You're a fucking idiot who knows nothing.
Hallie: l don't think Andy wants me out of his life. But I can put that in the imaginary suggestion box for you? ;P
Anon: you aren't even pretty you deserve those scars on your wrist the whole army hates you
Hallie: 1) I may not be pretty but I don't care
2) no one deserves to feel so guilty or so pained that the only way to take it away is to harm yourself. It's an addiction and a major problem for a lot of people. Don't you dare say that to anyone.
Anon: don't listen to them, you're awesome hallie. And if Andy loves you, we should all love you.
Hallie: thanks anon! That means a lot, I don't really listen to them anyways.
"Why are you responding to hate?" Andy asks from beside me on his phone. "You shouldn't even reply."
"I think they should know I don't care." I shrug. "Just like you can call them out on stage, I am allowed to have some fun responding to the dumb messages. It's not like I care."
"I guess." Andy sighs, putting down his phone. "I'll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom."
He rushes in there when I see another anonymous message come up:
Anon: I don't think you get it, Andy is going to forget about you the second he leaves for tour. Why would he want to be in a relationship with a pregnant high schooler who doesn't send him naked pictures or probably won't do things he asks for sexually. I doubt you even love him. He sure as hell doesn't love you. He pities you, I bet you're not even pregnant with his child, or that you even had sex.
Hallie: oh silly anon, considering And was the first person I ever kissed, or the only guy I've had sex with for that matter, I am pretty sure this is his child. We can send you a sex tape if you want? plus, I respect myself. The only thing I don't do is simply let him take pictures of me. In fact today we are having naked day. No clothes allowed in the Biersack and Samuels residence today. \m/ that's right motherfucker. I'm typing this while naked.
"Andy do you want to do anything?" I ask while pulling up the window to the bvb fanfiction site. I used to read these but I don't want Andy to know that. He comes out of the bathroom just as I log in. "Just be with-" he comes up behind the couch before I can close the window. "Hallie what the hell is that on your computer for?"
"I'm curious?"
"Mhmm." He mumbles and points to the username spot. "What's that?"
"I don't know?"
"Hallie I have an account on here to make fun of these.... I know that's your account." He snaps, sitting down on the couch next to me. He takes the computer and looks under my stories, there are none. Then Andy looks at my subscriptions, seeing all the stories I had subscribed to pre-meeting him. He looks at my alerts to find that only one story is updated and the rest aren't. So what if I read fanfiction when I'm bored Andy! At least they're about you, it's not like they're gay ones either.
"Hallie, why do you have this account?" Andy asks slowly. I sigh, "because I used to read fanfiction."
"But then why does it say you have read all of these stories that have been updated?" He points to the list of subscriptions.
I don't say anything.
"Hallie, am I not fulfilling you enough sexually or do you feel like you need to read these to hope that our love will be like these?" He takes my hands in his, "If you read fanfiction I don't care but I need to know if there's a reason behind it."
"I get bored, and I read the stories." I mumble, feeling guilty. "That's all."
"hallie, these are some pretty dirty stories. Are you sure that's the only reason why?" He looks deep into my eyes, searching for a hint of lying. "Ya that's the only reason."
"Well..." Andy stands up suddenly, running a hand through his hair. He looks away from me, "I don't think you're telling me the truth hallie."
"Andy I am-"
He turns to me with anger apparent in his features. "Stop. Just stop."
"Why are you-"
"Hallie I don't want a girlfriend that reads fanfiction about me and my band." He grumbles. "you don't understand."
"I don't it's just I like the stories Andy."
"Stop lying to me. You can't expect me to believe that. I put so much on the line for our relationship to find that the- you are reading sexual stories to satisfy yourself instead of being with your boyfriend."
"Andy I'm not-"
"Save it hallie." He huffs and slams the door to our room shut behind him. Why is he getting so worked up over fanfiction. I need to find out but I think I should give Andy some space. I decide to ask Lola since she might be able to ask ashley:
Hallie: Lola Andy's mad at me but the reason makes no sense.
Lola: your relationship makes no sense but what is it?
Hallie: he is mad because I used to read fanfiction
Lola: used to?
Hallie: alright fine. I like the stories so I still read some.
Lola: I don't get why you would do that. Aren't those all sexual? You have the real Andy to satisfy you... Eww now the thought popped into my head!
Hallie: that's what he said but why would he get so worked up about it?
Lola: men are weird, just go talk to him.
Hallie: he's locked in our room.
Lola: pick the lock, jake taught you how!
"Andy, I'm coming in." I say nervously through the door, having already unlocked it. I open the door to find Andy looking out the onto the street. A mother and a child are walking by, she looks up and covers her child's eyes. A girl in a bvb shirt is trailing behind them, assumably the daughter, she looks up and stands there in shock, looking at Andy's naked body 4 stories above her.
"You realize that girl can see you?" I mumble from out of the view of the street. He sighs as the girl pulls out her phone and shuts the blinds. "Hallie if you're not-"
"Andy honestly, I don't even read the stories anymore alright. I won't if it bothers you." I offer, looking at my feet. "I'm sorry Andy."
"It's just uncomfortable for me hallie," he sits on the end of the bed and runs a hand through his new haircut. "I feel like I'm doing something wrong if you're reading fictional stories about me. I feel as if I'm not doing a good job at being a boyfriend. It makes me feel like the real me isn't good enough for you."
"Andy that is the complete opposite of what's true." I sit on the end of our bed next to Andy. I place a hand on top of his and continue, "I love you. I should be the one worried that I'm not good enough for you, a the lead singer of a rock and roll band. The one that has tons of fans fawning over you."
"Alright. I'm sorry hallie, it's just.. Well lets forget about it now." His lips meet mine, making me forget the half fight we just had. He pulls away first. Andy's hands cup my cheeks as he whispers, "I love you."
"I love you Andy."
His lips melt onto mine again into a slow and passionate kiss. He pulls me onto his lap so that my legs are draped over his sideways. I pull away and simply leave a kiss on his neck, "why don't we stay off the Internet for a while?"
"I'm good with that." Andy winks, closing his eyes to lean in for a kiss. Mine flutter shut as well. We lean back onto the bed, no clothes to remove so he's already feeling me up. I feel his excitement growing against my leg as we make out. He pulls away, "ok hallie, I really don't want to do this but I can't hold back anymore." He looks to me hopefully. I smirk and roll over so he is on top.
---
I am awoken in the morning by Andy talking into the phone out of our room.
"Ya... I understand but- no. I get it Patrick, I'm not even close to having a full album of lyrics done yet... No I get that... I have too much going on in my life right now to go on tour anytime soon pat! You know that.. I know we need to get the album completed soon but I can't get the wretched and divine story out of my head! I have written three more songs that work with the album but that's all I got right now... I get that but I can't... My life is crazy... No Hallie's due then!... Give me a while Patrick, I'm sorry but I am having two kids in march, I can't go on tour and abandon my pregnant girlfriend... No I think Jinxx and I would like to spend time with our wives and kids before we go on tour again... At least a year! I mean maybe summer they can come with us but that is a lot to ask, I mean three, possibly four babies on a tour bus... Yes." I get up and throw on a tshirt of Andy's, walking out to where he is.
"Man I'm already under a lot of stress, don't add to it.. We need to talk about this at your office sometime, not over the phone... Okay Monday at 10:30, ya that's good. Alright. See you then."
Andy hangs up and lets our a long sigh, running a hand through his hair. "Well I'm fucked."
"What's wrong Andy?" I ask while beginning to get some cereal out for breakfast. "That sounded intense."
"Oh, umm... Just time constraints on the album and writers block. I think we'll end up doing an EP or something instead... Maybe some covers."
"No blood on the dance floor covers." I joke and pull out the milk from the refrigerator. He chuckles and finishes making his own breakfast. "I need to give ash back his toaster."
"No, steal it." I say sarcastically. He laughs and takes a bite of cereal.
"Should we start cleaning out the room today?"
I nod. Andy and I finish our food and clean up before going into our room to get dressed. He puts on simply a pair of basketball shorts, no shirt. I change into a sports bra and a pair of Nike shorts, throwing my hair up into a messy ponytail, not bothering with looking in the mirror or makeup. Andy looks at me and starts laughing uncontrollably.
"What?"
"Just go look in the mirror!" He manages to say through laughter. I look in the mirror in the bathroom to see that my ponytail is falling out and looks ridiculous. I try it again, getting a headband and some clips to keep the hair out of my face, then returning to Andy's side.
"So I think our plan of attack should be to separate all the stuff, then throw out what we don't need to keep, and find a place to put the rest." Andy says as we walk into the room, he flips on a light switch and opens the curtains. I see how messy it actually is for the first time. "Oh wow, ok we need trash bags."
"Ya..." Andy mumbles, blushing slightly.
"How are we going to decide what stays and what goes?"
"Fans stuff goes into the storage unit we have.. Umm I don't know about the rest." He picks up a piece of paper that was a letter from a fan, "honestly I think most of this stuff is from fans that I thought was too special to put in the storage unit."
"So lets sort through it and see then." I sigh, picking up a few letters an putting them in a pile. Andy does the same with some more. He runs to grab some boxes from the kitchen, returning soon to start putting fan made batman related gifts in. He turns on his music but I change it to all time low, it's more lighthearted.
Another box gets filled with letters that end up getting crumpled. A last one gets Andy's collection of magazines he was in, old black veil brides Merch, his filled lyric books in which he wrote some of the songs off the past three albums in. After a few hours the room is empty and in need of baby related supplies.
"Baby, I think we're going to need to move into a house soon." He mutters, surveying the somewhat large room. We walk out to the small kitchen with the first two boxes to load into Andy's car. He stops at the door, "hallie you might want to put a shirt on."
"Oh, thanks.." I place the box on the ground, rushing back to our room to get a tank top on, then back to where Andy is now carrying both boxes with a smug look on his face. "Lets go."
once we are in the car I tell Andy, "once I'm 16 I'm going to get a job."
"Really? Why?"
"Because I feel bad that you're supporting me and I'm not helping out with anything." I sigh, "it's not like I'm even able to pay for half your rent or much less any of the bills. Most girlfriends could at least somewhat help out.."
"Well I'm not going to let you." Andy states firmly as we pull up to a storage facility.
"Huh?"
He turns off the car and looks me in the eye, grabbing my hands. "You don't need to work hallie, you're 15 and pregnant. Two reasons why you shouldn't be working and I, as the father of the children, should be taking care of you. I got you pregnant, I'm the one who is going to take care of you and the babies."
"But-"
"No." Andy gets out of the car and walks to the storage unit with me on his tail. "And that is final."
"Fine." I grumble. We reach the last row of large units at last stopping. Andy takes out a key from his pocket and opens the lock, lifting up the orange metal door. I slide the boxes in the unit.
"You get a lot of stuff from fans.." I mumble, taking in the large amounts of drawings, dolls, letters, and other random things they have recieved over the years. He wraps an arm around my waist while looking at the storage units contents. "Yep. We have some loyal fans."
"Ya... You do." I lean my head on his shoulder, just enjoying standing here with Andy. He places his lips on my forehead, whispering, "this is such an odd place to be having a moment."
"and you just ruined it." I joke and reach up to peck his lips, just as a family's footsteps sound behind us. One pair stops and mutters to herself, "why is there a ton of black veil brides stuff in that unit?" She pauses. "That can't be Andy six?..."
"Actually it's Biersack now." Andy turns us around so we are facing the college age girl.
"I used to love your band when I was younger..." She looks at me, squinting at my belly in confusion, "probably around her age. I was a complete bvb fangirl." The girl blushes, Andy smiles. "That's cool. So how old are you now then?"
"I'm 20." She looks to where her parents and little brother had gone. "And I guess that means they left... Oh well."
"So what's your name?" I ask, my shyness kicking in as Andy lets go of me.
"Alyssa."
"nice to meet you Alyssa." Andy extends a hand for her to shake, she accepts with pink coming over her face again. "I'm Hallie by the way." I mumble, looking down at my stomach in embarrassment.
"How many weeks are you?" She asks politely, "you are pregnant, correct?"
"Ya, I'm twelve weeks-" Andy cuts me off as his hand goes on my stomach, "and we're having twins or possibly triplets."
"You're...?" She raises an eyebrow and looks over he shoulder where a woman is calling her name. "I have to go, it was nice meeting you Andy."
"this is going to be extremely awkward to explain to people.." I sigh. "Anyways should we go home then?"
"Uh huh." Andy smiles down at me and leans in to peck my lips, lacing our hands together as we make our way back to his car. The silent drive home gets filled with Andy's kiss CDs playing on repeat. I stare out the window with my head propped up on my elbow. My hands rub the not-so-small baby bump through my shirt. At the apartment we sit down on the couch, not knowing what we should do next. Andy flips on the tv to abc family where 16 candles is playing. He leans back into the couch and places his arm around me.
---
"Haaallieee..." Andy whines in my ear, startling me awake. I open my eyes to find myself tangled up in the sheets with Andy's tattoo sleeve covered arm around me. His slight smile causes one to form on my own lips. Waking up next to Andy every morning is going to be amazing.
Wait.. I don't remember getting in bed and going to sleep.... "Andy... How did I get here?"
"You fell asleep on the couch so I carried you back in here." He sits up, leaning over to peck my lips. I giggle and roll over on top of Andy, he raises his eyebrows and places his lips on mine. He pulls away as his phone bursts out with the scream from the start of perfect weapon. Sighing, he mumbles, "that's Jake. I should get it."
"Alright." He reaches for his phone, putting it on speaker.
"Hey man... Why'd you call so early?" He groans. Jake chuckles, "Andy it's one. And I wanted to see if you wanted to come over later? All the guys are as well as a few others.."
"I'll go." I mumble, "if you want?"
"Ya we'll come." Andy shrugs.
"Also, I know that you are having writers block so I have an idea for the next album I'll tell everyone at once so there's no confusion. And Andy I heard what you saw on Hallie's tumblr and I looked it up! That sucks for Jinxx.. He's never getting that off of the Internet." Jake laughs, "thank god it's not me."
"ya man... So I'm gonna go tell hallie.. I'll see you later." He places the phone on the bedside table and starts lightly tracing his fingertips over my back. "Do you know that I have never seen a batman movie." I realize after a few amazing minutes. "It's kind of expected that I had since we've been together for over three months.. And you love batman so.."
He nods. "We'll have to watch one sometime."
"Mhmm.." I scoot closer to my love and feel his arm drape protectively over my waist. I feel my eyes droop back shut, my breathing soon becomes even.
"Hallie, someone texted you." Andy whispers in my ear.
Andy's POV
"Hallie someone texted you." I whisper in her ear. Her body curls even closer to mine than before. I chuckle and leave a light kiss on her forehead. She mumbles in her sleep, "come back here!"
A few minutes later it's:
"Isis Urban Biersack put that down."
"Carrissa! Don't!" She rolls over so that her face is buried in my chest and sleep whispers, "what are we going to do with our kids Andy?"
This happens sometimes, I think it's cute. We will have conversations while she is asleep, but in the morning she never remembers them.
"I don't know hallie, they haven't been born yet." I feel her sigh. "They make so many messes."
"Ya they do baby." I chuckle while she groans, "I have to get that from her."
"Alright hallie, I'm gonna sleep now." I press my lips to her forehead, she cuddles to me again. Her conversation ends and we fall into a sound sleep. Our arms around each other. It's us against the world.
---
I wake up to her humming in the kitchen. My feet are already on the floor, making my way to the girl of my dreams. She is swaying her hips to the music playing through her headphones.... Some pop punk band I think, or pierce the veil. I can't exactly tell.
"Hallie? Whatcha doin?" I tap her shoulder as she takes out one headphone. "Making breakfast."
She is cooking an omelet for herself, I watch her turn raw into cooked and delicious and make another for myself. I graciously accept and dig in to the delicious food my amazing girlfriend has made. We have three days until her school starts and we need to make the most of it. Yesterday I had to leave her home alone so I could coordinate the album with Patrick. We decided that we are going to release three more songs that I have written based off of wretched and divine, along with legion of the black and the wretched and divine cd. Then later we will remake we stitch these wounds. I haven't told Hallie yet, and the guys agreed.
"Andy could we go shopping today? I need maternity clothes sooner than later." Hallie mumbles, looking down at her plate. I nod, "of course hallie."
She leaves to go change with me close behind her. I change into my normal outfit of ripped black skinny jeans, a tight black tank top, and one of my black vests. She gets into a pair of low rise shorts that are just short enough to show the beginning of her adorable butt in the back. I watch as she pulls on a tight tank top that is low cut and shows her cleavage, she slips a grey vest with studded shoulders over it and places a pendant necklace around her neck that lands right in between her perfect breasts. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, focusing once again on straightening my hair. Well I was until Hallie comes in and hip bumps me, holding her stomach. We have been taking the pictures before bed lately, that way we will always be doing something together before we curl up to sleep. I glance at her and find myself getting turned on. She notices my nervousness and winks. This girl turns me on so easily... I feel a blush creep into my cheeks as she finishes her small amount of makeup she wears as I do mine.
"You know, your fans still haven't seen your hair yet.." Hallie whispers while turning to walk out of the bathroom, except I catch her before she can leave.
"They haven't seen yours either."
I pull out my phone to take a selfie of us with my hands on her stomach and my serious face next to her smug one. After a few tries it works. I post it to Instagram:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels and I got out hair colored+ cut recently. <3 you baby.
I know what the fans responses will be. Negative.
I take another selfie of myself in the mirror, taking off the shirt and vest quickly. Hallie rolls her eyes and walks out of the bathroom to do something. I take the selfie with a serious face and an unlit cigarette in my empty hand.
@andybvb: haircuts don't change a man. It's the life experiences that do... Plus it was getting annoying and gross again... :l
Hallie is apparently taking her own selfies in the bedroom, her bump in all of them as well. I check her Instagram to see a few new selfies of her.
@halliesamuels: @andybvb is taking selfies so I thought.. Why not?
I comment:
@andybvb: you're beautiful babe @halliesamuels
Another:
@halliesamuels: alright, maternity clothes shopping here we come. Promise me you won't laugh if I am wearing clown pants? ;)
@andybvb: I won't darling. I'll take them off ;) @halliesamuels.
She looks at me and giggles. "Uh.. Not at school you can't."
"There's a parking lot for a reason." I smirk, grabbing her hand as we leave. She puts her phone in her clutch along with her wallet and credit card she never ended up using during warped.
"You know that's not going to happen." She shakes her head slightly, bumping into me on purpose.
"You never know?"
"Alright... Whatever you say."
"We could. It's always a possibility."
At the mall we go into the maternity store. The lady that works there comes up to hallie and says, "miss I think you and your friend have the wrong store. This is for pregnant ladies."
"Umm... Miss, My girlfriend is pregnant." I motion to her baby bump that is pretty hard to ignore. She raises her eyebrows, "well we don't exactly carry clothes your size. You may want to check somewhere else."
"Well what stores do you think would have teenage maternity clothes?" Hallie asks, curiously.
"Umm... No where." The lady scoffs, "teenagers can't have kids so there are no companies that support it."
"I'm 15 and pregnant and there is nothing wrong with that."
I put a hand on her shoulder, trying to coax her out of the rage that's building up.
"And I'm not going to walk around with my pants unzipped for another few months." She turns and walks out. I follow her into hot topic where she walks to the back and stops. "Andy I don't want you seeing what I'm getting so go look at something else."
Hallie's POV.
So I go into the back of the store after Andy has gone to Starbucks to get us some coffee. The back of the store is where they have the lingerie or hosiery stuff. I begin browsing through the bra and underwear sets from here. As I select a few and a pair of fishnets a girl taps me on the shoulder. She looks around my age.
"Hey, you're hallie right?"
I nod, "ya..."
"Is Andy here with you?" She glances at what I am holding and rolls her eyes. "You know he likes batman right. You should go with that one." She points to a batman lingerie set. I sigh, "I know, but I'm pretty sure these will fit, those won't. And Andy is in a different store. I have to buy these before he comes back so excuse me." I quickly head to the register, only to have someone gasp and run over to me.
"You put those back right now missy." Lola scolds, taking the lingerie from my hands and rushing back to the back section. I turn around only to have Ashley's smirking face catch my eye. "It seems like you don't need that to get Biersack to want you."
"I don't." I smirk as well, turning on my heels to find Lola browsing what she had just taken from me. "Have you two had sex yet?"
"No." Lola mumbles, looking up to ashley with a small smile. "I just sometimes like wearing lingerie to bed."
"That's weird." I roll my eyes and grab what she took from me. "Now I have three days before school starts and I want to enjoy them. So I'll just be getting these."
"Hallie, can I suggest something?" Ashley rushes back over to us. He points to a shirt with Andy's face on it. "I have a box of Merch in my car from warped because we have the largest house, but I think you should cut that up and just write on it with a sharpie or something phrases like, I want you, or he's hot with an arrow or whatever you can think of. And wear that with..." He picks up a set I had picked out earlier. "Then wear these the other two nights if you want to have sex that much.."
"Ashley! I'm trying not to get my little sister to have sex!" Lola grumbles, walking over with a hello kitty set and a red and purple one. I roll my eyes. "You realize you can't do that."
"Why?"
"Well, considering the fact I'm already pregnant and that Andy and I live together, which means we share a bed. We also have had sex many times if you remember the bus. But I think that you can't really control if we have sex."
Ashley wraps an arm around Lola's shoulder and pecks her cheek. "Lets just go Lola. If hallie and Andy want to have sex, they can. We can't control that."
She grumbles, "fine" and heads to the register. I wait until they're gone to get the outfits, buying the shirts with Andy on it and a new men's Memphis may fire shirt as well. (I never used the credit card from warped).
Andy texts me:
Andy: I'm outside.
Hallie: alright, I'm buying this, I'll be right there.
Andy: you know your ass is adorable in those shorts.
Hallie: hm?
Andy: Andy your breasts look so delicate and fragile in that top. I really want to
Andy: oh my god I'm thinking of ravishing you and now a girl is looking at me and the boner I'm getting. Fuck.
Hallie: -.- I'm coming out...
Andy eyes the bag mischievously as I walk up to the front of the store where he is leaning against the faux brick wall. I come up right in front of him as I wrap my hands around his neck and collide our lips into a passionate kiss. I feel the glares of mothers piercing through my back, yet I ignore it. I pull away and whisper, "lets get home."
He nods eagerly, reaching out to take hold of my hand. His smile grows as he looks me in the eye while we walk out of the mall. We stop to kiss quickly, only to have a large group of people bump into us. Andy groans and leans in again, pressing his soft lips to mine again. A girl about 17 comes up and taps him on the shoulder. He stops walking and looks away from me, to the girl wearing that bvb bracelet and a OM&M shirt. "Andy- I'm- I'm a huge fan of yours and- uh- and ummm ya..." She blushes. I try to hold back a smile. Andy lets go of my hand, "that's always nice to hear. So what's your name?"
"Alicia." She mumbles, looking down at her vans. "Your music saved my friend's life. I want to say thank you so much for that."
"Of course!" He exclaims. Andy pulls the girl into a friendly hug and then she walks away with a huge smile on her face. Andy hand holds mine again as we walk back to the car. I stuff the bag in the trunk so that he cannot take a peek before climbing into the front seat.
"Baaaabe Let me see what's in the bag!..." Andy whines as we get into his apartment. I shake my head for the fifth time, "maybe later."
"Alright, you're killing me though because I need to know what you bought." He hip bumps me, "I bet it's something sexy."
"Hmm... You'll have to see." I smirk. Andy raises an eyebrow and wraps an arm around my waist from behind as I am walking to our bedroom. "Show me hallie." His whisper sends chills through my body. I shrug, "nope."
"Come on!" He whines, "lemme see baby!"
I sigh, "maybe later. I'm hungry."
"I'll make you something if you show me?" Andy flashes a hopeful smile, trying to grab the bag from my hands- again- without me noticing. I pull the bag away before he can get a hold of it and shake my head. "You can't even cook."
He pouts, his bottom lip jutting out a bit only making my desire to kiss him greater. The bag in my hands is now in Andy's while I am staring at his lips in my trance. His hand reaches in the bag and feels around without me realizing- still. The pout is cracking, he looks over, my trance still not breaking, and mutters, "Fuck me."
"I would have if you hadn't ruined the surprise." I smirk, taking the bag back from him to hide it somewhere. Andy sighs, "but hallie? Those would look hot on you..."
"They would have if you didn't peek." I reach up to ruffle his hair, then go back in to our room, locking the door behind me. "Your ass still looks adorable!" He yells through the door.
I am not not having sex with Andy tonight, right now I decided to start cutting up the T-shirt and writing stuff on it. I cut the sleeves and neck off so I can wear it again. Using washable marker I scrawl in random places:
I want you<3
Andy sixx = hot
I love you
My hero
Sexy as fuck
He knocks on the door, "whatcha doin?"
"Go away." I sing song. I get out the first lingerie set (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=100491342)
and put it on. I tuck the rest in the drawers, along with the shirt. Andy knocks on the door again and whines, "please let me in hallie?"
"Nope. Not yet." I roll my eyes and walk to the bathroom, I tease my hair slightly more than it was, and a little bit messier. I take off most of my eye makeup, leaving just a large flick of eyeliner, then adding a pale gloss to my lips. I unlock the door. "Don't come in until I say you can."
"Alright." Andy sighs.
I walk over to the bed, laying down and pulling out the AP warped tour magazine to the page with Andy on it. I pretend to be a normal teenage girl drooling over this like it was a one direction magazine and yell, "ya you can come in."
Andy slides in the door. I don't look up, only imagining the look on his face when he gasps. I expect him to move over to me slowly but he doesn't. Instead, Andy is suddenly next to me, trailing his hands down my back. My heart stops as he lightly squeezes my butt. He whispers, "Hallie you do too much for me."
"no I don't." I mumble, feeling Andy climb onto the bed, laying down next to me. "Ya you do."
He looks at the magazine and chuckles. "You know I would have had sex with you even if you hadn't worn this- fucking sexy outfit."
"But I wanted to." I look into his eyes, the blue is clouded with lust as they trail down my body.
"This is so innocent looking." He mumbles, "it's so unlike you."
"No. It's just the only thing that could fit my bump." I giggle, rolling over onto my back. Andy is hovering over me in an instant. "Well it's definitely making me want to take it off." His lips land on mine, a soft kiss. A kiss that reminds me of cuddling and the fuzzy batman blanket we spent nights wrapped up in together on the tour bus. He grabs my hands loosely, bringing them closer to us. Andy whispers as he pulls away, "I love you."
"I love you too." My eyes are still closed as he reconnects our lips, the pounding of my heart inside my chest sounds in my ears as his kisses become rougher. Our tongues meld into each other after Andy took off his shirt. I place my hands on his pale chest, feeling his muscles work to make his chest rise and fall as he breaths. My fingers make his way to his belt buckle but I pull them away when Andy slips a hand under the lingerie, fondling the breast. I sigh contently into the kiss as he caresses where the babies will soon be getting their food from- 'eww ok get that out of my mind. Focus on Andy. Focus on your fucking boyfriend who's feeling you up.'
Andy's excitement grows against my leg while he continues his magic he is making with his hands. I moan against his lips as he lightly runs his fingers around my nipple, hardening it at his touch. Andy pulls away from our kiss, his lips traveling to my neck as I moan again. My now shaking hands undo the metal buckle that is helping to hold his friend in. I pop the button on his skinny jeans and undo the zipper. Andy wriggles out of them, stops giving me a hickey to pull the jeans over his ankles. I stare into his loving eyes with the same desire. "Damn you're fucking gorgeous." Andy growls, his lips traveling to my neck again. I grind my hips against his as I trap his lips into a kiss again, his excitement is growing even more which I didn't think was possible. My lingerie gets slipped over my head and his hands return to my breasts. He pulls away, bringing a warm feeling to my nipple. I wack the back of his head jokingly, managing to say, "that's for the baby now."
"Maybe I want some of your milk." Andy smirks, looking up at me, "these breasts do look delicious already."
"So you want me to feed three or possibly even four people from two small boobs." I joke. Andy shrugs, "why not. And babe, you do not have small boobs anymore."
"You might suck me dry."
"Baby I could never do that."
Andy's lips return to my nipple before I can object, he starts sucking on it as if he was a baby drinking my milk. I feel him nibble on it as a drop of milk comes out. Andy pulls away, "holy shit those babies are lucky."
"Why?" I raise an eyebrow. He smiles, "every single part of you tastes good."
Andy kisses my lips again, sliding a hand in the panties of the lingerie set and rubbing his thumb in a figure 8 motion on my clit. I know I'm wet and Andy now knows that too. He giggles into our kiss and pulls them off. I slide off his boxers before he can realize and grab ahold of his penis. Andy gasps as I slide my cupped hand up and down his length, his hand grabs mine and unwraps my fingers as he breaks the kiss. "I'd rather have the real you."
"Alright then." I whisper, colliding our lips again into a passionate kiss as Andy positions himself in my spreading legs, not hesitating a moment before entering me while our tongues continue to battle. I spread my legs wider so he can get better access as he begins to thrust, sending pleasurable pain through my body. Andy wraps my legs around his back an continues to thrust. I feel my heart pounding as I moan against his lips. Andy suddenly flips us over. I stop, I don't know what to do.
"Hallie, what's wrong?"
"I don't know what I'm supposed to do Andy?" I mumble, embarrassed. He nods, and rolls us back over before continuing. I feel him throbbing inside of me as he hits my g-spot. I moan along with him, giggling. As we reach our climaxes Andy thrusts until he is out of semen and my cum mixes with his.
"Cum for me... Hallie." He uses his seductive voice that he used while reading 50 shades of grey on Bryan stars as he lands beside me on the bed. His perfect body is glistening with sweat. "And if your name is Hallie, that is on you now."
"My name is Hallie!" I jokingly squeal, "but I already cummed for you." I pout, jokingly, "that doesn't work now."
"You fulfilled my wish." Andy pecks my lips, reaching to the bedside table to grab his phone. "Take a picture. It'll last longer." I giggle. Andy's eyes widen. "Really?"
"Fuck no. I was quoting you."
"Babe!..." He whines, opening twitter:
@andybvb: @halliesamuels is the most amazing girlfriend in the whole fucking world. She surprises me so much and knows how to cook. <3
@andybvb: when you find that one person that you know you want to have in your life forever, don't let them slip through your fingers.
@andybvb: age doesn't matter. you could find that one person at 50 or at 15. They could be the same age, or 7 years younger. Love doesn't wait for society to approve.
"That's amazing." I whisper and press my lips to his, curling up beside the best person I will ever have in my life. He pulls the covers over us when a girl tweets in reply to Andy:
@cassidy1996: are you and @halliesamuels engaged?!
"You should clear that up." I whisper, pointing to the reply. Andy nods and types:
@andybvb: @cassidy1996 no. Not yet at least. I hope someday, but not now.
"I love you." Andy drapes his tattoo sleeve covered arm over my waist. My eyes flutter shut as I whisper, "I love you too boo."
"Hallie, you're adorable."
Lola's POV
Ashley grabs my hand as we walk out of the store. I roll my eyes at Andy who is probably looking at naked pictures of Hallie or something because he is trying to hide a boner. Ashley whispers, "You know, I think our two month anniversary is soon."
"Hmm?"
"I was just thinking about what we should do." He climbs in to the drivers seat, "maybe a night-time picnic in the backyard, or a movie marathon in our room?"
"I know you want the v." I joke, nudging him. "Lola, I'll always want the v." He jokes as we pull out of the lot. Our house isn't that far from here. I mumble, "I can't believe Hallie... She's such a slut..."
"That's not nice."
"No, I mean... My 15 year old sister is buying lingerie.. She's had sex a lot, and is pregnant. It's just the facts. Plus did you see her shorts and shirt? I think that she can qualify as a slut."
Ashley nods, "if you look at it that way, then I guess."
"She is going to have a terrible high school experience now."
"Ya. I remember there was a girl at my high school that had gotten raped and became pregnant. Everyone tortured her. I was one of her only friends." Ashley sighs, pulling up to his house. "We need to find Bliss a place to live."
"She's awesome though. I don't mind." I giggle as she walks out another guy rolling her eyes as he tries to kiss her again. As the man drives off we get out of the car. Bliss smiles and waves, "how was the mall?"
"Good. We saw my sister and Andy." I shout back.
"Hey Lola, Jinxx just texted me that he needs me to help him figure out some violin and guitar stuff so I have to go." Ashley pecks my lips before getting out of the car and walking off down the street. I sigh, the band seems to forget that he's not single anymore and can't be there for them immediately as much.
"So you never finished telling me about what happened with you and Andy." She looks at me expectantly as we walk in. I head to the couch where a blanket is resting and sit down next to her. She raises her eyebrows as I begin. "So my younger sister, Hallie, who is 15, tricked Andy and I to get back together.. Except I left his place, after we had sex, two days later. Umm this is where it gets interesting, so Andy tried to kill himself over me and after he was somewhat better, then later my sister went over to talk to him about it since she had self harmed. Uh I don't exactly know the whole thing but Andy basically kissed her while they were talking, twice,-"
"Oh, Kissing's not that bad." Bliss shrugs.
"She's 15 bliss. He's 22."
She nods, "oh, ew."
"Ya, so apparently after she told Sammi Andy was supposed to apologize but basically they ended up having sex."
She gasps, "so Andy is a pedophile!"
"Ya."
"I never would have expected that from him." She mumbles, thinking I'm finished.
"Oh that's not it. They kept seeing each other. And a week later they had sex again, but... I'll just show you his Instagram." I pull up Andy's Instagram to a picture of him and Hallie's growing baby bump. She gasps. "He got her pregnant. But I didn't know and the day after they first had sex I got back together with him. I found out a month and a half later."
"So... Your sister is pregnant with your ex's child and you're not killing her?" Bliss asks slowly. I shake my head. "Can't do anything and I don't care anymore. I have Ashley now."
"Oh... So is Hallie like a slut or something?"
I shake my head. "Well, she is turning into the typical girlfriend of a band member. They have sex a lot more than she should."
"What do you mean by turning into?"
"She is dressing more sophisticated than before by a tiny bit, but she is wearing a bit skimpier clothes and I don't know... It's hard to explain." I sigh, she pulls out her phone and shows me as she texts Andy:
Bliss: you're an asshole
Bliss: Pedo
Bliss: why the fucking hell would you want to have sex with a fifteen year old girl and get her pregnant.
"You're not going to get a response, they probably are having sex." I mumble, "she was buying lingerie."
"He texted back."
Andy: Lola told you?
Bliss: ya fucker
Andy: ok. I don't really give a fuck, but alright. You probably hate me now. Oh and tell Lola to leave Hallie alone about us.
I groan along with bliss. We end up watching some dumb MTV show until Ashley comes back at around 10:30.
"Hey. I'm sorry that took so long." Ashley places his keys on the counter and walks over to where I am to peck my lips. I sigh when he pulls away. "Sammi needs us to model for her next week." Ashley says as we walk back to our bedroom. He shuts the door behind me and grabs a pair of pajama pants. "I guess it's for a feature on the band and our girlfriends for some magazine."
"Alright. So I guess that means the magazine probably wants to interview us, Hallie and Andy, as well as Jake and Ella." I mumble, pulling out a sports bra. I feel like sleeping in underwear and a sports bra tonight. Guess who's probably going to like that. I feel his eyes roam my body as I step out of my jeans and pull off my top. His eyes land on my chest as I remove my bra.
"I know you're staring at me ash."
"When am I not?" He retorts, sighing as I slip the sports bra on. I walk into the bathroom to take off my makeup, followed by Ashley. He stands behind me while I wipe the traces of makeup from earlier off my pale face. His tan body is pressed against mine as He traces his hands along my curves and lifts the sports bra over my head before I can say anything. His lips are by my ear in an instant. "You're too beautiful to cover up. And I'm not just talking about your chest Lola, you don't need makeup."
His nimble fingers loop around the waistband of my panties.
"So are we nudists now?" I joke, turning my head to look into his lustful eyes, only to get captured into a passionate kiss. A kiss filled with hunger for each other. His hands are exploring my chest in a moment. As I pull at the tie of his pants, letting them drop to the floor, he growls in our kiss. He removes his boxers before I can, not breaking the kiss as his hardening dick rubs against my leg as I grind my hips onto his. He pulls off my underwear so that we are standing together, making out in the bathroom, completely naked. I tangle my hands in his long hair as he picks me up and walks us out of the bathroom. My legs are wrapped around his waist while Ashley lays us back on the bed. His lips move to my neck, I don't need a hickey tomorrow… "Ashy I can't have a hickey again during a photoshoot." I somehow am able to tell him. His lips return to mine, I pull away to whisper, "Ashley I love you so fucking much-"
He cuts me off with a sigh, "but you don't want to have sex right now. I know, if we've gone too far I'll stop."
"no no no no no!" I exclaim, placing my hands on Ashley's cheeks, "I was going to tell you that I do."
"What?" The smile on his lips grows as I whisper, "Ashley Purdy. I want to have sex with you." I giggle as he exclaims, "I love you so much Lola. I love you. I love you.-" he positions himself, still telling me he loves me the whole time.
--- (I don't want to write two sex scenes tonight.)---
I roll off of Ashley, panting. He places a sloppy kiss on my lips, then regains his breath. His tan skin is covered in a thin coating of sexy sweat after the love we just made. He looks at me with wide eyes, "best sex of my life."
"Really? That's a lot coming from you." I raise an eyebrow, "are you sure?"
"Ya. Because I actually love you. Plus Andy was right, you are amazing at sex." He grabs onto my hands. I giggle, "well you, Mr. Purdy are 1 million times better than Andy." I press my lips to his for a moment. "I had no idea what I was missing."
"I love you Lola."
"I love you too Ashley. Goodnight." I whisper, cuddling into his chest as we fall asleep.
Notes
lola's outfit(s): http://www.polyvore.com/lolas_first_outfit.35/set?id=10050112124 pages. I'm trying to add as much as possible to the chapters because I am honestly just trying to finish the fanfiction at this point. there might be a very large time skip in a couple chapters just because I need to get it over with. Sorry I haven't updated..
Also, notice Lola's outfit is not as scene as before... She's maturing into more punk than scenish...
~C
im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..
6/21/15