Andy's POV

I'm lost without her.
I've been staying home as much as possible.
I can't sleep in our bed.
Everything reminds me of her.
She is all I can think about.
I will always love her.

Lola's POV

"I can't." I mumble and push her off of me, "can you just leave me alone for a bit."
"Fine.." Hallie sighs and walks back to her own room.
'I just can't. I'm not good for him. Andy is better without me.'

Hallie's POV:

I get in my room and put in my headphones, blasting we don't belong. I can't believe my sister dated Andy biersack! And she is saying that she is no good for a famous singer in a rock band- the genre known for groupies and man whores. I go on twitter and look through his old tweets, they are mostly about Lola. I go onto his Instagram and start to look through his pictures with her. Wait they lived together? Or did she just sleep at his house for some reason. I know she asked me to leave her alone but I'm too curious. I get up and walk into Lola's room, she is still in the same position.
"What?" She groans and removes her hands from her face.
"Are you a virgin."
She opens her mouth to say something, then shuts it. I look at her inquisitively and wait for her answer. She finally speaks up, "n-yes. I am a Virgin."
"Really?"
She sighs and shakes her head.
"I knew it! Who was it with? Andy or Erik or was there some other guys I don't know about?" I ramble. She groans and snaps at me, "out."
"Ok." I skip out of her room to my own, I go back on twitter and keep looking through that, alternating between that and his Instagram. Aww they nicknames each other vampire and panda! I wish I could have a relationship like that someday. I look through their old messages on twitter and see a few somewhat disturbing ones...

@andybvb: just got evicted! Find out why in a day in the life of @lolasamuels and me:) links up ASAP!
@andybvb: any apartments looking for renters... In la.. That don't care if we have to blast some music for 'practice'
@andybvb: panting.
@andybvb: tired, but I can't sleep with you right here next to me.
@andybvb: I need a shower.

Oh my god. I go back on Instagram and look at a few of his videos, some of them are of them in bed messing around. They are cute together. I have to do something.

I decide to tweet Andy. I know Lola will be mad at me but I don't care.
@halliesamuels: @andybvb I'm @lolsamuels sister.

I keep going through their instagrams and twitters for 20 minutes until I get a response back.
@andybvb: really? @halliesamuels.
@halliesamuels: yes. She is in the room next to me moping about you right now.
@andybvb: can you text me, she probably still has my number?

I carefully slip into Lola's room, grab her phone and text myself his contact without her noticing. I dash back to my room and text him.
Hallie: Andy? It's hallie. She still does.
Andy: I miss her a lot...
Hallie: she does to, she has kept everything about you two a secret until today.
Andy: oh. Does she want to see me again?
Hallie: I think she wants to but our older sister made her feel like she wasn't good for you. She thinks that she is going to completely break your heart.
Andy: can you ask her to come back for me. I just want to see her again.
Hallie: I can try.
Andy: thank you hallie.
Hallie: I also wanted to tell you that she showed me your music after she came back home. It's helped me a lot and you guys are my favorite band.
Andy: it's great to hear that! :)

I sigh and slide my bracelets off my wrist. I need to stop, but I can't. There's always voices in my head telling me, 'just one, it won't hurt.'
But one turns into more than I intended. The scars lining my wrists only remind me of what drove me to create them. The hateful words of my ex-best friend, my grades falling, the stuck up rich girls who went to the boarding schools, and so many more little things. I sighed and slid the bracelets back on. I had been clean since listening to the album we stitch these wounds, I don't intend on breaking my progress anytime soon. Slowly, I went back into Lola's room like before. Not making a sound I took her phone and crept back to my own room before she noticed. I look through her latest texts, to someone named Sammi? Oh Jinxx's wife! I enter her number into my phone and text her.
Hallie: hi Sammi, I'm Lola's younger sister, hallie. I was wondering if you could help me with something.
Sammi: ok.. I know what your sister is like so it depends..
Hallie: what do you mean by that?
Sammi: how old are you?
Hallie: 15..
Sammi: oh. Nvm then, what?

Lola's POV

"Hallie! Where is my phone!" I yell after waking up from a short nap and reaching for my phone.
"Right here." She says and tosses me the phone.
"Did you look through anything or text anyone?" I ask, giving her a warning glare.
"Nope. You can check too."
I sigh and go through the contacts, no new texts, no new phone calls.
"K... I have to start my class."
I sighed and opened my computer as soon as she left. I didn't actually have to start my class. Instead I logged on to twitter to look at Andy's tweets. It only makes me miss him more but it gives me a sense of comfort sometimes. I gasp and mutter, "that liar!" As I read Andy's last few tweets- to hallie!
I grab my phone and do something I shouldn't have done- I texted Andy.
Lola: don't talk to hallie. She doesn't know what's good for anyone, she's only 15
Andy: who is this.
Lola: none of your concern.

I should have stopped. I really should have stopped.

Andy: answer your phone.

My phone lights up with an incoming call.
'Don't answer! You broke him enough!'
'Answer! You need to fix what you did! You love him still!'

I am stupid. I really shouldn't have answered it.

"Andy?" I whisper into the phone, extremely nervous how our fist conversation in months would go.
"Lola? Is that really you?" He whispers too.
"Mhmm.." I mumble and wait for him to respond. Instead I hear light sniffles coming through the other end.
'I broke him. I broke Andy. I did what I was trying to avoid.'
I sighed and hung up. I can't undo the past, he needs to move on. I broke him once, it'll most likely happen again. The phone starts ringing again, this time my mom.
"Hi, we just wanted to let you know we're going out to dinner with friends, so you need to make something for hallie." She put an emphasis on friends, as if to say I had none. Which I don't.
"Ok mom."
"See you around 11:30." She says and hangs up.
I drop the phone on the bed, only to have it light up with a text.
Sammi: can you come over later?
Lola: no. Babysitting. You can come over here?
Sammi: parents house?
Lola: yep. Tortuous 2 months..
Sammi: I'll be there at 6ish

I look at the time, it's already 5:30. My phone lights up again- this time it's Andy.
Andy: Lola, will you come over? I need to see you again.

I sigh and leave the message, hallie comes in my room and says, "Sammi's coming?"
"You took my contacts out of my phone! You tweeted Andy!" I shout annoyed.
"So. I'm trying to help you." She shrugs.
"Just go away. She'll be here at 6." I hiss and flop back down on my bed.
"I recommend changing..." She mumbles and walks out my door.
'Whats wrong with sweat pants and a sports bra? it's only Sammi.'
I put in my headphones and turn up a match into water. At the same time hallie and I both start singing, "god you vulture, bring her back or take me with her."
I start cracking up and plug the iPod into the speakers. She runs into my room in a sports bra and yoga shorts and starts dancing around, holding a brush as a fake microphone. We both start to sing along,
"Tear it down, break the barricade
I want to see what sound it makes
I hate this flavor with a passion and I fucking hate the aftertaste

How does it feel? How does it feel?
Well it feels like I'm on fire!
Wake up, I know you can hear me.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
When it's sudden death we fight back

Pretend like I don't entice you
I've seen you circling the sky above my head
You traitor

I will never be taken for granted again
Keep digging holes in the desert
Say a prayer for you

I know that you're in pain
But if we die at the same time does it still scare you?

Make me a promise here tonight. Let's go!
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
Oh my God we're not gonna make it

We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave!

We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
And nothing will remain

She's mine
You stay away from her
It's not her time.
'Cause, baby, I'm the one
Who haunts her dreams at night,
Until she's satisfied.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
When it's sudden death we fight back!

Fuck it!"
We continue messing around, having a sisterly dance party ish thing, through best there ever was, let live, weightless, American idiot, and king for a day, of course. It was only then when the shuffle decided it would be a great time to play revelation. I quickly stumbled to change the song, only to have it play days are numbered, then set the world on fire. I keep skipping songs until bombdotcom v2.0 comes on. The door bell rings as soon as kellin sings "these words that I'm writing won't be misunderstood."
I yell, "Sammi! While running down the stairs. When I open the door I jump into her open arms for a hug. Only to realize that I'm the person I'm hugging isn't a girl, and that they are a 6'2 tall man.
That man is Andy biersack.

Notes

Oh no! What happens next?
I started writing this story less than a month ago :D
THANKS FOR READING :)
-c