It's a repeat of the same days over and over again.
Go to school,get shoved and pushed around like the rubbish I am. Then go home and get ignored. Which results to me going up to my room and do nothing.

I had my headphones beside me as I sat on the small cover thing of my window. The volume was loud enough that I could hear them as they sat beside me, I played with a loose string on my jeans as I listened to whatever songs that came on shuffle.

There was a screech of tires, I looked up at the direction of the sound, a pitch black car to the left. Now most people would go inside scared of the person that would come out. Me? I didnt honestly care. My life couldnt get more horrible.

I watched as someone got out and small voices bickering at the figure. It was still somewhat light outside but dark, but I could make out the figure was a male, black ha- well black...everything besides his skin. Im high enough no one can reach me so I dont worry as much

"Hey! do you know where Phoenix Theater is?"

I was chewing on my necklace "Uhm...go straight and turn left,then right you cant miss it" I called back as the song changed. I brushed some hair from my face "

Thanks!" The guy called back and went back towards the car. It stalled for a second then drove off...

The song I hated came on, I guess I hated it because...It related to me so much? I dont know.

Made a wrong turn once or twice.

Dug my way out, blood and fire.

Bad decisions, that’s alright.

Welcome to my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood! Miss “No way,It’s all good”,

It didn’t slow me down

Mistaken,

Always second guessing, underestimated!

Look, I’m still around…

The tears had threatened to fall at the edges of my eyes. I tried blinking them away but it just caused them to fall. I pulled my knees up to my chest and cried softly into them. My mind was total and ubber complete mess that I couldnt fix.

This is how I spent my life...Sitting alone over thinking everything way to much...Lovely isnt it?
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I was in a normal spot my back against the tree as I pawed at my eyes. I hadnt gotten a lot of sleep last night...okay I got bearly any..Its been a month and I still cant sleep.

Rustling behind me made me snap out of my thoughts, I jumped up and turned around facing the bush, I didnt know I was that fast. I backed away slowly not removing my eyes. Maybe it was just a bird.

"Thats so fucking fake! Your just making that up idiot!"

"No! Im not kidding you, I saw it, It was like wo" Two guys came out from behind the trees, dressed in mostly black, they stared at me as I stared back at them.

"Hey! arent you that girl from ye-OW ANDY!" The slightly shorter one yelped as the taller(Andy) one elbowed him. I looked up from behind my bangs, pushing them out of the way "are you okay?" They both had oddly familiar hair...Weird? I know..

"Im Jake" He stepped forward and stuck his hand out as I stepped back a few more inches. "Jake, stop scaring her! Jeez. Im Andy and uh just ignore him, hes high off something"

"Ill hit you again" Jake growled as I smiled a little. Wait, Jake...Andy? Familiar to..."Are you two from uh" I bit my lip thinking "Black Veil Brides?" I asked

"Uh" Jake backed away slightly "I wont attack you, It's alright"
"alright we're going to trust you on this one and yeah were from BVB. Assuming your a fan?"

I played with the sleeves of my jacket as I nodded "yeah,you could say that" I said quietly, looking back down. "I think I should be going"

I turned on my heel and started walking away, one of the two grabbed my wrist gently, causing me to flinch as I bit my lip. I could feel it start to bleed. I turned around and ripped my wrist out of his grasp "what?" I blinked back a few tears that rose and looked at Andy.

"Do you want to come with us? Meet the rest of the guys?" he rubbed the back of his neck "Alright sorry that sounded weirder out loud then in my head" He chuckled softly

"no, Um, I should go...I dont want to drag anyone else into a hell hole. It was uhm, nice meeting you two" I turned back around and started walking away. Cradling my wrist to my chest.