DarkArchangel

Well.
I love BVB (goes without saying on this site)
I watch DW and SPN
I love writing, including songwriting; I think life makes more sense in lyrics. I dont consider myself a songwriter though.
I am completely fucked up mentally. Because of this I cut. Sometimes for the sake of it as well as for stress relief.
I basically only wear black, dark purple, and neutrals greys. Plus metalic stuff.
Im thirteen but I tend to forget my real age, because online I have OCs who are between fourteen and sixteen.
I have asperges (type of autism)
I love mechanical engineering and acting. Literally nothing else at school interests me. Outside school I do ski slalom (Im rubbish) and rock climbing (also rubbish)
I live in the UK, in London
I have a tendancy to think of and describe the world in complex extended metaphors.
I dont try and make trouble but I get into it a lot by being myself and/or losing concentration at the wrong moments
I hate school because the public education system is a pile of shit that gets me depressed some days for no good reason.
I have a crazy personality but I also get embarassed easily so mostly I keep myself to myself and am a huge introvert
I am scared to call myself anything or say I am good at anything in case people expect me to be properly good at it and Im not
Im scared to do anything that involves putting myself forward because that implies I have conidence in myself which I just dont
I make stupid decisions which I regret as Im doing them but keep going anyway. Like I pull out of something I really want to do that Im being put forward for by someone else so ot really isnt my fault if it fails
Basically Im a mess who is to scared to try anything new and thats why Im the wrong kind of person for this world and should just go die in a hole
Wow that escalated quickly. But truth.
Um yeah