Jigsawalice

I'm Alice :) I'm 20. I'm probably too old to be writing stuff like this but who cares, right?

I'm sorry if my stories don't have as much "fairy tale" magic as some, I've experienced the ups and downs of love and I know there is more stress involved than actual "happily ever after".

Admittedly I should be less synical about everything and should learn to dream.

I've seen Black Veil Brides five times now. They signed my shirt at Download, I was so nervous I just didn't say anything to Andy and got asked by Ashley if he could sign my boob... with no answer from me, he did it anyway.

I've cut, though thats my past. My family life was hard, I've been raised by my mum since I was little.. My dad was with us until I was nine but he may as well have been absent and. I was bullied because I have a big nose, I was bullied for my weight, I was bullied for my hair, music and my horror writing.

I'm not ashamed of who I am, it just upsets me that people would put a child through that. I feel sorry for who I used to be and how she used to feel.

I hold so much hate inside for what people have said and done to me. Like they had a right over my mind and body. I will never forgive, I can not forget. My writing is my release now, it is my therapy, in a way.