"Dear, Andy. I miss you, I don't know what I was thinking that night. It was a mistake letting you go. I know I shouldn't have said what I did, I wasn't thinking straight and I messed up with you. So if you could just give me one more chance, I can prove to you that I love you, and didn't mean a word I said that night. Andy, I miss what we had. The random days when it rained, and you would come over and take me away from the world. You brought me into yours, and I just, couldn't do it. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to be with you while you were just starting out as a rockstar, and doing what you loved the most. I had no idea that I was one of the things that you loved, I wish I had known. I shouldn't have left you, I know. Please, call me. My number hasn't changed. You mean so much to me, and the fact that I just threw you away is what hurts the most. Losing you was probably one of the worst things I ever did. I miss you so much. Love, Maddy."

I hit the send button and broke down crying. I hope he see's it. I haven't spoken to him, or messaged him in over a year. I loved him so much, he was my world. I just let him go like it was nothing. What the fuck is wrong with me? God, I was SO stupid to do that. He loved me, and I loved him. I really fucked it up for myself.

I had the perfect relationship with him; I was just too scared, and jealous to let him be what he dreamed of being since he was a kid. Wow, I am really nothing but a bitch. Awesome.

I bet Andy hates me. Never wants to see, or hear from me ever again. I can't say I blame him. I broke up with him and broke his heart. There's nothing more to do, but wait. Wait and see if he replies back to me. I hope he does.

I thought that messaging him would be a good idea, I never thought I would end up crying by the end of it. I see how I would though, he was mine and I didn't want him. Deep down, I wanted him more than anything else in the world. Why did I say all that to him? I really wanted him to know how I actually felt, I guess. I hope that wasn't another mistake I made with him.

As long as he gets it, I'll be all right. I know I did the right thing in sending that to him, he needed to see it. It had been too long of him not knowing.

I shut my computer off, and I got ready for bed. As I was brushing my teeth, my phone went off. What the fuck? Who would bother me now? It's 1 A.M. I finished brushing my teeth, and looked at my phone. I read who it was from, I was confused. I hadn't seen this number before. Who the hell is this?

When I opened the text message, I started crying again. The message was from Andy. I read it over and over. I may have been crying, but I was so happy to know that he remembered my number. I guess they were tears of joy.

In the message he said, "Maddy...where did you go? I probably missed you more than you missed me. I would really like to talk to you again. I'm glad you messaged me. Call me somtime tomorrow, there's so much I want to tell you that won't fit in a text message. I'll be up for a while, but if you're sleeping, call me tomorrow. Bye, Maddy. :)"

I knew my voice would be too shaky for a phone call, so I decided not to call him.

I crawled into my bed and quickly fell asleep. I had a peaceful sleep dreaming about Andy.

Notes

Here's my Andy story!! :D I hope everyone likes it! I have ten chapters for this story, so I'll be updating it a much as I can :]