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As you fade into the night.

If I'm dreaming please don't wake me up

I've been here for 3 weeks now ad things were going great with the guys. haley still was with andy and i was still doing what she caused.

My body weight had dropped dramatically and I still self harmed but the guys still haven't found out.

It was thurseday night and the guys were out drinking except Ashley surprisingly . He opted out to stay with me. We've grown very close over the past weeks.

We were watching tv and I was Laing against him like normal. I couldn't help but develop feelings for him but I knew the feelings weren't mutual.

" So Why didn't you want to go clubbing? Aren't you in the mood for sluts?" I asked and felt his chest rumble with laugher.

I sat up and turned a little so I was facing him sitting on my knees he was still sitting straight up with his arm where my shoulder was on the couch.

" I don't know , I'd rather be with a pretty girl like you" he said and my heart stopped. He had to be joking , he couldn't like me.

" very funny" I said Looking at him.
He sat up and leaned closer and rubbed my cheek.

" not a joke your beautiful Jess" he said and I looked at him. He looked at my lips and I froze. He slowly leaned in making me want the kiss more and more.

He stopped inches From my face So i could feel his warm breath against my lips.

" stop me if you don't want to" he said and my breath caught in my throat.

He smiled

He put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer . His lips sealed mine and instantly I move mine against his.

His lips were warm and fireworks went off in my mind. He didn't pull away though,only deepened the kiss. He slipped his tongue in my mouth and I smiled leaning closer.

He pushed me back against the couch and climbed on top of me still kissing me. One hand was on my thigh the other on my cheek. He bit my lip and I moaned. He laughed into the kiss .

My hand tangled in his hair. I needed this. We pulled apart for breath looking in each others eyes. he was about to say something when the door jumped open. He jumped off me.

" pretend your sleeping!" He whispered and I rolled over.

He fixed his hair and leaned back looking zoned out .

" hey ash you guys had fun?" Jinxx asked an he laughed

"Just. Tv she passed out" he said and I slowed my breathing . I heard Haley's annoying voice.

I stirred and pretended to wake up.

" hey '" I said I looked up to see a drunken Andy making out with Haley. CC was passed out on the floor. I chuckled. Jake was in the fridge looking for food.

" we'll I'm going to crash night guys" Ashley said and hugged me.

" night Jess" he said

He leaned into my ear.

" wait then come to my room beautiful" he said and shivers went up my spine.

He smiled and walked to the stairs.

" help me with this thing" Jinxx said pouting to CC. I nodded and moved over to him.

He grabbed under his arms and I grabbed his feet ,we put him on the couch and I laughed.

" looks like he had fun" I said and Jinxx laughed also.

" yeah he did "

" we'll I'm going to sleep night" I said and gave him a hug.

I walked up the stairs towards Ashley's room my heart was pounding that kiss. It was amazing .

I walked in and he stood up off his bed with a smirk.

"Where were we? " he asked smirking as he pushed me against the door closing it.

His lips were on mine in an instant one hand on my waist as he slowly stroked my cheek. He bit my lip and I moaned again.

he pulled away and smiled.


" your so perfect" he said

He kissed my lips again

" no I'm not" I said blushing.

"Jess , you are, let me show you,let me protect you let me be there for you. Jess your perfect to me, please be my girlfriend"he said and I looked at his eyes. I smiled . My heart pounded.

" of course " I said smiling and going to kiss him again. He smirked and leaned away.

He checked the clock.

" you should get to bed missy school tomorrow" I slapped his chest. Two could play at this game.

I went to his lips and bit it pulling back trailing my hands slowly down his chest. He went to kiss me but I put my hand against his lips.

" night" I said teasigly

" fucking tease" he growled and I smirked as I walked away

" ill get you!" He said

"Ill be waiting!" I called

I walked to my room and fell on my bed instantly sleeping finally feeling happy.


Ahoy mateys! Melissa here updating or the always lovely Jess again, have another great chapter from her amazing brain! Love you Glenn Coco! :D



I love this so much update soon plzzzz

Madison Madison


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This story is amazing! It made me smile, laugh and cry. This is one of the greatest stories I have ever read before. You have done amazing job! When I started reading this I couldn't stop cause I just had to keep reading cause I had to know what's gonna happen next.
At first I was sure she would end up with Andy but then after a while it was obvious that it would be ash and they are so super cute together in this story. I LOVE THIS AND CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!!! :)

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All the feels!!!

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Yay she's awake!

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