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Here's To Loving You (BVB fanfic)

Part 4: What the Hell?

Eliza's POV
I woke up the next morning from this insane dream about Andy and I having an intimate encounter and I physically shuddered, blinking a few times to let my eyes adjust to the sunlight that was just barely peeking through the the black and maroon curtains hanging across Andy's windows. I groaned, feeling a migraine already forming from drinking so much the night before, when I realized that there were arms wrapped around my waist. I quirked a brow, turning to see Andy cuddled into my backside - and that's when I noticed that we were both naked. I felt my heart practically stop beating when I realized that my so - called "dream, wasn't a fucking dream. I felt my anger boil up inside of me and I harshly grabbed a hold of his arms and shoved them away - making him groan in his slumber. I pulled myself out of bed, taking one of the bed sheets with me and wrapped it around my body while I began picking my clothes up off the floor. As I found both my panties and my bra, I dropped the sheet long enough to slip them on as I continued to search for the rest of my clothes. From the bed, I could hear Andy mumble :
"You can borrow mine, if you'd like." I rolled my eyes and scoffed.
"Fuck off, Andrew." He didn't respond as I slipped on my shorts and picked up his black KISS t shirt that was laying next to it. I rose to my feet, slipping on the t shirt in realization that I won't be finding my own shoit any time soon, and balled the sheet up - turning around to chuck it at him. However, I turned to see him standing a few feet away in his boxers. I huffed, throwing the sheet on his bed as he pulled on his black basketball shorts. He looked over at me while he nervously rubbed the back of his neck.
"So.." I chuckled angrily, reaching out for the door and started to open it just as he pulled me back, resulting in the door slamming open. I cringed at the sound and shook him off, glaring up at him. For me being 5 foot 2, and him being a whole foot taller than me, I was not intimidated. He sighed tiredly.
"Come on, Liz. Let's just talk about this, okay?" I shook my head.
"What's there to talk about? I already know what you did -"
"What I DID? YOU were a willing participant, Eliza. Don't act like -"
"Oh, fuck off." I went for the door again, but he reached out and pulled me towards him. Being near him was the LAST place I wanted to be right now, but right now I was struggling against his grip. I sighed in frustration.
"Andy, let me go -"
"Not until we talk about this. Look, I'm sorry.. Okay?" I scoffed in shock, shaking my head in disbelief at him. I yanked myself away from him and stood my ground, slightly beginning to raise my voice.
"I can't FUCKING believe you, Andrew! Are you serious -"
"Liz, PLEASE STOP SCREAMING! I said I'm sorry -"
"Sorry doesn't cut it, Andrew! It just DOESN'T!" By now, we're screaming at one another - and I'm almost positive everyone could hear us. But, at this moment, I didn't even care.
"Well, I don't know what else you want me to say! I can't take it back!" I heard a door slam open, kind of like how Andy's did earlier, but I ignored it. Andy groaned, lowering his voice.
"Come on, let's talk -"
"Talk about what, Andrew? The fact that we fucked last night? What's there to talk about!" I couldn't keep my cool, but Andy was trying his best to.
"Yes, we need to talk about this -"
"THERE IS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. Just leave me be, Andrew. I wanna leave -" He grabbed onto my wrist again.
"I don't think that's a good idea -"
"What, you expect me to stay HERE?" I stopped struggling and quirked a brow at him.
"Yes, actually, I do. You're going on tour with us next week, remember?" I rolled my eyes. FUCK.
"Don't remind me. Let me guess, is Juliet going too? Because, if so, that'll be very -"
"No, she isn't going -"
"So you're not going to tell her?" I stared at him as he looked down at the ground, as if he had to THINK about it, and I scoffed.
"Wow, you're disgusting." I tried pulling away again, but he kept a firm grip on me still.
"Liz, I'm gonna tell her! I swear!"
"Andy, don't touch me -"
"You can't leave -"
"Andy, just stop -" I gave up and let him pull me into him as I felt tears welling up in my eyes. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered that everything would be okay, and I just lost it. I could feel my body shaking with sobs as he stood there and just held me, and I let the tears run down my face as fast as the came. I wrapped my arms tightly around him and whispered :
"What's going to happen, Andy?" He sighed, brushing a stand of my hair out of my face and said :
"I don't know, Liz.. I don't know. But we'll get this worked out, alright? I promise." He kissed me lightly on the top of my head, making me smile the slightest bit as I laid my head back against his chest - listening to the melodic beating of his heart, and then I heard a door slam shut. I pondered as to who it could have been, but reminded myself that I had bigger things to worry about. I pulled away from Andy and smiled sadly up at him as I wiped away my tears. He offered me a small smile back as he pulled away from me completely and walked over to his bedroom door - peering out into the hallway. I watched as his eyes widened in what seemed to be shock before he looked back over at me. I looked at him questionably - walking over to the doorway and looking out to see the whole crew, apart from Ashley, standing in the hallway staring at us in bewilderment. I sighed, chuckling nervously.
"Well, this is awkward.." Andy nodded in agreement.
"Seriously.. Where's Ash?" Jinxx chuckled.
"He went back into the guest room."
'So that's where the door slamming came from.. But why?' I shrugged and headed towards the bathroom.
"I'm gonna shower, okay?" Andy nodded, saying something about going downstairs to make coffee. As he walked out, I couldn't help but laugh as I watched all of the Black Veil boys follow him closely - probably wanting details from last night. I rolled my eyes, starting to head into the bathroom when I heard the bedroom door shut. I turned to see Sammi smile at me, waving slightly. I waved her into the bathroom and she quickly hopped in - shutting the door softly behind us. I started to strip down, not worrying about her being there because it's nothing she hasn't seen before, and stepped into the shower just as she put down the toilet seat lid so that she could sit down. I slid the curtain shut behind me and let the bath faucet kick on, turning on the shower head after waiting for warm water to emerge. I started squirting shampoo into my hands when Sammi cleared her throat from the other side of the curtain.
"SO.. What exactly happened last night, Liz?" I squeezed my eyes shut as I started to get flashbacks of the night : tickling each other, sharing the kisses, letting him in in a way I never thought to before.. I shook my head, caressing the shampoo into my hair and I sighed.
"Didn't you hear?" She laughed.
"Yea, but what started it? I know you wouldn't just have sex with anyone.. INCLUDING Andrew." I chuckled in response, rinsing out my hair as I started to explain the whole night to her - bit by bit.

Andy's POV
"So are you gonna tell Juliet?" I scoffed, taking a sip of my black coffee before responding to CC.
"OF COURSE I am. It would be shitty for me NOT to tell her." CC shook his head.
"Yea, but you actually HAD SEX with someone.. You had sex with ELIZA. AND she's about to come on tour with us." I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"You think I don't know that, already? I mean.. Juliet is still on tour for another month or so, and we barely talk as it is.." Jinxx quirked a brow in my direction.
"Hold on.. What're you trying to say here, Andy?" I took another sip of my coffee and set the red mug down on the kitchen counter.
"What do you mean -"
"Do you like Eliza?" I looked down at the black and white tiled floor and cleared my throat before forcing myself to look back up at him and the guys, whom were all looking at me expectantly. I sighed, running my hand through my hair.
"I don't know.. Maybe? I don't know, I'm with Juliet." Jake scowled at me.
"Oh come on, you don't feel the same way for Juliet anymore and you KNOW it Andy. Why can't you just admit it? You have MAD feelings for Liz, and I know you have to be seeing it." I shrugged, looking down at the counter - deep in thought. I wasn't sure if I liked her like that or not, but after last night.. I feel like something in me changed. By the time I looked up, the guys had started to migrate into the living room and Ashley had just stumbled down the stairs. I chuckled, picking up my cup and taking another sip while I watched him slowly make his way over to the coffee pot.
"Morning, Ash." He groaned in response and I laughed, walking into the living room to join the guys on the couch to watch whatever they happened to be watching. Lately, something had been a little off about Ashley, but I tried not too think too much about it. After all, he IS my best friend - I know he'll come to me about anything whenever he's ready. So I sat between Jake and CC, who were too busy talking about Xbox to even notice my existence, and I couldn't help but sit there and think about the whole situation from this morning. The whole night played through my head like a short movie, and I sighed - already missing the warmth of her skin against my own.

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6/30/13