Saviour
We All Fall Down Sometimes
I wake up to my granddad banging on my door. (I live with my grandparents because my birth parents left me.)I bought a pretty hefty lock to put on it so he can’t just barge in whenever he’s pissed.
“Open up you little bitch!” he yells.
I pull out my phone and call the only person I can trust… Annabelle. She doesn’t pick up.
Damn it!
I hear the front door open. ‘Please be grandma’ I repeat to myself. It is, thank goodness!! My granddad immediately leaves to great her He’s suck a dick! Oh well... I managed to escape this time, but tomorrow’s Monday so I have to face school…
My granddad beats me to let out his anger. Lately it’s been really bad and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m an ‘emo freak’ at school and am constantly put down because of it. I’m also told that I wasn’t good enough and that I was a disgrace of a daughter and that was why my parents left. For some reason, I believe them. I’m a constant let down to everyone, so why would my parents want me?
I lie in bed and fall asleep to the sound of Saviour playing on my stereo.
I’m awoken by a loud thud in the kitchen. I look out the window to see my granddad’s truck isn’t out there. I rush downstairs to see what happened. I found my grandmother lying on the floor barely breathing.
“No” I say “This can’t be happening, I need you Grandma!”
I’m crying heavily as I dial 911.
“Yes my grandmother just collapsed on the floor, she’s barely breathing, and I need an ambulance. Please hurry!” I say to the lady, through my tears.
“We’ll send one right away, just keep her awake” she says and I hang up.
I rush to my grandma’s side
“Please stay awake, Grandma, I need you.” I plead as her eyes start to close
I shake her gently and she jerks awake.
“Don’t move too sharply, you might hurt yourself” I tell her just as the ambulance arrives.
“Please save her, she’s my only family.” I tell the EMT in the back of the ambulance
“We’ll try, honey” she replies.
I break down crying in the driveway as the ambulance drives away. I hear a car door slam and look up to see my granddad
“Shit” I say under my breath.
“What the hell did you do to my wife?!” He screams as he drags a still crying me inside.
“Sh-she just collapsed.” I say through tears and he throws me against the wall.
“You did this! I know you did! Don’t lie to me you little bitch!” He yells and kicks me in the stomach.
“Please, Granddad, I have to go to school. Please stop.” I manage to choke out
He punches my face, making my nose bleed. He walks away as I struggle to stand up. Now time for school… This day is going wonderful…
I’m on the bus and the torment begins. This jerk freshman punches my face and I yelp because I didn’t see it coming. The entire back of the bus laughs. “How the fuck does the driver not notice this?” I think to myself.
“And the emo freak has lived another day.” I hear someone say, just as Heather walks up to me.
“Why haven’t you died yet? Can’t ya see no one wants ya here?”
I grab my things from my locker and try to push past her. She grabs my arm and throws me back against the lockers. I yelp because of the damage my granddad did this morning. Her and her little group laugh at my pain. Heather’s satisfied… for now… I slide down the locker and grab my stuff from the ground. I hurry off to first period. I walk in just as the bell rings.
“Well I wasn’t late… For once.” I say to myself
I walk to my seat and stumble as someone punches my stomach. Damn it, why me? Just because I’m different? Fuck…
“Open up you little bitch!” he yells.
I pull out my phone and call the only person I can trust… Annabelle. She doesn’t pick up.
Damn it!
I hear the front door open. ‘Please be grandma’ I repeat to myself. It is, thank goodness!! My granddad immediately leaves to great her He’s suck a dick! Oh well... I managed to escape this time, but tomorrow’s Monday so I have to face school…
My granddad beats me to let out his anger. Lately it’s been really bad and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m an ‘emo freak’ at school and am constantly put down because of it. I’m also told that I wasn’t good enough and that I was a disgrace of a daughter and that was why my parents left. For some reason, I believe them. I’m a constant let down to everyone, so why would my parents want me?
I lie in bed and fall asleep to the sound of Saviour playing on my stereo.
I’m awoken by a loud thud in the kitchen. I look out the window to see my granddad’s truck isn’t out there. I rush downstairs to see what happened. I found my grandmother lying on the floor barely breathing.
“No” I say “This can’t be happening, I need you Grandma!”
I’m crying heavily as I dial 911.
“Yes my grandmother just collapsed on the floor, she’s barely breathing, and I need an ambulance. Please hurry!” I say to the lady, through my tears.
“We’ll send one right away, just keep her awake” she says and I hang up.
I rush to my grandma’s side
“Please stay awake, Grandma, I need you.” I plead as her eyes start to close
I shake her gently and she jerks awake.
“Don’t move too sharply, you might hurt yourself” I tell her just as the ambulance arrives.
“Please save her, she’s my only family.” I tell the EMT in the back of the ambulance
“We’ll try, honey” she replies.
I break down crying in the driveway as the ambulance drives away. I hear a car door slam and look up to see my granddad
“Shit” I say under my breath.
“What the hell did you do to my wife?!” He screams as he drags a still crying me inside.
“Sh-she just collapsed.” I say through tears and he throws me against the wall.
“You did this! I know you did! Don’t lie to me you little bitch!” He yells and kicks me in the stomach.
“Please, Granddad, I have to go to school. Please stop.” I manage to choke out
He punches my face, making my nose bleed. He walks away as I struggle to stand up. Now time for school… This day is going wonderful…
I’m on the bus and the torment begins. This jerk freshman punches my face and I yelp because I didn’t see it coming. The entire back of the bus laughs. “How the fuck does the driver not notice this?” I think to myself.
“And the emo freak has lived another day.” I hear someone say, just as Heather walks up to me.
“Why haven’t you died yet? Can’t ya see no one wants ya here?”
I grab my things from my locker and try to push past her. She grabs my arm and throws me back against the lockers. I yelp because of the damage my granddad did this morning. Her and her little group laugh at my pain. Heather’s satisfied… for now… I slide down the locker and grab my stuff from the ground. I hurry off to first period. I walk in just as the bell rings.
“Well I wasn’t late… For once.” I say to myself
I walk to my seat and stumble as someone punches my stomach. Damn it, why me? Just because I’m different? Fuck…
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12/4/14