You Left Me Wanting Love.....

(^-^) CC's POV (^-^)
I can't believe that we are all together now. I sat next to Andy and Ashley and pulled their hands so that I was holding them both. Ashley looked at me and he looked scared. I wonder why he would be scared. I looked at Andy and he had the saddest expression.
"why do you both look so sad and scared?" They both looked at me and I moved so that I could look at them both.
"I'm so afraid of getting hurt and I don't know if this is what is supposed to happen" Andy started crying and his voice cracked.
"And I'm afraid of hurting you guys so much that I don't even know if I can do anything without worrying about hurting one of you" at that we were all crying.
"guys I'm scared to but I do know one thing"
"and what is that" they said in unison.
"its that I love you guys and I want to be with you. If I get hurt then thats just a part of love. I don't care if one of you hurt me in the process I only care about me accidentally hurting one of you." I lied about not caring if I got hurt but I could tell it helped them so it was worth a little lie, right?

-__- Andy's POV-__-

I just don't want to get hurt! I love them so much though. I know that this is a part of love but I just don't know how this is going to happen without us all being scared of hurting one another. I know I shouldn't of hit Juliet but it was an accident, I don't want that to happen again. I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I can't let myself get mad at them. I can't risk hurting them. God Damn It why is love so fucking hard?! I hate this contradiction! I love them but I can't believe they would love me. I'm so fucked up while they are so perfect, it isn't fair how much I love them and they don't feel the same.....
<<<< Ashley's POV >>>>
I Love them so much! Why the fuck am I am so scared?! I'm so tired of this feeling.....the feeling that I'm worthless and that no one really cares about me. I can't even go five minutes without checking someone out. I'm so not worth their time....why do they say they love me when I know they don't?

Notes

hey sorry its short again I meant it to be longer but my computer is being a mean little motherfucker and won't let me type it all without it fucking deleting it! Ugh I need to get this shit fixed! Anywhore I'll update again soon but its like fucking 1:30 in the morning. Please comment, all feedback appreciated!
No hate!
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