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Broken Lungs

You're more than in my head

Ever since me and Ashley got back from the movies, we had been talking to Nikki, the young night nurse who's filling in for Hannah while she's out sick. She's a really nice person who's actually really calm and comforting. Hannah had only gave her a few minor details about the situation we were going through. So we decided to spend an hour filling her in on the entire story.

She was sympathetic when we told her about me being 4 weeks pregnant with that monster of a mans' baby. Although she smiled happily and wholeheartedly when Ashley chimed in reassuring her not to worry since he'd take care of the both of us and raise the baby as his own. Even though I saw the concern in her eyes that said she was still kind of worried knowing how Ashley is with women, I could see she also had hope that he would stay true to me. I was hoping so too.

I checked the time on my phone real quick seeing it was close to 11 already. Nikki had allowed us to sit behind the nurses desk in an extra rolling chair. I was sitting on Ashleys' lap while he had his arms wrapped gently around my waist. I pulled my legs up on his lap too and cuddled into his loving embrace resting my head against his shoulder.

"You know, you guys truly are the cutest couple I've seen," Nikki spoke softly and smiled. I smiled widely and thanked her before Ashley cupped a finger under my chin, lifting my head and placing a light soft kiss on my lips.

Once he pulled away he gazed at me for a while causing me to blush and hide my face. He chuckled and kissed my nose, "such a cutie," he said before placing another gentle kiss on my forehead. I giggled and kissed his chin before saying, "no you."

I saw Ashley take out his phone checking the time, getting a good glance of a picture of me sleeping and cuddling with max. "We should probably get going back to the room, Melly, it's getting late."

I sighed and nodded before mumbling, "okay."

"I agree with Ashley, you guys should go and get some sleep, especially you, Melissa. You need as much rest as you can get now that you're carrying a baby," Nikki suggested tenderly with a small smile.

"Okay, okay, we're going," I whined getting off of Ashleys' lap hearing her giggle.

"Don't worry, I'll get to see you guys tomorrow night as well," she said standing up and walking behind us through the small door leading out to the hallway. She gave me a light hug as well as Ashley.

"Hey you two love birds, there you are! Jeez I thought you two were never coming back," Daniel spoke before chuckling and walking towards us. "Haha very funny Daniel," I said sarcastically and flipping him off.

"Daniel? Daniel Harris, is that really you?" Nikki asked with wide eyes of realization. "Nikki?" He asked back just as surprised. I saw them both grow cheek splitting smiles just before she ran and engulfed him in a massive bear hug and he hugged her back.

"Oh my god, it's been ages! How have you been?" she asked happily and I couldn't help but smile.

I yawned and started to feel my eyes grow slightly heavy again. "Come on, baby, bedtime," Ashley whispered in my ear placing a gentle hand around my waist and on my hip. "Okay," I mumbled as he kissed my temple.

"Goodnight guys, we're heading to bed. See you both tomorrow?" Ashley asked glancing back between the two of them. They nodded and Daniel walked over to me giving me a hug and kissing my forehead. "I'm gonna catch up for a bit with Nikki then head out as well. I'll see you two tomorrow?" he asked walking backwards towards Nikki again. I tiredly nodded and waved goodbye before Ashley directed me towards my moms room.

Once we got in he laid down on the wall seat and I slipped between him and the wall, halfway lying on him with my head on his chest. "Did you two have a nice time tonight?" my mom asked us.

"Yes we did, thank you, Monica," Ashley spoke back quietly covering me with our blanket.

"You guys look so cramped together on that tiny couch. Why don't you go back to the hotel you two were originally staying at when you got here? It'll also give you some privacy as well," she whispered to Ashley causing him to chuckle.

"It's okay," Ashley whispered back. "Ashley, please, I insist. You ended up rolling off that thing just last night and a few times before," she said with concern. I felt him sigh and looked up to see him looking down at me.

"Well, Melly, what do you think?" he asked me stroking my hair with his hand. I looked back between him and my mom thinking for a second before nodding.

"You two go have a good nights' sleep, okay? I'll see you in the morning my little m&m," momma said as I got up giving her a hug receiving one in return with a forehead kiss. Ashley had gathered our bags and set them by the door. He walked over to me and my momma and joined in the hug.

I heard him whisper to her, "goodnight momma," and her whisper back, "goodnight sweetie, take care of my little popsicle, okay? And whatever you do, do not try anything on her without her permission or break her heart because I will hunt you down like a bloodhound, understood?"

"Yes ma'am, understood completely," he said calmy earning a quiet, "thank you."






-At the hotel-

I yawned and stretched as I was lying on the bed. Ashley had just walked into the bathroom to shower and get dressed. I heard the water turn on soon followed by the sound of sliding metal rings against the shower rod. So I decided to get a little more comfortable, I changed out of my onesie, now just standing in my royal blue bra and batman comic boxer briefs. http://www.polyvore.com/bedtime_with_ashley/set?id=111554521

After what seemed like just a mere 5 seconds of standing here, I took a deep breathe and grabbed my phone out of my bag. I plugged it into my ihome and played Air(Mr Fiji Wiji Remix) by Hellberg & Teqq feat. Taylr Renee and let the soothing sound of the song somewhat relax me.

Now that I have you standing here
I must confess my sin

I've always loved you,
Ever since the day we shared the same air


I sighed closing my eyes thinking about everything that has happened. I also thought about what had happened earlier, running into Megan and everything she told me. How Alex still has some 'unfinished business' with me and how she now has ideas of what she wants to do with Ashley once they supposedly get me out of the picture. I was truly scared out of my mind, I put my face in my hand feeling the tears threaten my eyes and swallowed back the lump in my throat. I don't want to cry anymore, I'm tired of it.

I’ve always loved you,
Ever since the day we shared the same air


'Should I really have came back here? It seems like it's just made matters worse and that frightens me. Megan found me and I don't doubt one bit that she's already told Alex. I found out I'm pregnant with his baby and still have yet to tell my mom. ughh' I thought groaning. But then I also started to think of all the good things that has happened to me since I went to New York. Especially being with Ashley, thinking about that always made my heart sing.

Ever since the day, ever since the day
Ever since the day, ever since the day
Ever since the day, ever since the day


I knelt down and dug into my duffel grabbing my over sized white cat face fleece sweater and slipped it on. I loved how it went down mid-thigh.

Now that I have you standing here
I must confess my sin


I turned facing towards the sliding closet door mirror looking at my whole appearance. I turned to my side and looked at the faded scar on my calf that has always haunted my thoughts since the day I got it. I frowned the longer I stared at it.

Right there, in front of you
I've been right there, waiting on you
To see the signs and recognize
What the rest of your life looks like, looks like


I sat down on the edge of the bed, pulling my knees up to my chest and brushed my fingertips along the scar. I gasped internally feeling my heart leap up into my throat once I saw a tan tattooed hand gently grab onto my calf over my scar. 'For fucks sake Ashley, you nearly scared the pee out of me! Christ on a cracker..' I thought to myself once I sighed with relief internally realizing it was only him.

The voiced Ashley in my head chuckled, 'sorry baby, didn't mean to' causing me to smile.

Ever since the day, ever since the day
Ever since the day, ever since the day
Ever since the day, ever since the day


"I swear to you, I will never let you get hurt like this again" Ashley whispered into my ear as he brushed his thumb along the faded pink line. I turned to see him looking deeply at me. "Okay?" he asked looking into my eyes with care. I nodded and gave a small smile turning my body to him.

He still kept his hand on my calf, "good, I love you, Melissa," he said giving a small smile back slowly moving his hand up my to my knee.

"I love you too, Ashley," I said and couldn't help but glance down at his soft lips and back up at him again. I think he had noticed cause his smile grew bigger before he leaned in just an inch away from my face. I closed the remaining space by pressing my lips against his. He didn't hesitate to kiss back.

I moved my leg to where I was now straddling his lap, moving one hand to the back of his neck and resting the other on his bare chest. He was shirtless and still only in his boxer briefs, displaying every tattoo and muscle.

I deepened the kiss, instantly feeling his heart rate escalate. He had one hand on the back of my thigh and the other moving up my back lifting the bottom of my sweater up sending a chill up my spine.

He ran his tongue along my bottom lip and I allowed him entrance. Our tongues battled for dominance but too soon I gave in letting him win. I gently pushed him down onto the bed, not breaking the kiss, to where I was now lying on top of him. Unknowingly, I grinded against him earning a groan in response and felt him grip on my thigh slightly harder, not enough to leave a bruise though.

I sat up still straddling him, taking the bottom of my sweater lifting it over my head and tossing it to the side, feeling my cheeks flush once I saw Ashleys' eyes roam my now mostly exposed body.

"You're so beautiful, Melissa," he spoke softly before flipping us over to where he was now on top of me. "Mel, we don't have to do anything you're not ready for," he said reassuring me. I shook my head and kissed him deeply. "No, Ashley, this feels, right. I want to" I spoke truthfully. Even though I may not be a virgin anymore, I don't consider Alex my actual first since it was by force and against my will. Me and Ashley were alone, he made me feel at peace and happy. I'm ready.

"Baby, are you sure you want to do this?" he questioned looking into my eyes with concern. I nodded and he reconnected our lips once again while his hands roamed my body unclasping my bra.

I'm exposed, laid out my secret
My heart doesn't stand a chance

I've always loved you,
Ever since the day we shared the same air




Alex's P.O.V

"Danielll," I sang trying to wake up the tied up unconscious boy. "Dannniel, time to wake up you little shit," I continued to sing and gently slapped him continuously. I smiled seeing him stir in the restrains of the wooden chair and softly groan.

"There ya go, that's a good boy, come on, wake up," I said to him like an owner to it's dog.

He groaned and mumbled, "what the fuck?" He then looked up at me with dry blood trailed down his nose, over his lips and down to his chin. He has a black eye as well that was now bloodshot.

"Alex?" he groaned looking at me confused. I grinned at him before nodding and responding, "yeah, fucker, it's me."

"Where am I?" he continued to ask causing me to roll my eyes.

"Enough with the questions already!" I turned to see Megan walking out from the shadows. "Jesus, no wonder why you hated him and her other boyfriends so much, I can see why now. They're so annoying," she whined crossing her arms standing next to me.

"Says the school whore," Daniel croaked chuckling. I punched him in the face hard again and watched as he spit out blood. Megan giggled and winked at me, "thanks babe." I winked back in response.

"I think we should teach him a little lesson for disobeying you and talking to that bitch again. Maybe hurt him badly enough and present it as another gift to her," Megan suggested with an evil grin.

"That's a great idea, Megan" I said smiling at her.

"God I can't wait till you get your hands on her slutty little neck and I'm looking forward to having fun with her boy toy. Oh please please lets make him watch as you end her!" she said excitedly clapping her hands.

"Don't worry, we will. Her boy toy won't be alive very long though because I want to end him too for taking her from me," I said sternly seeing her pout.

"Poo, fine," she whined. I grinned once seeing Daniel go wide eyed looking back and forth between me and Megan.

"Don't you fucking lay a hand on her or Ashley. Leave them alone!" He yelled trying to get out of his restraints again.

"I won't be laying a hand on her. I'll be laying myself on her and make him watch as I fuck her again. It'll be great seeing the look on his face once I ruthlessly fuck her into tears and cries for mercy again," I said chuckling causing Megan to laugh.

"I swear to god I will beat the shit out of you if you ever go near Melissa again," Daniel threatened making me laugh again.

"Not unless I beat the shit out of you first," I said stepping closer to him cracking my knuckles. "This'll be fun," I said chuckling darkly.




Melissa's P.O.V

I woke up wrapped in Ashleys' arms and looked to see it was 4 in the morning. I looked down to see, I was still in my onesie?

'How is this possible? Was that all just a dream? The makeout session, the touching and the love making, all just a dream?' I thought somewhat disappointed.

'Maybe I'll ask Ash later when he wakes up' I thought sighing internally and turning my head to see my sleeping angel. He was no longer in just his boxer briefs, he was wearing black basketball shorts and a black tank top. I turned myself to where I and my whole body were facing him and nuzzled into his embracing arms with my face in his neck. He sighed in his sleep and wrapped his arms tighter around me. I smiled and lightly kissed his chest that was exposed before closing my eyes once again and falling back asleep.

Notes

Here's the song; Air(Mr Fiji Wiji Remix) by Hellberg & Teqq ft. Taylr Renee http://youtu.be/powCHN8DdXA

One month. A whole fucking month that I have no been able to update.
Jesus christ I am so so sorry my lovely babies. Work has had me drained and exhausted.
I've been super fucking stressed and just ughhh, *raspberries*
Anyways, here's a new chapter♥
Things got a little steamy between Meshley, eh? Hehe but it was just a dream :c
And oh noes! What is Alex going to do to Daniel? D:
Find out in the next chapter(that'll hopefully be up sooner than usual now that I finally have my internet back and can type on my laptop again, yay!)
Bye my beautiful little doves, I love you!
Boob squeeze!♥

-MellyJelly

Comments

Please update soon, I love this story

Wretched Soul Wretched Soul
7/22/15

@WhiteRabbit
my classes have destroyed any chance of me being able to write lately. I have so much work that it's impossible to sit and write for even five minutes without feeling guilty that I should be working on homework.

BVBgirl355 BVBgirl355
9/18/14

@BVBgirl355
I feel so bad because I've manage to neglect my duties of writing new chapters for my stories and especially for it being so long since I last did. o(*≧д≦)o

WhiteRabbit WhiteRabbit
9/12/14

@WhiteRabbit
Take your time! I totally understand. College is killing any time I use to write, and I'm taking care of the entire horse barn for the next week. I'm so exhausted when I get home I just shovel food in my mouth and crash.

BVBgirl355 BVBgirl355
4/18/14

@taterbaby



@BVBgirl355



@TheMisfitGrimm_reaper

Thank you my lovely babies c: I'm currently typing the next chapter, I'm so sorry I haven't in such a long time. I'm in Ohio at the moment and have free time on my hands till Sunday morning when I fly back into town back home. The reason why I haven't typed anything during the week lately is because I work 5 days a week, 8am to 5pm. But i wake up at 5 Iin the morning so by the time i get home from work i am beyond exhausted and i end up being lazy on the weekends if I'm not already doing things with family. I'm sorry sweeties :(

WhiteRabbit WhiteRabbit
4/18/14