A Brother's Friend
Tour Change
I woke up. I smiled as I remember last night. A boom of deep laughter with a child-ish twang came from outside. I shot up and hit my head of the top of my bunk. Ow. Wait. My bunk? What was I doing in my bunk? Was last night all a dream? I sighed and flung my feet out of my bunk. I didn't even look in the main area, I just turned to oppisite direction and went into the bathroom.
I opened my bottle of anti-depressionts. This is srupid. I don't need these. I'm not depressed. I threw it into the toilet then filled a cup with water. I poured it into the toilet so i sounded like I was taking a piss , then flushed. Finally, I ran the water and stuck a make-up remover pas under the water. My face was horrifiying, there was eyeliner streaked down it from crying. Maybe I cried in my sleep?
I washed off all my make-up and put concealer over my scares. I looked into the mirrior again. 'Slut , Austin won't love you , don't get your hopes up , he'll realize you're trash and leave you. Just like your parents did!' I sighed , the voice was probably right.
I left the bathroom and slowly walked into the main area. The same boom of laughter came and I jumped.
"Oh, sorry, didn't mean to scare you Carressa." It was Austin! This wasn't a dream.
He walked over and hugged me , picking me up and twirling me. I giggled like a little school girl , getting a questioning look from Ashley. I wrote it off , he's never seen me when I actually like a guy.
"Wanna go for breakfeast?" Austin asked. He was already dresses. In black skinnies , black vans , and black 'V-neck' under a ped and black plaid shirt. Along with it he had some wristbands , sunglasses , and his hair was jelled perfectly. He looked really good.
"Sure." I walked to my bunk and pulled on some grey lepord print skinies , and a big 'Sleeping With Sirens' sweater. I went into the bathroom , I looked at my hair, I didn't want to ness with it today, I shoved a beanie on my head ans straitened out my bangs. Hmm, wavy hair in a beanie didn't look as bad as I thought. I put on eyeliner and walked back out into the 'Living Room' .
"I'm ready." Austin raised his eyebrows and smiled.
"Starbucks good?" I nodded and took his hand , we left and walked to a Starbucks. We ordered simple coffees and walked to a pinik table.
"You look really good Austin." I said smirking.
"Oh you're such a gentleman Carressa."
"Thanks I try." We laughed a little and we talked.
And talked.
And talked.
I didn't want him to srop, his voice was amazing.
"Have you heard any of our stuff?" I was snapped out of my trance and looked at Austin , I shook my head and he took out his phone.
He played 'The Depths' . I was amazing! I took his phone and played song after song of theres.
"You guys are amazing!" I said listening to 'My Unserstandings' .Austin smiled.
"I was talking to Ash and he said sense our tour and the Black Veil Brides tour meets up at Warped, you could come with us. Warped is the last stop we have, so we'll leave you with them. I really think the guys would like you Carressa, you have a great sense of humor like them. Patried all the time! And unlike the Black Veil Brides parties, you don't have to come to ours. What do you say? Wil you come? You'll make me the happiest man alive? I really don't want to be with you?" Austin hand my hands in his.
"I guess I'll come. Under one condition." I smirked at Austin.
"Anything! Carressa! Anything for you!" He jumped out of the table and picked me up bear hugging me.
"I want you to never leave me." He smiled and put me down. He kissed me lightly.
"I promise."
We ran hand in hand back to the bus to pack my shit.
I opened my bottle of anti-depressionts. This is srupid. I don't need these. I'm not depressed. I threw it into the toilet then filled a cup with water. I poured it into the toilet so i sounded like I was taking a piss , then flushed. Finally, I ran the water and stuck a make-up remover pas under the water. My face was horrifiying, there was eyeliner streaked down it from crying. Maybe I cried in my sleep?
I washed off all my make-up and put concealer over my scares. I looked into the mirrior again. 'Slut , Austin won't love you , don't get your hopes up , he'll realize you're trash and leave you. Just like your parents did!' I sighed , the voice was probably right.
I left the bathroom and slowly walked into the main area. The same boom of laughter came and I jumped.
"Oh, sorry, didn't mean to scare you Carressa." It was Austin! This wasn't a dream.
He walked over and hugged me , picking me up and twirling me. I giggled like a little school girl , getting a questioning look from Ashley. I wrote it off , he's never seen me when I actually like a guy.
"Wanna go for breakfeast?" Austin asked. He was already dresses. In black skinnies , black vans , and black 'V-neck' under a ped and black plaid shirt. Along with it he had some wristbands , sunglasses , and his hair was jelled perfectly. He looked really good.
"Sure." I walked to my bunk and pulled on some grey lepord print skinies , and a big 'Sleeping With Sirens' sweater. I went into the bathroom , I looked at my hair, I didn't want to ness with it today, I shoved a beanie on my head ans straitened out my bangs. Hmm, wavy hair in a beanie didn't look as bad as I thought. I put on eyeliner and walked back out into the 'Living Room' .
"I'm ready." Austin raised his eyebrows and smiled.
"Starbucks good?" I nodded and took his hand , we left and walked to a Starbucks. We ordered simple coffees and walked to a pinik table.
"You look really good Austin." I said smirking.
"Oh you're such a gentleman Carressa."
"Thanks I try." We laughed a little and we talked.
And talked.
And talked.
I didn't want him to srop, his voice was amazing.
"Have you heard any of our stuff?" I was snapped out of my trance and looked at Austin , I shook my head and he took out his phone.
He played 'The Depths' . I was amazing! I took his phone and played song after song of theres.
"You guys are amazing!" I said listening to 'My Unserstandings' .Austin smiled.
"I was talking to Ash and he said sense our tour and the Black Veil Brides tour meets up at Warped, you could come with us. Warped is the last stop we have, so we'll leave you with them. I really think the guys would like you Carressa, you have a great sense of humor like them. Patried all the time! And unlike the Black Veil Brides parties, you don't have to come to ours. What do you say? Wil you come? You'll make me the happiest man alive? I really don't want to be with you?" Austin hand my hands in his.
"I guess I'll come. Under one condition." I smirked at Austin.
"Anything! Carressa! Anything for you!" He jumped out of the table and picked me up bear hugging me.
"I want you to never leave me." He smiled and put me down. He kissed me lightly.
"I promise."
We ran hand in hand back to the bus to pack my shit.
I am so sorry, I tend to be be a complete psycho sometimes, and by sometimes I mean most of the time, and by most of the time I mean always... Wait...what?...pffft... I never said anything.... Who are you people!!!!
6/22/14