A Brother's Friend
"She Doesn't Gove Me Butterflies."
Andy's P.O.V:
I sat in emergancy unit of the hospital with Ashley. My leg bounced up and down causing the blue plastic chair to squeak. I was driving the reseptionist crazy, but I couldn't stop it. Along with my squeaking there was a consint click of Ashes boots on the floor. He was pacing back and forth. HAnds over his mouth. HE stoped dead in his tracks and looked at me. I blushed deeply, and looked at the floor. Things have been different with Ash lately. I don't know what though. My heart skipped and beat when he laughed or siad my name. When he touches me it's like I'm being zapped with electricity. 'Andy, what are you thinking? Stop. You're not gay. You have Carressa.' I scoulded myself in my head. But was I? I mean was I gay? I hadn't been noticing hot girls anymore, and Carressa, just didn't, didn't , satisfy me. She didn't give me butterflies like Ashley did. 'Stop Andy. Thats just the nerves talking!' Deep down, deep deep down, I knew it wasn't.
Ashley came and sat on my feet. Leaning his back against my legs, he burried his hands into his knees and started crying. I puled him into my lap were he curled into a ball. Even in this state he was an angle. I rocked and made soothing noises.
"Andy... Thi- This is a-all my fault!" Andy said between cries. His voice came just abouve a whisper, enough fr me to pick up on it.
"No it's not Ashes. No it's not." I carressed his chhek and his body tensed. He stoped crying a little and looked at me in the eye.
"Yes it is. I told her- I said- I'm in love with her boyfriend! I have been for almost 2 years now! I told her she knew! And seeing you two together! It broke my heart that my own sister would do that!" Ashley started crying heavily again, he rolled back into hos ball on my lap and I pulled him closer, his tears seeped threw my shirt.
"I like you too. I have now, for two and a half years." I whispered. Ashley's body tensed on my lap, his heart was beating so fast. He got up from my lap and stood infront of me. I sat looking up at him, not knowing what to expect.
**ASHLEY'S P.O.V**
"I like you too. I have now for two and a half years." Andy whispered. Thats longer then I've liked him. MY body tensed and tears stopped when his information sunk in. Andy Biersack. The man I loved. He liked me. I got up from his lap. If I didn't I would have stayed there until I decayed.
I looked down on the angel. His droppy black hair and big crystal blue eyes. He realy was s angel. He looked up at me like a small school boy getting scoulded. I blushed and smiled he did the same. Andy stood up , are bodies were so close, the closest they've ever been. I could feel his breath on me. I looked up at him and he started leaning in.
I froze.
I didn't move forward I didn't move back.
Was this realy about to happen? Was Andy really about to kiss me? I've waited so long for this, dreamed about this, I never expected it to happen. But it is.
His nose was touching mine now when my joints started to work again. I wrapped my arms around Andy's neck and he took this a confermation.He pressed his lips lightly against mine. It was like lighting bolts was spewing from our mouth! I deepened the kiss, and he pulled he colser by the waist. He kept his hands there.
When the kiss broe away Andy leaned his forhead down on mine. I let out a fiant laugh and smiled, keeping my eyes closed. Andy did the same, his hands dropped from my waist and grabbed my hands from around his neck. We held hands at our sides.
"So what does this mean?" I said opening my eyes pulling my head away from Andy's. We looked into eachothers eyes.
"It makes me the worst boyfriend ever." Andy said with a smile.
"W-what? You're? Are you saying this was a mistake?" I let go of Andy's hands and backed away. Tears welting in my eyes.
**CARRESSA P.O.V**
I jolted awake. The smell of rubber and sweat filled my nose.
No. No. No! NO!
I'm in a hospital! I'm not suppose to be in a hospital! I'm suppose to be dead!
I screamed! I screamed in anger! I screamed in terror! But mostly I screamed in regret, I'll have to face Ashley soon. My scream died down into a cry, when the doctor walked in.
"Carressa Pursy, I'm Dr.House. (A/N: He's the only doctor I know xD) You screamed for me?" He walked -or shold I say wobbled- over to me. He sat in a chair and put his cane around the back of the chair. HE leaned forward and looked at me.
"So!?" He clapped his hands together. Makeing me jump. "Why'd you try and do it? You know... KILL yourself." He put enfacis on the word 'Kill' . It made me jump again.
"I don;t think thats any of your concern. When can I leave?" Dr.House stood up and geabbed his cane.
"Fisty are we? You'll be leaving today. The persctription to your anti-depressents is on the table beside you. Get your clearly gay brother, he's out there macking on some rocker guy, to take you to the drug store as soon as you leave. You can wear your bloddy, froathy, pukey clothes out of you want. But I suggedt you ask the nurse to let you keep that. Oh, and keep the badage on your arm, and come back in 4 weeks to get your stitches out. Wouldn't want to bleed out. Or, maybe you would. I don;t really care. Bye!" Dr.House had left the room.
I smiled ear to ear. Ashley told Andy. They were kissing. Oh Ashley, I'm so happy for you.
**ANDY'S P.O.V**
"W-what? You're? Are you saying this was a mistake?" Ash dropped my hands and walked backwards from me. Putting his hands over his mouth, tears forming in his eyes.
My heart dropped. No thats not what I meant at all!
"No! NO! Ashes no! Thats not what I meant at all!" I took a step towrards him and he started to cry. God I hate seeing him like this. I pulled him into a hug, he didn't reject, so I wrapped my arms tightly around him. HE balled his hands into fists, skrunching his my shirt in them. God Ash, I never want to see you like this again.
I out streched my arms, keeoing them on his shoulders.
"What I meant was, I want to be with you, I just can't. Oh Hell Ashy, I'm not happy with Carressa. I'm happy with you. My heart skips a beat when you enter a the same room as me, when you laugh, when you call for me. I et butterflies whenever I'm around you! When we touch I feel safe! And I swear to God Ashley, when we were kissing I thought Iwas going to die of eletric shock! But I don;t care! As long as I'm with you! Ashley Purdy! Will you be my boyfriend?"
A small smile crept up on Ashley's lips. He nodded his head and I kissed him lightly, he deepened it.
"Awwwwwe!" I heard a female voice say. I looked past Ash and seen Carressa. Oh shit.
"Carressa! You're okay." I ran to her and hugged her, Ash just stayed behind. I skratched the back of my neck and Carressa smiled.
"Ashley. You have to take me to the drug store. I have to get anti-depressents." Ash finally broke down hje ran and hugged her tightly, she hugged him just as tight back, she closed her eyes and a small tear rolled down her cheek.
"Okay. And about me and Andy..." Carressa playfully slapped him.
"Oh shush up. You'll love him better then I could. We'll trade hotel rooms too." She turned around to face Ash and I with a devilish grin.
"I know how the both of you are. You're virgiaty towards eachother isn't going to last very long." Ash went a deep shade of red, causeing Carressa to laugh uncontrolably, so did I!
"Biersack! What the fuck are you laughing at!? You're just as red as him!" Carressa started into another fit of laughter. So did Ashley. I pulled him into a kiss.
"Ewww! Gross! Stop it! Get a room!" Carressa said like a little kid, slapping our pressed together faces. We laughed again before getting into the car.
I sat in emergancy unit of the hospital with Ashley. My leg bounced up and down causing the blue plastic chair to squeak. I was driving the reseptionist crazy, but I couldn't stop it. Along with my squeaking there was a consint click of Ashes boots on the floor. He was pacing back and forth. HAnds over his mouth. HE stoped dead in his tracks and looked at me. I blushed deeply, and looked at the floor. Things have been different with Ash lately. I don't know what though. My heart skipped and beat when he laughed or siad my name. When he touches me it's like I'm being zapped with electricity. 'Andy, what are you thinking? Stop. You're not gay. You have Carressa.' I scoulded myself in my head. But was I? I mean was I gay? I hadn't been noticing hot girls anymore, and Carressa, just didn't, didn't , satisfy me. She didn't give me butterflies like Ashley did. 'Stop Andy. Thats just the nerves talking!' Deep down, deep deep down, I knew it wasn't.
Ashley came and sat on my feet. Leaning his back against my legs, he burried his hands into his knees and started crying. I puled him into my lap were he curled into a ball. Even in this state he was an angle. I rocked and made soothing noises.
"Andy... Thi- This is a-all my fault!" Andy said between cries. His voice came just abouve a whisper, enough fr me to pick up on it.
"No it's not Ashes. No it's not." I carressed his chhek and his body tensed. He stoped crying a little and looked at me in the eye.
"Yes it is. I told her- I said- I'm in love with her boyfriend! I have been for almost 2 years now! I told her she knew! And seeing you two together! It broke my heart that my own sister would do that!" Ashley started crying heavily again, he rolled back into hos ball on my lap and I pulled him closer, his tears seeped threw my shirt.
"I like you too. I have now, for two and a half years." I whispered. Ashley's body tensed on my lap, his heart was beating so fast. He got up from my lap and stood infront of me. I sat looking up at him, not knowing what to expect.
**ASHLEY'S P.O.V**
"I like you too. I have now for two and a half years." Andy whispered. Thats longer then I've liked him. MY body tensed and tears stopped when his information sunk in. Andy Biersack. The man I loved. He liked me. I got up from his lap. If I didn't I would have stayed there until I decayed.
I looked down on the angel. His droppy black hair and big crystal blue eyes. He realy was s angel. He looked up at me like a small school boy getting scoulded. I blushed and smiled he did the same. Andy stood up , are bodies were so close, the closest they've ever been. I could feel his breath on me. I looked up at him and he started leaning in.
I froze.
I didn't move forward I didn't move back.
Was this realy about to happen? Was Andy really about to kiss me? I've waited so long for this, dreamed about this, I never expected it to happen. But it is.
His nose was touching mine now when my joints started to work again. I wrapped my arms around Andy's neck and he took this a confermation.He pressed his lips lightly against mine. It was like lighting bolts was spewing from our mouth! I deepened the kiss, and he pulled he colser by the waist. He kept his hands there.
When the kiss broe away Andy leaned his forhead down on mine. I let out a fiant laugh and smiled, keeping my eyes closed. Andy did the same, his hands dropped from my waist and grabbed my hands from around his neck. We held hands at our sides.
"So what does this mean?" I said opening my eyes pulling my head away from Andy's. We looked into eachothers eyes.
"It makes me the worst boyfriend ever." Andy said with a smile.
"W-what? You're? Are you saying this was a mistake?" I let go of Andy's hands and backed away. Tears welting in my eyes.
**CARRESSA P.O.V**
I jolted awake. The smell of rubber and sweat filled my nose.
No. No. No! NO!
I'm in a hospital! I'm not suppose to be in a hospital! I'm suppose to be dead!
I screamed! I screamed in anger! I screamed in terror! But mostly I screamed in regret, I'll have to face Ashley soon. My scream died down into a cry, when the doctor walked in.
"Carressa Pursy, I'm Dr.House. (A/N: He's the only doctor I know xD) You screamed for me?" He walked -or shold I say wobbled- over to me. He sat in a chair and put his cane around the back of the chair. HE leaned forward and looked at me.
"So!?" He clapped his hands together. Makeing me jump. "Why'd you try and do it? You know... KILL yourself." He put enfacis on the word 'Kill' . It made me jump again.
"I don;t think thats any of your concern. When can I leave?" Dr.House stood up and geabbed his cane.
"Fisty are we? You'll be leaving today. The persctription to your anti-depressents is on the table beside you. Get your clearly gay brother, he's out there macking on some rocker guy, to take you to the drug store as soon as you leave. You can wear your bloddy, froathy, pukey clothes out of you want. But I suggedt you ask the nurse to let you keep that. Oh, and keep the badage on your arm, and come back in 4 weeks to get your stitches out. Wouldn't want to bleed out. Or, maybe you would. I don;t really care. Bye!" Dr.House had left the room.
I smiled ear to ear. Ashley told Andy. They were kissing. Oh Ashley, I'm so happy for you.
**ANDY'S P.O.V**
"W-what? You're? Are you saying this was a mistake?" Ash dropped my hands and walked backwards from me. Putting his hands over his mouth, tears forming in his eyes.
My heart dropped. No thats not what I meant at all!
"No! NO! Ashes no! Thats not what I meant at all!" I took a step towrards him and he started to cry. God I hate seeing him like this. I pulled him into a hug, he didn't reject, so I wrapped my arms tightly around him. HE balled his hands into fists, skrunching his my shirt in them. God Ash, I never want to see you like this again.
I out streched my arms, keeoing them on his shoulders.
"What I meant was, I want to be with you, I just can't. Oh Hell Ashy, I'm not happy with Carressa. I'm happy with you. My heart skips a beat when you enter a the same room as me, when you laugh, when you call for me. I et butterflies whenever I'm around you! When we touch I feel safe! And I swear to God Ashley, when we were kissing I thought Iwas going to die of eletric shock! But I don;t care! As long as I'm with you! Ashley Purdy! Will you be my boyfriend?"
A small smile crept up on Ashley's lips. He nodded his head and I kissed him lightly, he deepened it.
"Awwwwwe!" I heard a female voice say. I looked past Ash and seen Carressa. Oh shit.
"Carressa! You're okay." I ran to her and hugged her, Ash just stayed behind. I skratched the back of my neck and Carressa smiled.
"Ashley. You have to take me to the drug store. I have to get anti-depressents." Ash finally broke down hje ran and hugged her tightly, she hugged him just as tight back, she closed her eyes and a small tear rolled down her cheek.
"Okay. And about me and Andy..." Carressa playfully slapped him.
"Oh shush up. You'll love him better then I could. We'll trade hotel rooms too." She turned around to face Ash and I with a devilish grin.
"I know how the both of you are. You're virgiaty towards eachother isn't going to last very long." Ash went a deep shade of red, causeing Carressa to laugh uncontrolably, so did I!
"Biersack! What the fuck are you laughing at!? You're just as red as him!" Carressa started into another fit of laughter. So did Ashley. I pulled him into a kiss.
"Ewww! Gross! Stop it! Get a room!" Carressa said like a little kid, slapping our pressed together faces. We laughed again before getting into the car.
I am so sorry, I tend to be be a complete psycho sometimes, and by sometimes I mean most of the time, and by most of the time I mean always... Wait...what?...pffft... I never said anything.... Who are you people!!!!
6/22/14