Andy's P.O.V:

After our show finished the guys and I were rushed to the signing. I was looking around for Carressa, it kinda hurt me that she didn't stay for the show. But I did push it, she wasn't ready to tell Ash yet, but I couldn't stop myself. She looked so beautiful on stage.

Fans came and went taking pictues, Ash and Carressa were no where to be found. Jinxx left to get them, but they didn't come with him. I started to panic until five minutes after they walked in. Ashes face was flushed and he looked really mad. Carressa's eyes were red and puffy, her war-paint smothered. It doesn't take a genius to figure out she had been crying.

She sat beside beside me and starred at her lap the whole time. She looked up very solom to smile at a fan, or answer questions in a soft, frightened voice. Two girls came in wanting a picture with me and Carressa, she stood up slowly and stood beside on girl, while I put my arm and bent down beside the other one. The picture clicked and Carressa shuffled to Ash , whispered something in his ear and ran out of the room.

She glanced back at me and mouthed 'I'm sorry'

So many thoughts ran threw my mind.

But it donged on me what she meant. I ran over to Ashley and pulled him by the colloar of his shirt around the backdrop that was behind us. The last group had just left and the next one was coming in.

"What did Carressa go?" Ash glared at me, and shrugged his shoulders. I shook him violently and yelled "Then what did she tell you?"

He free-d himself from my grip and brushed his shoulders off.

"She went back to the hotel." I tensed. This isn't good.

"Cover for me!" I said turning to leave, but Ashes words stopped me.

"Why should I?" I turned around and glared at him. I walked so that our noses were touching, his body tensed.

"Cause I'm saving your sister from killing herself. I think you owe me that fucking much." I shoved him by the shoulder. I turned to run out the door. The hotel was only 5 minutes away, maybe 3 if I ran.

I made it to the hotel and ran to our room.

"CARRESSA?! WHERE ARE YOU?!" A small whimper came out of the bathroom. I ran over and opened the door, I fell to my knees. The sent of bleach and blood over came me.

Notes

I hope I didn't trigger anyone. )= I know how shitty self harm is. Just remember, you're not alone, someone, somewhere loves you. I know you've probably heard that before, Hell thousands of times before. I'm not going to tell you you're strong, cause chances are you're not. But remember, suicide isn't the answer. It never is. Suicide doesn't end the chances og life getting worse. It ends the chances of it getting better. Please don't. <3

Anyway! Touch-y stuff outta the way. Do you like this chapter? I like this chapter! Keep reading! <3